Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

Chapter 535 Careless (Part )

It seemed that Yi Yunshui also knew that Li Xiuyu had no intention of marrying her. But she still wanted to go all out, which Li Zhuangsheng could not understand.

"I think you should wait a little longer..." Li Zhuangsheng advised, "Wait a little longer. I think your chances of success will be greater in the future."

Although Li Xiuyu may not be the same as in the future. She looks quite normal now, at least Li Zhuangsheng didn't see that she was interested in girls, but maybe, it's better to wait than to fail 100% now.

If you think about it carefully, even Li Xiu Yu in the future world did not show any enthusiasm towards women and was still as cold as ever. But women just fell for it and kept throwing themselves at him.

Putting aside Yi Yunshui's madness in his previous life, Li Zhuangsheng quite likes Yi Yunshui in this life.

Which boy would hate a cold and beautiful girl who sweetly calls you "brother" when they meet? Who can refuse such special treatment? Although the reason for such special treatment is my sister, it's even better. You covet my sister, so I can be good brothers with you without any worries!
But Yi Yunshui is still not the most suitable candidate. Li Zhuangsheng always remembers the other party's madness last time. An emotionally unstable person is always a bomb.

"Really?" Yi Yunshui looked into Li Zhuangsheng's eyes with a stiff smile, "Will she really like me as long as I wait?"

Li Zhuangsheng couldn't answer. It was definitely not the case. With Li Xiuyu's fickle nature, he probably changed partners more frequently than he cut his hair.

She may not have truly liked someone.

"Brother, you know what, I can feel it... I can feel that to Li Xiuyu, Yi Yunshui is dispensable." Yi Yunshui slowly lowered her head, and in the dark corridor, she gently leaned against the wall, "I am so confused now, I don't know what to do..."

"What are you confused about?" Li Zhuangsheng couldn't help but comfort her, "I think for many things, it's best to let nature take its course."

"I am very confused about the existence of Li Xiuyu." Yi Yunshui said in a deep voice, "When I received the letter that day, I had a dream. I dreamed that I was locked in a small dark room. The air was very hot and stuffy, and I could hardly breathe. I shook the door desperately, but it would not open at all. Just when I was desperate, the door was kicked open by someone. He brought a refreshing breeze and the warm sunshine behind him."

Li Zhuangsheng listened quietly, waiting for Yi Yunshui's next words.

"I have always believed that Xiu Yu is that person... and only she is. But, but, recently I feel more and more that the figure of that person does not match Xiu Yu. Why do I feel that she is so strange?" Yi Yunshui slowly clenched his fists, "Is she really the person who brings me sunshine and breeze? She is obviously not that kind of person... Why did she write me that letter that time? I don't know, I want to ask her!"

Li Zhuangsheng blinked his eyes, revealing sympathy and shame. He was not worried that Yi Yunshui would confront Li Xiuyu. Since he had made an agreement with Li Xiuyu, Li Xiuyu would not betray him.

Even if Yi Yunshui pressed him, Li Xiuyu would only perfunctorily answer "I forgot" or "I wrote it casually because I felt sorry for you"...

But it's really not good to deceive Yi Yunshui with such false and fake lies, which seems like playing with and mocking her feelings.

"Why do you like Xiu Yu? You like her... just because she wrote that letter to you?" Li Zhuangsheng lowered his head and smiled.

Yi Yunshui remained silent.

"You don't say anything, it seems there is another reason, is it because of her appearance? I know, her face is particularly attractive to girls, many girls like her! Otherwise, where did the title of 'school hunk' come from? It's not like everyone is joking. This is also normal, everyone likes good-looking people, I also like Zhu Zhixue's good looks..."

Li Zhuangsheng gradually felt relieved and thought about how to comfort her next.

"No, it's not!" Yi Yunshui glared at Li Zhuangsheng and licked his lips, "I just... haven't thought it through yet."

"You haven't thought of anything yet?"

"What is liking... Do I really like her? What exactly do I like about her?"

"Ah?" Li Zhuangsheng was stunned.

Yi Yunshui took a deep breath and smiled again: "No matter what, I told you, I'm going to charge, and if I don't succeed this time, I'll die! You won't object, right!"

"Well, no matter what the result is, tell me. And you must be more open-minded. Some people have been pursuing girls for several years. Even if you fail temporarily, it does not mean that you have failed forever. It's still too early." Li Zhuangsheng said.

Yi Yunshui looked even more tragic than Zhang Qixiang. She seemed to have discovered the clues a long time ago... Normal people would be confused. Even if Li Zhuangsheng had a full filter for Li Xiuyu, he didn't think that the other party would be the kind of person who would write a letter of comfort to someone else. He would just say a few polite words.

Facing Yi Yunshui's determination, the guilt in his heart became stronger and stronger. It didn't matter if Li Xiuyu took the blame for him, it would be troublesome for her, but was it too much for Yi Yunshui?

Concealment is the best solution Li Zhuangsheng came up with after weighing the pros and cons, but Yi Yunshui should have the right to know the truth.

But... Li Zhuangsheng sighed in his heart.

Forget it for now, just keep it a secret, it will be better for everyone. At least the problem will be much simpler.

Yi Yunshui nodded, not knowing whether she had listened to Li Zhuangsheng's words. She walked to the bathroom door, turned on the faucet, and splashed clean water on her face.

"Brother, it would be great if that person was you..."

Qingshui's eyes were blurred. Yi Yunshui squinted his eyes, looked at himself in the mirror, who seemed a little embarrassed, and murmured softly.

Although they had not been together for a long time, she had already felt Li Zhuangsheng's gentleness and kindness. If that person was Li Zhuangsheng... at least, she would not be as confused as she is now.

Li Zhuangsheng returned to the private room alone. He couldn't stop Yi Yunshui from doing what he wanted to do. Fortunately, the two of them had graduated, so the impact on Li Xiuyu would be minimized. Now he needed to think about how to comfort Li Xiuyu and Yi Yunshui afterwards.

He felt a little guilty.

After several people came out of the KTV, it was already late and night was coming. They had another dinner and finally dispersed.

"Xiu Yu, do you have something to do when you go home?" Yi Yunshui said.

"It's okay." Li Xiuyu shook his head lightly.

"Then, let's take a walk together?" Yi Yunshui took a deep breath, smiled and grabbed her wrist.

Li Xiuyu glanced at Li Zhuangsheng and nodded.

Hu Mengdie looked at the two of them, thinking. Xie Jiangqing looked at Li Zhuangsheng and followed Hu Mengdie.

"I'll go first." Lin Yuehua pushed out her electric bike.

"Okay, be careful on the road." said Li Zhuangsheng.

After this separation, I don't know when we will meet again. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next year.

In short, we definitely won’t be together all day and all night like when we were deskmates.

"I'm leaving too, and won't bother you anymore!" Yao Xingyu, holding the school uniform with his signature all over it, forced an ambiguous smile at Zhu Zhixue and stretched out his hand to stop a car.

"Go home early and don't play too late." Li Zhuangsheng patted Li Xiuyu's shoulder.

Li Xiuyu glanced at Zhu Zhixue with an inexplicable look and said "hmm" softly. Zhu Zhixue's attitude was a bit strange... Although it had been strange before the college entrance examination, it was even stranger recently.

The song ended and the crowd dispersed, and the world finally became quiet.

"Alas... life is as short as a spring dream." Li Zhuangsheng sighed softly.

"Human nature is as thin as autumn clouds." Zhu Zhixue said with a smile.

Li Zhuangsheng glanced at her, smiled and took her hand: "Forget it, don't think too much. There is no unfinished story, let's move towards the future together!"

Li Zhuangsheng and Zhu Zhixue walked hand in hand on the street. They were simply happy, but Li Zhuangsheng was still thinking about Zhang Qixiang and Yi Yunshui. Tonight was destined to have two more frustrated people.

Who invented the graduation confession? It really does harm to people.

"The King of Xiang has a dream, but the goddess has no intention." Li Zhuangsheng suddenly sighed softly.

Zhu Zhixue was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously looked at Li Zhuangsheng. Li Zhuangsheng did not notice her expression, and Zhu Zhixue pursed her lips. "By the way, I prepared a small gift for you."

Li Zhuangsheng said this as he took out a small box from his schoolbag.

"What gift?" Zhu Zhixue immediately smiled again.

"Clang clang clang clang!"

Li Zhuangsheng opened the small box and found a pair of beautiful snowflake earrings inside.

"Wow..." Zhu Zhixue exclaimed softly.

"I'm sorry, I was mean to you before because of the earrings." Li Zhuangsheng apologized to Zhu Zhixue again. "Actually, I've always wanted to say that you look pretty good in earrings."

Zhu Zhixue bit her lower lip, and her eyes gradually became misty.

She reached out and picked up the earring, looking at it in her palm.

"It's so beautiful," she said.

"Do you want to try it on now?" Li Zhuangsheng smiled, "Let me put it on for you?"

"I can't wear it now." Zhu Zhixue shook her head. "My ear holes have closed up. I have to pierce them again. But I like this one very much. Snowflake... Is it because my name has the character 'xue' in it?"

Li Zhuangsheng smiled but said nothing, and it was obviously true.

Then, you must have given Hu Mengdie a butterfly-shaped ornament? Zhu Zhixue took the earrings and slowly raised her head:
"Let's walk some more."

Li Zhuangsheng let Zhu Zhixue lead him and wandered aimlessly in the small county town. He didn't know where to go, he just followed Zhu Zhixue. Zhu Zhixue didn't seem to have a destination either, she just wanted to hold his hand all the time.

"You once told me that you would always love me

I understand love, but what is it forever?

Girl, don't cry, we are still together

Today's joy will be tomorrow's eternal memory
......"

Zhu Zhixue was humming the unpopular song "Love Song 1980" softly. Li Zhuangsheng was surprised that Zhu Zhixue also knew this.

They walked very far without a destination. When they came to their senses, it was almost eleven o'clock, and they had unknowingly walked to the Shanshui Park.

There used to be a lot of people in the park in the summer, but now it was late at night and the crowd had long since dispersed, leaving only the chirping of cicadas mixed with the croaking of frogs.

Tonight, the moonlight is very bright. The street lamps in the park light up one after another, but they are dimmed by the moonlight.

The bright moonlight sprinkled on the ground, as if it was covered with a layer of silver frost. The branches and leaves were lush, and the moonlight leaked through, breaking into pieces like residual snow.

It was clearly a summer night, but Li Zhuangsheng couldn't help but think of winter.

That snowy night was right here. The ground was just as white as this. The wind was very cold that night.

The two walked deeper into the cave, stepping on the scattered shadows of trees on the bluestone. Zhu Zhixue finally got tired and sat down on a bench.

"It's great." Zhu Zhixue leaned against Li Zhuangsheng and looked at the bright moon in the sky.

"What's so good?"

"It's so nice to be able to lie in your arms like this." Zhu Zhixue smiled, "Hey, do you love me?"

"I love you." Li Zhuangsheng grinned.

"So……"

Zhu Zhixue took a deep breath, a deep breath, and another deep breath.

She met Li Zhuangsheng's eyes and finally trembled as she spoke the words she had been planning for a long time:

"Then let's break up. I don't want to be with you anymore."

Li Zhuangsheng was stunned for a moment, staring at her in a daze.

"……what?"

The stiff smile finally disappeared, and Li Zhuangsheng asked woodenly.

"Let's break up. I don't want to talk about it anymore."

"Are you kidding me..."

"No joke, I've been thinking about it for many days. I know you don't love me, so I'm so tired. Let's just part ways." Zhu Zhixue said.

"What nonsense are you talking about! How can I not love you anymore?" Li Zhuangsheng grabbed Zhu Zhixue's shoulders, "If you are really worried, we can get married first, have a wedding banquet this summer, and get the marriage certificate when we reach the age!"

Zhu Zhixue's pupils suddenly trembled violently. Li Zhuangsheng's proposal was simply too tempting. Wasn't this her biggest dream?
But after a brief struggle, she still shook her head firmly: "I don't want it! I already said no!"

"Then what are you thinking about!"

Li Zhuangsheng finally couldn't help but get angry and embarrassed. Zhu Zhixue was frightened and tears streamed down her face.

"You..." Li Zhuangsheng's heart softened when he saw this, so he had to speak kindly again, "What's wrong? Why did you suddenly say such a thing? I love you, of course I love you. Xiaoxue, please stop making trouble, okay?"

Upon hearing this, Zhu Zhixue pushed Li Zhuangsheng away fiercely: "Li Zhuangsheng, do you know what I hate most about you? You are always like this, treating me like a child who needs to be taken care of. No matter what I say, you think I am making a fuss! You never take me seriously!"

What nonsense are you talking about! Li Zhuangsheng was speechless, but he just kept nodding his head: "Okay, okay, I was wrong, I will change!"

"You don't have to change, we're broken up! You never loved me!"

"How come I didn't love you?"

"Where is Lin Yuehua!" Zhu Zhixue sobbed, her fists clenched instantly, and she stared at Li Zhuangsheng sharply.

Li Zhuangsheng's face flushed, and he suddenly felt ashamed of being exposed. He explained hesitantly: "My feelings towards her... that was not love. I used to have feelings for her a little..."

"Who is Lan Zhenxin in "Love in Xiaoxiang"?"

The air suddenly became quiet, and the shrill chirping of cicadas seemed to be suddenly amplified into the noise of an electric drill. The pale moonlight illuminated the dense beads of sweat on the wings of Li Zhuangsheng's nose. His face turned red and hot as charcoal, and in an instant, sweat broke out on his back, as if a thorn was in his back.

Zhu Zhixue burst into tears and forced a bleak smile: "Right, you have never forgotten her, nor have you forgotten Hu Mengdie, even... Oh, I don't want to talk to you anymore, please let me go."

"Give me back my house key." She held out her hand.

(End of this chapter)