Rebirth begins with rejecting Qingmei

Chapter 1009 Zha Xu: This is too unfair to you.
the next day.

Xu Xiuwen drove Cheng Lu to school.

Along the way, Xu Xiuwen took the initiative to chat with Cheng Lu.

However, Cheng Lu ignored him.

Her attitude was actually even colder than before yesterday.

Xu Xiuwen was completely stunned.

Last night, Cheng Lu acquiesced to all his actions after saying that it was only this time.

But who would have thought that when I woke up.

What awaits Xu Xiuwen is not tenderness or gentleness, but as cold as an iceberg.

For a moment, Xu Xiuwen couldn't help but wonder if Cheng Lu was disappointed because of his poor performance last night.

But this is impossible.

Last night, when the love was at its peak, Cheng Lu's reaction was extremely real.

What's the reason?

Xu Xiuwen couldn't help but think of an episode last night.

That was after he had made out with Cheng Lu.

About 12 o'clock.

Cheng Qiuyun suddenly knocked on the door.

The other party stood outside the door and asked in a low voice, "Lulu, are you asleep?"

Xu Xiuwen was shocked at that time.

Cheng Lu was also very nervous and did not dare to respond.

After waiting for a while, Cheng Qiuyun turned and left.

Cheng Lu shouldn't be angry because of this, right?

The car drove to the entrance of Jiaotong University.

Xu Xiuwen tried again: "Lulu, there's still a while before class starts. Let me have breakfast with you."

Cheng Lu calmly refused: "No."

After saying that, he opened the door and prepared to get out of the car and leave.

Seeing this, Xu Xiuwen couldn't bear it anymore and asked directly.

"Lulu, what's wrong with you?"

Cheng Lu stopped and said calmly: "I'm fine."

"You're fine. Why are you so...cold?"

Cheng Lu turned to look at him and asked, "Do I have to be passionate about you?"

Xu Xiuwen choked at her words.

Cheng Lu continued: "I have forgotten what happened last night, and you are not allowed to mention it again... I'm leaving."

"Is it because of Aunt Cheng?"

Cheng Lu said nothing.

Xu Xiuwen thought he had guessed it right, "Didn't Aunt Cheng find out? Even if she found out, it wouldn't be a big deal. I'll take care of anything."

If it were another girl who heard Xu Xiuwen's words, she might be moved.

But Cheng Lu didn't.

"Are you taking it? How can you take it? If my mother knew...she would definitely send me abroad. Can you stop me?"

Xu Xiuwen was momentarily mute.

Cheng Lu continued: "And I'm not angry because of this, I just feel a little regretful..."

After she finished speaking, she opened the door and got out of the car.

Xu Xiuwen was left sitting alone in the car, looking confused.

Regret?

What does Cheng Lu regret?
Did she regret sleeping with her last night?

After thinking about it, it seems that this is the only thing worth regretting.

Xu Xiuwen was silent for a while.

Last night was the first time between him and Cheng Lu since they broke up.

I thought that after this time, there would be a second and third time in the future.

But now judging from Cheng Lu's attitude.

I'm afraid it will be difficult for a second or third time.

Even within a short period of time, Cheng Lu might not give him a good look anymore.

A word flashed through Xu Xiuwen's mind: the gain outweighs the loss.

If he had to choose again, he might not be so bold and impulsive last night.

the other side.

Cheng Lu got out of the car and went straight to the classroom.

She didn't even go to the cafeteria.

Just as Xu Xiuwen thought, Cheng Lu did regret sleeping with him.

Looking back on last night's experience, Cheng Lu was very upset.

What she was upset about was not Xu Xiuwen, but herself.

She already knew Xu Xiuwen's personality.

The only thing to blame is her failure to stick to her principles and bottom line.

If she hadn't been soft-hearted then, she would have been firmer.

Does Xu Xiuwen dare to do anything to her?

I definitely wouldn’t dare.

Cheng Lu has this confidence.

But even if she had to do it again, Cheng Lu didn't have the confidence to firmly reject Xu Xiuwen.

Under those circumstances, no woman could refuse the request of her beloved man.

Especially when the other person looks at you affectionately, that kind of love-filled eyes makes it easier for people to feel soft-hearted.

To be honest, the taste last night was pretty good.

But when I think about the consequences.

Cheng Lu had to worry.

Moreover, Cheng Lu knew that breaking through the bottom line of principles would always only be zero and countless times.

She was worried that she would lose herself in that kind of sexual pleasure.

therefore.

Cheng Lu didn't look good on Xu Xiuwen this morning.

She tried to use this method to erect a high wall between herself and Xu Xiuwen, so that he would not cross the line, and at the same time, she could stabilize her heart.

After Cheng Lu came to the classroom, the other three people in the dormitory came one after another.

After An Shishi saw her, she left Xiao Youran and went straight to her.

"Lulu, you didn't come back all night last night. Where have you been?" An Shishi said with a joking smile on her lips.

Facing the inquiry from her best friend, Cheng Lu didn't blush or panic at all.

She replied calmly: "I went to my sister-in-law's house last night."

Cheng Qiuyun is her long-lost aunt, and Bai Yue'er is her cousin.

Cheng Lu told An Shishi about this matter.

An Shishi did not continue to ask.

But she had already guessed that Cheng Lu must have been with Xu Xiuwen last night.

Cheng Lu's radiant appearance is the best evidence.

Cheng Lu secretly breathed a sigh of relief when she saw An Shishi didn't continue asking.

She is not good at lying. If An Shishi asks too many questions, she may reveal her flaws.

An Shishi has always had a good sense of proportion.

Classes will begin soon.

The class passed peacefully.

After class, Cheng Lu was digesting the content of the class when Song Siyu suddenly walked up to her.

"Cheng Lu!"

Cheng Lu already knew about Xu Xiuwen's breakup.

Then her behavior last night was not considered a mistress.

Therefore, when she faced Song Siyu, she did not panic at all.

She raised her head, glanced at Song Siyu, and asked calmly: "What's the matter with you?"

"The overseas exchange students will leave school in June. There is a social dance held at this time every year. How is your department preparing for it?"

This matter was mentioned earlier in the meeting.

Song Siyu is the director of the office, and she was also involved in this matter.

Cheng Lu said calmly: "It's ready."

"That's good."

"Do you have anything else?" Cheng Lu asked.

"Gone."

Cheng Lu lowered her head and continued reading after hearing this.

Song Siyu also turned around and returned to his seat.

Returning to his seat, Song Siyu's expression looked a little better.

The ballroom thing is naturally just a name.

Her real purpose was to test Cheng Lu and see if she went to see Xu Xiuwen last night.

After all, it was a bit strange that Cheng Lu didn't go back to the dormitory.

If Cheng Lu really went to see Xu Xiuwen, or what happened to the two of them.

Then, when the other party faces her, his expression will not be particularly natural, and it will be easy for him to reveal his flaws.

But judging from Cheng Lu's reaction, she probably didn't go to see Xu Xiuwen.

After Song Siyu returned to her seat, she took out her mobile phone and sent another text message to Xu Xiuwen.

But still nothing happened.

She thought for a while and then walked towards Xiao Youran.

"Youran, are you going to see Xu Xiuwen at noon?"

Xiao Youran shook his head, "Xiao Xu just told me that he had something to do at noon."

I heard Xu Xiuwen sent a text message to Xiao Youran.

Song Siyu still didn't understand that the other party deliberately didn't reply to her text messages.

This made Song Siyu very frustrated.

Didn't he even give her a chance to explain?
Also very disappointed.

Why couldn't he just trust her for once?

Don't they even have this little trust between them?
Only then did Song Siyu understand.

She thought she could be with Xu Xiuwen for a long time and have him all to herself. She thought they had a solid relationship.

In fact, it was all her own opinion.

The truth is: their emotions are very fragile, even vulnerable.

She couldn't help but start to wonder if Xu Xiuwen had never liked her!
Maybe: She was just Xu Xiuwen's plaything for a period of time!
Think of this.

Song Siyu decided that she must see Xu Xiuwen, no matter what method she used!
That afternoon, Song Siyu came to Jiangning Garden.

She planned to sit back and wait until he came back.

Song Siyu succeeded.

Xu Xiuwen learned about this from Du Qingling, but he did not continue to hide from Song Siyu, but returned home.

As soon as Song Siyu heard the door open, she immediately got up and walked to the entrance.

Seeing Xu Xiuwen walking in from outside, a smile suddenly appeared on his face.

"Xu Xiuwen, you are finally back..."

Her tone was full of grievance and loss.

Xu Xiuwen was very calm, neither caring to comfort her nor asking why she was here.

He changed into his slippers, went straight to the kitchen, poured himself a glass of water, and took a sip.

It seemed as if he was ignoring Song Siyu.

Song Siyu couldn't stand this kind of cold violence.

She raised her voice and said, "Xu Xiuwen! Can you look at me?"

Xu Xiuwen's hand holding the water glass tightened.

Then he put down the water glass, turned to look at Song Siyu, and asked calmly: "What next?"

The grievance in Song Siyu's heart suddenly burst out.

She explained loudly: "Why are you like this? Are you still angry with me? But those text messages were really not sent by me. Someone must have framed me!"

Xu Xiuwen asked: "Are you trying to say that Qingling did it? Where is the evidence?"

Song Siyu's momentum suddenly stagnated.

She just suffered from the lack of evidence, otherwise Du Qingling would have been driven away long ago.

Song Siyu suddenly thought of a way.

She raised her palms and said: "I can swear that if I, Song Siyu, tell any lies, I will be struck by thunder and die..."

She thought that after taking the oath, Xu Xiuwen would believe her.

But the reality is...

Xu Xiuwen suddenly said: "Siyu, the problem now is not whether those text messages were sent by you. You lack trust and I behave like a naive child...and each of you will suffer all kinds of grievances and pains after being with me. I am also worried that if I continue, I will hurt you!"

"I do not blame you--"

Xu Xiuwen interrupted Song Siyu, "But I can't forgive myself!"

Song Siyu stared at Xu Xiuwen, her big beautiful eyes filled with crystal tears.

Xu Xiuwen felt very heartbroken, but he continued talking.

"Siyu, please let me calm down for a while. When I calm down, I will decide whether to continue to be with you..."

Song Siyu didn't expect to wait for such a decision.

Women are different from men.

Men are easy to take advantage of in the early stage, but after they succeed, they will become calmer and calmer and want more and more private space.

Women are just the opposite.

Generally, they are relatively cold and calm in the early stage, but as the sunk costs increase, women will become more and more dominant and gradually become inseparable from men.

Song Siyu used to see those women in TV dramas who were so in love with the male protagonist that they couldn't do without a man, and she sneered at it.

But when it was her turn, she found that her performance was not much better than the female characters in the TV series.

Tears welled up in Song Siyu's eyes.

She tried her best to endure it and refused to cry.

"If you want to calm down, I can give you time to calm down, but don't break up with me, okay? You obviously know that I love you very much..."

Xu Xiuwen was silent for a while.

Song Siyu thought she saw hope.

Xu Xiuwen suddenly asked, "Siyu, on Youran's birthday, I slept with her..."

"What did you say!" Song Siyu looked at him with wide eyes.

"I slept with Youran..."

Song Siyu had a painful expression.

Xiao Youran didn't go back to the dormitory that night.

Song Siyu also guessed that something might have happened between the two of them.

But guessing and hearing Xu Xiuwen's confession are two different things.

At least in the former, she could still deceive herself.

In the latter, she couldn't even deceive herself.

Xu Xiuwen's face was filled with self-blame: "I'm sorry, I betrayed your trust. You must be very disappointed in me, right?"

Song Siyu held back her pain and said, "It's okay. You told me to break up at that time, so it's not cheating. I won't blame you."

Xu Xiuwen said: "Siyu, there is one more thing I need to confess to you..."

"you say……"

Song Siyu's heart was already riddled with holes and she didn't care about more sharp knives.

Xu Xiuwen said: "After that night, I couldn't see my heart clearly. I found that I still have feelings for Youran."

"What do you want to say?" Song Siyu bit her lip and looked at Xu Xiuwen.

The lips are a little white due to the excessive force exerted by the teeth.

Xu Xiuwen said: "Although it's unfair to say this to you, I really don't know whether I should continue to be with you or get back together with Youran. I'm very hesitant..."

Song Siyu couldn't bear it anymore.

She suddenly squatted down, covered her face and cried.

"Siyu..."

Seeing Song Siyu like this, Xu Xiuwen also felt distressed.

He couldn't help but cursed in his heart that he was a scumbag.

But for the future happiness of the three of them.

Xu Xiuwen had to be "hard-hearted".

He knelt down and comforted: "Siyu, don't cry. If you are sad, just slap me a few times to vent your anger. It makes me feel very uncomfortable if you do this."

His hand just touched Song Siyu's shoulder.

The latter suddenly shouted: "Don't touch me!"

Xu Xiuwen was stunned.

Song Siyu raised her head and faced Xu Xiuwen with a pear-shaped face.

"Have you never liked me? In your eyes, I'm just your plaything, right?"

Xu Xiuwen didn't know why Song Siyu thought so.

There is no doubt that he likes Song Siyu.

Xu Xiuwen said: "Of course not. If I don't like you, why should I be with you? As for the plaything you mentioned... I know I go too far sometimes, but it is just a small fun between lovers, and it is definitely not inappropriate. respect you."

Such an answer undoubtedly made Song Siyu feel a little better.

But she was still very sad.

"Siyu, I hope you can understand me a little bit. Youran and I have known each other for more than ten years, and I really can't let go of her for a while."

"Then you can let me go and hurt me as you like? Am I so insignificant in your eyes?"

Xu Xiuwen knew that no matter how much he talked, it would not be more effective than taking actual actions.

He suddenly hugged Song Siyu.

When Song Siyu saw this, she began to struggle and resist.

Xu Xiuwen hugged her tightly and refused to let go, while diverting her attention.

"Siyu, I have no intention of letting you go, I just..."

"Just what?"

Song Siyu's attention was indeed diverted.

Xu Xiuwen said: "I can't let go of either of you. It would be great if you could be my girlfriend together..."

After he finished speaking, the room suddenly became quiet.

"I know I'm a scumbag for thinking this way. I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so greedy..."

Song Siyu interrupted him and said, "If you really think so, I agree..."

Xu Xiuwen was stunned for a moment.

He opened his eyes wide, looked at Song Siyu in surprise, and asked, "Siyu, what did you say?"

Song Siyu looked directly into Xu Xiuwen's eyes and said word for word: "Don't you want us to be your girlfriends together? Okay, I agree!"

Xu Xiuwen was not ecstatic, but began to be confused and worried.

Is Song Siyu talking angrily now?

As if she had guessed what he was thinking, Song Siyu wiped her tears and said forcefully: "I'm not talking angrily, I really agree."

Song Siyu was not joking.

After An Shishi's "enlightenment" these days.

She was not as resistant and resistant to sharing Xu Xiuwen with Xiao Youran as before.

And because of the 'text message incident', she almost lost Xu Xiuwen.

After experiencing this feeling, Song Siyu was afraid of really losing Xu Xiuwen.

In comparison, there seems to be nothing unacceptable about sharing Xu Xiuwen with Xiao Youran.

After all, she was just Xu Xiuwen's lover before, and she had to go behind Xiao Youran's back in everything.

She is able to accept this kind of thing, partly because of her family background.

Song Siyu's biological father also married his mistress and abandoned their mother and daughter.

She had always hated the mistress who stole his father, but at the same time she also felt that her mother was incompetent.

If you can't keep your own man, what else is it than incompetence?
Song Siyu will not sit still and wait for death like her mother, she will try her best to strive for happiness.

Since Xu Xiuwen's idea was to embrace both sides, she would satisfy him.

She was now in a vague state of confusion.

That is, as long as you can stay with Xu Xiuwen and make some sacrifices and concessions.

Through Song Siyu's eyes, Xu Xiuwen confirmed that she was not speaking angrily.

But he still wasn't ecstatic.

Rather than being ecstatic, he felt more sorry for Song Siyu's sacrifice.

Xu Xiuwen hugged Song Siyu tightly and said, "Siyu, this is so unfair to you..."

Song Siyu felt a little better.

If Xu Xiuwen accepted it immediately, she would be very disappointed.

Xu Xiuwen's reaction was both expected and unexpected.

Song Siyu lowered her head and said nothing, letting tears fall from her cheeks...