Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

Chapter 563

"From the very beginning!" Zhu Zhixue suddenly shouted, shocking Lin Yuehua.

"From the beginning, he wasn't with me because he loved me..." Zhu Zhixue's eyes flickered, and her voice was filled with shame. "I can't be so selfish... He wanted to be with me just because he was gentle. He took care of me just like before... But is he really happy?"

Lin Yuehua remained silent. If it were someone else at this time, she would probably comfort Zhu Zhixue by saying, "You're overthinking it. Of course he is very happy to be with you." But she doesn't like lies.

She also felt that Li Zhuangsheng would occasionally be dazed when he was dating Zhu Zhixue, and his eyes seemed to reveal an empty and confused look, but as soon as someone spoke to him, he would immediately return to normal, smiling as if nothing had happened.

She didn't know what the reason was, but she vaguely felt that emotion.

"I love him and am willing to wait for him forever, five years, ten years...even twenty years! But I don't want him to be unhappy, and I don't want him to love me out of sympathy! This is unfair to him!"

Out of her last bit of self-esteem, Zhu Zhixue ultimately did not say "he likes you".

Lin Yuehua looked at Zhu Zhixue silently, with a look of confusion in her eyes.

"I understand what you mean." Lin Yuehua said.

She had heard about the relationship between Zhu Zhixue and Li Zhuangsheng from Li Xiuyu. She could understand why Lin Yuehua did this, but if it were her, she would not let go.

As long as Li Zhuangsheng didn't say break up, she wouldn't break up with him.

Zhu Zhixue blinked her eyes. After saying so much, tears of grievance were about to fall again. She turned her face away, not wanting to cry in front of her love rival.

"I just said that I had sex with him, aren't you angry?" Zhu Zhixue said.

"A little sad." Lin Yuehua lowered her head slightly, "But you are pretty... and have a good figure."

Lin Yuehua felt that Zhu Zhixue was very beautiful, but her face was not the point. After all, she was not so ugly that she could not be looked at. However, her ferocious big breasts made her feel intimidated.

She glanced at Zhu Zhixue's chest. Even though she was hunched over weakly, it was hard to hide the fat that was about to burst out. Li Zhuangsheng really liked this and often stole a glance at her.

Compared with her, there is a huge gap between her and me, and this gap cannot be made up by hard work. When she was in school, she would quarrel with some students who did not abide by the rules. When the other party got angry, they would say anything, including "flat chest".

Lin Yuehua didn't care at first, but ever since Li Zhuangsheng and Zhu Zhixue started dating, she remained calm on the surface, but in her heart she cared more and more. She could only write down those who laughed along in a little notebook.

And in summer, the difference between the two was cruelly revealed. Therefore, when Lin Yuehua said that Zhu Zhixue had a "good figure", her voice unconsciously weakened by three points.

Zhu Zhixue glanced at Lin Yuehua, and she could naturally sense the other person's gaze and the frustration in her words. She knew her own advantages, and Li Zhuangsheng liked her, but Lin Yuehua was just plain. When she heard others in class calling Lin Yuehua "flat-chested", she couldn't help laughing.

Looking at the tragic contrast between his opponent and himself, Zhu Zhixue, who had won back a game, couldn't help but hum with pride.

Lin Yuehua heard Zhu Zhixue's snort and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly. It was too much, actually mocking her, when she had good intentions to make them reconcile.

"Don't mind it too much. It's actually really inconvenient to wear a bra that's too big." Zhu Zhixue comforted Lin Yuehua, holding up her chest with both hands. "You don't know, if you don't buy a sports bra, it will hurt when you run and your shoulders will always be sore. People will gossip about you behind your back, and it's easy to sweat and get prickly heat in the summer... He used to apply talcum powder on me twice a day!"

"...Oh." Lin Yuehua had no expression on her face.

If she knew that she had kissed Li Zhuangsheng last night, what would her expression be, Lin Yuehua thought.

Forget it, let's not talk about it. Just because Li Zhuangsheng himself wasn't angry didn't mean Zhu Zhixue wasn't angry. After all, it was not honorable to kiss someone else's boyfriend. She was afraid of being beaten.

When she was a child, someone caught a couple cheating in broad daylight on the street. Her father dragged her over to watch the fun, and the mistress was beaten badly by the wife and her men.

Zhu Zhixue has so many friends, and if she gets beaten up, no one will try to stop the fight.

Lin Yuehua stood up and said, "I know what you mean. I'm leaving."

"Go home?" Zhu Zhixue was startled. "Well, I wanted to know the situation, and now I know the situation."

The relationship between the two of them was quite complicated. Zhu Zhixue probably hadn't realized Li Zhuangsheng's secret yet, but the conflict was indeed related to this. She had no way to mediate and could only acquiesce to their decision.

Besides, as Zhu Zhixue said, it would be very easy for them to reconcile. All they needed was a phone call from Zhu Zhixue.

She should be waiting, waiting for Li Zhuangsheng to "love her".

Zhu Zhixue watched Lin Yuehua leave, and when she saw Lin Yuehua about to open the door, she suddenly asked, "Do you like him?"

"......Yeah." Lin Yuehua glanced at Zhu Zhixue.

Zhu Zhixue pursed her lips and said, "He said he wanted to marry me. We can have the wedding banquet this summer!"

Lin Yuehua lowered her eyes: "Oh."

"Do you still like him?"

"I like him. It has nothing to do with him or anyone else. No matter who he is with, I will always like him. No matter what happens, even if the universe is destroyed."

Lin Yuehua slowly walked out of the room and closed the door.

Zhu Zhixue was stunned for a while, then hurriedly chased after him.

"Wait a minute!" Zhu Zhixue grabbed Lin Yuehua's arm downstairs, "Are you going to chase him?"

"No." Lin Yuehua said.

She would not actively pursue Li Zhuangsheng, but would obey Li Zhuangsheng's choice.

“Are you afraid of failure?”

"Unless he asks for it himself."

Zhu Zhixue stared at her in silence for a long time: "Don't tell Li Xiuyu about what happened between him and me."

Lin Yuehua was stunned.

"They are a reconstituted family and have no blood relationship with each other. Have you seen the TV series Home with Kids? They are just like Xiaoxue and Liu Xing in it."

"……Oh."

"Li Xiuyu is definitely a pervert, and her feelings for him are not so pure. After she finds out, she might do something secretly to Li Zhuangsheng... Don't tell her."

"Okay." Lin Yuehua nodded.

Zhu Zhixue watched Lin Yuehua ride away on the electric scooter, lowered his head and touched his face, then went upstairs with inexplicable affection.

She missed him, his lips, his arms, everything about him. She wanted to see him, to kiss him, to do happy things with him.

Is all this really worth it... What can he do to be truly happy?

Zhu Zhixue blinked her eyes, tears welling up in her eyes.

(End of this chapter)