I am reborn and refuse to be a sickly rich woman

Chapter 396 Yao Mingyue’s life and death decision, let me save you this time.

"Doctor, where's the doctor?"

"Someone come quickly! Mu Sen, don't you want anyone... You will be fine!"

Memory is hazy...

In the ward filled with the smell of disinfectant and the sound of hurried footsteps, Yao Mingyue, with blood all over her face, screamed heartbreakingly.

The doctor in a white coat rushed over, and the nurse took the defibrillator and epinephrine injection and performed rescue measures directly.

The red light in the operating room came on, and Yao Mingyue curled up on the bench at the door. The arrogant and domineering female president no longer had the slightest elegance and nobleness.

Her body was covered in blood, her face was pale as a sheet of blood, she covered her chest with her hands, and every beat of her heart felt like a knife cutting her again and again.

She stood at the door of the operating room in a state of despair. This strong woman who had been strong all her life had lost all her means at this moment and could only wait helplessly...

"Xu Musen...Xu Musen!!"

At the other end of the hospital corridor, a figure came running over with unsteady steps. Her legs seemed not as nimble as those of ordinary people. She stumbled all the way but did not slow down. Her long hair was scattered messily on her beautiful face. Her eyes were red and bloodshot at the moment.

She saw Yao Mingyue curled up at the door of the operating room, walked up to her and grabbed her collar!
"Yao Mingyue! Is this what you meant by protecting him?"

Yao Mingyue looked at the strange woman in front of her. If it were any other time, she would definitely retaliate immediately.

But at this moment her heart had already become numb. Looking at the tears and despair in the eyes of the woman in front of her, she felt the same emotions as herself.

"Who are you…"

"You don't need to care who I am! I'm just telling you! It's you who didn't protect him well, didn't cherish him well! You don't deserve to continue to receive his love, let alone to continue to be with him!"

The beautiful face of the woman with untied hair was particularly hysterical at this moment, and her clear eyes had already been filled with regret and heartbreak.

She let go of Yao Mingyue, looked at the red light in the operating room, and sat weakly on the bench, silently praying for the success of the operation.

I do not know how long it has been.

The doctor pushed the still unconscious Xu Musen out of the operating room.

"Doctor, how is he..."

They stood up almost at the same time, looking at the bloodless Xu Musen, both of them were shaking all over as if blood was dripping from their bodies.

The doctor sighed and shook his head: "The patient's injuries are too serious. He has multiple fractures all over his body, and the broken bones have pierced into many internal organs. Now we have only barely stopped the internal bleeding, but the damage is irreversible. I'm afraid it will be difficult for him to hold on..."

thump…

Yao Mingyue collapsed completely and could only stand by holding on to the wall.

Tears flowed silently from her eyes, she felt extremely heartbroken, as if her heart was pierced at this moment, making her squat on the ground. She opened her mouth and started coughing violently, with traces of blood visible.

Yao Mingyue struggled to come to the doctor, her desperate eyes full of red bloodshot: "Doctor, please save him, I can give you any amount of money!"

The doctor looked at them and could only shake his head helplessly: "This is not a matter of money. If we want to save him now, we must find a matching organ transplant. However, the patient has a special blood type, and it may be difficult to find a match in the organ bank..."

This news was undoubtedly a death sentence.

Yao Mingyue felt like she was struck by lightning. She breathed laboriously, but every breath was like swallowing a knife. She tried hard to get closer to Xu Musen, who was lying on the hospital bed.

But her whole body was trembling and she didn't dare to touch him. Endless self-blame kept hitting her at this moment.

The so-called sense of security that she had always wanted to hold in her hands eventually slowly dissipated in her arms...

It seemed like she deserved all this.

Yao Mingyue regretted it, but it seemed too late. She knelt trembling in front of Xu Musen's bed.

"Hubby... Mu Sen... I'm sorry, I'm sorry... cough cough..."

Yao Mingyue coughed violently, and a stream of blood flowed out of her throat. Her eyes went dark and she collapsed to the ground powerlessly.

The picture flickered hazily, as if the dream was torn apart. After Yao Mingyue woke up, she was lying in the ward. She opened her eyes with difficulty. On the other side of the ward, Xu Musen, who was plugged into various instruments all over his body, was still lying there pale.

In the ward, the doctor in a white coat was talking to the woman with long hair.

"The patient's life now depends on medical equipment and blood transfusions. His internal organs have been severely damaged. I'm afraid if this continues, he will only live for a week at most. The organ bank has not found a match yet. If this continues..."

After a long silence, Yao Mingyue struggled to speak, but the weakness in her body made it impossible for her to even open her eyes.

"I see."

That gentle and calm voice also came: "Is my physical examination report out?"

"It will be soon. The first few results have come out. Many of his indicators are consistent with yours, but if you really want to..."

The doctor wanted to say something, but she interrupted him again: "I know, you go out first."

The doctor could only sigh and leave.

In the ward, the long-haired woman stood in front of Xu Musen's bed, looking at his face for a long time.

"I...I can...ahem, he and I have the same blood type, I should be able to..."

Yao Mingyue finally had the strength to struggle and speak. In desperation, she remembered that they had a premarital medical examination and their physical indicators were almost the same.

"Your health isn't good, especially your heart."

The woman came to her bedside and looked at her calmly: "This is my private hospital. The doctor examined you when you were unconscious."

The words in Yao Mingyue's mouth were choked in her throat. She showed a bitter expression and covered her swollen chest: "That's better than having no choice. It's a bit bad... At least it can still be used, right..."

"He has more than one damaged organ. If he replaces it with yours, you'll be the one who dies."

The woman looked down at her. She always seemed to speak like this. No matter how happy or sad she was, her words were always so calm yet touched the heart.

Yao Mingyue covered her chest with her hands and looked at Xu Musen, who was lying on the bed beside her with the help of machines to sustain his life. Tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.

"Anyway... I was saved and didn't live long anyway, so I owe him this..."

Yao Mingyue looked at Xu Musen, who had various tubes all over his body. She bit her lips tightly. At this moment, she really regretted it.

But it's really too late.

The long-haired woman looked at her, and after a moment she chuckled, "Are you finally willing to let him go now?"

This sentence was particularly harsh to Yao Mingyue, as if it had uncovered the most painful scar in her heart, but at this moment she did not have the strength to refute it.

"I always wanted everything before, I greedily wanted to have everything in my own hands... But when I really realized that he was really going to leave... I realized that I couldn't keep anything..."

Yao Mingyue glanced at the unconscious Xu Musen, as if it was that rainy night many years ago when her father was also lying in a pool of blood, and she was just as helpless and could only watch him leave.

The room was so solemn that the only sound that could be heard was the beeping of instruments.

The long-haired woman looked at her silently for a long time and then suddenly laughed: "Compared to me, you have already gotten enough."

The reluctance and regret in her laughter sounded like an old friend who had been entangled with them for a long time.

But Yao Mingyue was very sure that she had no connection with her, and she did not know the woman in front of her who was impeccable in appearance, figure and temperament.

Yao Mingyue couldn't help but ask, "Who are you?"

The long-haired woman was silent for a moment, her clear eyes moved slightly, and she looked at Xu Musen who was lying on the bed beside her: "A coward who has never dared to express his feelings."

The regret and admiration in her eyes were almost material.

Yao Mingyue opened her mouth: "You, fell in love with him...when?"

"Yao Mingyue, I envy you very much because you are her childhood sweetheart, so you have been legitimate and justified from the beginning to be with him, to be loved by him, and to have his life... I have never had these."

She spoke slowly, but then changed the subject: "But the one you really like in your heart is not him, but your childhood sweetheart, your safe haven, your spiritual support, but not him, Xu Musen."

"Do not…"

Yao Mingyue's face turned even paler. These words seemed to tear apart the most vulnerable side of her heart, but she couldn't refute anything.

Her voice did not stop: "So you are not that great, on the contrary, you are pitiful, two people who have always been together, but their hearts have never really opened to each other.

The most familiar stranger, you are pitiful, and he is pitiful too. "

The long-haired woman spoke in a gentle tone, but every word was as sharp as a knife, as if she was venting her anger for Xu Musen.

Yao Mingyue breathed deeply, but her chest felt a dull pain. Tears slowly fell. She bit her lips and looked at the unconscious Xu Musen.

Pitiful…

"You asked me when I fell in love with him, I have forgotten..."

She also looked at Xu Musen, her clear eyes full of memories: "Since that rainy summer night when I was twelve years old, I have waited for him for twenty-one years. I have never even talked to him or met him once, but I have never missed a single moment in his life with you. I witnessed his happiness, his sad tears, his grievance collapse... and some things that he himself didn't even know about. As a bystander, I saw it all in my heart, for a full twenty-one years."

Twenty-one years...

It almost spanned nearly one-third of a person's life. She just looked at him silently, waiting for him, but did not dare to disturb him.

Yao Mingyue was silent. She really seemed to have never seen Xu Musen cry or break down before...

He was always so gentle and obedient to her, which made her forget sometimes that he was also a human being, a living person who could be happy and angry.

"Yao Mingyue, do you really think that he doesn't know what's in your mind? Do you really think he's so stupid that he can't see through your schemes and traps?
He just wanted to do it.”

Yao Mingyue did not answer, only tears rolled down her cheeks.

"So, I envy you, but I also pity you. You and him have been together for more than 30 years, but you have never really understood each other.

Although I have never really spent a day with him, I have seen the most real and complete side of him.

He likes you the most, and I like him the most, but you don't know what you really like in your heart. In this regard, Yao Mingyue, you are nothing special."

Her words were gentle, yet every word weighed as much as gold. Her pride and love did not show any hesitation or timidity.

Quiet and generous, indulgent and gentle yet passionate and deep.

The biggest worry in Yao Mingyue's life is that there is some vixen who seduces Xu Musen, so once she knows that Shui Gan likes Xu Musen, she will definitely use all means to repel this vixen.

But at this moment, facing this woman who said in front of her that she liked Xu Musen even more than she did, she was speechless for the first time...

Yes, he was obviously so disappointed in her, but when the car accident happened, he would still hug her in his arms first.

He even gave her his life, but she was still always afraid that he would leave. She recalled the past scenes in her mind, but the better the memories, the more painful it was at this moment.

Only tears rolled down her cheeks, and she was almost numb with the heartache. She finally understood, but it seemed to be too late.

The door of the ward was pushed open and the doctor walked in with two documents.

"Miss, the results are out. Your organs and Ms. Yao's are very compatible with this gentleman..."

The doctor wanted to say something, but the woman simply waved him out.

Yao Mingyue stared blankly at the two documents in her hands: "You..."

She understood why the woman in front of her was undergoing an organ matching test.

It’s just... obviously to Xu Musen, she is just a stranger, right? Why could she do this for him?
The long-haired woman just glanced at the document and looked at her calmly: "What do you want to choose? Do you want me to help you again?"

This calm gaze, as if life and death were no longer that important. Yao Mingyue really didn't understand: "Why...you..."

"There's no reason. Everyone will die in this life. Maybe from now on... I can finally stay in the deepest part of his body. From now on, every beat of his heart will be for me..."

The long-haired woman actually smiled at this moment. This smile was very familiar to Yao Mingyue, the kind of paranoid love that was morbid to the core.

She suddenly felt that they were really quite similar.

She looked at Xu Musen, who was lying on the hospital bed with his life slipping away bit by bit. Yao Mingyue bit her lip and actually laughed out loud. She covered her chest.

Fortunately, my heart is still usable.

"Don't even think about it..."

Yao Mingyue reached out and snatched her medical examination report and organ donation form. The smile with blood on the corners of her mouth was so morbid, yet so sincere.

"You've also misunderstood one thing. Maybe I really haven't learned how to love him, but I've never given up loving him. Even if I have to change, I'll change my...

We are childhood sweethearts, an old married couple, and his heartbeat can only be mine..."

She struggled to stand up and stretched out her hand.

The long-haired woman was silent for a moment, then pushed her hospital bed in front of Xu Musen.

Looking at the unconscious Xu Musen in front of her, she stretched out her pale hand and gently stroked his cheek, as if she wanted to take a good look at this image that had long been imprinted in her heart, and to find him in her next life.

"I'm sorry... I've wronged you for so long. Please forgive me for acting on my own this time. But please let me give you some back and live the life you want..."

Yao Mingyue lay in front of him, her body shaking uncontrollably. Her heart could no longer withstand the blow and her tears were almost gone.

Picking up the pen and signing my name on the organ transplant book felt like I had used up all my strength.

"By the way, can you tell me your name now? I don't want to die without knowing the name of such a great love rival of mine."

Yao Mingyue forced a relieved smile.

The long-haired woman was silent for a long time.

"An Nuannuan."

"An Nuan Nuan..."

Yao Mingyue kept repeating the name and finally smiled miserably.

She used up her last bit of strength to lie closer to Xu Musen. Tears blurred her vision and her hand that was stroking Xu Musen's cheek gradually lost its strength.

There was only a soft murmur of reluctance.

"I'm sorry...husband, if there is really an afterlife...please don't meet a bad person like me who only bullies you. Without me, you might meet a better girl..."

"Hubby... Mu Sen... I'm sorry, I love you..."

Her words were weak, and she clung tightly to Xu Musen, still unconscious.

He looked at the organ transplant book in his hand, and then at the people who were huddled together.

An Nuannuan did not separate them. Just as she was about to stand up, she heard a slight cough and lowered her head.

Xu Musen, who had been unconscious, opened his eyes slightly...

Yao Mingyue's memory has gradually become blurred up to this point, and she doesn't know what happened next.

"Ding ding ding, the patient has serious heart problems and does not meet the transplant requirements...

The patient's internal organs suddenly bleed heavily. If a transplant is not performed now, there will be no chance!"

The doctor's anxious voice was heard in the noisy ward.

In the end, I could only vaguely hear one sentence, which was spoken with gritted teeth but with tenderness in its heart.

"Yao Mingyue! Remember, I'm not doing this for you. When he gets better, I will definitely take him back. If it doesn't work in this life, I'll try in the next. I will never be so timid again. I will definitely, definitely keep him by my side, no matter what means I use..."

……

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Zhengcheng, inside the ward.

Yao Mingyue, who had been in a coma for two days, finally blinked her eyelashes slightly.

Her face was pale, without any sign of health. In just two days, she became visibly thinner, her energy and spirit rapidly weakening.

She seemed to have had a long dream.

Yao Mingyue felt very familiar with it, as if the memories of her previous life were replaying in her mind over and over again.

However, these memories seemed to be blocked by herself, as if she didn't want to think about them. They would only loosen slightly when she experienced life and death. This time, the memory seemed to stop at this moment.

These memories were already very vague, but they were still like ice cones, causing her to feel so heartbroken that she felt like she was suffocating just by thinking about them for a moment.

"Drip drip..."

The electrocardiograph makes a fluctuating sound.

Liu Rushuang, who was about to get some hot water to wipe her daughter's body, ran over immediately when she heard the sound.

At a glance, I noticed that my daughter's eyelashes were slightly trembling, and tears were already welling up in the corners of her eyes.

"Mingyue!"

Liu Rushuang immediately went to the bedside and pressed the call button, holding her daughter's cold hand, nervously waiting for her daughter to wake up.

Memory fragmentation stops.

Yao Mingyue finally woke up slowly. She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling in front of her...for a moment she couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality.

Am I dead? Or...

"Mingyue, Mingyue!"

Liu Rushuang called out with tears in her eyes. Seeing her daughter finally open her eyes after being in a coma for three days, she burst into tears with excitement.

"mom…"

Yao Mingyue's vision gradually became clear. She could see the person in front of her clearly, and her consciousness gradually became clear as well.

"That's great, you're finally okay. Mom was so worried about you. Don't move. The doctor will come to see you soon!"

Liu Rushuang wiped her tears excitedly. Soon doctors and nurses came and began to check on Yao Mingyue's condition.

"The patient is out of danger for now, but we still recommend choosing a treatment plan as soon as possible, otherwise if this happens again next time, it will be hard to predict."

The doctor gave Liu Rushuang instructions.

Yao Mingyue was just sitting there in a daze, as if she had not yet recovered from the dream she had just had.

"Mingyue, how do you feel? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

After sending the doctor away, Liu Rushuang looked at her daughter who was still in a daze and asked with concern.

Yao Mingyue came back to her senses and looked at her mother's haggard face and red and swollen eyes. She shook her head and said, "Mom, I'm fine. I just... seemed to have had a very long dream. I dreamed that... I seemed to be really going to die..."

"Silly child, dreams are all fake, don't say that, you will be fine."

Liu Rushuang felt a piercing pain in her heart when she listened to this, and she reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her daughter's eyes.

Yao Mingyue looked at the ceiling silently. The familiar ward...the memories that just emerged were also in her mind.

So...is this the memory she had been reluctant to recall in her previous life?
But, what did that vague sentence at the end mean… It seemed as if some memories were coming back to me, but they were stuck again. Could it be that… I didn’t die in my previous life?

"Not eligible for heart transplant..."

If she was not dead, then Xu Musen... Yao Mingyue didn't know whether this sentence was a real memory or just an auditory hallucination.

But if it is true, doesn't that mean that I won't even have the chance to save him in the end?
Yao Mingyue felt a stabbing pain in her head and she covered her head in pain.

"Mingyue, what's wrong with you?"

Liu Rushuang became nervous again and was about to call a doctor immediately.

"Mom, I'm fine..."

Yao Mingyue held her mother's hand, unable to recall anything. She slowly let out a breath. Perhaps... only An Nuannuan knew what happened in the end.

It’s just... Yao Mingyue was breathing, but she felt her heart was straining. Calculating the time, it was really time to choose treatment.

In her previous life, she chose conservative treatment...although she saved her life.

But my heart has become so fragile that it has reached a critical point.

Perhaps, in his previous life, Xu Musen still didn't wait for her heart to save his life.

Yao Mingyue felt a surge of self-blame and bitterness in her heart. Someone like herself...isn't even this useful?

She bit her lip and made up her mind.

"Mom, I've decided...I want to choose surgery."

Liu Rushuang's heart trembled. Although this was not the first time her daughter had made such a choice, she was still heartbroken: "Mingyue, this risk is too great. In fact, you can..."

"Mom, I've made up my mind."

Yao Mingyue shook her head and showed a weak but firm smile: "My heart has long been full of holes. Patching it up is ultimately just deceiving myself."

Yao Mingyue's heart is the same as her inner self.

No matter how much you patch it up, it is actually always full of cracks. Such a heart is still sick after all, and it will break at the slightest touch, let alone being able to tolerate and love someone.

An Nuannuan's words echoed in her mind, and she took a deep breath.

"So, if I want to have a future with him... I must completely break myself down and grow a complete heart again.

Otherwise, wouldn't it be too pitiful for us to never see each other's gray hair in our lifetimes?"

Yao Mingyue smiled, her pair of almond-shaped eyes were filled with tears, but at this moment they were particularly dazzling, like a phoenix reborn from the fire.

Liu Rushuang didn't know what her daughter meant by two lives, but seeing the light in her daughter's eyes, she just gently held her daughter in her arms.

"No matter what, mom will always be by your side..."

Yao Mingyue leaned in her mother's warm embrace, her eyes looking through the bright sky outside the window, seeing the sun through the clouds.

But they didn't notice it at the moment.

At the door of the ward, a figure with wheat-colored skin quietly left...

Here it comes. Those who have read until now must be the true fans of Xigou. The book has begun to come to an end and it will be finished very soon. Of course, it will be a perfect ending, so don’t worry. However, there will still be some twists and turns, so please look forward to it!
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