Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

Chapter 530 Goddess
Before coming out, Zhu Zhixue told herself that if Li Zhuangsheng wanted her during this trip, it would prove that Li Zhuangsheng loved her.

So these days, she tried her best to prove this point, even though there was no strong connection between the two, even though Li Zhuangsheng might have wanted her on impulse. But whether it was self-deception or not, Zhu Zhixue also wanted another proof that could deceive herself.

But she couldn't even get this proof, and it was clear that her body was her most impressive advantage. Apart from her appearance, she really couldn't think of any other advantages that made her better than Lin Yuehua and Hu Mengdie.

Li Zhuangsheng didn't even want her body, so what else could he value about me? He really didn't love me, he just felt sorry for her.

Zhu Zhixue bit her lip. The more she thought about it, the sadder she felt. Tears rolled down her cheeks and she couldn't stop them.

"You don't love me, I know that." Zhu Zhixue choked up and said, "Let's end it. I'll let you go."

Li Zhuangsheng was stunned with shock. What was going on?

In his opinion, everything was fine between the two of them. They were having fun during the day and even slept in each other's arms at night these past few days. Why did something like this suddenly happen at night?

"What's wrong with you?"

Li Zhuangsheng asked in surprise. His mind flashed through the recent period of time together, and it seemed that nothing had happened...except that he politely rejected the other party's hint of wanting "that"?

Are you breaking up just because of this? That’s not necessary, right?
She doesn't love me anymore? That's impossible. You can feel whether you love someone or not.

"I know you despise me. Even if I stood naked in front of you, you wouldn't kill me. Because you don't love me, and you're afraid that if you kill me, you'll have to be responsible for me for the rest of your life! You don't want to be responsible for me, so you always reject me! Saying things like you're young, that you have to take the college entrance exam, and your parents...they're all excuses!"

Zhu Zhixue gritted her teeth, her face stained with tears and a calm ferocity.

Li Zhuangsheng's pupils shrank and trembled violently. He felt a chill in his heart, as if an icy sword had pierced his chest.

"You, how could you think so... How could you think so? I didn't think so! I swear, I will be responsible for you! We have met the parents! You are my future wife, in my heart, there is no other choice!"

Li Zhuangsheng hugged Zhu Zhixue tightly. At first, he had a similar idea, but as he got along with Zhu Zhixue, his mentality had already changed.

At least in the past year, he has never thought about being with someone other than Zhu Zhixue in the future.

The reason why he restrained his desire now was that he felt that the "first time" should be more solemn and sacred, and it would be bad to be muddle-headed. Secondly, he had not completely walked out of the shadow of Hu Mengdie and Lin Yuehua, and he felt that this was disrespectful to Zhu Zhixue. Her love was so pure, and he could not possess her with such a half-hearted attitude.

This is a blasphemy to Zhu Zhixue.

He really thought so, but he couldn't bring himself to explain the latter reason. Did he have to admit to Zhu Zhixue in person that he still had feelings for her?

"Stop talking. What excuse are you going to make this time? I'm already shameless enough. How low do you want me to go?"

Zhu Zhixue screamed and pushed Li Zhuangsheng away, and the bath towel on her body fell off.

Her eyes were determined.

Li Zhuangsheng bit his lips and was stunned for a moment. There was once a beautiful girl who was hysterical like this in front of him.

Why is he always like this? He obviously doesn't want to hurt anyone, but he drives girls who are nice to him crazy one after another.

In a trance, the lonely and crying Ikaros in the hotel where he celebrated his birthday last summer vacation appeared again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Li Zhuangsheng couldn't help shedding tears, "I'm too selfish. I shouldn't have made you so uneasy."

He thought that as long as he treated Zhu Zhixue well and made her feel recognized by Li Minghua and Chen Lanying, he could resolve her anxiety. But this did not solve the problem at its root.

Zhu Zhixue cried bitterly, she regretted that she had said too harsh words. Some people say that when people are angry, they often disguise their true words as angry words. But in fact, this is not necessarily true. When people are angry, they may not say the true words. When they are angry, the first choice is to say what they think is the most hurtful words.

"Don't cry, I'm just a fool with low emotional intelligence who has never been in love..." Li Zhuangsheng sighed with a wry smile.

He hugged Zhu Zhixue and kissed her, and Zhu Zhixue whimpered in resistance, but was then forcefully pressed down by Li Zhuangsheng.

That night, there were continuous thunder and heavy rain.

……

The next morning, Li Zhuangsheng opened his eyes. A ray of sunlight shone into the room through the gap in the curtains, just hitting the exposed arm of the girl in his arms. The word "round and smooth as pearls and jade" finally had the most concrete expression.

He tilted his head to look at the messy bed and brown spots next door, still feeling a little dazed.

Yes, he did it, and he and Zhu Zhixue took it to the last step. The marks on the bed next door were enough to show how intense last night was.

Li Zhuangsheng was in a daze for a while. Although he was no longer a virgin, he was still a little overwhelmed. He could only touch her breasts and stare blankly.

"Hmm..." After an unknown amount of time, Zhu Zhixue woke up slowly.

"Are you awake now? Does it still hurt?" Li Zhuangsheng quickly let go of his dirty hands and asked with concern.

"It hurts..." Zhu Zhixue nodded pitifully.

"You deserve it, you're so fierce." Li Zhuangsheng kissed her and teased her, "Those teachers are all experienced, okay? You come up and ride on me, it will be strange if it doesn't hurt to death!"

Li Zhuangsheng felt that he had only made a start last night. Zhu Zhixue was much more aggressive than him. Perhaps she was angry and rushed forward like a little bull. She almost fainted from the pain, but she kept saying that it didn't hurt and she would continue!
Zhu Zhixue said nothing, her hands scratching around in the quilt, and said in a muffled voice: "Do you want it again?"

"It was your first time last night, so get some rest today."

"It's okay, I'm not hurt! I want it!"

"Just bear with it, you just said it hurts!"

"I just woke up!"

"So you let it slip, didn't you?" Li Zhuangsheng stood up and put on his clothes. "I'll go to the restaurant downstairs to get you some porridge. Wait for me for a while."

Li Zhuangsheng searched for a while and finally found his torn underwear on the ground. He picked up his underwear and silently looked at the culprit.

Zhu Zhixue turned her face away.

Li Zhuangsheng said nothing more. He changed into a new one and was about to leave when he heard Zhu Zhixue say, "I heard that some hotels offer room service."

“This isn’t some fancy hotel…”

Li Zhuangsheng was stunned, looked at the landline and made a phone call to ask. He didn't expect that the Xingyue Hotel could actually deliver meals to the door, but there was a charge.

Li Zhuangsheng asked the other party to bring him breakfast, and he brushed his teeth and went back to bed.

(End of this chapter)