I was killed by domestic violence, and I went crazy with barrage

Chapter 325 God is unfair
"How could this be?"

"Everything was fine and everyone was happy, how could this happen?"

"Why is it like this?"

Sui Ran found it very hard to accept this. His body was swaying and he almost lost his balance several times. Jiang An Ning was so scared that he quickly stepped forward and reached out to support him.

Sui Ran is still pregnant.

"Sister-in-law Guicheng, you are now a double-body person, so you shouldn't get too excited."

Jiang Anning comforted him softly, "For the sake of the child, you should calm down."

Sui Ran turned his head with a confused look, looking at Jiang An Ning with red eyes, as if he was placing his hopes on someone: "An Ning, Aunt Fang..."

Sui Ran really couldn't continue speaking.

Jiang Anning didn't know what to say.

"How is Aunt Fang now?" If Aunt Fang is in good health, it would be better to tell people the news.

Although separation from life and death is always hard to accept, depriving someone of the opportunity to see each other for the last time in the name of being nice will not really make the rest of their lives happy, but will instead add to their lifelong regrets.

Sui Ran shook his head: "The doctor said it's not very good."

She sighed, "I really didn't notice anything before. The doctor said that Aunt Fang was depressed and usually pretended to be fine. In fact, the depression in her heart was getting deeper and deeper. It was not obvious at other times, but now that she was suddenly stimulated, the accumulated disease was immediately brought out."

"The doctor said that I must take good care of myself and must not continue to be stimulated. Otherwise, I'm afraid I will suffer from hemiplegia..."

This makes things difficult.

Jiang Anning couldn't help but become worried as well.

"What about Da Zhuang and the others?"

Aunt Fang is not feeling well now, so the only ones who can handle Jiang Genshan’s funeral are Jiang Dazhuang and others.

Sui Ran shook his head: "I don't know where these two people went. As soon as they entered the city, they seemed to be having fun and disappeared early."

"Now that such a big thing has happened and caused such a big commotion, these two people haven't come back yet."

"I'm afraid it won't be time to eat, and I won't be able to find anyone."

Sui Ran was still a little angry when talking about this: "I heard Aunt Fang say that Da Zhuang went to the city recently and saw a lot of things he had never seen before. It can be said that he broadened his horizons."

"If it was in the past, it wouldn't be a big deal."

"As long as the two kids see the price of that thing, they will naturally be discouraged and just want to go home quickly to avoid accidentally bumping into someone or damaging something. Even if they lose all their wealth and sell them, they still can't afford the compensation."

"But that was in the past."

"I can see that Aunt Fang's life has been getting better and better these days, hasn't it?"

"Especially with your help, helping to buy a house and land, maybe they don't have much pressure on survival. They have some money in their pockets. Aunt Fang will not only give them some pocket money, but also the wages they earn from odd jobs. Aunt Fang will no longer ask them to hand it over to help them save for marrying wives."

"With money in their pockets, these two people gradually became more ambitious."

Sui Ran sighed and couldn't help sighing: "From what Aunt Fang said, it seems that these two brothers are spending money more and more lavishly nowadays."

"In the past, once we entered the city, we would not even eat outside, let alone go to the city. Even if we went to the market in the town, we would not eat outside easily."

"It was Aunt Fang who got up early and made some pancakes for people to take away."

"Even if Aunt Fang doesn't have time to make pancakes for them occasionally, these two children are unwilling to spend money to eat out."

"If they weren't starving, and if they really couldn't go home early, they would definitely have endured the whole day."

"Even if we really have to eat, the most we can do is order a bowl of vegetarian noodles for two people, and ask the boss to bring two more small bowls to share."

"But look at it now?"

"Don't even think about sharing it. I would rather eat one and throw the other away."

"And you have to eat meat every time."

Sui Ran sighed: "Just tell me, how much money would it take to be able to cause such a disaster? I'm afraid even mountains of gold and silver wouldn't be enough."

"When I talked about this with Aunt Fang before, we both found it strange."

"Just say, Da Zhuang was such an honest kid before, but guess what happened?"

She lowered her voice and said, "I heard from Aunt Fang that I don't know what kind of bad friends this child has made outside. He actually went to a gambling house, a place that brings trouble to the family, without Aunt Fang's knowledge!"

"At first, when Aunt Fang asked him, he didn't admit it."

"If I hadn't been caught by Aunt Fang once, who knows what I would be like now."

Sui Ran sighed: "Otherwise, why would Aunt Fang suddenly be so anxious to arrange a marriage for Da Zhuang? Isn't it just thinking about getting married? Can Da Zhuang put his mind at ease and do something to make a living, and live his life as a couple?"

"Tell me, Aunt Fang is already old, why is she working so hard to make money? Isn't it just to save some money for the two children so that their lives will be smoother in the future?"

Sui Ran, perhaps because she was pregnant, could empathize with Aunt Fang: "As a parent, you live for yourself in the first half of your life, and live entirely for your children in the second half."

Jiang Anning disagreed.

"Why can I live for myself in the first half of my life, but I can't live for myself in the second half?"

"After all, in this life, isn't it you who is the only one who can accompany you till the end?"

"Whether they are husband and wife, children, or parents... they all have their own life trajectories and their own time to leave, so why can't they continue to live for themselves in the second half of their lives?"

Sui Ran blinked. It was the first time she heard such a statement.

I couldn't tell whether I agreed or not, I just felt a little strange: "What about the child?"

"If you live only for yourself, just for your own freedom and ease, you will inevitably neglect your children."

"Besides... a family like ours doesn't have the capital to be so willful! If the whole family hadn't worked hard together and saved money by tightening their belts, I'm afraid by the time our children are ready to get married, they won't even be able to find a wife, right?"

Jiang An Ning hummed, "Why do I have to get married?"

Of course it is to carry on the family line and continue the incense!
Sui Ran felt that Jiang An Ning asked a stupid question.

"Aren't we all busy all our lives just to pass on the incense?"

Jiang Anning shook his head, indicating that he couldn't understand.

"If we follow the secular saying, my parents are both dead, I don't have any brothers, and I am the only one left in the family, then my family will be cut off from the future?" Sui Ran subconsciously said, "You can marry a son-in-law!"

"Wouldn't the child then have your surname? Your family would naturally have a legacy..."

Jiang Anning smiled and said, "Since any child I give birth to can be counted as part of my family's inheritance and continue the family line, then why, when I get married, I am no longer a member of this family, and the children I give birth to are also outsiders, which means that the family line is cut off. If I marry someone else, I will still be a member of this family, and the children I give birth to are no longer outsiders, but descendants who can inherit the family line... In the final analysis, aren't they all my children?"

How come it becomes different if you change the way you say it?
"It can be seen that these statements are nothing but misleading. It's just that each person has his own reasons and they say whatever they need."

The essence of the matter has not changed, but it has become more reasonable by changing the way it is expressed.

Sui Ran was confused.

She never thought about these things.

Jiang An Ning didn't get too hung up on it: "Let's not talk about these things. Since Da Zhuang and the others can't be found for the time being, we still have to rely on Aunt Fang."

"That's all it can do."

Sui Ran nodded.

"There's really no way to explain the things in this world. Good things don't always come one after another, but bad things always pile up together. It's hard for people not to get sick."

She couldn't help but sigh, feeling very emotional.

Jiang Anning was also very emotional: "How can we say otherwise, that a hemp rope will break at the thinnest part, and misfortune will come to the unfortunate? It shows that the way of heaven is always unfair."

"That's exactly what you said. I was also blamed at that time. Aunt Fang is such a cheerful person. She seems to be very motivated in everything she does."

"Whether she is following us to set up the stall or taking care of household chores, she is praised by everyone in the village."

"When I see Aunt Fang, she is such an optimistic person. She laughs all day long and is very happy. I have never seen her look sad. She is always hopeful and full of energy in everything she does."

"Not long ago, Aunt Fang told me that after we really moved into the new house, we would think about starting a business. We couldn't let you down for helping us."

"He also told me what vegetables he wanted to plant in the yard, and we discussed together which vegetable seeds would be better and produce a good harvest."

"Aunt Fang also said that she wanted to build a flower stand in the corner of the yard and plant some flowers she likes, the kind with bright colors."

"Looking at the flowers all day long makes me feel relaxed."

"Tell me, how can anyone tell that you are depressed?"

"Who would have thought?"

"Who would have thought? If the doctor hadn't felt her pulse, I still can't imagine that Aunt Fang, who is so optimistic and cheerful, has been depressed for so many days and has become ill."

Sui Ran's eyes turned red again as he spoke: "You said she was suppressing something in her heart. She was laughing and joking all day but hiding her sadness. What is she trying to achieve? Why doesn't she tell me and talk to me?"

"If you have something to say, speak it out. Wouldn't it make you feel better?"

"If she keeps her fanciful thoughts to herself without letting us know, won't it make it easier for her to fall into a vicious cycle and feel more isolated and helpless?"

Sui Ran couldn't help crying a few times: "What do you think of her? How can she bear it?"

"I was wondering in my heart, could it be because I said something wrong to Guicheng last time?"

Sui Ran felt very guilty: "How much does Aunt Fang care about her reputation? She and Uncle Genshan were such a loving couple, living in harmony. Many people were jealous."

“And yet this is what happened.”

"And Guicheng and I saw it."

"She must be feeling miserable."

"Even if it is confirmed in the end, it is not entirely Uncle Genshan's fault. If Zhou Ran had not deliberately lured and set up a trap to frame Uncle Genshan, Uncle Genshan would not have done such a thing to cause Aunt Fang to misunderstand."

"This wonderful family was almost torn apart."

Sui Ran sighed, "But I've seen with a cold eye that these days, Aunt Fang seems to have let go of her estrangement from Uncle Genshan, but in fact, she is still much colder towards others."

"I used to think that after something like this happened, even if the misunderstanding was resolved, the two of them might still need to work things out to avoid embarrassing each other when they think of those things again."

“So I didn’t take it too seriously.”

"Now that I think about it...I was too careless. I didn't pay enough attention to Aunt Fang's mental state. I didn't even realize that she was still concerned about this matter."

"I, I even helped Uncle Genshan speak a few times, persuading Aunt Fang to give their father a good face for the sake of the two children, even if she didn't consider their long-term relationship as husband and wife."

Sui Ran thought about what he had said before and felt even more upset.

"I'm really damned!"

"If I had known this would happen, I would never have said such brainless words, and I would never have said such words that would rub salt into other people's wounds."

"If I had known this earlier, I would never have tried to persuade him."

"What's there to forgive?"

"I will immediately introduce a few more young men to Aunt Fang!"

The more Sui Ran spoke, the more emotional he became: "This one is not clean anymore, let's just change it to a clean one."

"Why do you have to torture yourself because of someone else's mistakes?"

"In the end, you only make yourself suffer and make others happy."

“It’s not worth it at all!”

Sui Ran sniffed and couldn't stop crying.

"But in this world, how can we know in advance?"

She was so sad: "Now, I really don't know what to do."

"You can complain as you like, and you can dislike me as you like."

"Uncle Genshan is like this now. I really don't know how to tell Aunt Fang."

"As long as this person is still around, you can naturally complain and bear grudges as much as you want."

"Now that he is gone, I am afraid I can no longer bring up these old accounts."

"When a person is gone, when you think of him/her in the future, I'm afraid that only his/her good points will remain. How can you remember his/her faults?"

"By then, I'm afraid the depression will get even worse."