Madam Dihao is not good

Bai Yunshang was startled.

"Originally, Lea arranged for you to exchange identities with their daughter, but when the matter came to a close, they regretted it, were reluctant to have children, and wanted to change their minds."

"At that time, the Navy family was chasing us everywhere. As a last resort, I had no choice but to cut off their retreat..."

"The Bai family owes Lea a very deep kindness, and they have to repay it. As for me, I have to repay it after killing their child..."

"The Bai family has evidence that you are not 'Bai Yunshang', and they can accuse you at any time. I dare not act rashly." [

Lin Xuexin smiled weakly.

I don't know if it was because of the deepening of the poisoning, but the wrinkles on her face became denser and deeper, as if the skin was about to fall off.

"Actually, Lea died at the time, and all my thoughts were lost. I was walking like a dead body. I lived as if I were dead, so I didn't care about these tortures and blows from the outside world."

"For so many years, what they have done to me is only physical torture, but what I have done to them is a lifetime of spiritual damage. I killed their child for my child, you, Li Lilan. I'm a selfish mother and I deserve it all."

It started to rain outside the window.

It is already the weather in early February and nearly March, and the weather is cold and warm.

The cold wind howled outside the castle, like Bai Yunshang's heart, she could imagine how much Lin Xuexin endured to be able to be so considerate of herself.

"I'm suffering from severe depression."

"My psychologist has been doing psychotherapy for me, and I chose hypnosis to erase the memory of the past. But the pain of the past is too deep, I can't get out, I can only fade some of the most painful memories. In order to make I went on living, I was on antidepressants."

"You can't imagine that you live in the past every day, you can't come out, and you have to face reality..."

"For 20 years, I have played another self, and I have completely integrated into this role. I tried my best to forget everything in the past and reborn. Gradually, I began to be unable to distinguish between the past and the present, and everything I experienced in the past , that beautiful memory and my favorite Lea, isn't it just a dream of mine?"