Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

Chapter 648 Attack
"As for Hu Mengdie and I..." Li Zhuangsheng sighed with a complicated expression, with an inexplicable smile at the corner of his mouth.

Hu Mengdie was really a crazy bad woman, but Li Zhuangsheng didn't blame her.

The story between him and Hu Mengdie spread after Li Xiuyu returned to China. Perhaps it was Xie Jiangqing who told him. In the following days, many people including Zhang Qixiang asked him about it. It was not surprising that Yi Yunshui knew about it.

Li Zhuangsheng did not directly answer Yi Yunshui's question, but just smiled and said, "Let's not talk about her now. Eat something first, and then go out for a walk. I haven't been to Xiangshan Park for a long time."

Yi Yunshui nodded silently, drank a sip of Coke, and then ate his hamburger.

He knew about my suspension of study, right? Did he know it a long time ago, or did he just find out? Why did he come to me at this time? Did he pity me? I think so, that's not bad.

I just feel a little unwilling.

Yi Yunshui finished her burger in silence and drank half a cup of Coke. Suddenly, she felt a little nauseous. She hadn't eaten so much food for a long time, so she felt very uncomfortable.

"Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Li Zhuangsheng stood up and patted her back gently.

Gently stroking the white skirt, Li Zhuangsheng could clearly feel the protruding spine.

"I, I'm much better..." Yi Yunshui said softly.

"You have a very small appetite, like a bird's stomach." Li Zhuangsheng laughed, "I know someone who is as thin as you, but she can eat at least three times as much as you do."

"Hmm..." Yi Yunshui just nodded.

"You don't know, I've been hurt badly recently. Oh... Of course, it's also my own fault." Li Zhuangsheng lowered his head and ate quickly, sighing, "I didn't come to my senses until today. I wanted to die every day before."

Yi Yunshui looked at Li Zhuangsheng in surprise, confused for a moment. Li Zhuangsheng and Hu Mengdie were dating, right? They were so happy in their relationship, why was he so sad?

Or did he deliberately make up these words to comfort her?
Li Zhuangsheng finished his meal with his head down and looked at Yi Yunshui. Yi Yunshui turned away. She looked in the mirror and felt that she was ugly.

"Let's go for a walk together. I have something to tell you." Li Zhuangsheng said.

What was he going to say to her? Yi Yunshui was a little scared, but also a little expectant. She was so pitiful, he should be gentler to her.

Yi Yunshui got on Li Zhuangsheng's electric car again, but the direction was not Xiangshan Park, but an unfamiliar street.

Not far away, Lin Yuehua stopped her bike on the side of the road.

"Is your bike fully charged?" Li Zhuangsheng rode over.

“It’s full.”

Lin Yuehua got out of the car and glanced at Yi Yunshui. She didn't know what Li Zhuangsheng was going to do, and as a lone wolf in high school, she knew nothing about Yi Yunshui.

However, Li Zhuangsheng must have his reasons for doing this.

"Okay, let me use your car and you can push my car back to charge it." Li Zhuangsheng said with a smile.

Lin Yuehua nodded, and the two exchanged cars. Yi Yunshui also followed Li Zhuangsheng silently.

"Want to go see grandma?"

Lin Yuehua looked Li Zhuangsheng up and down and felt that something had changed about him, but she couldn't quite put her finger on it.

"Forget it this time. Let's talk about it tonight." Li Zhuangsheng smiled.

Lin Yuehua said "hmm" and rode Li Zhuangsheng's bike home.

"My car's battery is running low. I'm afraid it will be difficult for us to make the round trip to Xiangshan Park." Li Zhuangsheng explained to Yi Yunshui the reason for changing the car.

Yi Yunshui pursed her lips.

Li Zhuangsheng's bike was an electric bike, which didn't have a lot of battery power, and it was almost five years old, so the battery was seriously worn out. Lin Yuehua's bike was much newer than his, and it was a small electric donkey, which was much better than his.

Of course, Li Zhuangsheng could also choose to take a taxi, but he didn't want to because he was carsick and he wanted to get some fresh air at the moment.

Yi Yunshui grabbed Li Zhuangsheng's waist. She vaguely guessed Li Zhuangsheng's purpose. She felt a little bit expectant but also sad.

Li Zhuangsheng was dating Hu Mengdie, so nothing would happen between them. This time he was just here to comfort himself. Although this bit of kindness had already made Yi Yunshui very happy.

I just took my medicine before going out, so I'm fine.

The two of them braved the scorching sun and the hot wind, bought two bottles of mineral water at a roadside supermarket, and then headed into the lush green mountains. The hotter the sun, the thicker the greenery in the mountains.

"The air in the mountains is so good!" Li Zhuangsheng parked the car on the side of the road, took a deep breath, and exhaled slowly.

Yi Yunshui also took a deep breath. There was a fresh fragrance of nature in the mountains.

The two were walking in the mountains. Yi Yunshui lowered his head and followed behind Li Zhuangsheng. Unknowingly, the gem-like blue mining lake appeared in their sight.

"Yi Yunshui, do you really like me?" Li Zhuangsheng suddenly asked.

Yi Yunshui was stunned on the spot. She lowered her head tightly, her face flushed with shame, and did not dare to answer.

"Actually, I should apologize to you the most." Li Zhuangsheng sighed.

Are you going to reject me again? Yi Yunshui felt a pain in his heart and almost lost his balance. I know you won't like me, and I don't have a chance, but please don't say it out loud. How can you chase me and kill me like this?
Yi Yunshui's eyes turned red and she was about to cry again.

"When I was in the first grade, I didn't know how much pain you were feeling. I was just being shameless when I said those words to comfort you, but I didn't expect it would have such a profound impact on you." Li Zhuangsheng licked his lips. "If I had signed my name at that time, there wouldn't have been so many things later."

Yi Yunshui just kept shaking his head.

Perhaps, if she had known that the other person was Li Zhuangsheng, her entire high school career would have been much easier. There wouldn't have been so many entanglements, and she wouldn't have had so many worries about the gains and losses she faced with Li Xiuyu.

But she didn't blame Li Zhuangsheng, she never did, and she didn't want Li Zhuangsheng to blame himself for it.

"To be honest, it's hard to say. My original intention of writing the letter was absolutely pure." Li Zhuangsheng smiled bitterly, "I'm not a good person. I think, in addition to self-satisfaction, I might have also subconsciously wanted to 'save the beauty'."

Yi Yunshui was stunned for a moment, tilted her head to look at Li Zhuangsheng, only to see that Li Zhuangsheng was also looking at her. Their eyes met, and Yi Yunshui quickly lowered her head again. "It's been a long time, I can't remember it clearly. Although it may not be a long time for you... It's just that although I didn't meet you at the time, you were the famous Little Dragon Girl in the grade, and you could be said to be the school belle. So even though I didn't meet you, I probably had the urge to 'rescue the beauty', so my original intention might not be so noble."

Yi Yunshui stared at Li Zhuangsheng in a daze. She wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything. She could only shake her head desperately.

Li Zhuangsheng felt a little nostalgic, he really couldn't remember clearly. He only vaguely remembered that the direct motivation for him to write the letter was that he heard someone jokingly mention Yi Yunshui's case in class. He felt very indignant. Should other people's tragic experiences be talked about with a smile like this?

However, is it true that the indignation was not due to the other party's title of "Little Dragon Girl"? Although if the other party was not Little Dragon Girl, such a thing would not have happened.

"What I want to tell you is that there must have been a lot of people who supported you and cared about you at that time, but... they didn't say it out loud." Li Zhuangsheng smiled gently, "Don't blame them. Many times, it takes courage to show kindness to strangers. Moreover, people have an instinctive herd mentality, so they are silent about you. It's not because they are also scheming against you in their hearts. And I believe that the people who care about you must be the majority. You are Xiao Longnu, you are so beautiful, everyone will only sympathize with you!"

Li Zhuangsheng remembered that the reason why he insisted on not signing his name was not because "it's cool to do good things without leaving your name", that was just a reason to deceive himself.

What he was worried about was that others would tease him after knowing it, asking "Are you interested in Yi Yunshui?", or that Yi Yunshui herself would misunderstand that he liked her.

So he deliberately did not sign his name in order to "avoid suspicion."

He wanted to prove to someone that his purpose was pure, not because Yi Yunshui was pretty, nor because he liked Yi Yunshui! But in fact, it was difficult to draw a clear line. Yi Yunshui was famous for her good looks, and that was a fact.

Li Zhuangsheng was not sure that when he stayed up late to write the letter, he had not imagined at all that Xiaolongnu would later find out that the letter was written by him and then be so moved that she would marry him.

Yi Yunshui bit her lips and tears fell down.

"Don't cry, don't cry."

Li Zhuangsheng smiled bitterly, held her wrist, and took her to a pavilion to sit down. He searched his pockets and found that he didn't bring any tissues today, so he had to wipe away the tears from her eyes with his hands.

"Actually, I, I don't like others calling me Little Dragon Girl." Yi Yunshui sobbed.

"Oh, okay, sorry!" Li Zhuangsheng realized belatedly that Yi Yunshui had good reasons to dislike this nickname.

The characteristic of Xiao Long Nu is not only her cold beauty, she also has another label, which is "losing her virginity". Although Xiao Long Nu's nickname existed before that incident, it may be traced back to her primary school.

"I, I like you!" Yi Yunshui continued sobbing.

"Eh……"

Li Zhuangsheng was stunned by the sudden confession. Why did he say it now without any reason when he didn't say it just now? But he didn't hesitate for long, and scratched his face with a wry smile:

"Well, I know, it's my pleasure. But just hear me out."

Yi Yunshui nodded desperately.

"I said the same thing. I'm not as noble as you think. I knew long ago that your liking for Xiu Yu was a misunderstanding, but I kept it a secret and even actively deceived you. I didn't want you to know the truth because I was worried that things would get out of control and you would cause me trouble. That's it. I deceived you and played with your feelings for my own comfort. I know this is particularly excessive, and I'm really sorry."

Yi Yunshui bit her lip, burst into tears, and continued to shake her head. She knew that Li Zhuangsheng knew the truth after the spring outing that day, but she didn't think Li Zhuangsheng was overdoing it.

He already had a girlfriend at that time, so pretending to know nothing was the best option.

But Yi Yunshui was still very sad. Li Zhuangsheng regarded this matter as a "trouble". She was Li Zhuangsheng's "trouble" and Li Zhuangsheng didn't like her at all.

"I am really ashamed for deceiving you out of my own selfishness, so I want to apologize to you. I'm sorry." Li Zhuangsheng whispered, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay! I, I'm okay!" Yi Yunshui lowered her head, her long hair covering her thin face. Her voice was a little high-pitched at first, but soon turned into a low hum. "I don't blame you. I, I don't blame you."

"Now, I've told you the truth. Even so, do you still like me?" Li Zhuangsheng took a deep breath and said slowly.

Yi Yunshui remained silent, biting her lips, and after a long time she nodded timidly.

"Actually, I kind of like you, too."

"Eh?" Yi Yunshui suddenly raised his head, his eyes filled with incredible joy.

"Is this strange?" Li Zhuangsheng scratched his head. "You are so beautiful, any normal boy will have a crush on you. If you confess your feelings to any boy, 99% of them will not refuse, right?"

"I, I, I don't have anything either..." Yi Yunshui's face flushed and she kept stroking her hair.

"I like you because you are good-looking and call me brother every day..." Li Zhuangsheng winked, "This reason is quite vulgar, isn't it?"

"No, no!" Yi Yunshui shook his head like a rattle.

Only ugly people think it is vulgar for men to like beautiful women.

"I'm not your savior, but I want to help you one more time," Li Zhuangsheng said word by word. "I know you dropped out of school and I know you're depressed. I want to help you get out of this."

Yi Yunshui was stunned for a moment, then slowly lowered his head, bit his lip and said nothing.

Li Zhuangsheng looked at Yi Yunshui. He had no intention of hiding his intentions from the beginning. The other party was just depressed and his IQ was not offline. How could he not guess his purpose?
"Aren't you together with Hu Mengdie?" Yi Yunshui said after a long time.

"I guess so, but so what? Even if you're with Hu Mengdie, I want to see you come out of this... Don't look at me with such a confused look. Who says a boy can only like one girl? I like you quite a bit, so I don't want to see you so decadent."

"Yes, that's right." Li Zhuangsheng coughed twice and said seriously, "That's right, I am obsessed with sex. Whether you like me or not, I will help you return to a normal life!"

Yi Yunshui stared at Li Zhuangsheng blankly, and after a long while she still couldn't figure out the logic behind it. It could also be that she had taken too many medicines recently and her brain was a little slow.

"You, what do you want to do to me?" Yi Yunshui blinked his red eyes.

"If you don't mind, come and exercise with me in the gym starting tomorrow. If you don't want to go to the gym, you can also make an appointment to go for a walk in the park." Li Zhuangsheng coughed, "You have to cooperate with me to improve your depression. In exchange, you can ask me for any request and reward, as long as I can do it. For example, I can buy you a brand-name bag, cosmetics, or an Apple phone, or a large sum of money, a car, a house..."

A trace of helplessness flashed across Yi Yunshui's expression.

"Of course, the first and most important thing is to stop hurting yourself." Li Zhuangsheng gently held Yi Yunshui's wrist.

"Just... the two of us?"

"Of course you can, if you wish."

(End of this chapter)