Something's wrong, they're not NPCs?

Chapter 321: The Blurred Past and the Current Way of Getting Along

1 month 13 day.

early.

"Are you really willing to teach us Kung Fu?"

"..."

Su Ming doesn't need to do anything for the time being. Paimeng will take care of the minor aftermath of the Agate District.

To know what the emperor’s reaction will be and how to attack next, we have to wait for him to come back with a new roadmap.

Therefore, Su Ming was bored and decided to teach a few swordsmen who looked pretty good. Magic power cannot be taught...but if it is just swordsmanship.

"Sanma? Boss Su Ming, what style of swordsmanship is this?"

"..."

If I have to say what genre it is, um, cooking?
Su Ming has been a little distracted lately.

no way.

How could I forget such a memory so easily? It was indeed a very difficult year, and it wasn't until I went to college that things got better.

In fact, she paid back more than 5 yuan.

Like a shadow, it existed for a long time. I don't know how she knew her current situation.

For example, when I just graduated and joined the company, I needed to have a physical examination, but I didn’t think that I would need extra money in addition to the physical examination. When I was anxious about the hundred yuan... I inexplicably transferred money to myself from an account that I had never chatted with before.

After paying the rent and showing off at my sister's place, I was planning to make do with the remaining dozen or so packs of instant noodles and dried noodles, but I would also receive money for no apparent reason. Sometimes it was a few hundred, sometimes one or two thousand.

At one point, I offended my boss, resigned and couldn't find a job, so I could only work part-time. I couldn't sleep even if I was very tired when I got home.

Before I knew it, I had a new friend in the game.

She never uses a microphone. But no matter when she comes online, you will definitely see her in the next game.

And when I became busy again, it gradually disappeared.

No one would show kindness to a stranger for no reason, and Su Ming was not that slow. But if he planned to ask... the 'stranger' would only disappear faster.

In previous years, we may have chatted a few words at Christmas, but the 'stranger' did not reveal his identity.

It was 'Merry Christmas.'

By the way, I roughly calculated the transfers I received in previous years and paid them back together. Only the 5 yuan that should be taken was kept.

When no money was transferred, only blessings were sent.

She seems very happy.

But wait until the account is settled and then transfer it, and then make it clear not to harass me again. What did you originally want to answer when it showed "the other party is typing"?
Su Ming didn't care at all, he just wanted to stop having any ties with them. Life was really hard before, and he no longer needed this kind of charity... So, whether it was a 'stranger' or an acquaintance, it was best to cut off all ties.

Maybe it's not what she said. It's a little different.

At that time, many people were surrounding her and talking about her. Her mother was standing in front of her, holding a transparent PE bag and talking about her hair.

'My daughter is here!'

"It's impossible for a child to lie about something like this! Yingying, come here!"

"..."

There should be such an episode. That's why I could see her trying to squeeze in from the crowd.

'How could I possibly argue about my daughter's innocence?'

'Tell me how to solve it!'

'...'

There may be many factors. But that is not what I, as a victim, should consider. I don't want to see him again, and I don't want to go back to him... I never thought I would meet him again.

It is also because of this that I will rethink what happened at that time.

As an adult, I can tell which words a child said were against their will and which were true. At the very least, after spending so much time with them, it is impossible not to feel whether they really felt ashamed to be with the migrant workers or were forced to do so. It is just that no matter what, it is uncomfortable to hear it with your own ears.

I had originally planned to ask her how she was spending her time at school the next day.

Even though she was dirty after coming back from a part-time job, she still came over because she was still a child at that time...

"I have asked about that family clearly."

"Single-parent family, the mother doesn't care about raising her daughter properly, she spends every day at the card table."

'He's in so much debt, and he's trying to get money from his kids. That's terrible.'

'...'

Later, my aunt came and, with the ability of the village intelligence team, she didn't really endure a year of criticism. She liked to chatter at school, but it was okay when she talked about Su Ming... When it came to my sister, she became quiet after Su Ming invited her to the toilet to talk alone.

1 month 13 day.

noon.

"Ha... Boss Su Ming is too perverted."

"Without even a breath..."

Paimon's men were lying on the ground, unable to move. The knives they held were all broken. Su Ming was using only an ordinary kitchen knife.

"No wonder the courtesan Miss Lilith said that she would not sell herself to anyone except Boss Su Ming. Who dares to disagree?"

"..."

Just pretend you didn't hear it.

Su Ming didn’t know any courtesans, let alone who was the most beautiful one in the red-light district.

1 month 13 day.

noon.

Tavern.

The situation is reversed.

"Brother...freshly washed grapes."

Duoduo held the grapes, still covered with water droplets, against Su Ming's mouth.

"Is it possible that I have hands?"

"Duoduo is my brother's woman now, and... Miss Minnie said that everyone would do this..."

"There's no need to sit on my lap then."

Still the same, the skirt is not pulled up at all. The lace safety pants are grinding on Su Ming's trouser legs.

"Hmm... Duoduo, it shouldn't be heavy."

“It’s not about the weight.”

"Miss Minnie said that only in this way can brother have Xingyu for Duoduo... No, brother doesn't need to know this. Just eat the grapes!"

The white fingertips moved towards Su Ming's mouth.

"..."

Duoduo became more fond of coming closer without any scruples. As long as there was no one in the store, she would most likely sit on Su Ming's lap.

"..."

“Welcome~”

But the Saint... well, now I should say Jiang Mengying. She was dressed very decently, with a long skirt hanging at her feet, and a loose uniform that did not show off her figure at all. Previously, I always noticed her buttocks... Was she doing it on purpose?

She cleaned up the plates without any clothes on, and greeted guests with a professional smile and skillful manner.

I think I said that.

I have worked as a hotel waiter.

She didn't forgive him without any grudges, and she couldn't just laugh it off and accept his kindness.

If I have to say...it's a bit of a weird way of getting along.

In name they are lovers, but in reality?

I'm afraid she still wants to be a prop.

"Brother... is it comfortable to be like that with Miss Natasha?"

"?"

Why are you asking this with your cheeks suddenly turning red?
"Because... Sister Natasha looks like an adult, and Duoduo looks like..."

She covered her chest with some self-abasement, "Everything is small."

"So small... Brother clearly pushed Duoduo down, but he felt disappointed and left..."

"..."

Wasn't that because she fainted?

"That's not the case."

"Ugh?!"

Through the hem of her maid outfit, into her clothes.

The small cake is truly so small that it can be held in one hand.

"Brother... um, let's go to Duoduo's room..."

"It's still your working time. Go to work honestly."

Su Ming patted her leather drum.

Although Duoduo seemed to have become much braver, if Su Ming really took action, she would immediately freeze and not know how to react.

“…Hmm.”

Afterwards, she would blush, be obedient and continue working.

1 month 13 day.

late at night.

Red light district.

"This was collected from a powerful family in the Agate District."

"Guess what? When he heard that they were from the Doma Autonomous Region, he was so scared that he peed his pants."

"..."

Paimon took out the bottle of red wine.

No matter how much he drinks, Su Ming won't get drunk at all.

"Master Su Ming, please let me serve you..."

Is she the Oiran?

She looks a bit like a celebrity from the Snow Country, and she is quite pretty and unique among the others.

At the table, Paimon and his confidants were all drunk. Only two swordsmen stood at the door, looking over here with some envy.

"How come you're not drunk at all... Lily, don't you love me anymore?"

"Master's wife is gone...how come you are gone too..."

"..."

Seeing the oiran taking away Paimon's hand on her shoulder with some disgust, she looked at him with a expressive look.

1 month 14 day.

early morning.

Hut.

The bed in Su Ming's room was very warm. It must have been heated again.

"Have you been drinking a lot?"

"..."

Although Su Ming was not drunk at all, he had drunk a lot and was in that kind of room, so he could not help but smell strongly of alcohol.

If verbal forgiveness is already achieved, then she should strike while the iron is hot.

For example, you can stimulate yourself with some benefits at this time. Do as you have done before.

"..."

No.

Just help take off shoes and socks, cover cups and close curtains.

When walking or doing something, the movements are very quiet, and I hear the sound of someone taking a basin... Is it washing dirty socks?
There was no intention of entering the room again.

1 month 14 day.

One o'clock.

Su Ming couldn't sleep well. She didn't even notice him standing behind Jiang Mengying who was washing her socks for more than ten seconds.

"what……"

It was not until I was about to get the soap that I saw Su Ming.

"You...didn't sleep?"

"I can't sleep well after drinking."

"Then I'll make you a cup of hangover tea."

"Need not."

Su Ming waved his hand, lit another cigarette, and looked at her evasive gaze.

“I almost fell in love online before.”

"..."

Her eyes unconsciously lowered and she turned back to wash her socks.

"Before I knew it, a girl added me and said I was a good fighter. I hope I can teach her."

"But after I came to my senses and looked through the game records for a long time, I couldn't find which game was the same one."

"But we had a good chat. My mood has improved a lot since the bad days at work."

"He can talk about any topic. The only bad thing is that he never turns on the microphone."

“It’s really outrageous.”

"I suspected she was a man, but she would rather show a video to prove she was wearing women's clothes... Her closet was full of women's clothes. She was even willing to show her black stockings. She just wouldn't turn on the microphone."

"I just thought that maybe this guy just has a defect in his voice."

"I feel like... maybe spring has arrived. After all, we're such a good match, and if I don't have any feelings for him, he wouldn't be willing to take the initiative to play with me after losing to me for more than a dozen times. I think... this person is not as lonely as me, right?"

"I'm not really good at chatting. I'm fine talking about work, but personal small talk isn't that interesting."

"Not to mention inviting netizens who you have never met."

"call……"

Su Ming took a puff of his cigarette. "I think this netizen might have a good figure... but his face is not that good. I don't think I'm that handsome either, so I might as well just take a picture after washing my face and send it to him."

"As a result, this guy kept praising me, and I felt a little embarrassed. But he would send me any photo, even if it was a little bit vague... but he just wouldn't send me the full face."

"We've been chatting for half a year, and I know everything about her, but I know nothing about her. Then I realized that she never complained to me." "..."

"What's even more outrageous is that she came straight to the point before I was about to do so. She said she would make an appointment with me when she was confident."

"Speaking of raising fish, do you spend money on the fish or the spare tire, but the spare tire doesn't cost a penny?"

"Later... this guy's account was cancelled. I couldn't contact him at all."

"..."

Her body was trembling a little, and she seemed to want to say something, but no sound came out.

"Hey, I feel a little dizzy...sleep."

What do you want? What do you want to verify or gain?
Su Ming didn't understand it clearly, but he suddenly wanted to talk about it.

1 month 14 day.

Two o'clock in the morning.

"..."

The door was gently pushed open. Su Ming was still awake, just lying there with his eyes closed.

Or do you plan to do something here on your own?
Just release it as a prop... At this point, no matter what kind of card it is, I will accept it for the first time, and it makes no difference how many times it comes.

"Yes... it's me."

"Using that kind of online friend identity...how dare you."

"I knew he was having a hard time and wanted to help him a little bit... but I ended up being able to reconnect with him in that way, so I'm happy..."

"..."

It doesn't look like he's here to shudder.

Some of the sobbing sounds sounded more like someone was mourning.

“I’m already very satisfied.”

"real……"

"Allowing me to stay in a room... woo."

"..."

I still remember that at the Inspectorate, after the inspector had investigated the matter thoroughly, he ordered her mother to pay back the money.

But that old woman is a tough nut to crack.

'All lost.'

"If you really want it, go to her house and see if there's anything valuable there. If you really like the little girl, take her home and raise her. I don't want to raise her yet."

At that time, I was angry at the old woman's shameless attitude. I had no intention of doing what the inspector said to eliminate the negative impact on me.

I really don't want to think from the perspective of the perpetrator.

"Brother...I'm sorry."

"Really sorry……"

"..."

There can't be another sister anymore. There is no sister in the world who will lie in the same bed with me. Even if we are not lovers, we can't be sisters.

"I'm not dead."

The sobbing became louder and louder, and Su Ming couldn't stand it anymore. He sat up directly.

"..."

She was visibly stunned.

"Don't call me brother either. That title is a thing of the past."

"..."

"If you can accept being a prop, then come on. You may have the chance to be treated as a normal woman, or you may be a prop for the rest of your life."

"..."

She couldn't speak, she stammered, tried to wipe the crystals off her face, and stood up.

She was totally out of shape. She had no preparation at all.

"Pretending to be an online friend...I didn't mean to do that."

"Where are the photos?"

"Because my brother asked if we could shoot a little further down..."

"I said go down, so go down?"

"..."

It's in a bit of a state. The fingertips can be sunken.

"I plan to take you back and pretend I never saw you."

It's probably for the best that we can do this.

Memories will continue to be memories. I have never looked back.

"..."

She didn't respond at all, but hesitated for a moment, then took the initiative to meet Su Ming's fingertips.

I suddenly remembered that she hadn't reached the stage of being as arrogant as she is now. She was also lying next to me. When I opened my eyes, I saw her face... I was really shocked at that time.

Seriously, you are already in junior high school. You can't just walk into a man's room wearing only his underwear.

But her answer was.

The folded paper cranes said that she was already the bride, so what was there to not see? Or was she not going to take responsibility after seeing everything?

Who has seen the nakedness?

Actually, this guy borrowed the bathroom and didn't tie the towel properly. It fell off. And there were all the necessary underwear inside. At that time, I was wearing a very small size A, but now... it's completely different.

“…I’m tired of it.”

"Just throw it away..."

What are you talking about?

If I just lust after the body, I can go to Duoduo anytime. No, I won't do anything just for Xingyu. If it's just desire, the moment I finish the mission and go back... Xiaoxi will be lying next to me. Xiaoxi will accept whatever I want to do.

"Remember to not wear such plain underwear at home tomorrow. It's not astringent enough."

"……in addition."

"You now seem to me to be a familiar, convenient woman."

"Try to upgrade. Maybe you can upgrade to Duoduo's level."

Su Ming didn't think about putting himself in other people's shoes anymore.

Just think about what you feel and see now.

【Favourability: 196】

She would become more favorable because of such words. In essence... she is probably always the same as before.

There is no question of forgiveness or not.

It has been so long since then that many things have become blurred.

"..."

She had just entered the state a little bit earlier, but now tears were streaming down her cheeks and the other side of her body.

She didn't have the initiative she had at the beginning. Instead, she seemed to have become Duoduo, lying there and responding awkwardly.

But Su Ming felt even better.

Ok.

This is probably the feeling after something is made up for when you felt it was missing.

【Favourability: 200】

What she said about being a prop was also true. This kind of favorability... let alone being a prop for herself, even if she really had to round out the corners to make money for herself, she probably wouldn't even blink an eyelid.

1 month 14 day.

early.

Tavern.

"Sister Natasha... did you sprain your ankle?"

"..."

Because my condition was not right, Duoduo naturally came to ask me.

"Haha, Duoduo, don't ask nonsense questions. You will understand later~"

"Why will you understand it later? Can't you understand it now? It looks like you just sprained your ankle! Sister Natasha, just rest on the side, I'll do it!"

"..."

I do not know either.

How could Mr. Ming accept me to this extent?

Last night, it was as if he had completely let go of all his grudges... He needed me. That straightforward and simple need made me tremble.

Something that I dared not even dream of actually happened...

I was actually afraid that once I opened my eyes, I would become fake. In fact, I didn't even want to look at me. I had no interest in me at all.

"Brother, why did Sister Natasha sprain her ankle... I asked, and Miss Maynie said I would understand later?"

"Well, Miss Minnie is right."

"..."

Mr. Ming would occasionally glance at me. There was no disgust or other obvious emotions. He just glanced at me.

Ok.

Today I didn't wear plain underwear anymore, and I didn't know what Mr. Ming would think of me... It didn't matter. I just hoped that this wasn't a dream.

New underwear will be liked and needed again.

That shouldn't be a drunken joke...or maybe the truth would only come out after drinking too much.

Inside the regular maid uniform, the lace rubbing against my thighs. I feel strangely warm. I don't need to change before the evening... What I need to show now is the real me. I am not a saint, I am just like this... Once there is a little sign that he doesn't hate me. I will be so happy that I will tremble and can't control my feelings.

1 month 14 day.

late at night.

Mr. Ming probably stayed in the pub again, chatting with Duoduo.

Judging from Duoduo's current performance and Mr. Ming's acceptance of her...it would be normal even if she stayed there overnight.

I didn't think about anything else, nor was I too disappointed. I just kept the quilt warm and planned to wash the dirty clothes that Mr. Ming had taken off yesterday, as well as mine.

"Ok?"

"You seem to be completely ready today?"

"..."

To be honest, I would be shy too, especially when I was changing clothes and staring at my dirty panties... I was even caught in the act of licking my pants.

"Let's prepare to reorganize our wishes. Paimon has completely taken control of the Agate District, and we have also obtained the route map to the Imperial Capital. We estimate that they will launch a general offensive in the next two days."

"Maybe I don't even need to take you back."

"After all, you are originally from the Snow Country. Where do you live?"

"..."

"North Water Province? There seem to be a lot of will-o'-the-wisp teenagers in that place."

I don't hate Mr. Ming for touching me while chatting. It's just... in such a bright place, it would be embarrassing to be carefully examined for the source of my pollution. I'm afraid that people would think I'm actually a slut.

"Could it be that you were planning to attack Ziwei just now?"

"..."

I was silent for a moment, lowering my head. My cheeks must have turned red.

Do you want to make it and show it to me?

"I'm not that interested. But if you want, you can."

"..."

Just as I was about to do it with trepidation, my arm was grabbed again.

"Just kidding. If you want to be treated as a normal woman, you should change your thinking process first."

What is considered a normal woman?
I do not know.

"Hiss... the underwear I changed into today is a bit too erotic. Baby Canteen, is this semi-transparent?"

"..."

This is not atonement at all, but rather like accepting kindness every moment.

Maybe Mr. Ming doesn't need my atonement at all, it's just my wishful thinking.

But that's good enough.

I come with atonement and love, and Mr. Ming only needs to consider how to get pleasure from me.

"If this continues, there is a high probability that you will get pregnant."

"It's okay... I'll get rid of it."

“There is no birth control pill in this world.”

"…I'll take care of it."

"Raise it yourself?"

"..."

Yes. If I really can't abort them, I will raise them myself. No matter how many there are, I will raise them myself.

"Do I look like I was born?"

"!"

I am not lying.

But Mr. Ming seemed a little angry... and I knew the reason.

In essence, Mr. Ming has not changed from before, and is still as good as before. Even someone like me... can be tolerated by such a gentle personality.

"Huh? What's wrong with you?"

"..."

I am sorry.

Because it was so warm, I couldn't hold back my tears. That... I couldn't hold back either. Compared to the pleasure brought by my body's instinct, the warmth my soul received... really made my brain go blank.

If this continues, after I go back...will I be able to continue to exist?
If I could still feel this warm, I would definitely not want to die at all. I would climb up the pole, uncontrollably attached.

(End of this chapter)