This top guy is crazy!

Chapter 313 After Release

Chiyousuke is a student at the senior department of Qingshui Academy.

The deviation value of Qingshui College's senior department is between 69 and 75 points, which is a very outstanding institution in the Japanese education system. Students graduating from this school have the level to enter excellent universities or majors.

But this also means that the management of this school is extremely strict, and it tends to focus only on scores and not on conduct.

After spending a dull morning, Chiyousuke took his lunch box to the cafeteria and queued up to heat it up.

Afterwards, he came to the edge of the playground, sat on the steps, looked at the sky, and ate alone.

He had few friends at school, or rather, he was not interested in anything, especially after what he had experienced, he became even less interested in anything other than studying.

He was not even interested in studying, but studying and getting into university were his dreams that he wanted to fulfill on behalf of others.

After finishing his lunch, Qian Youjie threw the garbage into the trash can and walked towards the classroom. When he passed the bathroom on the second floor, he heard a sudden violent noise coming from inside. Several tall and strong classmates blocked a thin boy in the corner of the bathroom.

People passing by are accustomed to it, and take it for granted. They avoid it as if they have encountered something unlucky.

A vacuum zone is formed at the toilet door.

Chiyousuke also hurried over, not wanting to get into trouble. In school, isn't it okay for everyone to just mind their own business?

What's more, he couldn't help even if he wanted to. The teachers would only blame the bullied children for causing them trouble: Why don't they bully others?
Behind him, the increasingly intense sounds in the bathroom kept reaching Qian Youjie's ears. Qian Youjie's heart trembled violently a few times and he left quickly.

It was not until he had taken more than ten steps that the sound disappeared from his ears.

Back in the classroom, Qian Youjie shook off the chaotic thoughts in his mind, opened the textbook, and focused his eyes on the textbook: he wanted to get into university!

In the afternoon, during the first class, the head teacher knocked on the door and suddenly walked in.

His expression was very serious. He first checked everyone's backpack to see if anyone had a cell phone. Then he began to warn: Everyone, don't tell anyone what happened at noon!

Listening to the discussion, Chiyousuke finally understood what was happening:
The boy was sent to the hospital at noon.
Qian Youjie felt a chill and guilt in his heart.

If he was.
No, even if he called the teacher at that time, it was too late.
And it has nothing to do with him.

"Chiyousuke, come out with me for a moment," said the head teacher before leaving.

Qian Youjie stood up, faced everyone's gazes, walked out of the classroom with a calm expression, and then followed the head teacher to the office.

The head teacher was a middle-aged man in his forties who looked very rigid.

After he sat down, he naturally crossed one leg over the other, crossed his hands on his legs, looked Qian Youjie up and down, and said:
"As students, it is our common responsibility to safeguard the honor and interests of our school, right?"

Qian Youjie had his head down, but after hearing his words, he immediately raised his head.

The head teacher continued:

"Although the news has been temporarily blocked, the previously leaked news still attracted reporters. Qianyou, is it okay for you to continue to conceal the previous incident?"

Qian Youjie clenched his fists, digging his nails into his palms.

He wanted to resist.

But if he was a rebel, he would have rebelled long ago.

Facing the strong pressure from the head teacher, he struggled to nod his head and said:
"Ah."

The head teacher looked at him, a smile appeared on his lips, he patted Qian Youjie's shoulder and said:

"I knew you were a good kid. You got a 73 in the last exam. I remember your dream was to get into Hitotsubashi University. Work hard. Your weakness is in foreign languages. You still have one year. If you work hard to improve your foreign languages, you will be able to get into Hitotsubashi University."

Chiyusuke: "I understand, teacher."

The head teacher said, "Well, go back and ask me if you have any questions."

Walking out of the office, Qian Youjie kept hypnotizing himself:

My current mission is to get into Hitotsubashi University. My current mission is to get into Hitotsubashi University. My current mission is to get into Hitotsubashi University.
In the afternoon, the reporter came as expected to investigate what happened at noon.

But facing the reporters, no student dared to speak.

Looking at the students who were like puppets, the reporter was helpless and at a loss as to what to do.

The photographer said, "We knew that this trip would be in vain. They don't dare to say anything. The school will definitely keep them quiet. Unless we wait until they are out of school and catch a few of them at the school gate, they will dare to say anything."

The reporter was indignant and said, "I really don't know why the school concealed this matter when it first happened? Can hiding it solve the problem?"

"Let's go, this is what school is like." The photographer said listlessly, obviously very dissatisfied with his leader for sending them to the school.

The reporter still refused to leave.

Qingshui College had two vicious incidents involving students within one month. The situation had obviously become dire to a certain extent.

Her conscience kept her from leaving.

She grabbed a student and asked:

"Classmate, did you know that a girl named Sanae Ikuta took the drug Zisha last month? If I remember correctly, she is in your class, right?"

The girl who was asked the question was startled, then shook her head frantically and said:
“No, I don’t know!!!”

Reporter: "I don't know why she reacted like that? And she's in your class, right?"

Girl: "I really don't know, don't ask me!"

The reporter asked several students in succession, but everyone was very secretive about the answer, and the reporter was completely disappointed.

The photographer said, "Let's go, they won't tell, don't waste time here."

Reporter: "But I'm saving them!"

The head teacher also appeared and said, "Ms. Reporter, our school has already said that this is just a normal fight between students. He just accidentally bumped into the corner of the sink. He has been sent to the hospital. We still have normal teaching. Please leave after the investigation."

"Please wait!"

The reporter rushed to the podium, left a phone number, bowed deeply, and said to the numb students below the stage:
"If anyone can provide information, please call this number, please!"

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The reporters were still asked to leave and they gained nothing.

Qian Yousuke went to the bathroom on the second floor and found that the bloodstains had been washed clean, and there was no sign of any conflict.

After the reporters left, the class continued as if they had never been there and had not caused any impact.

But Qian Youjie's heart could no longer calm down. Longing and pain wrapped him tightly.

Because of the warning from the homeroom teacher and also because the reporter mentioned Sanae Ikuta.

The Sanae Ikuta mentioned by the female reporter was none other than Chi Yusuke's girlfriend.

His girlfriend died of OD. She secretly took thirty pills during class. An adult could only take six pills a day for this kind of medicine. By the time she was discovered and sent to the hospital, it was too late.

What’s funny is that when the doctor asked the school teachers and her parents whether they had noticed any signs of her taking medication before, they both said they didn’t know.

Chiyousuke really hated himself, hated his powerlessness. He actually knew that Sanae had taken medicine, but he couldn't stop her. He knew that Sanae was in pain, but he couldn't help her. Why? !
He is obviously her boyfriend!

Why couldn't he even share the burden?

Sometimes he felt like a waste who could do nothing. At that time, he even thought about leaving with Sanae. However, when he thought of what Sanae had said to him before, that if she was gone, he would get admitted to Hitotsubashi University for her, he gave up the idea of ​​death.

"At that time, Sanae realized that this day would come, right? She told me everything, but I didn't change a thing."

There was no moment when Chiyousuke hated himself more than when Sanae left.

After the afternoon classes ended, Qian Youjie left the school with his schoolbag. After going home and having dinner, he still had to go to cram school.

Sitting on the tram, he looked at the bustling crowd, the people talking and laughing, and felt that all this was incompatible with him, as if there was a layer of stuffy plastic wrap between the world and himself.

He sat in the corner holding his schoolbag, staring blankly at the electronic station announcement board in the carriage, wondering what he was thinking.

At this moment, the cell phone of a white-collar worker next to him rang. It was a song that started with the strumming of a guitar, and then a male voice suddenly came into Qian Youjie's ears:

"Two days ago, near here (Japanese)

Someone jumped off the building.
There was a piece of news on TV.
A sailor suit full of xx,

Dye the collar red.

In a short period of time, it became a hot topic on the Internet.
It's dangerous here!
Please move aside!

That sentence attracted countless onlookers.

They were like a pot of boiling water,

Pull out your phone and take a picture.

Silent blood,

Flowing on the cold asphalt,
That bright red is so beautiful.”

The song begins in a half-reciting, half-singing style. The singer uses a narration method that seems like a God's perspective, without any personal emotion, and describes in a calm and hasty tone the scene after a girl jumps off a building to commit suicide, the scene being cleaned up, and the people around talking about it.

In an instant, the audience is pulled into the scene full of noise and indifference.

This song——

Qian Youjie was stunned, his pupils frozen in his eye sockets moved and he looked over.

Seeing Qian Youjie looking over, the white-collar worker hurriedly found the earphones and plugged them in, apologetically saying:

"I'm sorry, did I disturb you? I'm really sorry, I just got off work and I was so eager to listen to the album that I accidentally touched it--"

"No!" Qian Youjie interrupted him, his eyes fixed on the other person's mobile phone screen, and said: "No! Don't bother! No, I mean, can you give me a headset?"

"Eh?!" The white-collar worker looked at Qian Yousuke's eager eyes, nodded, and shared one earphone with him.

Chiyousuke put on his headphones and asked the white-collar worker to adjust the progress bar to its previous position.

After reciting the lines, the singer began to sing:
"Crying,

Crying,

Outside the ignorant picture tube,

She lived she lived she lived she lived she lived!
She lived, she lived, she once lived!"

He was completely unprepared and when he heard this, Chiyousuke burst into tears.

Tears seemed to be out of control as she cried out "she lived". In the crowded tram carriage, they flowed out of her eyes like a kite with a cut string.

She lived, she lived, she lived, Hayata lived, she lived so brilliantly, she had cute short hair, her eyes were curved when she smiled, she recently had a pimple, it hurts when you touch it, when you joke with her, she always hums softly, she said she likes to eat gunkan sushi the most, she wants to go skydiving in the future, wear a yukata to participate in the Bon Festival, and fly lanterns, she also hopes that they will be admitted to university together in the future, and read books together in the library of Hitotsubashi University.
But why did she leave like this?
"The last goodbye is not for anyone,
Shouting only for myself,

The last tears shed by the girl,

It's the blood that proves she lived.

But in just two seconds,
It was cleaned up by a strange adult.

Put up yellow tape to prohibit entry.
I heard people talking about:
This kind of scene has only been seen on TV.

And, at this moment, this girl,
What on earth are you thinking about?

If Hayata still had a little consciousness before leaving, what was she thinking and what did she see?

Will it hurt?! Will I regret it?!

She is only 17 years old!
Hayata's desk was taken away by her parents that night, and the seats were rearranged the next day. The teachers and the principal also forbade anyone to discuss Hayata anymore, as if Hayata had never appeared in their school. There were only a few pieces of information on the Internet, and even some unfamiliar adults made sarcastic remarks like "their generation has a weak ability to withstand stress." But he remembered that Hayata had lived in his life!
"In the distance, in the distance~
I want to cry.
I want to cry.
What had been a long day was already coming to an end.
She lived she lived she lived she lived she lived,
She lived, she lived, she once lived!"

At this moment, Qian Youjie burst into tears uncontrollably, sobbing with tears streaming down his face and making physiological moans.

Gradually, there were no other sounds in the carriage, and all the passengers turned their eyes to the crying boy, watching him cover his face with his hands and his shoulders twitching.

The white-collar worker sitting next to him also looked at him in surprise, at a loss.

In the headphones, the voice is still ringing:

"When a new beginning comes,
Maybe you just want to make yourself disappear?
What do you mean by seizing the moment?
Life should be lived wonderfully.
Just nice words.
Take all your courage,
She leaped across the sky,
Became a bird that caught the clouds,

Turn into the wind and fly far away,
She leaped with hope.”

Qian Youjie cried louder and louder, and gradually he didn't care that he was in the train car. At this moment, he just wanted to cry, crying out all the pain, sadness, guilt and despair of the past month~
When a new beginning comes,
Maybe you just want to make yourself disappear?
Hayata must have thought the same thing at the time, right?

At the moment she took off, did she say goodbye to this imperfect world? Did she become a free bird?
No, that's not it!
That's not true, stop!
Why do you regard these tragic things as happiness? Why can't I enter your heart even though I have comforted you?
"She lived she lived she lived she lived she lived,

She lived, she lived, she had lived!

The last goodbye,

Not for anyone,
Shouting only for myself,

Goodbye forever~"

Tears were still streaming down Qian Youjie's eyes, but the song had ended. He returned the headphones to the white-collar worker. The white-collar worker took the headphones, looked at him with concern, and handed him a pack of tissues.

Qian Youjie tried hard to force a smile and said "Arigato". He thought that his expression must be very funny at this moment.

Following the next group of people out of the tram, Chiyousuke put a coin into a public phone and dialed a number, which was exactly the number that the reporter had written on the blackboard in the afternoon.

It was just another ordinary and repetitive day for others, but Hayata was destined not to see the sunset.

Hayata had said goodbye to him forever.

But she shouldn't be the topic of conversation for others after dinner. She is not a character in an anecdote. She shouldn't be a girl who is blocked even by death. She is a living being!
If Hayata can't come back, let her become a case to prevent more people from reaching the end of their lives.

This should also be what Hayata wants to see, right?
(repair)

(End of this chapter)