Five years old Lu Mingfei

Chapter 143: Don’t dream impossible dreams
“Even if it’s you, my brother, who uses unreasonable power at all costs, it’s impossible for you to do it without paying anything…” The girl leaned forward from the low table, her upper body pressed intimately on Lu Mingfei’s shoulders, and sighed.

Although this posture looks strange, it is actually not normal at all.

Lu Mingfei poked her soft cheek and said indifferently: "So there is a price to pay. I thought it was going to cost me my life."

"If it's just a matter of life and death, there's nothing to worry about. After all, brother, you won't die no matter what. But..." She hesitated to speak.

Lu Mingfei was a little surprised, then said seriously: "No matter who you are, don't get off her body in the future. I support you 100% to take over her body."

Lu Mingzi couldn't help but roll his eyes at him: "How could anyone in this world be able to possess my body?"

"I am willing to believe in miracles." Lu Mingfei said seriously.

She said with a smile: "Brother, you are in a really good mood..."

"If you could stop talking, I would feel better." Lu Mingfei said coldly.

"If I don't say it, nothing will happen, so I'd rather keep my mouth shut." Lu Mingzi, who showed no signs of life, said with a smile.

Lu Mingfei didn't say anything else.

He sat cross-legged at the table. The room was dark, with only a faint moonlight shining through the window.

The light was not enough to illuminate his face which was cast into heavy shadow as he lowered his head. Only a vague and strange outline was vaguely visible.

One of his arms was bent back and resting on the table, and the other hand was resting on his knee, as if he was thinking.

"I think it's about time." Lu Mingfei spoke slowly, as if he had finally decided on something.

He reached out and took off the mask on his face, revealing his face that looked exceptionally calm in the moonlight.

"It seems that without me saying anything, my brother knows that his memory can no longer be hidden." Lu Mingzi straightened up, gathered her skirt and sat on the edge of the table.

"But what was the meaning of brother doing this in the first place? Would it be better to live in ignorance?" She tilted her head and asked curiously.

Lu Mingfei lowered his eyelids: "Actually there is no special reason. In the final analysis, it's because I don't dare."

"Don't dare?" Lu Mingzi repeated the word.

Lu Mingfei took a deep breath and said, "Yes, I don't dare."

He whispered, "I don't have the courage."

"The character design of the suit is given by herself. No one will know who she is until the person in the middle is opened."

"As long as I hide in my ignorant shell, I can enjoy a good life with peace of mind."

He said calmly: "Yes, I am the supreme black emperor in your mouth, the only 'S' grade freshman in Kassel College, the son of luck who is loved by everyone. I never have to worry about money. I can do what I want by just giving an order and someone will do it for me. The life that many people dream of is just my daily life. Everyone loves Lu Mingfei, but..."

Lu Mingfei's expression suddenly twisted uncontrollably. There seemed to be anger and sadness on his face, but in the end, both disappeared.

He murmured to himself, "If I had remembered those things, when I was enjoying Senior Sister Chu's meticulous care, when I used my power and strength recklessly and without scruples, when I was surrounded by girls and worried about who to choose all day long..."

"In these moments that are so satisfying that it's worth dying in the next second..."

"I would suddenly remember with horror that there was a girl lying alone in the Red Well, who did not wait for her 'Sakura' until the last second of her life..."

"But she shouldn't have been like this." Lu Mingfei shook his head regretfully.

"So, brother did all this for her out of guilt?" Lu Mingzi said thoughtfully.

Lu Mingfei couldn't help but frown, and shook his head with a sneer: "Who do you think I am? Just because she likes me, I have to risk my life to save her? How can this be justified in this world? My life is not a life? Is it wrong to be afraid of death?"

"Yeah," Lu Mingzi agreed, "That's true, brother, you are really despicable and shameless."

“But since you feel you are not wrong, why do you have to hide your memories?” Lu Mingfei closed his eyes: “When it comes to matters involving life, there is no right or wrong, only noble and despicable…”

"But……"

She said lightly: "If that girl heard what you said, I'm sure she would be very sad."

She smiled brightly: "If Chu Zihan heard what you said, I'm afraid you would never dare to see her again in your life."

As if he had imagined the scene she described, even on the day when he learned everything about the future and knew his original fate, Lu Mingfei, who had never revealed his inner panic to others, showed an expression of extreme fear on his face for the first time.

It is not the fear of pain, death, and power.

It is the fear of hurting someone who is gentle to you.

"…It should have been done long ago…" He clenched his teeth, and every word seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth.

Lu Mingfei loosened the nails that had dug deep into his palms, not noticing the faint blood on them: "I admit that I am a coward. I was scared to death, so no matter what happened, I didn't let anyone know except myself..."

"Until now?" Lu Mingzi asked.

“Haha,” Lu Mingfei laughed as if relieved: “Until now…”

"No matter how bad they say I am, at least I now have the courage to face reality."

"Always hiding behind a holster, I am no different from my powerless self."

For a moment, the room fell into silence and no one spoke.

What broke the silence was the sound of Lu Mingzi standing up.

As the dark clouds in the sky dissipated, the moonlight became clearer and brighter. It fell on the girl, as if covering her with a layer of pure and transparent silver gauze.

Lu Mingzi, wearing a black Gothic dress, with her crystal clear feet exposed, lifted up her skirt, spread her slender white legs, and sat astride Lu Mingfei, staring into his eyes from a very close distance.

"My brother, what can I give to win your heart back?" She sighed and said in a gentle voice, using the aria of Ragnarok, the end of the world:
"I gave you the most noble and noble status and bloodline, but you never acknowledged that name. I gave you wealth that rivaled that of a country, but you disdained it and threw it away like a worn-out shoe. I gave you the power to move mountains and fill the sea to change the future, but you used it to make a girl happy. I gave you the ignorant love of a beautiful girl, but you even owed me an "I love you"..."

At this point, Lu Mingfei was too lazy to hide anything anymore. He said calmly, "I've said before that I'm definitely not a saint who has no desires. The reason I refused is because those are not what I deserve. Even if I get them, I can never really own them."

"Then...what exactly do you deserve, brother?" Lu Mingzi asked.

"It's you." Lu Mingfei said without any hesitation.

He tightly grasped Lu Mingzi's shoulders and spoke lyrically from the bottom of his heart: "No matter what bad, stupid, or heaven-defying things I did, I always told myself that it was you who ordered me to do it. My dear sister, not only what you said, but also my courage was given by you. Without you, I would never have been able to get to where I am now!"

Lu Mingzi's astonished expression seemed to be frozen on her delicate little face.

“…So, I will only tell you these things…” Lu Mingfei smiled and winked at her, making it hard to tell whether he was joking or speaking the truth.

Is this unique treatment good or bad? The girl's heart is in a state of both acceleration and stopping.

The extremely complicated emotions made Lu Mingzi return to his expressionless state.

She wondered when her brother had turned into such a scum of the world.

After the two states were combined into one, the attitude towards people became a little milder, but the degree of irritation not only did not decrease, but instead increased sharply.

But I'm not lying...

She sighed, and as if to vent her anger, she used her soft lips to block his hateful mouth.

(End of this chapter)