Is this cartoonist mentally ill?.

However, a place far away from the Republic, far away from Lin Qingshan and Gu Qianli, is still suffering from the pain of war.

All I can say is that people can feel peace and happiness only because someone is carrying the burden and doing their best to protect you.

Places like the cassock are in war and pain all the time.

This is an almost completely one-sided situation. The enemy is really like a "giant", so powerful that it is difficult to contend with.

That kind of overwhelming military force makes people feel despair.

Under such circumstances, everyone seemed to think that this place would fall soon.

but……

Surprisingly, they are still resisting!
Still shouting for courage and homeland, stubbornly resisting the unjust bandits on the opposite side.

If I were to describe it in one word, "fight again and again despite repeated failures" would probably be very appropriate.

No one knows why they are so tenacious, but everyone admires their courage and fighting spirit.

Xinval returned to the camp with a heavy body. A lot of things happened during this period.

One of those things was...his son died.

His young son just fell down in the indiscriminate attack by those beasts.

He lost everything, and at that time he couldn't help but think of... the comic book that his son used to love to read.

The protagonist in the story is right. They cannot just watch death come. The only thing they can do is fight to the end!

Just like what the cartoonist's country did back then!

So he chose to become a "soldier".

The terrible casualties and the seemingly invincible enemy weighed heavily on Sinvar's heart.

He felt confused again. Was there any point in continuing like this?

Can they really defeat each other and wait for the moment of victory?

Xinwal numbly took the food to replenish his energy, then took out his cell phone, trying to numb himself with it.

Just then, he saw a familiar cover.

"Attack on Titan anime?"

Xinwal's attention was immediately drawn, "Then take a look at this... take a look."

He clicked to play the animation, and the familiar comic scenes began to move.

Gradually he was immersed in it, and he seemed to be able to fully feel how desperate the humans inside were, just like they were now.

but……

The protagonists in the story were not defeated. Instead, they continued to work hard with the dream of expelling the giants.

Later in the battle to retake the Trost District, I saw that the soldiers inside were still fighting hard even though they knew they would die.

The purpose is... to prevent one's brothers and children, and fellow human beings behind him from feeling the despair and fear.

Xinval was stunned, and then he pulled himself together.

That’s right!

Even if I have to die, I cannot let my compatriots behind me feel that despair and fear!
And he also wanted to... he also wanted to drive those hateful guys out of this world!

Sinwal seemed to cheer up again. After watching the first season of the animation, he began to follow the comic story in his spare time.

The tragic sacrifice of the elite soldiers of the Survey Corps, the sudden exposure of Reiner and Hoover's identities, Eren's war with Reiner and Hoover again, the arrival of the Beast Titan, and the reappearance of the crisis...

The Beast Titan threw rubble, forcing the Survey Corps to sit and wait for death.

Then in this crisis, Captain Erwin chose...

Call on the soldiers to charge head-on!
Use death to attract the Beast Titan's attention, and then the strongest Captain Levi will quietly use the giants around him to rush towards the Beast Titan and give him a heavy blow!
But there is no doubt that the soldiers who charged head-on would be doomed to die.

So when faced with such an order to die, some soldiers felt fear in their hearts.

"Are we going to die?" The soldier, trembling with fear in the face of death, could not help but ask.

"Yes."

However, the leader Erwin responded calmly.

"Since we're going to die anyway, we might as well die in battle, right?"

The soldier asked, his voice trembling again.

"Yes."

Erwin remained calm.

"But, since we're all going to die anyway, then whether we die in battle or die while running away against orders, it's meaningless, right?"

said the soldier, so frightened that he was about to cry.

"You're right."

However, Erwin said calmly, "It's all meaningless."

“No matter what dreams and hopes you have, no matter how happy your life is.”

He seemed to have given up arguing and said, "It's no different from being crushed by rubble. The end result is death..."

The Beast Titan in the distance was still throwing rubble, and the soldiers who heard what Erwin said all stood there in a daze, their faces filled with fear.

But this time...

“So is life meaningless?”

Erwin suddenly asked back, "Or... is our birth meaningless? Are those dead companions also meaningless?"

Under the gaze of everyone, he suddenly became excited, "No! That's not right!"

Erwin spoke passionately in a shocking way, "We will give those soldiers meaning!"

"Those brave dead! Those pitiful dead!"

The Survey Corps elites who had sacrificed and died tragically reappeared in the picture, appearing behind Erwin, as if Erwin was carrying their unfinished mission.

"We can think this way because we are the living!"

Erwin's voice seemed to be able to penetrate the body and reach the soul, "We will die here! Entrust the meaning of life to the next survivor!"

Finally, as the Survey Corps elites charged fearlessly, Erwin also led the charge in front of them, shouting out the last words of mobilization before the battle -

"This is the only way to fight this cruel world!"

Back to the reality where they have already launched a death charge against the Beast Titan.

"Soldiers! Be angry!"

Captain Erwin led the charge on horseback, his face grim as he shouted, "Soldiers! Roar!"

"Soldiers! Fight!!!"

……

Xinwal was stunned when he saw this scene, and then... burst into tears.

But he finally understood!

That’s right! We must continue to fight!

Even though he is alone and has nothing, he still has to fight!
To fight for his compatriots while he still lives.

Then entrust your own meaning to the next living compatriot!
Let them give it their own meaning!
"Fight! I must keep fighting! No, we must keep fighting! This is our only way to fight against this cruel world!"

"I understand! I understand everything!"

Xinval stood up with tears in his eyes and a smile. (End of this chapter)