She is crazy about beauties and is looking for a substitute again

Chapter 382 The one who understands women best is Jin Heng
Li Nuo looked at Mu Wan Ning and sighed softly, "Wan Ning, what happened with Yun Shen has been in the past for so long. When you think about it now, it may feel like you are experiencing it all over again. It's okay and it will pass."

Mu Wan Ning shook her head.

Li Nuo also sat down next to her, "But Yun Ting also means well. Even if you drive him away, he will still be worried about you, so he will call me immediately to ask me to come over."

Mu Wan Ning turned to look at her, "Do you think I shouldn't drive him away?"

"That's not what I meant." Li Nuo raised his hand and held her hand, "In this matter..."

"I shouldn't drive him away." Mu Wanning lowered his eyes, "But if I don't drive him away, his life will be completely ruined by me."

Li Nuo was slightly startled and looked at her without speaking.

Mu Wan Ning leaned her head on her shoulder, "This is not the life he likes at all. He wears clothes he doesn't like, eats things he doesn't like, and tries hard to imitate Ah Shen in everything. my hobby."

"In the past few days, I have watched him live so awkwardly. He laughs when I am happy, and immediately coaxes me when I am unhappy, even though these may have nothing to do with him."

"Yesterday in the tea room, I asked him about what happened between him and Ah Shen when they were young. He kept telling me about Ah Shen, and even if he occasionally got involved in it, he would immediately skip it because he felt that I just wanted to hear about Ah Shen. Deep down, he probably subconsciously felt that his matter shouldn’t exist.”

"But there were a few moments when he smiled and stopped, but he quickly reacted and changed the subject, or continued to laugh with me. He was not happy at all."

"When I came back in the evening, I cooked dinner. Ah Shen always liked spicy food. He rarely ate it and didn't like it, but he still ate it all. Even though the spicy food made his stomach uncomfortable, I told him I wanted it while lying on the bed. He won't refuse."

"I keep calling Ah Shen's name. No matter how reluctant he is in his eyes, he still responds to me."

"He has lived in Ah Shen's shadow since he was a child. If he is with me, he will never be able to get out of Ah Shen's shadow."

"He would rather erase his own existence, and would rather be Ah Shen's substitute for the rest of his life, but how is this the life that a normal person should live?"

"But I can't give him a normal life."

"Nono, actually after I remembered these things, I also thought about whether I should continue to pretend not to remember and live with him like this."

"But..." Mu Wanning raised her hands to cover her eyes, "My illness will probably not be cured. I have dragged him and me to suffer for so long. The sooner he gives up, the sooner he can start a new life. "

"Maybe he will meet someone who loves him the same and can give him the same response. Even if he doesn't meet him, at least he won't have to bear it anymore. Even if he just meets a suitable person, he can get through it normally. lifetime."

"Besides, Ah Shen definitely doesn't want Yun Ting to live like this with me."

"I can't forget Ah Shen. I can't give Yun Ting what he wants."

"Nono, don't tell Qin Moyuan this, don't let Yun Ting know about it, let him leave completely this time."

Li Nuo raised his arms and hugged her, "Wan Ning, your illness will definitely get better. Even if you are not with Yun Ting, life will still go on. Yun Shen also hopes that you can live happily, right? "

Mu Wan Ning closed her eyes.

From the moment she started reading Walker's notes, she began to feel alienated little by little based on her own situation.

She no longer told Yun Ting, the doctor, or Li Nuo about things that she couldn't tell whether they were dreams or memories, but divided them into two notebooks to record them.

A record of exactly what really happened. One records things that she can't tell whether they are dreams or memories.

Then she would occasionally chat with Lino, mentioning something vaguely, asking her for confirmation, and would also inadvertently ask Yunting.

Once confirmed, move the matter to another notebook.

There are still some things left that are unconfirmed or things that both Yun Ting and Li Nuo can avoid.

She also gradually discovered that the latter two situations had absolutely nothing to do with Yun Shen, but in the picture in her mind, when these things happened, the other person looked exactly like Yun Shen, which meant that this person could only It's Yunting.

As she sorted these things out, her memory gradually returned.

Li Nuo watched her cry and cry, but obviously this time the crying had nothing to do with Yun Shen.

She sighed softly and did not try to persuade her again. It would be a good thing for her to cry and vent.

Mu Wan Ning didn't sleep last night. She cried for a long time, her eyes were sore and she felt sleepy, so she fell asleep on Li Nuo's shoulder.

Li Nuo couldn't send her to bed. Even if he asked the nanny to help her, it would wake her up, so he could only help her lie down gently on the carpet, and then brought a pillow and quilt.

After settling her down, she took out her phone and found messages from Yunting and Qin Moyuan asking for information.

She hesitated and went back to Qin Moyuan first, [Wan Ning didn't sleep last night. She just kept scolding Yun Ting with me, and she just fell asleep now. 】

Then he opened the dialogue with Yun Ting, [She seemed really angry this time, and started to blame me. She felt that I was helping you hide it from her. Don't come to her recently, let her calm down. 】

[Hey, it seems like yesterday it was better to just confess as Jin Heng said. ] Qin Moyuan replied to the message, [Sure enough, among us, Jin Heng is the one who knows women best. 】

Li Nuo looked at Mu Wan Ning and said, "Go and accompany Yunting. I'll tell you what happens here." 】

【OK. ] Qin Moyuan made a sighing expression, [The two of them started to make trouble, which made me and you suffer. 】

Li Nuo rolled his eyes and ignored him.

After a while, Yun Ting replied to his message, [I understand, you should stay with her first. 】

Li Nuo sighed, put down his phone, sat aside and looked at Mu Wan Ning, and whispered, "Wan Ning, I really have no conditions and no bottom line to help you. I hope your choice is the result of careful consideration. In the future No matter what happens, you will never regret it.”

She was here with Mu Wan Ning, so naturally she didn't plan to go back at night.

Over there, Qin Moyuan drank with Yunting all night long.

The one who collapsed the most was Jin Heng. Over there, Yunting was drinking and silent, and Qin Moyuan kept pestering him, asking him what to do.

Qin Moyuan still had his own little thoughts here. If Mu Wanning and Yun Ting kept quarreling and the two of them didn't reconcile, Li Nuo would have to spend a lot of time with Mu Wanning.

In the past, when Mu Wan Ning always pestered Yun Ting, he had never seen Li Nuo stand up for Mu Wan Ning. Li Nuo was also always available to Mu Wan Ning.

So he pinned his hopes on Jin Heng, who knew women best, hoping that he would find a way to quickly turn the page on Mu Wan Ning and Yun Ting.