I became famous in the entertainment industry by burning incense

Chapter 463: When I die, what can I bring to this world?
Facing Jinli, the star who was once her rival, Jian Liting suddenly wanted to speak.

Maybe it's because she can't compare to Jinli at all, so when the outside world sees the two of them together, they don't think that Jinli wants to take advantage of her popularity.

Jinli asked nothing of her, so Jian Liting thought she was very good and could be a loyal listener.

On the other hand, Jinli has a very good reputation in the entertainment industry, and no one has ever heard bad things about any star from her.

Jian Liting asked: "Do you want to know what happened to me afterwards?"

Jinli paused, and said hesitantly: "I'm a little curious, but can you tell me? If you can't tell me, forget it. I don't have to know."

She was worried about Jane Li Ting's condition at the time, and was happy for her to see her make a comeback and be active in the entertainment industry.

She has an innate sympathy for patients like Jane Liting.

This has nothing to do with the situation or personality. Just as "God loves the world", she has compassion and kindness towards everyone.

In addition, from the perspective of an ordinary person.

Even if a stranger suddenly sees the news on a social platform that a stranger has fallen seriously ill, most people's first reaction is to wish the patient a successful recovery rather than wishing the person a quick death.

As long as it does not involve their own interests, everyone is willing to show a little kindness.

In addition, she was temporarily arranged to "save people" before and get to know some special groups. Jane Liting's successful recovery can also provide her with some experience.

If there are more "ferrying people" missions in the future, she would not be unprepared.

Jian Liting smiled indifferently: "Before my illness was completely cured, I was afraid that people would find out that I was suffering from depression. After my symptoms were treated in the early stage, they have become mild, so I can film in the entertainment industry like a normal person."

She changed the subject and said, "But I forgot that a patient is still a patient after all. Even if the symptoms are alleviated, I am still sick. If I encounter a sudden trigger point, the disease will come back."

“Before I accepted the role in Assassination, I was a little worried that taking on this drama would cause my illness to relapse, but at that time the crew and my company had agreed that I would only film the part where I came back for revenge as an adult.

After comprehensive consideration, the company felt that the story was basically a happy one, with only a small part touching on the dark side, and I shouldn’t be too upset, so they let me take it.”

Jian Liting smiled faintly again: "Maybe God is taking revenge on me, taking revenge on me for my cowardice. Not long after I took over this drama, the crew asked me to play the role of an underage person as well.

At that time, the arrow was on the string and had to be shot. I couldn't refuse this drama, and the company didn't want me to refuse it. But I couldn't refuse because I wanted to use this drama to completely dig out the abscess and tumor in my heart. "

"I overestimated myself and underestimated the impact of the past on me, so during the filming, my illness relapsed again and it was very serious."

Jinli couldn't help but complain about Yan Jianqiao in her heart.

Director Yan, it was because of your willfulness that an excellent actor almost fell from grace. You should pay back what you owe Jian Liting.

But that's where the fun of fate lies.

A drink, a peck, all have a certain number.

Jian Liting is both successful and unsuccessful.

Her failure was due to the fact that her illness eventually relapsed too severely, and all the crew members knew she was ill. They did not dare to continue the gamble, and ultimately failed to complete the play.

But her success lies in the fact that she really used this drama to actively seek treatment and heal herself afterwards.

Although the way of handling the situation was not what she expected, everyone was happy with the final result.

Jian Liting looked at Jinli: "I used to think that I only had a career, and all I could grasp was my career.

My parents divorced when I was very young, and I grew up among my relatives, so I have a very weak concept of family affection.

In the entertainment industry, it is a place of fame and fortune, and the temptation of fame and fortune is too great. Friends who approach me may not be sincere, and friends who stay away from me may also be doing it for my own good.

I can't decipher what they are thinking. All I can do is not open up to them easily. So in terms of friendship, I have almost no friends.

But this time I was seriously ill and my life was on the verge of death. After going through life and death, I suddenly felt that none of this mattered. "

Jian Liting repeated once again: "Fame and fortune, family and friendship, including career, are actually not important."

"When I came out of depression, I couldn't help but start thinking, if I really disappeared from this world, what would I bring to this world? Just a few films and TV shows that have no influence at all?"

"That's actually the kind of career I value."

Jinli looked at Jian Liting seriously, without hearing any mockery in her words.

She really thought so and was stating a fact.

“I’ve been thinking lately, what can I leave to the world, and can I do more useful things?”

Jian Liting smiled embarrassedly: "So I recently signed an agreement. When I die, I will donate 95% of my inheritance to medical research related to the treatment of depression, and the remaining 5% will be left to my relatives to thank them for raising me.

I also signed an agreement to donate my organs. If I really die suddenly, I hope my body can help me save another life and let them live again on my behalf. "

Jinli couldn't help but be moved, "You are very kind."

Jian Liting shook her head: "I just want to do this, as a small contribution to the world."

She paused and said softly, "At the same time, I want to tell my experiences openly and honestly. If possible, I would like to publish a book."

Jinli was silent for a moment and said, "This is not easy."

Why are some special groups unwilling to speak out on the Internet and seek justice for themselves?

Because many things, once made public, will be looked at strangely by countless people.

For example, if you are a rapist, people will only ask: Why are you wearing so little? Why are you still wandering outside after dark? Why didn’t you call the police right away? Why did you wait so long to speak out?

No one is a perfect victim.

But netizens don’t care, they just like to rub salt into the victims’ wounds.

The anonymous network, in particular, has magnified the dark side of netizens and increased their aggressiveness.

This experience may not make them live in shadow forever, but worldly prejudice reminds them again and again: you deserve it.

The pressure from public opinion faced by this group is often greater than the pressure from the victims themselves.

But Jinli thought about it and thought that Jian Liting's situation might be better.

Gu Cheng once said that Jian Liting suffered from depression because she had suffered from school bullying.

But the next second, Jian Liting said: "My company only knows that because I am beautiful and have good academic performance, I was envied by a few poor students, and they united to abuse me."

"But they don't know that the root cause of my depression is not this incident. This incident only exacerbated my condition. I suffered from depression because I was molested."

Jinli felt the blood in her body freeze, "You..."

She said with great regret: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you tell this."

Jian Liting shook her head: "You didn't lead me to say this. I was the one who took the initiative to tell you. I used to think this was a shameful thing, but now I don't think so."

"Because of my avoidance and cowardice, this incident has become a scar in my heart, making me always uneasy and afraid to establish close relationships with others."

"What I regret most now is that I did nothing wrong. Why should I be a coward? I am the one who was hurt. Why should I pay for the hurt of others?"

"Jinli, I am unwilling to accept this. I feel unworthy of myself, so I decided to make this matter public. I hope that my experience can give courage to countless people who have experienced this, so that they can live openly in the world and say to others: I am not wrong, and I am not the one who should feel inferior and afraid."

Jinli looked at Jian Liting, was silent for a long time, and said: "If you want to do relevant publicity, you must invite me, I hope I can contribute." Jian Liting knew very well that Jinli's influence was greater than her own.

She was surprised and shook her head and said, "I just want to share this with you. I don't want to ask you to do anything for me."

Jinli smiled lightly, like a spring breeze blowing on your face, blowing away the desolation on the ground.

"No, I just want to do my part. You did the right thing, and they did the right thing, and no one did the right thing."

"Li Ting, believe me, you are never fighting alone."

The opening ceremony of Fangfei’s new store ended successfully and every star left in an orderly manner.

There is a small episode here. At the end of the event, Jinli was suddenly stopped by Fangfei's person in charge and they talked about next year's announcement together.

The person in charge of the new store is a senior executive of Fangfei, who wants to finalize Jinli's schedule during the Spring Festival next year.

If the head office could invite Jinli during the Spring Festival, the publicity effect would be very good.

This person in charge had mentioned this to Chenxi Entertainment a long time ago, but Chenxi Entertainment had not given a definite answer, so the person in charge wanted to see if he could capture Jinli first.

But the person in charge did not expect that the reason why Chenxi Entertainment was wavering was because they were not sure of Jinli's opinion.

The company did not dare to easily plan all of Jinli's announcements for next year. It had to get Jinli's approval before the company dared to agree.

Even if the person in charge mentioned it to her face at this moment, Jinli thought about it and was not sure whether she had finished filming "My Mediocre Life" by the time of the holiday.

Judging from the time, we are probably still catching up on the progress.

It's already December now.

Although I have to join the crew tomorrow, and the Spring Festival is in February, there are three months in between, but it is not certain that I can finish filming a TV series.

But even after the filming, Jinli didn't plan to participate in the event.

She has to concentrate on reviewing.

Unless it was an important day like the brand's anniversary, which she had to attend, Jinli decided to suspend all announcements.

As for the variety show "Leisurely Slow Life", because it has been changed to a monthly broadcast, only two episodes will be broadcast each month. You only need to take out some time to shoot the episodes in advance and broadcast them slowly.

Marchday holds concerts every month, and they need to shoot them in advance, otherwise they won’t be able to find time to do so.

So Jinli said: "I have to listen to the company's arrangements for the announcement. I'm sorry, I can't give you a definite answer."

The person in charge asked unwillingly: "Can't you be flexible?"

Jinli shook her head: "I'm sorry, I can't make the decision."

It’s better to blame this kind of offensive matter on the company.

The reason why she wants to cooperate with the company is because the company can serve as a shield at any time.

After talking to the person in charge, Jinli became the last star to leave.

She was escorted by her assistant and agent to the underground parking lot. Just as she was about to get in the car, she suddenly heard a clear voice from a distance: "Jinli!"

Jinli turned around and saw that it was Lian Baozhi.

Lian Baozhi ran down from the car and came to her breathlessly. Perhaps the lack of oxygen gave her courage, and she said in one breath:

"Jinli, I have a relative who is your fan and has always wanted your autograph. Can you give me your autograph?"

Jinli smiled and said, "Of course no problem."

After signing her name, she asked, "Do you want to write a blessing? Wish her great talent and literary talent?"

Lian Baozhi: "No, no, no, I wish her smooth sailing, good luck, and a koi fish from heaven."

Jinli blinked, feeling that this blessing didn't seem to be written for relatives.

But she wrote it anyway.

Lian Baozhi carefully held the card in her palm and said gratefully, "Thank you, Jinli."

Jinli nodded at her: "You're welcome, I'll leave first?"

Lian Baozhi: "Take care, bye, and be careful on your way!"

After arriving in the car, Chen Qin withdrew her gaze from Lian Baozhi and asked, "Sister Jinli, I remember Lian Baozhi had a conflict with you on a variety show earlier. The media said that you two were not getting along."

Jinli: "You believe whatever the media says? We had some arguments on the variety show, but it was fine after the show ended."

Chen Qin was not Jinli's assistant at that time, but she still had a deep impression of Lian Baozhi's revelations about LP.

She remembered that when Lian Baozhi first started to expose the news, many celebrities did not believe it and even openly said that she was crazy about wanting to be famous.

But later, as many senior LP executives were taken away by the police, those stars who did not believe it quietly deleted their blogs.

During this time, Jinli said nothing.

Sui Lingfang doesn't care about Lian Baozhi. Currently, Lian Baozhi is entangled with Li Xuanfang and is unable to take care of himself.

If she had known better, she wouldn't have come to trouble Jinli.

Instead, she was curious about something else: "I went to find you after communicating with other agents and found that you were chatting with Jian Liting. Your expression was a little strange. What did you talk about?"

Jinli thought for a moment and said, "It's hard for me to tell you about this, you will know it later."

Seeing her say this, the others didn't want to explore and nodded, "Okay."

Xin Zhilei (actor)

Voice time: June 2023

In a long article, she described her childhood experience of minor indecent assault (without describing the details), which left a shadow on her for more than 20 years. After participating in the play "Preliminary Evidence", she called on female victims to "be seen and heard" and questioned the society's simplified understanding of sexual assault.

Ella Chen Jiahua (singer, member of SHE)

Voice time: June 2023

She revealed that she was sexually harassed by her father's friend's son when she was less than 10 years old (forced to sit on his lap and touched through his pants). She screamed and ran away, enduring it for many years. After getting married and communicating with her family, she learned that her sisters were also sexually assaulted by the same person. She called on families to pay attention to children's sex education.

Yang Rong (actor)
Voice time: June 2017

Using the third person "she" to describe her childhood experience of being molested by an acquaintance, she implicitly hinted at her own experience. She stressed that silence would condone crime, called for the protection of children and the importance of sexual assault prevention education.

There are many more, too many to list here.

Many years after graduation, I learned that my good friend had also encountered such a thing. I didn’t know how to comfort her. Later, when I saw a video, I realized that many female celebrities had bravely spoken out. I wanted to forward it to my friend to encourage her, but I didn’t dare to do so for fear of causing her sadness.

Finally, I wrote this in the article, hoping it can give everyone the courage to face it.

It's not your fault, you shouldn't pay for the actions of the person who hurt you.