Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

"What a good friend! He always thinks of me when something good happens!" Li Zhuangsheng was speechless.

But can I do that kind of thing?
"I don't think there's anything wrong with it. It was consensual," Qin Luanyu said casually. "It's not like you're forcing me."

Li Zhuangsheng blushed slightly: "I'm not a pervert, why would I do that?"

Qin Luanyu looked at Li Zhuangsheng calmly: "But you have feelings for Xie Jiangqing, right? You know she likes you, and you're actually very happy inside... Don't lie to yourself at this time."

Li Zhuangsheng's face turned even redder, and a sense of shame suddenly arose in his heart.

"Actually, this is normal. A beautiful lady is sought after by a gentleman. It's only natural that you'd be happy to have such a wonderful girl like Sister Xie liking you," Qin Luanyu said matter-of-factly. "You don't need to feel embarrassed. People's emotions are the hardest thing to control."

Li Zhuangsheng's embarrassment lessened somewhat, but he still felt a little ashamed and couldn't help but explain:

"Well, actually I never knew... We were only classmates in sixth grade, and we haven't seen each other since... I, I really didn't know she would..."

"Isn't this wonderful? This is called childhood sweethearts; love in childhood is the most beautiful!" Qin Luanyu said with a smile.

Li Zhuangsheng blushed and quickly waved his hands: "No, no, no, but I already have a girlfriend... Oh, please don't stir things up!"

"I'm not trying to stir things up, I just think that if you don't get her, you might regret it later. The reason why the white moonlight is the white moonlight is because it is something you can't have."

"There are many regrets in life. On my fourteenth birthday, I regretted that I had never killed anyone, and that I had wasted my talisman! One cannot just do whatever one wants."

Qin Luanyu paused for a moment, then smiled and patted Li Zhuangsheng on the shoulder: "Anyway, that's my suggestion, but if you have your own ideas, just pretend I didn't say anything!"

In reality, not being able to get what you want is the same as not being able to let go, and not being able to let go is the same as not being able to get what you want. There is no essential difference between the two.

Qin Luanyu didn't want Li Zhuangsheng to have any regrets, because regrets would haunt him forever. But the current Li Zhuangsheng was more rational than she had imagined... but if it were the Li Zhuangsheng before he lost his memory, he might have been more rational and tactful, but he probably wouldn't have been so open-minded.

“However, you’re right about some things. I should have a good talk with Xie Jiangqing…” Li Zhuangsheng said softly, then, as if remembering something, he turned and glared at Li Xiuyu, “Did you already know all along?”

Li Xiuyu stared lazily at the tablet, not even looking up: "What do I know?"

"Don't play dumb, I'm going to tickle you!"

"You said Xie Jiangqing liked you when you were in elementary school? I do know that."

"Then why didn't you tell me!"

Li Xiuyu teased with a grin, "Do I need to tell you? Everyone in the class can see it. Who knew you were the only one who didn't? I thought you were pretending to be stupid."

"Huh? The whole class could tell?"

"She's always clinging to you, only a blind person wouldn't notice!"

Li Zhuangsheng scratched his head blankly: "Am I the only one who doesn't know?"

Li Xiuyu tilted his head: "What were you thinking back then?"

"I thought she was like you, enjoying the pleasure of bullying me..."

"That's because you're stupid, you can't blame anyone else!"

Li Zhuangsheng sighed, seemingly with some regret, but then became embarrassed. He scratched his head vigorously, letting out a heavy sigh of inexplicable frustration. Anyway, he should just say it sooner rather than later… Being upset was definitely affecting his mood. Li Zhuangsheng glanced at the Taro suit hanging on the wall and made up his mind to have a good talk with Xie Jiangqing.

On the bed, Li Xiuyu glanced at Qin Luanyu. Although based on her understanding of Li Zhuangsheng, she knew that it was impossible for him to be with Qin Luanyu, Qin Luanyu herself gave her a very special sense of danger.

Was it because the other person and Li Zhuangsheng got along so well? Even Hu Mengdie before her amnesia had never given her this unpleasant feeling. Hu Mengdie only took Li Zhuangsheng away, but Qin Luanyu seemed to be here to steal her "brother".

Perhaps that's why she told Hu Mengke why Li Zhuangsheng wouldn't be with Qin Luanyu, hoping to cheer her up... Maybe it was also a form of self-comfort.

She didn't like Qin Luanyu. Of course, that was all.

For Li Xiuyu, it didn't matter who was with Li Zhuangsheng; there was no difference between Hu Mengdie, Hu Mengke, and Xie Jiangqing.

Qin Luanyu should be no different.

Li Zhuangsheng is still accumulating experience in novel writing. Just as Qin Luanyu said, novels are not difficult to write, and "writing style" is actually the least important thing.

Before going to bed, Li Zhuangsheng walked into Hu Mengke's room, yawning. He felt he had made an "enlightened" progress, at least understanding how to write a novel.

"Brother-in-law, brother-in-law..." Hu Mengke hugged Li Zhuangsheng and gently shook him.

"Hmm, hmm, what's wrong?" Li Zhuangsheng's eyes were blank.

Hu Mengke wore only a thin, gauze-like ancient-style halter dress, with only her underwear underneath, which was also transparent and barely visible. She exuded a gentle and graceful charm, with alluring eyes.

The meaning conveyed by those wonderful eyes is self-evident.

"Brother-in-law, I want..." Hu Mengke pouted, her eyes brimming with tears, her voice pleading.

Li Zhuangsheng's heart raced slightly. He had originally agreed that he would not do that kind of thing with Hu Mengke before registering his marriage with Hu Mengdie.

But he thought that at least Hu Mengdie was willing to go out to eat, which proved that her mental state had improved. Besides, after overhearing Hu Mengke's conversation, he understood that Hu Mengke had been afraid that something might happen between her and Qin Luanyu.

If I were to refuse her now, it would only exacerbate her anxiety.

Of course, it's also possible that this is just an excuse for his own desires. It's simply his own longing.

……

"Mengke, we..."

Xie Jiangqing pushed open the door and entered, only to hear the intoxicating sounds of their lovemaking. She immediately withdrew. But she couldn't resist, and quietly crouched in the corner to listen to their sensual whispers.

She listened silently, but tears still fell from her eyes. She knew this was Hu Mengke's way of intimidating her; the other party had texted her to come to the room so that she would witness this scene.

Xie Jiangqing felt a chill run down her spine. No matter how much of an advantage she had, Li Zhuangsheng was still Hu Mengke's man, and only Hu Mengke could be with him. In this respect, she was the one who had the upper hand.

As long as Hu Mengke doesn't do anything reckless in the future, Li Zhuangsheng won't abandon her. And Hu Mengke is clearly very sensible.

Even if Li Zhuangsheng likes her more, what good is it? Even if the Li family approves of her, would Li Zhuangsheng abandon Hu Mengke and her daughter?

Xie Jiangqing bit her lip, fiercely wiping away her tears, thinking to herself, "Hu Mengke is so cruel! She's determined to make me witness this scene again! Is she trying to prove she's superior to me?" (End of Chapter)