After I died, the scumbag went crazy

"They locked the door, and there was a fire outside. The fire quickly spread inside, and we... couldn't escape..." Ah Xing said in a low voice, his voice trembling.

Thinking of the past and experiences, Ah Xing still couldn't help but tremble.

"Actually, if Achen and I worked together, we might have a chance to escape, but that day, we had a quarrel in the dormitory and we started fighting..." Axing looked at me. "He lost his grip and I fainted..."

I was stunned for a moment and looked at Ah Xing in shock, not knowing such a thing had happened.

"Achen...he knocked you out?" My voice was also shaking.

"He was too extreme. He wanted to kill all the people in the genius class. I stopped him, knowing that the people outside had locked the door, and I deliberately delayed him... I didn't expect those people to set the fire... I just thought they were playing a prank on us. They didn't expect that the orphanage's electrical circuits were in disrepair, and a small fire would cause a disaster..."

Ah Xing was blaming himself. He pulled his hair and leaned on my shoulder.

We just stood there and I felt his pain.

I guess I understand the truth and cause of the fire.

Ah Xing and Ah Chen were both top-notch geniuses. How could they just allow others to burn them to death in the room?

Achen crawled out from the bottom of society. There are angels and devils living inside him.

Just like Ah Xing said, one thought can make you a devil, one thought can make you a Buddha, that is the essence of human nature.

If Achen wanted to kill someone, he would probably be more terrifying than the masked man behind the resistance organization.

I can vaguely guess why Achen wanted to kill those people in the genius class. It should have something to do with Gu Yuchen...

Ah Xing knew that Ah Chen was going to kill someone, so she stopped Ah Chen that day.

In a rage, Achen beat Axing and knocked him unconscious.

Ah Xing had indeed known that the people outside had locked the door, and he thought that this would trap Ah Chen. He didn't want Ah Chen to go to extremes and embark on a path of no return.

But they didn't expect that the people in the orphanage were worse than they thought. They set fire...

In addition, the orphanage's electrical circuits were aging, and any open flame would cause an explosion, and the entire room was set on fire.

Ah Chen struggled in the fire. He went crazy, blamed himself, and regretted...

He held Ah Xing, who was knocked unconscious by him, tightly in front of him. He would rather let the fire devour him than abandon Ah Xing and escape.

In the end, he was willing to die in the fire, right?

He may also be afraid that he will be devoured by the devil in his body and become a demon who disregards life and kills without blinking an eye.

"This is not your fault, Axing..." I comforted her in a low voice, hugging Axing.

He and Achen both blamed themselves, so they cherished each other, protected and guarded each other.

They are the people who trust each other the most.

Whether it is love or friendship, both are supreme.

"So, I tried my best to complete the experiment. I wanted to prove that as long as the genetic code is unlocked, the body is just a carrier, and the soul can be reborn and locked by the genetic chain..." Ah Xing looked at me with red eyes. "Xixi..."

"The soul is just an independent individual imprisoned in the body, and genes are the chains. I have untied them and I know the answer..." Ah Xing's voice trembled.

He found the answer in a mental hospital.

So, after escaping, he helped Achen do the experiment.

He knew that the genetic organization had once extracted Achen's genes to make a clone.

He wanted to get Achen back, he wanted to give it a try.

"What about the soul inside the clone's body..." I'm just a little curious.

The clone itself has a soul, right?
"Cloning is like duplicating a body, which is what is called going against nature... They have residual consciousness, but the souls can be merged." Ah Xing's argument is that clones have no souls. However, some scholars believe that clones have independent souls.

I thought of Xiaoyi. The look in her eyes when she looked at me was full of jealousy, envy, and some other complicated situations.

Perhaps, Xiaoyi wants to be an independent, unique individual. She wants to be the most unique and complete soul.

"Achen, it worked, right?" I looked at Axing nervously.

Achen is Feng Yu, and Feng Yu is Achen.

"He is Achen." Axing nodded. He firmly believed that Achen was Feng Yu.

Feng Yu, that’s Achen.

"So, that's why you are so sure that I am Cheng Xi?" I looked at Axing.

"I...made a deal with Lin Xi." Ah Xing said in a low voice.

He finally opened up to me completely.

Ken told me the truth.

"Lin Xi, she volunteered to help me and let you come back. She said she wanted to disappear forever." Ah Xing said in a low voice.

Lin Xi is a world-weary person.

"After observing all the clones, I found a problem...Natural selection is a terrible existence. All species that are not bred naturally will face a self-destructive end." Ah Xing looked at me seriously. "So, I'm afraid..."

I finally understood why Ah Xing was so afraid of my death.

He is not afraid that the external environment will take me away. For us clones, our biggest enemy is ourselves.

It seems like we were born without any five senses. We have no emotional support and can't find any reasons or excuses to live.

Ultimately, most died by suicide.

"People with depression are forcing themselves to die by their bodies. Maybe they are in pain and really don't want to die, but it's as if they are being taken away by force by an invisible force." Ah Xing whispered. This is his experimental data.

The conclusion he came to through observation was: "The clones seem to be born with a tendency to depression, just like patients with severe depression, and some may even have more serious mental illnesses such as bipolar disorder."

In superstitious terms, it means that the soul is incomplete and the five senses are missing.

In fact, it is the consequence of random cloning and random creation of life.

This kind of consequence is beyond the reach of human beings' current scientific and medical levels.

This is also why the end of science is metaphysics.

This metaphysics, not metaphysics in the traditional sense, is an invisible shackle that humans cannot currently explain or break through.

Just like the code on the genetic chain, after deciphering it, we will find that the soul is just an ideology imprisoned in the body.

Once the body is destroyed, the soul is liberated, empty and unconscious.

No one knows about the afterlife, except those who are 'reborn'.

But the so-called "rebirth" requires a medium.

This medium is the genetic code.

"So, you want me to find a reason to live, you want me to know what love is, what friendship is, and what despair is..." I looked at Axing and suddenly became suspicious.

Resistance organization...Are these killing games really a coincidence or are they intentional?

Why, I feel that the people who resisted the organization seemed to be using an almost cruel way to teach me what love is, what family affection is, what friendship is, what anger, fear is... despair. (End of this chapter)