Zhutian: From Douluo, the illusion becomes real

Chapter 606: Seagod Tang San's Dirty Tactics (IV)
"Everything you said is right."

"so what?"

Wang Dong'er raised her head and looked at Ye Qingcang.

After a pause, he continued, "Do you know what I just saw? I am not her, and I will never be her. I am a monster, a monster that grew from her corpse. No one will love me. Fortunately, I don't need anyone to love me!"

"I'll give you a suggestion."

"Maybe it would be better to wipe the tears from your face before you say that."

"Because it will look more convincing."

"Instead of like now."

"You can tell he's being stubborn at first glance."

"It's like a little hedgehog that has been poked. It habitually raises its spines on its back to hurt everyone, but its belly remains soft."

"Use a New Age term to describe it."

"It's just tsundere."

Ye Qingcang slowly and methodically tore off Wang Donger's disguised toughness.

Then, the conversation changed.

There is no talk about whether Xiao Wu loves Wang Dong'er.

Because this is a sensitive topic.

Moreover, it is a question of idealism.

Why do you say that?

Mainly because there are too many excuses.

Even if he now finds Shura Sword Sheath Xiao Wu and confronts her face to face, even if Shura Sword Sheath Xiao Wu says, I swear to you, Wang Dong'er, I really love you as much as I love my daughter Xiao Qi, Wang Dong'er can kill all the theoretical love with just one sentence.

That is to say, it is not me that you love, and your emotion is not love. Instead, you regard me as a substitute for your daughter Xiaoqi. You love me with a mentality of guilt and compensation. From the beginning to the end, you always love your daughter Xiaoqi, not me, a monster, and certainly not my other half, the Three-Eyed Golden Lion.

If that's really the case.

Even if Xiao Wu had a thousand mouths.

Even if Xiao Wu really doesn't think so.

She had no way to refute it.

Because Wang Dong'er has already determined this.

This is stereotype.

An immovable mountain.

Fortunately, Wang Dong'er left that place full of lies when she was twelve years old and entered Shrek Academy, which gave Ye Qingcang some excuses to pull Wang Dong'er out of the abyss: "Besides, what you said is not accurate and more likely to hurt people's hearts. Before you said this, did you really consider your roommate Huo Yuhao... did you consider your friend Xiao Xiao... did you consider the feelings of Tang Ya, Bei Bei and others?"

"What's the difference?"

Wang Dong'er didn't quite understand what Ye Qingcang meant.

However, this is not Wang Donger's fault.

Wang Dong'er's feeling now is like those underground workers who have just been tortured. He is just relying on his willpower to hold on. His mind is in a mess and he can hardly think.

Even with Ye Qingcang's protection.

It's also very tiring.

I really want to close my eyes.

Just like that it returns to nothingness.

Maybe it's a sleep, maybe it's a rush towards death.

In short, I am exhausted.

But she couldn't rest at this moment, because Ye Qingcang knew better than anyone that if Wang Dong'er rested at this moment, even if the spiritual space was filled, Wang Dong'er's mind would be corroded by this extremism, and in the process of rest, she would gradually integrate into the shattered three views.

Then, form new three views.

This is undoubtedly quite fatal.

Therefore, Ye Qingcang could only correct Wang Donger's line of thought while Wang Donger was still awake: "Huo Yuhao didn't know your identity at the beginning, Xiao Xiao didn't know your identity at the beginning, not to mention Tang Ya and Bei Bei. Can you deny the fact that their feelings for you are real?"

Wang Dong'er was silent.

Speechless.

But she knew in her heart that Ye Qingcang was right.

Whether it was Huo Yuhao or Xiaoxiao, Tang Ya, Bei Bei and others were also included.

They have always treated her from the same perspective as they did Wang Dong.

All emotions are based on Wang Dong's identity.

Instead of the current identity of Wang Dong'er.

Although there is no difference between the two, they are both her.

But Wang Dong's identity is limited to Shrek Academy. She is still the proud girl dressed as a man, the free and easy little butterfly.

But the identity she has now, Wang Dong'er, is much more complicated.

Therefore, she is more aware of the preciousness of this friendship.

Because these friendships are for her.

Instead, it was given to Xiaoqi, the daughter of Poseidon.

To put it bluntly, if she did not have this identity, Xiao Wu might not recognize her and treat her as a stranger. Daming and Er Ming would not acknowledge her either and would only treat her as a human being. But even if she was a monster, any feelings that Huo Yuhao, Xiao Xiao and others had for her would not fade and would still be given to her. She did not need to rely on anyone's name to obtain these. She was herself, even if it was only in front of Huo Yuhao and others.

"Okay, now tell me about it."

"What on earth did you see?"

Seeing that Wang Dong'er's mood had improved, Ye Qingcang breathed a sigh of relief.

Because he seldom advises others.

Especially advising girls.

But he can still tell whether a person's mental state has improved.

Wang Dong'er did not remain silent either.

Although the tone was still hesitant.

Although the wording is still considered.

But he did speak truthfully: "After the seal in my spiritual space was broken, some chaotic memories flooded into my mind. I realized that the real Xiao Qi was dead. Neither I nor the Emperor Beast, even if we were put together again, would be a whole... It would be more accurate to describe it with data. Let's put it this way: I account for 80%, the Emperor Beast accounts for 19%, and the broken 1% is Xiao Qi's true spirit, which is my current state, which can be called scraps..."

"understood."

"The reason why your spiritual space is so stable is that the Sea God Seal of that beast Tang San is certainly important, but more importantly, the raw material of this Sea God Seal... is mainly Xiao Qi's soul fragments."

"Because you are one."

"So there is no rejection reaction."

"It's like an egg. Tang San used a cutter to cut off the top of the egg, then took out the yolk and injected it into the body of the Three-Eyed Golden Lion to merge with it. You are the egg white. As for Xiao Qi's soul fragments, it's like a layer of paste that Tang San crushed and pasted on the gap to prevent you, the egg white, from flowing out."

Ye Qingcang drooped his eyebrows slightly.

He sneered, "You really want to do something that will make people angry!"

"No, why are you so skilled?"

Wang Dong'er noticed something was wrong.

Although Ye Qingcang was right.

But she always felt something was wrong.

Because it is impossible for someone who has never done such a thing to come up with such a metaphor.

But Ye Qingcang had no intention of denying it.

“Because I have done similar experiments.”

"Playing with flesh and blood."

"Playing with the soul."

“I’m just saying that after Violet was born, I turned over a new leaf.”

“Choose to respect life.”

"Rather than being reckless."

Under Wang Dong'er's wide-eyed gaze.

Ye Qingcang admitted this matter frankly.

Then, as if nothing had happened, he slowly changed the subject and asked, "What are you going to do next? Should I teach you how to fix these vulnerabilities, or should I help you fix them?"

(End of this chapter)