Lin Meng found out that Rong Ling's luck in poker is not so good. If he hadn't lost some times, she would have suspected that he was cheating.When it was over, the little guy was still a little unsatisfied, and seemed to have liked the action of "slapping the talisman" on the head.
Shi Yu and the others were about to leave, and they all went back to their houses for dinner, Lin Meng also immediately expressed his intention to leave.Rong Ling's eyebrows turned cold, and he was a little unhappy.According to him, this woman should stay with him, at least he is now a "injured patient".But Lin Meng made up her mind to leave, and it was also to prevent this man from forcing her to stay, so she saw the opportunity and left with the others. In this way, in front of everyone, Rong Rongling would not do anything too unreasonable. Overbearing things come.It's not that she doesn't care about him, but that she is also a person with a temper. She cried so sadly before that her heart was about to be torn apart. Those sorrows cannot be said and passed away.
"It's New Year's Eve, you have nothing to do when you go back, so don't go back!" Rong Ling finally couldn't help but make a sound to persuade him to stay, and his eyebrows frowned slightly.
"I still have something to do when I go back." She responded softly, picked up her coat and put it on.
Such a soft appearance makes people feel like a punch has been punched in the cotton, which is really discouraging. [
"Then let Youyou stay!"
Now Lin Meng frowned, lowered his head and asked Youyou: "Youyou, do you want to stay with uncle?!"
The little guy looked at Rong Ling, then at Lin Meng, finally shook his head, leaned against Lin Meng with his small body.He still likes Mommy more, and he will follow wherever Mommy wants to go.
Rong Ling's face darkened and he didn't say a word.Lin Meng went to get the coat and put it on the little guy.Shi Yu and the others took advantage of this and resigned first, making it too late for Lin Mengmeng to ask to stay.
But——, no matter what, she was going to leave.
Holding the little guy's hand, she looked at Rong Ling stubbornly. "I'm going back!"
She—he was no longer something he could easily control!
This realization made him a little unhappy and a little disappointed.
"Let Miao Qing follow you, and she will be responsible for protecting you from now on!"
Lin Meng raised her eyebrows, "Protect"? , it's not that she doubts, but is this candidate not very suitable? !
Rong Ling said coldly to himself: "You can trust her with confidence, and you can also ask her for help if there is something you can't handle. Recently, my surroundings have been a little uneasy, which may affect you, so you must You have to follow people."
She frowned more and more.
He looked at her sternly. "This is not a request, but an order. Miao Qing needs to go in and out with you. To the outside world, you can call her your cousin, or your friend, etc., in short, it is convenient to do things. It depends. Your own arrangement."
"Who's going to make things difficult for you?" She asked abruptly, her concerned eyes cast on him without any concealment.
There was warmth between his brows and eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled up. "Not confirmed yet, looking for it."
"Is it... the group of people who blocked you on the highway that day?"
Rong Ling nodded slightly.
Lin Meng's eyes were suddenly clouded. "Then... you have to be careful!"
Besides this, she didn't know what else she could do!Explosives and sniping are a bit far away for her who has lived a peaceful life for four years. Now that these things have reappeared in front of her eyes, she can only be at a loss, let alone how to deal with them.She... doesn't have the ability either! [
Thinking of the protection Rong Ling said, she turned her head to look at Miao Qing, showing hesitation.Holding the little guy's hand, he followed a little tighter.
Seeing this, Miao Qing took two steps forward, smiled slightly, and looked at Lin Meng calmly.
"Mengmeng, don't doubt my loyalty to you. Four years ago, I was loyal to Uncle Rong. Four years later, I was loyal to Rong Ling. Now, I am loyal to you. Just like 'one servant does not serve two masters', an excellent It is impossible for an employee to be loyal to two bosses at the same time. Rong Ling asked me this and asked me to make a choice, so I chose to follow him. Then, I don't need to think about what Rong Sanbo said. Now, Rong Ling Order me to be loyal to you, with your safety as the first condition, and if necessary, I can even ignore Rong Ling's words and make my own decisions, so don't worry, I'm just a protector, definitely not a destroyer!"
These words have already been said very thoroughly, so thoroughly that if Lin Meng doubts anything again, it will be a mediocrity.She turned her head, took a deep look at Rong Ling who seemed indifferent and silent, raised her lips and smiled, and nodded.
At least, what this man did, he really took her to heart.
"Then let Sister Miao Qing be my cousin, it will be easy to explain to others, and you can also stay with me!"
She has always admired Miao Qing.This woman is mature and capable, with an indescribable sense of confidence all over her body. From the very beginning, she was an existence that Lin Meng envied and longed to achieve.The attitude she showed towards Lin Meng at the beginning was also natural and generous, never showing any slightest contempt.On this point, Lin Meng has already won a lot of goodwill.She was brought up by Rong Sanbo, and she was loyal to Rong Sanbo. What she did back then is understandable. Furthermore, when she listened to Rong Sanbo, she also helped Lin Meng as much as possible, although Lin Meng was warned. , was forced to leave Rong Ling, but never resented Miao Qing.So today, she can still call out "Sister Miao Qing" naturally, just like before.
Miao Qing smiled and said no more.
Rong Ling then told Lin Meng to look at Xiao Youyou and not let him out of her sight.Lin Meng responded one by one before leaving.
Rong Ling frowned, lying alone on the bed, watching people go to the empty building, felt for the first time, what it feels like to be alone is really fucking uncomfortable!
*
Although the Ruan family had some doubts about Miao Qing, a distant cousin who appeared suddenly, they couldn't say much.Lin Meng is regarded as the person with the highest status in this family, even if she invites a passer-by to live in the house indiscriminately, they will not be able to drive him away openly.Now one after another in this family, except for Ruan Chenghui, basically, everyone has received Lin Meng's kindness.Her position in this family has become somewhat real!
There is no spare room at home, so Miao Qing and Lin Meng live together.We are all women, it's okay to get together and sleep in the same bed.This situation will probably continue for some days, because Rong Ling's investigation did not make any breakthrough.
Rong Ling originally wanted to let this little girl go back once, and then come back the next day, but this little girl is so cruel, she would rather stay at the Ruan's house the next day than come to him, and then, the third time In the middle of the day, he went out with Jiang Chengfeng again.When he got the news from Miao Qing, he was very angry.Could it be that his injury is so dispensable in her eyes, that she can just ignore it? !What is this woman doing!For a while, he showed a caring look for him, and for a while, he was heartless and hated!
Of course he didn't know that this was Lin Meng's revenge!Clay figurines still have three parts of soil "nature", and she also has the right to use her "nature"!Needless to say, if he Rong Ling gave her a good face, she would be like a puppy, fawning over him!
And going out with Jiang Chengfeng was because Jiang Chengfeng wanted to take her to worship Jiang Polang.Finally, she was looking forward to this opportunity, so naturally she didn't have to think about anything, and took Xiao Youyou directly to Jiang Chengfeng's car and left.
For the Chinese New Year, Jiang Chengfeng's parents went back to their hometown in J City to visit relatives today, so they gave Lin Meng a chance to enter the Jiang family's main house.Lin Meng was extremely grateful for Jiang Chengfeng's thoughtful arrangement.I specially bought some flowers, fruits, and cigarette paper money, and went to pay homage.
In order to cooperate with the country's "anti-feudal superstition" policy, it is impossible for a "government" official like Jiang Yancheng to set up a memorial tablet at home and burn incense every day to worship, so Jiang Polang's urn was buried in the grass in the backyard Inside, there is a small tombstone immediately, which is not too different from the appearance of the cemetery outside.
"Let me and A Lang alone for a while, okay?!"
Lin Meng looked at Jiang Chengfeng, his eyes covered with mist like gauze.That glance was so sour that it made people's heart ache.Jiang Chengfeng nodded, pursed his lips, and left quietly.The little guy followed Lin Meng obediently, and didn't dare to mess around, because he also knew that Uncle Xiao Jiang was unusual.
Lin Meng placed flowers and fruits one by one, then used a lighter to dye them with incense, and "inserted" them into the soil.The fragrance began to rise faintly, accompanied by the curling white mist, making people seem to have entered a blurred environment.She looked at the young smiling face on the tombstone, without saying a word, but shed tears first.
"Ah Lang, I came to see you. I'm sorry, I haven't seen you for so long..."[
Whispering, but more like a sigh!
The little guy didn't quite understand, when he saw Mummy crying, he wept pitifully along with him, and his small body burrowed into Lin Meng's embrace, as if he could be relied on by Mummy in this way, or he could also get help from Mummy in this way. be relied upon.Lin Meng hugged the little guy tightly, weeping, and gently introduced Xiao Youyou to Jiang Polang, and let Xiao Youyou know Jiang Polang again, and then, she gently talked about her situation over the years...
Paper money in the shape of copper coins was stamped on it, burning one after another, gradually turning into dust.The little guy sat on the grass with his little butt, clumsily imitating Lin Meng to fold gold ingots, and when he folded one, he burned one to Jiang Polang who was underground.This is what Lin Meng learned from a neighbor's grandmother when he was a child in the countryside, and he still hasn't forgotten it!
She didn't know if there were ghosts or reincarnation in this world, but as a living person, she could only do these things for a dead person.Seriously, this is not a "superstition", it is just a living mourning for the dead!
Between heaven and earth, there was a little silence, only her soft crying voice and the sound of folding ingots were left, the others, even the flames burning, seemed so quiet.There is a kind of sad coldness, which is exaggerated in this venue. The little guy felt it, and he didn't dare to take a breath. He just covered his head and folded the gold ingots there, using his clumsy little fingers, in his own way, telling the story of the brave man. Uncle's respect and gratitude.Jiang Chengfeng also felt it. Standing at the window on the second floor, with a cold and serious face, watching silently, the whole person seemed to have turned into a statue.
Everyone is in pain, this is the heaviness that will inevitably be caused by the premature passing of a life!
The incense can be burned, the paper money can be burned, but she can't finish what she wants to say to him!The more I talked, the more my heart ached!
The little guy hangs his head and has been sitting for more than two hours. This is not easy for a child, and it also makes people feel distressed.
"Youyou, go and play by yourself!" Lin Meng stretched out her hand, gently pulled the little guy's calf, and rubbed it.Kneeling and sitting for so long, the legs must be numb.
The little guy raised his expressionless face and shook his head. "I'll accompany Mommy."
In the big dark eyes, there is a stubbornness that does not belong to this age.
It's a sweet little baby!
Lin Meng sighed in his heart, then rubbed the little guy's other leg, and said in a soft voice, "Uncle Xiaojiang just told Mommy that he told you to go and play, and you don't have to stay here with Mommy. He wants to Talk to Mommy in a whisper!"
The little guy pursed his lips, was silent for a while, then nodded, but then asked curiously: "Mummy, why doesn't Uncle Xiaojiang talk to Youyou?"
Lin Meng laughed, thought for a while, and then replied: "Uncle Xiaojiang and Mommy have a very, very good relationship, so only Mommy can hear Uncle Xiaojiang's words. Youyou and Uncle Xiaojiang just met today. , I’m not very familiar with you, so Uncle Xiaojiang hasn’t talked to you yet!”
"Oh." The little guy nodded understandingly, and said innocently: "Then Mommy, Youyou will often come to play with Uncle Xiaojiang in the future, so that Uncle Xiaojiang will know Youyou, and he can get along very well with Youyou." It's a very good relationship, when the time comes, Youyou will also whisper to Uncle Xiaojiang!"
Lin Meng was slightly stunned, with tears in his eyes, secretly laughing at the child's innocence, where will the "often" come from in the future!
She pulled the little guy up, patted the little guy's butt, and sent the little guy away.As soon as the little guy disappeared from her sight, the turbulent tears finally broke the gate and rushed out of her eyes. She hugged Jiang Polang's tombstone, and wept uncontrollably.Those wailing sounds moved the entire world!
She sent the little guy away because she didn't want the little guy to cry with her.She knew very well that her precious son would cry louder than her. She felt sorry for her son and didn't want to do that.Her son went to play by himself, so she didn't need to be patient, and vented all the sadness, guilt, remorse, shame, and pain accumulated over the years.
To be saved by others and bear another life is actually very heavy.This heaviness will sometimes pop up inadvertently, almost crushing her; this heaviness will also make her suddenly feel emotional and weep; this heaviness will sometimes make her toss and turn, opening her eyes until dawn ...
As he expected, she worked very hard to live better, and often faced this sometimes cruel life with a smile, but she couldn't be strong enough to maintain this state of mind, so she always thought of him , will be slightly sad, will sigh softly, and will not be able to recover for a long time, immersed in mourning and unable to extricate himself...
The saddest thing about this is that she has been bearing his kindness, but she has never paid anything for him. It was so unfair that he went and left her, but he couldn't even repay her, what's more, even came to see He was such a luxury once.
"Fool...you fool..."
Muttering softly, she could only hug the cold tombstone even tighter...
*
When Mother Jiang got out of the car, she was a little dazed.As soon as she arrived at her hometown, she saw those relatives and friends, all of whom were enjoying themselves happily, and she couldn't bear it any longer.
Ever since Jiang Polang left, her spirit has not recovered.In the past, she was always in a rush and devoted herself to the company's business. In the past few years, she has become depressed, and she doesn't even go to the company anymore. Most of the time, she spends time chatting with Jiang Polang in the backyard.The doctor diagnosed that she had a mild depression and it was best to go to psychological treatment, but she refused.
Her own situation, she understood.The death of the youngest son was equivalent to taking away a ray of soul from her body, causing her to suffer from unbearable pain, which could not be cured by simple treatment.There is no more painful thing in this world than "a white-haired person giving a black-haired person". She thought countless times, even if she died in place of her youngest son that day, how could she let a young man die? The young boy just left, leaving her as a mother, who can only be in the memory, throbbing with pain!
She got out of the car in a daze, rubbing the center of her brows, feeling extremely tired, and even walking became a little numb.Seeing that the door of the house was just ahead, she let out a long sigh, thinking of the little son who was buried in the backyard, the bitterness was like ripples, flooding her heart round and round.
Turning her head inadvertently, she glanced at the gray sky at the moment, then turned her head around habitually, and continued to walk forward numbly, but she was stunned as soon as she lifted her foot. Then he opened his eyes wide in disbelief, and turned his head suddenly. The force was so strong that he almost broke his neck.
As far as the eye can see, on the big tree, there is a group of army green and white and blue, "camouflage" uniform style.The black head shell on the top is exactly a small human head.The trees in winter, with all their leaves falling, and their branches facing the sky, are like pairs of hands that can only pray to God in despair.And amidst the lifeless gray, it was so sudden that a touch of army green suddenly appeared.It was as if a touch of bright green life had been reborn in this gloomy world.
A dead tree, with a fresh and tender child hanging on it, isn't it just like a rebirth of life!
Mother Jiang opened her mouth wide in disbelief, and tears slowly overflowed her eyes.She stood there, trembling, pitifully afraid to move, for fear of frightening the life away.
The immature child, only the small ball, holds the horizontally growing tree trunk with both hands, and the two calves are sandwiched. This time, it looks like a koala.This scene was so familiar, so familiar that it made Mother Jiang's tears fall even more fiercely!
Her vision began to blur, and she only saw a face that looked like a little son, facing him, those big black eyes, with the same innocence, blinking at her slightly slyly.
The memory went back all of a sudden, and time seemed to go backwards suddenly. It was also on that winter day, the naughty little son was hanging on the tree, watching everyone slyly looking for him, but he watched silently, secretly thinking in his heart happy.After she finally found him and asked him what he was doing, he told her straightforwardly: "Mom, I'm a koala, and I can't come down from the tree!"
The youngest son's eyes are so dark, like an obsidian, almost trying to illuminate the gray sky!So, that moment became eternal, engraved in her mind.
She couldn't tell the difference anymore, and approached cautiously, tears slipped into her mouth quietly, she tasted the bitterness, but couldn't help laughing, just like she did back then.
"Little rascal, what are you doing?!"
The child in the eyes stuck out his tongue, giggled, and said crisply: "I'm a koala, I can't come down from the tree!"
The child's eyes are so beautiful, black and bright, like two shooting stars, they slammed into Jiang's mother's heart suddenly, and her heart that was about to die was rekindled!
Shi Yu and the others were about to leave, and they all went back to their houses for dinner, Lin Meng also immediately expressed his intention to leave.Rong Ling's eyebrows turned cold, and he was a little unhappy.According to him, this woman should stay with him, at least he is now a "injured patient".But Lin Meng made up her mind to leave, and it was also to prevent this man from forcing her to stay, so she saw the opportunity and left with the others. In this way, in front of everyone, Rong Rongling would not do anything too unreasonable. Overbearing things come.It's not that she doesn't care about him, but that she is also a person with a temper. She cried so sadly before that her heart was about to be torn apart. Those sorrows cannot be said and passed away.
"It's New Year's Eve, you have nothing to do when you go back, so don't go back!" Rong Ling finally couldn't help but make a sound to persuade him to stay, and his eyebrows frowned slightly.
"I still have something to do when I go back." She responded softly, picked up her coat and put it on.
Such a soft appearance makes people feel like a punch has been punched in the cotton, which is really discouraging. [
"Then let Youyou stay!"
Now Lin Meng frowned, lowered his head and asked Youyou: "Youyou, do you want to stay with uncle?!"
The little guy looked at Rong Ling, then at Lin Meng, finally shook his head, leaned against Lin Meng with his small body.He still likes Mommy more, and he will follow wherever Mommy wants to go.
Rong Ling's face darkened and he didn't say a word.Lin Meng went to get the coat and put it on the little guy.Shi Yu and the others took advantage of this and resigned first, making it too late for Lin Mengmeng to ask to stay.
But——, no matter what, she was going to leave.
Holding the little guy's hand, she looked at Rong Ling stubbornly. "I'm going back!"
She—he was no longer something he could easily control!
This realization made him a little unhappy and a little disappointed.
"Let Miao Qing follow you, and she will be responsible for protecting you from now on!"
Lin Meng raised her eyebrows, "Protect"? , it's not that she doubts, but is this candidate not very suitable? !
Rong Ling said coldly to himself: "You can trust her with confidence, and you can also ask her for help if there is something you can't handle. Recently, my surroundings have been a little uneasy, which may affect you, so you must You have to follow people."
She frowned more and more.
He looked at her sternly. "This is not a request, but an order. Miao Qing needs to go in and out with you. To the outside world, you can call her your cousin, or your friend, etc., in short, it is convenient to do things. It depends. Your own arrangement."
"Who's going to make things difficult for you?" She asked abruptly, her concerned eyes cast on him without any concealment.
There was warmth between his brows and eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled up. "Not confirmed yet, looking for it."
"Is it... the group of people who blocked you on the highway that day?"
Rong Ling nodded slightly.
Lin Meng's eyes were suddenly clouded. "Then... you have to be careful!"
Besides this, she didn't know what else she could do!Explosives and sniping are a bit far away for her who has lived a peaceful life for four years. Now that these things have reappeared in front of her eyes, she can only be at a loss, let alone how to deal with them.She... doesn't have the ability either! [
Thinking of the protection Rong Ling said, she turned her head to look at Miao Qing, showing hesitation.Holding the little guy's hand, he followed a little tighter.
Seeing this, Miao Qing took two steps forward, smiled slightly, and looked at Lin Meng calmly.
"Mengmeng, don't doubt my loyalty to you. Four years ago, I was loyal to Uncle Rong. Four years later, I was loyal to Rong Ling. Now, I am loyal to you. Just like 'one servant does not serve two masters', an excellent It is impossible for an employee to be loyal to two bosses at the same time. Rong Ling asked me this and asked me to make a choice, so I chose to follow him. Then, I don't need to think about what Rong Sanbo said. Now, Rong Ling Order me to be loyal to you, with your safety as the first condition, and if necessary, I can even ignore Rong Ling's words and make my own decisions, so don't worry, I'm just a protector, definitely not a destroyer!"
These words have already been said very thoroughly, so thoroughly that if Lin Meng doubts anything again, it will be a mediocrity.She turned her head, took a deep look at Rong Ling who seemed indifferent and silent, raised her lips and smiled, and nodded.
At least, what this man did, he really took her to heart.
"Then let Sister Miao Qing be my cousin, it will be easy to explain to others, and you can also stay with me!"
She has always admired Miao Qing.This woman is mature and capable, with an indescribable sense of confidence all over her body. From the very beginning, she was an existence that Lin Meng envied and longed to achieve.The attitude she showed towards Lin Meng at the beginning was also natural and generous, never showing any slightest contempt.On this point, Lin Meng has already won a lot of goodwill.She was brought up by Rong Sanbo, and she was loyal to Rong Sanbo. What she did back then is understandable. Furthermore, when she listened to Rong Sanbo, she also helped Lin Meng as much as possible, although Lin Meng was warned. , was forced to leave Rong Ling, but never resented Miao Qing.So today, she can still call out "Sister Miao Qing" naturally, just like before.
Miao Qing smiled and said no more.
Rong Ling then told Lin Meng to look at Xiao Youyou and not let him out of her sight.Lin Meng responded one by one before leaving.
Rong Ling frowned, lying alone on the bed, watching people go to the empty building, felt for the first time, what it feels like to be alone is really fucking uncomfortable!
*
Although the Ruan family had some doubts about Miao Qing, a distant cousin who appeared suddenly, they couldn't say much.Lin Meng is regarded as the person with the highest status in this family, even if she invites a passer-by to live in the house indiscriminately, they will not be able to drive him away openly.Now one after another in this family, except for Ruan Chenghui, basically, everyone has received Lin Meng's kindness.Her position in this family has become somewhat real!
There is no spare room at home, so Miao Qing and Lin Meng live together.We are all women, it's okay to get together and sleep in the same bed.This situation will probably continue for some days, because Rong Ling's investigation did not make any breakthrough.
Rong Ling originally wanted to let this little girl go back once, and then come back the next day, but this little girl is so cruel, she would rather stay at the Ruan's house the next day than come to him, and then, the third time In the middle of the day, he went out with Jiang Chengfeng again.When he got the news from Miao Qing, he was very angry.Could it be that his injury is so dispensable in her eyes, that she can just ignore it? !What is this woman doing!For a while, he showed a caring look for him, and for a while, he was heartless and hated!
Of course he didn't know that this was Lin Meng's revenge!Clay figurines still have three parts of soil "nature", and she also has the right to use her "nature"!Needless to say, if he Rong Ling gave her a good face, she would be like a puppy, fawning over him!
And going out with Jiang Chengfeng was because Jiang Chengfeng wanted to take her to worship Jiang Polang.Finally, she was looking forward to this opportunity, so naturally she didn't have to think about anything, and took Xiao Youyou directly to Jiang Chengfeng's car and left.
For the Chinese New Year, Jiang Chengfeng's parents went back to their hometown in J City to visit relatives today, so they gave Lin Meng a chance to enter the Jiang family's main house.Lin Meng was extremely grateful for Jiang Chengfeng's thoughtful arrangement.I specially bought some flowers, fruits, and cigarette paper money, and went to pay homage.
In order to cooperate with the country's "anti-feudal superstition" policy, it is impossible for a "government" official like Jiang Yancheng to set up a memorial tablet at home and burn incense every day to worship, so Jiang Polang's urn was buried in the grass in the backyard Inside, there is a small tombstone immediately, which is not too different from the appearance of the cemetery outside.
"Let me and A Lang alone for a while, okay?!"
Lin Meng looked at Jiang Chengfeng, his eyes covered with mist like gauze.That glance was so sour that it made people's heart ache.Jiang Chengfeng nodded, pursed his lips, and left quietly.The little guy followed Lin Meng obediently, and didn't dare to mess around, because he also knew that Uncle Xiao Jiang was unusual.
Lin Meng placed flowers and fruits one by one, then used a lighter to dye them with incense, and "inserted" them into the soil.The fragrance began to rise faintly, accompanied by the curling white mist, making people seem to have entered a blurred environment.She looked at the young smiling face on the tombstone, without saying a word, but shed tears first.
"Ah Lang, I came to see you. I'm sorry, I haven't seen you for so long..."[
Whispering, but more like a sigh!
The little guy didn't quite understand, when he saw Mummy crying, he wept pitifully along with him, and his small body burrowed into Lin Meng's embrace, as if he could be relied on by Mummy in this way, or he could also get help from Mummy in this way. be relied upon.Lin Meng hugged the little guy tightly, weeping, and gently introduced Xiao Youyou to Jiang Polang, and let Xiao Youyou know Jiang Polang again, and then, she gently talked about her situation over the years...
Paper money in the shape of copper coins was stamped on it, burning one after another, gradually turning into dust.The little guy sat on the grass with his little butt, clumsily imitating Lin Meng to fold gold ingots, and when he folded one, he burned one to Jiang Polang who was underground.This is what Lin Meng learned from a neighbor's grandmother when he was a child in the countryside, and he still hasn't forgotten it!
She didn't know if there were ghosts or reincarnation in this world, but as a living person, she could only do these things for a dead person.Seriously, this is not a "superstition", it is just a living mourning for the dead!
Between heaven and earth, there was a little silence, only her soft crying voice and the sound of folding ingots were left, the others, even the flames burning, seemed so quiet.There is a kind of sad coldness, which is exaggerated in this venue. The little guy felt it, and he didn't dare to take a breath. He just covered his head and folded the gold ingots there, using his clumsy little fingers, in his own way, telling the story of the brave man. Uncle's respect and gratitude.Jiang Chengfeng also felt it. Standing at the window on the second floor, with a cold and serious face, watching silently, the whole person seemed to have turned into a statue.
Everyone is in pain, this is the heaviness that will inevitably be caused by the premature passing of a life!
The incense can be burned, the paper money can be burned, but she can't finish what she wants to say to him!The more I talked, the more my heart ached!
The little guy hangs his head and has been sitting for more than two hours. This is not easy for a child, and it also makes people feel distressed.
"Youyou, go and play by yourself!" Lin Meng stretched out her hand, gently pulled the little guy's calf, and rubbed it.Kneeling and sitting for so long, the legs must be numb.
The little guy raised his expressionless face and shook his head. "I'll accompany Mommy."
In the big dark eyes, there is a stubbornness that does not belong to this age.
It's a sweet little baby!
Lin Meng sighed in his heart, then rubbed the little guy's other leg, and said in a soft voice, "Uncle Xiaojiang just told Mommy that he told you to go and play, and you don't have to stay here with Mommy. He wants to Talk to Mommy in a whisper!"
The little guy pursed his lips, was silent for a while, then nodded, but then asked curiously: "Mummy, why doesn't Uncle Xiaojiang talk to Youyou?"
Lin Meng laughed, thought for a while, and then replied: "Uncle Xiaojiang and Mommy have a very, very good relationship, so only Mommy can hear Uncle Xiaojiang's words. Youyou and Uncle Xiaojiang just met today. , I’m not very familiar with you, so Uncle Xiaojiang hasn’t talked to you yet!”
"Oh." The little guy nodded understandingly, and said innocently: "Then Mommy, Youyou will often come to play with Uncle Xiaojiang in the future, so that Uncle Xiaojiang will know Youyou, and he can get along very well with Youyou." It's a very good relationship, when the time comes, Youyou will also whisper to Uncle Xiaojiang!"
Lin Meng was slightly stunned, with tears in his eyes, secretly laughing at the child's innocence, where will the "often" come from in the future!
She pulled the little guy up, patted the little guy's butt, and sent the little guy away.As soon as the little guy disappeared from her sight, the turbulent tears finally broke the gate and rushed out of her eyes. She hugged Jiang Polang's tombstone, and wept uncontrollably.Those wailing sounds moved the entire world!
She sent the little guy away because she didn't want the little guy to cry with her.She knew very well that her precious son would cry louder than her. She felt sorry for her son and didn't want to do that.Her son went to play by himself, so she didn't need to be patient, and vented all the sadness, guilt, remorse, shame, and pain accumulated over the years.
To be saved by others and bear another life is actually very heavy.This heaviness will sometimes pop up inadvertently, almost crushing her; this heaviness will also make her suddenly feel emotional and weep; this heaviness will sometimes make her toss and turn, opening her eyes until dawn ...
As he expected, she worked very hard to live better, and often faced this sometimes cruel life with a smile, but she couldn't be strong enough to maintain this state of mind, so she always thought of him , will be slightly sad, will sigh softly, and will not be able to recover for a long time, immersed in mourning and unable to extricate himself...
The saddest thing about this is that she has been bearing his kindness, but she has never paid anything for him. It was so unfair that he went and left her, but he couldn't even repay her, what's more, even came to see He was such a luxury once.
"Fool...you fool..."
Muttering softly, she could only hug the cold tombstone even tighter...
*
When Mother Jiang got out of the car, she was a little dazed.As soon as she arrived at her hometown, she saw those relatives and friends, all of whom were enjoying themselves happily, and she couldn't bear it any longer.
Ever since Jiang Polang left, her spirit has not recovered.In the past, she was always in a rush and devoted herself to the company's business. In the past few years, she has become depressed, and she doesn't even go to the company anymore. Most of the time, she spends time chatting with Jiang Polang in the backyard.The doctor diagnosed that she had a mild depression and it was best to go to psychological treatment, but she refused.
Her own situation, she understood.The death of the youngest son was equivalent to taking away a ray of soul from her body, causing her to suffer from unbearable pain, which could not be cured by simple treatment.There is no more painful thing in this world than "a white-haired person giving a black-haired person". She thought countless times, even if she died in place of her youngest son that day, how could she let a young man die? The young boy just left, leaving her as a mother, who can only be in the memory, throbbing with pain!
She got out of the car in a daze, rubbing the center of her brows, feeling extremely tired, and even walking became a little numb.Seeing that the door of the house was just ahead, she let out a long sigh, thinking of the little son who was buried in the backyard, the bitterness was like ripples, flooding her heart round and round.
Turning her head inadvertently, she glanced at the gray sky at the moment, then turned her head around habitually, and continued to walk forward numbly, but she was stunned as soon as she lifted her foot. Then he opened his eyes wide in disbelief, and turned his head suddenly. The force was so strong that he almost broke his neck.
As far as the eye can see, on the big tree, there is a group of army green and white and blue, "camouflage" uniform style.The black head shell on the top is exactly a small human head.The trees in winter, with all their leaves falling, and their branches facing the sky, are like pairs of hands that can only pray to God in despair.And amidst the lifeless gray, it was so sudden that a touch of army green suddenly appeared.It was as if a touch of bright green life had been reborn in this gloomy world.
A dead tree, with a fresh and tender child hanging on it, isn't it just like a rebirth of life!
Mother Jiang opened her mouth wide in disbelief, and tears slowly overflowed her eyes.She stood there, trembling, pitifully afraid to move, for fear of frightening the life away.
The immature child, only the small ball, holds the horizontally growing tree trunk with both hands, and the two calves are sandwiched. This time, it looks like a koala.This scene was so familiar, so familiar that it made Mother Jiang's tears fall even more fiercely!
Her vision began to blur, and she only saw a face that looked like a little son, facing him, those big black eyes, with the same innocence, blinking at her slightly slyly.
The memory went back all of a sudden, and time seemed to go backwards suddenly. It was also on that winter day, the naughty little son was hanging on the tree, watching everyone slyly looking for him, but he watched silently, secretly thinking in his heart happy.After she finally found him and asked him what he was doing, he told her straightforwardly: "Mom, I'm a koala, and I can't come down from the tree!"
The youngest son's eyes are so dark, like an obsidian, almost trying to illuminate the gray sky!So, that moment became eternal, engraved in her mind.
She couldn't tell the difference anymore, and approached cautiously, tears slipped into her mouth quietly, she tasted the bitterness, but couldn't help laughing, just like she did back then.
"Little rascal, what are you doing?!"
The child in the eyes stuck out his tongue, giggled, and said crisply: "I'm a koala, I can't come down from the tree!"
The child's eyes are so beautiful, black and bright, like two shooting stars, they slammed into Jiang's mother's heart suddenly, and her heart that was about to die was rekindled!
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