Let her be arrogant

Chapter 136 She wants to see him
Sheng Lanqing hesitated for a moment and said, "Xi Yu, I want to see you."

"But," she recalled the cruel words she had just let go of not long ago, and added, "I definitely don't miss you, but I have something to say to you. It's not as convenient as meeting on the phone."

After all, these are Xi Yu's shady memories, how could he reveal them so easily?
Talking on the phone always seems like you don't respect him that much.

Yuzhangju.

As soon as Sheng Lanqing sat down, she was startled by the familiar origami stars in front of her.

The wide-mouthed bottle, which is as tall as a mineral water bottle, contains dozens of origami stars, and the ink writing inside is faintly visible.

She was so familiar with this kind of handwriting that she had even imitated it stroke by stroke with her own hands.

This is Xi Yu's calligraphy, and the iron painting and silver hook reveal a casual and romantic mark.

Xi Yu noticed her eyes and said with a chuckle: "You folded a bottle for me, I should give you a gift in return."

Sheng Lanqing was startled for a moment, glanced at the cup of warm rose milk placed in front of her, and murmured in a low voice: "I don't like these anymore."

When she first folded it, she only thought about every word and every delicate star, which was filled with her heart, which no amount of money could exchange for.

Xi Yu abandoned her like a broken shoe, and she only felt sad.

But later when she entered society, she realized that these thoughts were both precious and cheap.

A sincere heart is sometimes not as important as a hundred dollars.

"It doesn't matter," Xi Yu smiled lightly and said softly, "You just think this is for the eighteen-year-old Sheng Lanqing."

Sheng Lanqing took the words and said seriously: "But when I like it, you don't. It's actually the most useless thing for you."

"It's just that you don't lack anything now, so you think of me."

"I ask myself, although my appearance is not classy, ​​it can still be used as an embellishment. Not to mention that I have liked you, so for you, I am safer than other women."

Maybe if she hadn't taken the initiative to come to Xi Yu's door in the first place, another woman would have appeared next to Xi Yu, with the same simple heart and even more dependence on him.

With the dragnet woven by Xi Yu, it may be difficult for a young girl who is new to love not to fall deeply into it.

She's actually not special at all.

Xi Yu was silent for a moment and did not give any explanation.

"Qingqing, you came to me just to talk about this?"

He couldn't explain his feelings for Sheng Lanqing.

Sometimes he had thought that if he hadn't met him, there might be another woman occupying the place in his heart.

It's just that after so many years, he has met countless women with all kinds of looks and temperaments, but he has never been moved by them.

Only Sheng Lanqing made his heart ache just thinking about it.

It seemed that he himself was mentally broken, and nothing was as important as her smile or frown.

Sheng Lanqing frowned, looked at him seriously, and said, "I think something is wrong with Xi Yuan. It was just a coincidence that I met him. But without this coincidence, he would have taken the initiative to show up."

"And," Sheng Lanqing took a deep breath and said, "He told me something today. He said you... said you..."

She couldn't go on.

If this matter is true, then bringing up old things again will undoubtedly hurt Xi Yu. If it was fake, it wouldn't necessarily make him happy.

Xi Yu looked at her changing expression and smiled slowly. There was a chill in his eyes, but it was not directed at her.

"Qingqing, I don't want to lie to you."

He spoke very slowly, as if he didn't care.

"I was almost destroyed. If I hadn't been in a very bad mood that day, I only drank a little bit of water handed over by my biological mother, and I happened to be allergic to the medicine. I had a huge reaction and woke up early."

"The young master of the Xi family is in a mess right now. Fortunately, nothing happened, otherwise I wouldn't have the courage to pursue you, and I would think that I could be happy too."

Sheng Lanqing's eyes were inexplicably sour, and she felt the urge to forgive him.

But I don't know if it's worth it to risk my life's happiness for him.

"I know you... have family reasons. You may be reluctant to get married. This is not your fault. But..."

She looked up at him, her eyes slightly red, and said seriously: "I want to start a family. If you don't want to, there is no need to change yourself for me. We can be good friends for life."

"Best friends for life?"

Xi Yu repeated her words thoughtfully, leaned close to her, narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked, "What is a lifelong good friend?"

He asked casually: "Do you want me to be a knight who quietly protects you and watch you chatting and laughing with other men until you flirt and get married? Or do you want me to watch my child being held sweetly by others? Calling the other person "father" sweetly, but he doesn't have much affection for me? "

"Qingqing, I'm not that great yet. I can love you so much that it's hard to express in my heart. Or do you already have someone in mind?"

Sheng Lanqing thought carefully.

Normally, she would have been able to keenly sense Xi Yu's emotions.

But now, lethargy and exhaustion surrounded her all the time, making her only hear Xi Yu's last words.

"I have indeed thought about this matter. Gu Huairuo has a gentle personality, a high degree of education, and a stable job. He is a good candidate. The only bad thing is that his parents do not agree with our marriage."

"Fu Qingheng is actually pretty good. He is young and sincere, but he is not very mature. I am afraid he cannot bear the responsibility of a family. Office romance can easily affect work."

"Xi Yuan has a lot of bad things going on, so you definitely don't need to think about it. It's too troublesome."

"As for the other candidates, I don't think they are very good. They are too trustworthy."

Sheng Lanqing looked at Xi Yu sincerely and asked: "They all have their own pros and cons, why don't you make an idea for me? Aren't you always good at weighing the pros and cons?"

Xi Yu looked at her steadily.

"Sheng Lanqing," he said in a hoarse voice, handing her a folding knife on the table, "if you want me to die, just come here."

He held her wrist, without even looking at her, and let the tip of the knife hit her chest. He didn't let go of her hand until the last minute distance.

"Don't let me have a chance to struggle, let alone let me learn to resist."

"I am a human being, and my body is made of flesh and blood. I will be injured, hurt, and sad. I only have such a heart, and I have given it to you. Didn't you even give me a chance to think about it?"

Sheng Lanqing let go of his hand in a daze and let the knife fall to the ground, making a crisp sound when it collided with the marble floor.

"You're bullying me again," she murmured in a low voice, "I gave you a chance, but you refused to take it."

She also wanted to save face, and he was not the only one who was desperate.