I am reborn and refuse to be a sickly rich woman

Chapter 237: The little yandere's confession, past regrets (1/2)

High school.

It is not an easy place for students anywhere in the country to spend their time.

Morning self-study starts at five o'clock every morning. It is even worse for boarding students, as it may be ten o'clock in the evening when they finish evening self-study.

Moreover, there is basically only one day off a week. It is even worse when you are in the third year of high school. You may be allowed to go home only once every half a month, take a shower, change clothes, and rush back to study for papers.

Everyone laments the unforgettable high school years, but no one misses high school. After all, even the schedule in prison is more humane than that of high school students.

This is a violation of the Geneva Convention during wartime.

But fortunately, everyone has gotten used to it.

They even learned to find joy in suffering. For example, during morning reading, a few friends would get together and start a personal concert. During self-study class, they would secretly use books to cover their phones. When the get out of class was over, they would go to the toilet whether they had to pee or not.

Others just have secret relationships.

High school students are almost adults. These are the years when their physical functions are the best and their hormones are the most active. Who wouldn’t want to have a passionate love affair?

It’s just that many people are shy and timid, or they are hindered by their families and schools, or they are simply not good-looking, so no one likes them...

But after all, youth and love are inseparable.

Xu Musen had liked Yao Mingyue for a long, long time, but this love went from the ignorance in his childhood and the nervousness in his youth to the passion when he grew up. This process spanned a long distance.

Actually, Xu Musen really started to express his feelings to Yao Mingyue in high school.

Xu Musen still remembers that after Yao Mingyue entered high school, she was like a shining angel, and most boys in the school had a white moonlight in their hearts.

Then the name of this white moonlight must be Yao Mingyue.

She is so beautiful and perfect. Her looks overshadow all the other girls in the school. Her academic performance is always among the top three in her grade. She is also a rich woman with a noble and cold temperament. I don't know how many boys don't even have the courage to talk to her.

But there are always some brave ones who try every possible means to pursue Yao Mingyue.

It was also from that time that Xu Musen developed a sense of crisis. Young people don’t have to figure out what love is.

Most people are driven by possessiveness and get together in a daze.

The same was true for Xu Musen. He slowly began to express his inner feelings to Yao Mingyue, from verbal hints, anonymous love letters, to later expressing his feelings directly and confessing in public...

The memories of the past are circling in my mind, flashing before my eyes like a kaleidoscope along with the noise in my ears.

It seemed like half a year had passed since they graduated. In fact, the two of them didn't look much different from these high school students.

But many things are indeed very different...

"Hey."

Yao Mingyue suddenly pulled him and looked towards the school gate, where there was a small platform.

“Does anyone remember this place?”

Yao Mingyue squinted her eyes and looked at him, her tone seeming to be accusing him.

Xu Musen followed the crowd and looked towards the place at the school gate...

Of course he remembers.

It can be said that this should be where his dream of this life began.

"I, Xu Musen, have decided to be a self-aware toad. I hereby announce that I will not pursue classmate Yao anymore!"

This was the first sentence he said after his rebirth.

At that time, I really kept my distance from Yao Mingyue and wanted to stay as far away from her as possible.

But unexpectedly, after so many twists and turns, the two of them ended up entangled with each other.

Xu Musen nodded slightly.

"remember."

"Just remember it. Some people were really tough back then. They said they would eat whatever they wanted if they came back."

Yao Mingyue felt like she was settling a score after the fact. As she spoke, she pinched Xu Musen's palm.

Xu Musen looked at the two people holding hands, and then at the girl's slightly resentful eyes.

Obviously he is still upset about what happened that day.

But it's true, that day was supposed to be a confession, but he suddenly did a complete turn.

She would probably nag him about this for the rest of his life.

"Are you here to settle your score with me now?"

Xu Musen smiled. What happened in the past is in the past. It is quite interesting to think about it now.

Just like when they were kids, they had many quarrels and things like that, but they always made up within a short while.

"What's the point of settling accounts with you now..."

Yao Mingyue looked at the people coming and going. Once they left the school gate, many young couples who were secretly dating in school were able to go home together hand in hand.

Although it is rare to see someone as bold as Xu Musen who confesses his feelings with a loudspeaker.

But there is always a shortage of people sending flowers, especially at this time when winter vacation is about to start, the teachers in school don’t bother to care whether you are in a relationship or not.

"No no no!"

A burst of booing sounded in the crowd. At the school gate, a boy riding a pedal, commonly known as a ghost fire, with slightly dyed yellow hair, wearing slightly tight clothes and holding a few bouquets of flowers, came to a girl.

The standard image of a will-o'-the-wisp boy. In the interim period when the Shamatte era just ended, this kind of spirited young man who loves riding will-o'-the-wisp and rapping seems to have become a non-mainstream trend.

From Xu Musen's current perspective, he felt that he could kill several of these spirited young men with one kick.

But if something can become popular, it must have its audience. Compared with these high school students who are wearing school uniforms and look a bit silly, it does look quite "trendy".

Many young girls were deceived by these clever young men without knowing it.

The boy came to a girl holding flowers.

The girl looks like a quiet and obedient type.

The two people standing together don't seem to be of the same style.

"Li Lin, I like you, please be with me!"

The young man knelt on one knee holding the flowers, which immediately caused a lot of people to boo him.

"Oh oh oh!"

"Promise him, promise him!"

A scene that high school students love to see the most.

The girl's face turned red, and although she saw that the two people had different styles, she still accepted the bouquet of flowers.

Amid the crowd's cheers, he got into the Will-O-Ghost boy's car and disappeared into the crowd.

Xu Musen also felt a little helpless and funny when watching this, although boys like this are not necessarily all bad people.

But how many people are willing to bet on this probability?

"I really don't understand why someone would like a boy like this..."

On the side, Yao Mingyue didn't feel moved at all. After all, the styles of the two people standing together were too different.

Xu Musen said with a sigh, "Because in high school, it is the most turbulent period of youth, but most people are more reserved and dare not express their feelings. However, both boys and girls actually have yearning and impulse for love. Although these ghost fire boys look careless, they dare to say anything, regardless of whether they can do it or not. Anyway, there are girls willing to eat the cake he draws. No matter how reserved the love is, others will never feel it if they can't say it. There is a saying that goes, the brave enjoy the world first, and the shy can only move themselves. No matter how much secret love and care there is, sometimes it can't compare to a bouquet of flowers sent by others."

What Xu Musen said is the truth. Chasing a girl is actually like this. You have to dare to speak up first. Even if you are unsuccessful, you will not lose anything. Do you really need a female friend?
No, what you lack is a girlfriend!

And if it succeeds, then everyone is happy.

The same thing applies to anything in society.

This world is just a huge makeshift team. Everyone's level is about the same. As long as you dare to speak and dare to perform, you will definitely get enviable results.

Yao Mingyue looked at Xu Musen: "What about you? When you confessed your love to me before, were you actually making empty promises to me?"

Xu Musen thought for a moment and said, "Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Of course, but if you say something unpleasant, I'll just pretend I didn't hear it!"

Yao Mingyue also raised her fair and pretty face.

Xu Musen sighed slightly, shook his head and smiled: "I was so poor at that time that I almost ate dirt. I didn't have the energy to paint cakes for you. In fact, I wanted to eat cakes from you, a rich woman."

Xu Musen spoke in a joking tone, but at the time he did have some thoughts like this. If he could pursue Yao Mingyue, he and his family might live a better life.

It’s a pity that Yao Mingyue’s pie was too big and he almost choked to death.

This was an unexpected answer.

Xu Musen almost said, "Actually, I like your money."

If it were any other girl, she would definitely be angry, but Yao Mingyue was stunned for a moment and then couldn't help but burst out laughing.

She held Xu Musen's hand, and her whole body was close to him. She raised her delicate face and looked into Xu Musen's eyes: "It's not too late for you now. I can still support you!"

Yao Mingyue did not control the volume of her voice, and the students passing by immediately looked at her in surprise.

When he saw Yao Mingyue, he immediately showed a look of surprise, and when he saw Xu Musen, he showed a little relief.

Damn, if I could be this handsome, maybe I could find a rich woman to support me.

Xu Musen reached out and tapped her forehead: "I say, aren't you angry?"

I wanted to treat you as an ATM, but after we got married I found out that you were actually a juicer...

But Yao Mingyue smiled.

"Why are you angry? Liking someone's looks, personality, and talent is essentially the same as liking money. And you don't like other people's money, but you like my money, which proves that you still like me!"

Yao Mingyue seemed to be particularly good at comforting herself. She hummed and held Xu Musen's hand even tighter.

Why did these bootlicking remarks make Xu Musen feel like he was looking in the mirror?

But what Teacher Yao said was not wrong. Although Xu Musen had the idea of ​​clinging to someone powerful and living off her, that was also based on the fact that he liked Yao Mingyue.

If it were someone else, they would rather die than eat charity.

"Xu Musen."

Yao Mingyue suddenly called him again.

"Ok?"

"You, you never had a relationship throughout high school, do you feel any regret?"

Yao Mingyue held his hand tightly, but kicked the pebbles on the ground lightly with her feet. He could still feel her nervousness a little bit.

Xu Musen looked at the people coming and going on campus. Some boys and girls were walking together, and the ambiguous feeling could not be hidden.

You can date freely in college, but I always feel that there is no such secretive feeling as in high school.

"Regret, there must be regrets."

Xu Musen did not hide his thoughts. Who doesn’t want to have a good relationship in their youth?

"If I had agreed when you confessed to me for the last time, would our lives be completely different now?"

Yao Mingyue also looked at the two people holding hands. She felt like a thief now and could only feel this little bit of warmth secretly.

But these could have completely belonged to her.

Xu Musen did not give a direct answer: "It's all in the past."

"Yeah, it's all over,"

Yao Mingyue showed a wistful smile, looking at the crowd in school uniforms in front of her, and seemed to have returned to more than half a year ago in a trance.

At that time, she could also go to school and go home with Xu Musen every day. If time could go back...

"Xu Musen, tell me, if you had the superpower to reverse time and go back to the past, would you still take care of me like before?"

Yao Mingyue suddenly asked about this topic. Xu Musen paused for a moment. If time could go back to an earlier time...

He has never regretted taking care of her. Even if it happens a hundred times, Xu Musen will still take good care of her.

But if there really is such a chance.

Xu Musen felt that he should make her a better person, let her completely get rid of the psychological shadow, and let her truly embrace the life she wanted...

Xu Musen did not answer directly, but looked at her, chuckled and asked: "If it were you, if you could go back in time, what would you want to do?"

"its me…"

Yao Mingyue's eyes flickered, and there was an indescribable emotion flowing in her almond-shaped eyes. She smiled, looked at Xu Musen for a long time, and shook his arm.

"I'm a little hungry, let's eat something first, I want to eat grilled sausage!"

Yao Mingyue changed the subject quickly and pointed to the snack street next to the school.

Grilled sausage…

Xu Musen looked at the crowd queuing in front of the snack stand.

"it is good."

Two people lined up to buy grilled sausages, grilled cold noodles, and candied haws...

Every time, Yao Mingyue would take a bite and then throw it to Xu Musen.

It was just like before, but before, Yao Mingyue wanted Xu Musen to eat more and grow taller.

But now, Yao Mingyue simply likes the feeling of shopping with him.

Yao Mingyue queued up again to buy octopus balls, a snack that is very suitable for couples to feed each other.

Xu Musen had already seen a girl feeding a boy nearby, and then they smiled at each other shyly and contentedly.

The young and naive love between the boy and the girl made Xu Musen smile knowingly.

In the past, he had fantasized more than once about going shopping and eating snacks with Yao Mingyue.

If Yao Mingyue could be like an ordinary girl, even if not as pretty or outstanding, Xu Musen felt that his past few years would not have been so boring.

"What are you looking at others for?"

Yao Mingyue's voice interrupted his thoughts. She was holding a bowl of steaming octopus balls.

Following his line of sight, she saw a young couple feeding each other not far away. Yao Mingyue's almond-shaped eyes narrowed immediately and the corners of her mouth curved up.

"Oh~ Are you jealous of others? How about I feed you as long as you beg me?"

Yao Mingyue leaned close to his ear and shook the fragrant meatballs in her hand. So close, the faint fragrance in her mouth was far more tempting than the meatballs...

(End of this chapter)