She is crazy about beauties and is looking for a substitute again

Mu Wanning lowered her eyes and murmured after a while, "So, if the child is in his hands, he should be well taken care of, but if it is not in his hands, then..." She did not say the last part of the sentence. After a while, she raised her head and looked out the window blankly, "If what he said is true, he has searched everywhere on the cruise ship, and the cruise ship is at sea, and no one left except me and Ah Shen, that is Said, the child is most likely in the sea."

"No, no." Li Nuo quickly stopped her thinking, but after thinking about it, she didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only bite the bullet and said, "Maybe... maybe it's in Yun Ting's hands."

Mu Wan Ning leaned her head against the wall and said nothing.

Yun Shen also leaves early and comes back late. During the day, Li Nuo, Huo Sisi and Jing Chu take turns to accompany Mu Wan Ning.

At first, she told Mu Lan that Mu Wanning was going to give birth and was waiting in the hospital, so she could rest at home and not worry.

Half a month later, it was said that Mu Wanning went to the confinement center.

But she couldn't hide it, but with her current situation, no one dared to tell her the truth, for fear that her heart wouldn't be able to bear it.

The only thing that can be done is to hide it one day at a time.

A month has passed, and there is still no news at all. Although no one has said it out loud, everyone knows the most likely outcome.

Mu Wanning stood on the balcony on the second floor, looking outside.

Not long after she was discharged from the hospital and moved to Yun Shen's residence, Yun Ting also moved back to this villa area.

His house was right behind Yun Shen's residence, and she could see his house from the balcony to the north of the bedroom.

He also goes out very early every day and comes back very late at night.

Sometimes when I come back very late, I don't know how to turn on the lights when I enter. The house is pitch black and lifeless at all.

But today he didn't go out. He stood at the door, looking at her side. He had been standing there for an hour or two.

Mu Wan Ning lowered her eyes and lowered the curtains.

Almost half an hour later, there was a knock on the door downstairs. Jingchu went downstairs and opened the door. When he saw it was Yunting, he looked a little embarrassed. He didn't know whether to let him in or drive him away.

Yunting stood at the door, neither speaking nor walking inside.

After a while, Mu Wanning went downstairs.

Jingchu took a few steps back, "Then you talk, I'll stay away." She said and turned around to walk upstairs, but she felt uneasy, so she stood at the corner and looked downstairs.

Mu Wan Ning walked to the door and looked up at him. She couldn't see clearly even though she was far away before, but now that she thought about it, what Li Nuo said was probably true. Yun Ting was so thin that he seemed to be much older.

Yun Ting lowered his eyes and said after a while, "Sorry, it's my fault. I can't do anything well and messed up everything." He twitched the corners of his mouth as he spoke, as if he wanted to smile, but in the end he smiled. It was uglier than crying. "When I couldn't find it at first, the third brother said that the child might have been thrown into the sea, but I didn't believe it, and I didn't want to believe it."

"But I really can't find it." His voice was slightly choked. He took a deep breath and suppressed his emotions again. "I can't find it. I lost our child."

"Whether you blame me or hate me, there's nothing I can do about it."

"Are you here just to tell me this?" Mu Wan Ning looked at him.

"I don't want to say it, but I can only speak for it." Yun Ting still lowered his eyes, "When I saw him born, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world. I just didn't know that happiness would disappear so quickly. .”

"Just like every time I have something I like or want, it won't be mine. I probably don't deserve anything."

"I shouldn't...I shouldn't have been born, I shouldn't have lived, and I shouldn't have had so many unrealistic expectations. It was me who wanted too much that ruined everything." He spoke quickly He raised his head and glanced at her, then quickly looked away, then raised his hands to hold her in his arms. He was so strong that he seemed to be rubbing her into his body, even to the point where Mu Wan Ning's bones were tingling. A little pain.

After a moment, he let go and turned to leave.

Mu Wanning frowned and looked at his back, "We are not the only ones who lose their children in this world. Some people have not given up for more than ten or twenty years. They have lost everything and have to continue looking. You just found one." Yue, don’t you plan to persist any longer?”

Yun Ting stopped and stood there for a long time before whispering, "Look, keep looking. As long as I still have breath, I will keep looking."

He was silent for a while and then turned around, "It's my fault. I shouldn't have to drag you along to bear it. You should be well. In the future... you will have children of your own and everything will be fine."

"Listen to what you are saying?" Mu Wanning took a few steps forward, "What do you mean I will have my own child? Do you think I am in the mood to think about other things now? Do you think I can just turn around and forget about it? Start a new life?"

Yun Ting pursed his lips, "You can scold me, you can hit me, you can vent any grievances on me, and then live a good life. You can't ruin everyone's life."

After he finished speaking, he walked away without stopping.

"Yunting, I hate you!" Mu Wanning clenched her hands into fists at her sides, shouting at him as if she was using all her strength.

Yun Ting paused in his steps and stiffened for a moment, but in the end he didn't stop and continued walking out.

All the strength in Mu Wan Ning's body was drained, and she sat on the ground leaning against the door, crying softly.

Seeing Yun Ting leaving, Jing Chu quickly ran downstairs and squatted down next to her, "Wan Ning, don't worry, they are all working hard to find her."

Mu Wanning curled up her legs and hugged her knees. So many people were looking for Yun Ting, Yun Shen, Ji Chen, and Huo Shiqian, but they couldn't be found. The more people looking for them, the more hope they had. Small.

Jingchu sighed and offered no more comfort. Being able to cry and vent at this time was not a bad thing.

She also came to accompany Mu Wan Ning several times. Most of the time, she just sat there all day without saying anything. If she continued like this, she would drive her crazy.

She stretched out her hand, helped Mu Wan Ning up and returned to the room.

Mu Wan Ning cried for a long time and finally fell asleep.

When Yun Shen came back, she was still awake.

When Jing Chu saw that he was back, he left first.

Yun Shen stood by the bed and looked at Mu Wan Ning. This was obviously different from her usual state. He frowned and turned on the surveillance camera at the door, only to know that Yun Ting had come.

Mu Wan Ning had a dream about the moment she just gave birth to her child. She was lying on the bed looking at the child. The child smiled at her and stretched out his hand to her.

His little hand was so cute. She smiled and stretched out her hand to take it, but the child suddenly disappeared.

She screamed and woke up from her dream. She sat up and saw Yun Shen sitting by the bed with a gloomy look on his face.

She raised her hands to cover her face, the heartache in her dream lingering for a long time.

After a while, Yun Shen finally spoke, "Did this incident make you understand your own feelings more clearly?" (End of Chapter)