Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

Chapter 560 It’s okay
"Why did you and Zhu Zhixue break up?" Lin Yuehua suddenly asked again.

"What on earth do you want to say?" Li Zhuangsheng was a little upset. "I already said I'm fine!"

He was not dissatisfied with Lin Yuehua, but was eager to escape from the current predicament.

"I feel like... you're upset."

Lin Yuehua's eyes flickered with hesitation.

"It's because you keep asking. If you think breaking up is bad, then stop asking!"

Li Zhuangsheng suppressed his dissatisfaction and took a deep breath, trying to suppress the anxiety in his tone.

He didn't want to bring bad emotions to others, especially Lin Yuehua, but at this time he could only barely maintain his calm.

"I'm sorry." Lin Yuehua said, "I'm not good at talking. I'm not very good at speaking."

"It's okay, I know you care about me too... I'm really fine."

Li Zhuangsheng waved his hands and his mood slowly recovered.

Lin Yuehua slowly lowered her head: "Because I think you are a little...forcing a smile, you are a little sad in your heart."

"...Haha, breaking up is always sad for a while."

"In your dream, Zhu Zhixue, was she also having a bad time?"

"what?"

This question was so abrupt that Li Zhuangsheng was unable to react.

"Lan Zhenxin, she's not doing well. That's her bad fate. It has nothing to do with you."

Lin Yuehua slowly raised her head, her eyes fixed on the distant starry sky, and finally spoke out the words that had been hidden in her heart for a long time.

"I know, but what does it have to do with me?" Li Zhuangsheng said, fingering the wooden board beneath him.

Lin Yuehua was silent.

After a while, the evening breeze blew up the hem of Lin Yuehua's skirt, bringing a little coolness.

"In fact, maybe, I am not her... But you see, didn't you ask me to play her before... to create inspiration for your novel? Although she and I... are no longer the same."

Lin Yuehua was rarely so hesitant. She was usually very straightforward and too lazy to pretend, but this time she was obviously thinking about how to express herself better. It was also the first time that she tried so hard to take care of other people's emotions.

"Li Zhuangsheng, let me play her again." Lin Yuehua pursed her lips.

"No, no need..." "Su Qingyue!" Lin Yuehua stood up from the scaffold and faced Li Zhuangsheng. Behind her was a few meters of air. She stood straight with a firm look in her eyes. "Thank you, you made me spend a very happy and meaningful time. I always felt that high school was so boring. The whole meaning of my existence was to study, study all day long, and only when the grades came out could I feel a little bit of existence. I hate this world, I hate this world... This world is not good to me at all. I have always thought so. It was like this in the first year of high school, and it must be the same in the second year of high school. There will be no difference!"

"But you gave me warmth, and you let me know that there is still happiness and expectation in this world. It turns out that studying is not everything in high school. You brought sunshine to my life, and I am really satisfied! Without you, my life would be completely gloomy, but because of you, I have a memory that makes me feel extremely happy and happy whenever I think of it!"

"I heard that you were admitted to university. That's amazing. You must have worked hard after I left. I knew you could do it. But you only got into a third-tier university, so our agreement doesn't count..."

Lin Yuehua stared into Li Zhuangsheng's eyes, her lips raised stiffly, tears dripping down her cheeks, and she sobbed uncontrollably.

She had thought countless times that Li Zhuangsheng was such a gentle man, he must be very sad when they parted, so he would always think of her. That's why he missed her through himself.

She secretly envied her, but she knew that her bond with Li Zhuangsheng came from her, and she also knew that her luck today was built on her misfortune. She sympathized with her, but she felt even more sorry for this kind-hearted fool.

Perhaps to hide her crying, Lin Yuehua gently hugged Li Zhuangsheng, her voice becoming more trembling.

"Really, stop blaming yourself. My misfortune was not caused by you... You don't have to feel sad because of my ending. It's all my bad luck... I didn't expect you to help me. You are just an ordinary student... You have saved me and given me the most precious memories in my life... I can only feel regret, but I... I'm used to it."

Li Zhuangsheng listened in a daze, until the moment Lin Yuehua hugged him, he realized that his tears had already flowed down his cheeks.

"Jun Xiang Xiaoxiang" is essentially a confession he wrote to Lin Yuehua, who has now forgiven him.

He once claimed that he was a flower protector in his heart. He wanted to help Lin Yuehua complete her studies smoothly in this life, because she was not supposed to end up like that. He succeeded, more successfully than he imagined. Lin Yuehua's grades might be closer to Southeast University or a stronger 211 university, but now, she has won the second place in Xingpeng since its establishment.

Li Zhuangsheng completed his mission for Lin Yuehua, but this also made him feel more and more torn. Is this Lin Yuehua? Why is she becoming more and more unfamiliar? They have the same personality, and are even the same person, but has Lin Yuehua ever attended the second semester of senior year?
In fact, Li Zhuangsheng had a strange feeling as early as after the morning reading that day. When he looked at Lin Yuehua, he would think of Xiaoxue when they parted that day.

Li Zhuangsheng knew that no matter how he tried to make up for the regrets and guilt he had felt in the past, it would only be a way to mend the fold after the sheep had been bolted. Could he feel at ease and deceive himself in this way?

She is no longer herself. Even if she is admitted to Tsinghua University and becomes famous in the future, it cannot change what Li Zhuangsheng saw, the shallow tire tracks on the snow.

On the contrary, the more successful Lin Yuehua became, the more regretful Li Zhuangsheng felt. She could have had such a bright future.

"Don't cry." Lin Yuehua hugged Li Zhuangsheng and tried her best to suppress her sobs. "Do you know why I didn't even go to take graduation photos? Because I knew you would be sad to see me, but I didn't want you to be sad. You idiot, you knew I would be sad, but you still wanted to make me so sad?"

Li Zhuangsheng burst into tears, unable to utter a word, and could only shake his head.

"Don't make me cry again..." Lin Yuehua whispered in Li Zhuangsheng's ear, her voice sounding like a request, "Otherwise, I will be angry."

Li Zhuangsheng bit his lips tightly, trying to stop his tears. The next moment, Lin Yuehua kissed him gently. Li Zhuangsheng's pupils shrank, and there was a slight salty taste on his lips.

"If Lan Zhenxin knew that Su Qingyue was so sad and blamed himself because of her, she would definitely blame herself even more... She would blame herself to death! I'm sure of that!"

Lin Yuehua let go of Li Zhuangsheng and said solemnly.

(End of this chapter)