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Chapter 32 Dislocation of Identity

Zhaoyang seems to have been forgotten.

When she was twenty years old, there was finally a call in the court to establish a new crown prince.

She turned pale.

She walked in vain and returned to her room in a daze. She wanted to find her lord - the person she fell in love with when she was 16 years old. Regardless of the other person's identity, she firmly established her as her lord.

For the next four years, the beauty was gone and he was the only one.

"Yunfan, Yunfan..."

Her steps were messy, her whole body was trembling, and she wanted to find her Zhengjun. The moment she raised her eyes, she saw a scene she had never seen before - her Zhengjun holding her sister.

The ears and temples rub together.

"puff--"

She spat out a mouthful of blood.

Completely fainted.

She lay unconscious in bed for half a month. When she woke up, she heard the news that the empress had deprived her of the crown prince and appointed her sister as the crown prince instead.

She looked calm.

She felt as if she had died all over again.

It is not the body that dies, but the heart.

She finally lost everything she once wanted to keep - her identity, family affection, the hopes of others, and... what she thought was a lifelong love.

Her imperial sister became the crown prince.

Within half a month, her mother-emperor, who was originally in good health, suddenly became seriously ill. Within a few days, she passed away and died on the bed. Before her death, the second emperor's daughter was appointed to the throne.

The kind, intelligent, lively and lovely emperor's daughter who was praised by everyone.

Became an empress.

Zhaoyang was imprisoned in the palace.

She is very calm and indifferent. She has never been so quiet before. She always liked to move even though everyone, including herself, told her to maintain etiquette.

But she couldn't change it and still liked to walk around.

And she is now.

Complete silence.

She began to read calmly, write calmly, and listen calmly to what was going on outside.

On the day her imperial sister ascended the throne, she made her husband the emperor and awarded many beauties. Within two years, many people were added to her harem.

Also included was her real husband who she once loved sincerely.

Oh.

Forgot to say.

After her sister ascended the throne, her head husband abandoned her, changed her name and became one of her sister's harem - just a beauty with a low status.

He climbed slowly, but climbed up.

She raised the corners of her lips.

He sneered and thought: If a real husband doesn't do anything, he will be a servant. He really doesn't want it. He wants to be the three thousand weak water that is drunk.

"Despicable."

This was her only sentence.

The empire of the new empress that was praised by everyone soon fell apart.

——It’s surprisingly fast.

Her harem was too large, and many people from other countries were also mixed in. They hung around every day, and the people in the harem were jealous. There were countless people involved.

No one knows how many men died.

at last.

caused disaster.

A queen with a background died at the hands of a man she loved. She subconsciously protected the man, which finally aroused the anger of the queen's relatives.

The queen was their only son and could have had peace.

and.

Construction projects and palaces were carried out, and the treasury gradually became empty. When droughts, floods, natural and man-made disasters struck, the treasury did not have much food left, and many refugees died.

This is her fifth year in the cold palace.

She is 25 years old.

Zhaoyang is still writing books and painting. When she has nothing to do, she will say a few words and compose a few... mediocre poems that can express her mood.

The struggle between the previous dynasties was in full swing.

The fight for favor in the harem was a whirlwind affair.

Finally, someone thought of the person who had been imprisoned in the cold palace for five years and had never been released—the first prince, the daughter of Emperor Zhaoyang. At that time, another year had passed.

Zhaoyang is 26 years old.

She became more calm and silent.

There was no one around her, and no one was willing to take care of her as the loser. However, the empress did not say that she wanted to kill her, but she did not care about her either.

perhaps.

I think she is a waste.

The only person who took care of her was a palace attendant. He was a very simple and kind-hearted man. Once he met him in the cold palace and knew that she was the former crown prince, so he sympathized with her very much.

So sometimes, he would bring her some food.

She taught herself what she had learned.

Teach him how to read.

She used to learn things very slowly and didn't learn much. Later, when she was under house arrest, she just read over and over the things she had learned in the past.

Perhaps her mood has changed, she has calmed down, and she will finally write something of her own.

at last.

She can write poetry.

She grabbed the waiter's hand and wrote word for word: "If I return to my original position in his years, I will live up to your support."

Yes.

She wanted to get back to that position.

She has always been a person with no ambitions. Later, when she caught her husband having an affair with her sister, she just blamed herself and felt that she was not good enough.

however.

After six years of confinement and six years of loneliness, she had thought a lot clearly.

She may not be very good.

but.

It shouldn't be.

Her husband didn't like her, so he refused. She was heartbroken, but he would respect her. Maybe at that time, her sister hadn't grown up yet, and he didn't understand her feelings yet.

but.

Later, since he fell in love, why didn't he tell her?

She could make peace with him and let him go free. One was her sister and the other was her sweetheart. She was in pain, but she was not that selfish.

But he didn't.

He had an affair with her for many, many years.

That day she was deposed, and the man she once loved was alone. He said: "You are very good to me, but I don't like you. I like the second emperor's daughter, and I have liked her for many years, since she was not yet an adult."

Then she felt like vomiting.

She wanted to vent, wanted to destroy, wanted to point at him and ask him, is this the reason why you insult me?
  Is this the reason why you used my status as a legal husband to have an affair with someone?

You are helpless and helpless.

Do I just deserve it?
  If you don’t like it, don’t love it, just leave it openly. Am I that kind of selfish and despicable character? Oh, no, I'm not, you are, you two shameless couple of bitches, you are!

That day, she abandoned the etiquette she had learned for many years.

The other party was finally furious.

He said: "I knew you were this kind of person. My original choice was not wrong. You are not comparable to your sister at all. She really likes me, understands me and can resonate with me, but you, you can't do anything."

Zhaoyang gave up.

She closed her eyes.

Finally said.

"roll."

Recalling the past, Zhaoyang has calmed down.

She wrote the last word on the paper.

"cut."

She wanted to cut off this infatuation she had once had. She was once innocent and simple, and loved the righteous monarch wholeheartedly. She thought that he was of low status, but his heart was noble, and he was an immortal in trouble.

She was wrong.

Big mistakes.

A real banished immortal would not do such a despicable, shameless and crazy thing, because before he left, he also told her something - he had poisoned her.

"I originally wanted to poison you. The second emperor's daughter is kind and doesn't want to compete with you, but I can't watch her depressed all day long. She is so talented and has dreams. Only by becoming an emperor can she realize her dreams."

"But now that she is an emperor, there is no need to poison you. I will leave the antidote to you. From now on... you can take care of yourself."

(End of this chapter)