The educated youth aunt who dresses as the heroine of period novels

The air was quiet for a few seconds. Zhao Rencheng later realized that it was not a good idea to tell the girl: "How about I send you down?"

"it is good!"

Zhang Yunxi walked down the steps.

Taking the flashlight, Zhao Rencheng held it up and showed her the path under her feet. He accompanied her down the mountain before turning around and walking back up the mountain.

Zhang Yunxi returned to the door of the educated youth dormitory and warned herself not to be so shy next time, as she would no longer look like herself.

Not long after lying on the bed and falling asleep, Zhang Yunxi was awakened by the sound of a door closing. She opened one eye and realized that He Xiaoxiao had gone out, and continued to sleep without taking it seriously.

Before long, Zhang Yunxi heard the sound of tearing paper and blinked. She always felt that something was wrong. She put on her clothes and went out. She found that the kitchen light was on. When she got closer, she saw that He Xiaoxiao was painting a picture with an expressionless face. Papers with various patterns were thrown into the fire.

The carefully carved drawings quickly disappeared and turned into ashes.

"Xiaoxiao, what are you doing?"

"It's nothing. Did I disturb you? I'll be fine later. You can go to sleep." He Xiaoxiao's black eyes were flashing with fire. If someone looked closer, they could see the tears under her eyes.

Zhang Yunxi moved a wooden stool to sit next to her with distress, and asked softly: "Did the research encounter a problem?"

"It has never been successfully studied before, ha!"

He Xiaoxiao let out a self-deprecating laugh.

"How come, your things..."

"Many things were studied by the ancients, I just copied them!" He Xiaoxiao interrupted her.

She wants to study weapons.

No progress at all.

Zhang Yunxi: "Since you don't like it anymore, give me the drawings."

"What are you going to do?" He Xiaoxiao frowned.

"Your blank paper has a lot of free space. I will give it to the students to use as scratch paper."

Zhang Yunxi gave a reason that He Xiaoxiao couldn't refuse.

A stack of drawings fell into her hands.

Zhang Yunxi stood up and wanted to go back to the house.

He Xiaoxiao, who lowered his head and watched the fire gradually extinguish, couldn't help but ask: "Don't you ask me the reason?"

Zhang Yunxi paused, turned around and asked, "Are you willing to speak? If you are willing to speak, I can be a listener."

He Xiaoxiao buried his head very low, and his bangs fell down in front of his forehead, leaving only his superior side face in the dim candlelight: "I once had a dream, and wrote hard on the desk lamp every night. I was proud, claiming to be a genius, and firmly believed In the history of scientists, I can leave an important mark, but now I find that I am nothing, some things are just self-motivated, there is a very simple formula, but I always make mistakes, and I have not made any progress for many years, which is a waste Time, nothing has been achieved, and I always find various excuses for myself. I just feel that I am sorry that when I was a child, I did not fulfill her dream and did nothing for more than twenty years. Now I am just a very confused adult, and I have failed the person who once was so great. A child who gives up day and night to acquire knowledge.”

Zhang Yunxi's tears fell silently.

Although the description was small, there wasn't much emotional ups and downs, and the tone was light, but she felt so distressed.

He Xiaoxiao waited for a moment, but did not wait for the eloquent Yun Xi to make any comments. He raised his eyes and saw a tearful beauty.

"What are you doing……"

Zhang Yunxi stepped forward and bent down to hug her.

Hugs are warm.

He Xiaoxiao, who was wearing single clothes, aroused goosebumps all over his body, "You..."

Zhang Yunxi straightened up and wiped his tears, "I don't know how to comfort you, I'm sorry."

He Xiaoxiao was amused, "Then why are you crying?"

"I feel like I'm stupid."

"Are you still stupid?" He Xiaoxiao asked.

"What about you? Aren't you good enough or smart enough? I can't even read your information, and every time you are free, you are studying your stuff and you never delay. You are I didn't stay in the right place and wasted several years."

Zhang Yunxi was both distressed and angry. Her little family is so nice.

It should sparkle! ! !

He Xiaoxiao saw that she was so angry that the corners of her mouth never dropped. It turned out that this was how it felt to have someone fight for her.

fantastic.

well.

"It's my decision to go to the countryside. I don't blame anyone. Maybe in your eyes, I am very powerful without the skills I have now, but in my field, I am just a very ordinary person. But thank you very much tonight .”

Except grandma.

This was the first person to cry for her.

He Xiaoxiao stepped forward and bent slightly to wipe away her tears, and said gently, "Don't worry, I won't give up."

Maybe that's what love is.

You will be in pain, confused, and even resentful.

But if you give up, that is absolutely impossible!

"That's great." Zhang Yunxi smiled, with tears falling down his cheeks.

Crying and laughing.

He Xiaoxiao chuckled, "Well, go back to sleep."

She blew out the candles and went back to the house with Zhang Yunxi. Seeing her solemnly putting the draft paper in her box, she felt warm in her heart. She lay on the bed and continued to conceive of her plan.

Tonight she had the thought of giving up.

But when she thought about not studying weapons in the future, she felt that it was no different from death, and living in confusion was not what she wanted.

I hope that one day my younger self will be able to say to myself, “I’m so happy to be you.”

Deng Damei, who was snoring, was sleeping soundly. When she woke up in the morning, she was full of energy. Until Zhang Yunxi, who was on vacation, asked her, "Are you going to see Zhao Xiaobing's family today?"

Deng Damei, who was happily sweeping the floor, paused, raised his head and laughed, "I haven't said anything yet?"

Zhang Yunxi: "Why don't you say it?"

He Xiaoxiao glanced at her coolly.

Deng Damei trembled, "I don't want to say that I can't always find opportunities. You have also seen that I have been very busy recently. There are too many things in our team. My partner's family members have also been busy recently. My partner didn’t even come to me.”

"Aren't you going to find him?"

"How can I be so embarrassed as a girl? He doesn't know what's going on. We're about to get married and he's not accompanying me. It's too much!" Deng Damei beat the broom angrily, stirring up dust on the floor.

Zhang Yunxi waved his hand to drive away the dust, then took a few steps back, farther away from her, "Should we sprinkle some water on the floor when we sweep it?"

"You still dislike me working?"

Deng Damei glared at her.

Zhang Yunxi was frightened for a second, "I don't dare."

Deng Damei snorted.

Zhang Yunxi said, "I will accompany you to find them, and we will settle this matter today."

"Are you so anxious?"

Deng Damei hesitated.

Zhang Yunxi and He Xiaoxiao folded their arms and looked at her as if they were being interrogated by three chambers.

Deng Damei surrendered, "Okay, let's go find their family members and have a good chat about the process of getting married that day, and what do we both need to do? Including what kind of guests to invite, we will all decide today. Yes, you two, are you satisfied?"

Zhang Yunxi couldn't help but laugh, "Not bad."

He Xiaoxiao: "Same as her."