Divine Doctor Poison Concubine

Chapter 58 Thoughts

I clenched the clothes in my hand, boldly, and said loudly into the study, "I put it down."

I don't know why he is so angry, it's just a sympathetic knot, not some hidden weapon or poison.

Hearing my words, Rong Zhen turned his head to look at Hu, with deep coldness and overwhelming anger in his eyes, he stared at me stubbornly, as if he wanted to see through me.I just clenched my hands and stood outside looking at him, terrified in my heart.

After a long time, Rong Zhen just looked at me like this, without saying a word. In the end, I couldn't take it anymore, and I was very embarrassed and repeated it in a low voice, saying, "...I let it go."

He finally had another reaction, snorted coldly, still looked at me, but the anger in his eyes was less, and he said, "Get out." His voice was much lower, and he seemed a little forceful.

I was confused for a moment, not knowing what he meant. Suddenly, the guard kneeling on the ground tremblingly whispered, "Yes." Then, he stood up in a panic and came out of the room as if fleeing.

After he came out, all the other maidservants and guards in the yard also went out one after another, and left here, only me and Rong Chen, who were in the other room outside, were left looking at each other.

After a long pause, he still didn't speak. I really didn't understand why he was so angry, so I could only boldly continue to say, "...this sympathy knot is a birthday present for you..."

I don't know if I read it wrong, but his eyes were stained with a little self-mockery and sadness.

I wanted to tell him that the concentric knot was inlaid with a jade pendant carved from high-quality jade spring stone, but just as he opened his mouth, Rong Yi asked faintly, "Birthday gift?" It's sarcasm, and the look in my eyes is getting colder and colder.

I nodded, and swallowed back what I wanted to say. Looking at him, he seemed to dislike...or hate...

Suddenly, he raised his hand and threw the concentric knot in his hand towards the outside. A red and white shadow quickly passed by my eyes, and then fell into the grass below. The remnants of the arc when the concentric knot slipped out just now...

For a moment, as if hearing the light sound of the jade falling to the ground, I felt a slight pain in my heart, as if the jade did not fall into the grass, but fell on the tip of my heart, and the pain spread instantly until all parts of my body were throbbing and numb...

I just watched the concentric knot that I had happily woven for five days disappear before my eyes, and there was a jade pendant engraved with my name on it that had been with me for nearly ten years, and I stared blankly at the nothing Mid-air, unable to recover.

"I don't like it." Rong Xuan's faint voice came into my ears, as if it was so far away from thousands of mountains and rivers, I couldn't hear it clearly, but I still heard it clearly...

he does not like…

In fact, I thought about it a long time ago, what if he doesn't like the concentric knot I gave him;

Actually, I don't mind, if I don't like it, I don't like it anymore. After all, I have only been with him for more than two months, and I don't know much about his preferences. It is normal not to vote for him;

In fact, I was pure, I just wanted to give away this jade spring stone that I cherish very much, but I didn't want to, it turned out to be so difficult...

In fact, no matter what, there is no need to throw it away... In front of me, throw it away fiercely...

In fact... that's just my heart... If you don't like it, you can return it to me...

Red rope and white jade, like a phantom, forever united, what qualifications do you have?

Everything is just my wishful thinking...Whether it's Su Mo or Rong Xuan, it's all just a delusion...

I stood there blankly, just looking into the air, forgot to turn around, and didn't know what to say.

"Don't let me see this kind of thing again..." Rong Yu's voice was like a sharp sword at the moment, piercing my body one after another, the pain was unbearable, and I couldn't escape, "Also, remember your identity, You are the princess!"

I didn't know what he meant by the last sentence, and I didn't want to think too much about it. I just touched the clothes in my hand, and my heart was full of bitterness. It seemed that there was no need to give this clothes away... I smiled wryly and suppressed Replied in a low voice: "Yes... the concubine is resigning."

I bent my knees, then turned around and walked downstairs, passing by the grass, a dazzling red in the half-dried yellow-green bushes, I bent down and picked up the concentric knot, wiped it clean, stuffed it in my arms, and put it away.

Back in the same garden, He Xiang asked me worriedly after seeing my appearance: "Miss... what's wrong?" Then she looked at the white robe I was holding in my hand.

Following He Xiang's gaze, I looked down, then smiled, and said, "It doesn't fit, I'll take it back first."

Avoiding He Xiang's surprised gaze, walked to the door, turned around and said to He Xiang: "I'm a little tired, I want to take a rest, I don't need to bring dinner over."

"Yes, Miss." The sorrow in He Xiang's eyes deepened, and she replied respectfully.

I closed the door gently, and the tears kept falling as if the thread was broken immediately. I squatted down slowly, holding the clothes in my arms, and weeping loudly.

I feel so bad, help and scared...

It was because of Rong Yu's indifference these days, and also because of the sympathetic knot that was severely abandoned, and also, because of the inexplicable emotion in his heart for Rong Yu...

I... I seem to be... in love with Rong Zhen.

The feeling of secretly weaving concentric knots for him is different from the feeling of guilt and anxiety when embroidering Su Mo’s purse before, but full of relaxation and joy. Looking at the red rope and white jade, there will be a sweet feeling in my heart .

These days, he ignored me, and his heart was bitter and painful. All day long, day and night, he was all he was thinking about.I want to see him every day, even if it's just a quick glance when he passes by Tongyuan.

Even after hearing what the queen mother said, not only did he want to take good care of him, but he also thought that if he and I had a child in the future, I wonder if it would be more like him or more like me.

I don't know when I felt this kind of throbbing emotion for Rong Xing, maybe it was when I was sleeping soundly in his warm arms, maybe it was when he leaned on my shoulder and closed my eyes to rest, or maybe , when I lay on his generous and comfortable back and asked him to carry me back...

Thinking of the little things I had with him in the past two months, my heart was warm and bitter, so I could only smile wryly.

I don't know whether it's because I want to get rid of the sinful love for Su Mo that I turned my attention to Rong Yu, or because I've been facing him day and night for so long, and I'm getting more and more in love with him.

All I know is that I'm afraid I'm just the second Meng Liluan. The precious jade spring stones and the sympathetic knots full of hearts are just like the delicious cakes he carefully prepared for Meng Liluan when he treated them back then. A faint "I don't like it."

I was finally able to stop being trapped in the sinful lovesickness for Su Mo, and now, am I about to jump into another abyss?