Something's wrong, they're not NPCs?

Chapter 325 No Regrets and 50% Probability

2 month 9 day.

morning.

Why are the women around my brother-in-law all more beautiful than the other?

I don't hate Duoduo, but the Saint... maybe she is the more important target of my brother-in-law's dream this time. But I don't like her that much.

Even though she was a little perverted, when the expected Sese scene came out, she always felt that something was wrong with her.

"..."

Following my brother-in-law, I walked through the underground path behind the palace. Both sides of the path were floating in the air. It was like a road less than 1 meter wide and without guardrails suspended in the air. It led directly to the worship hall.

I can also see sesame-sized things on the ground, perhaps buildings or mountains.

That's what my brother-in-law said, but I haven't actually been there...where one of my sisters lives.

By now I have almost understood what is wrong. This is not the love I am used to seeing... Well, shame on me, whether it is my biological sister or other sisters, I have more or less seen many of them get along with their brother-in-law.

Even a newbie like me knows that if you try to please someone by being absolutely inferior or even atoning for your sins, you will neither be forgiven nor fall in love. Many of the things I learned in the book are not applicable in real life, but there is one sentence... love yourself, which is right. If you even look down on yourself, who can you expect to like you?
I don't fully understand what happened between my brother-in-law and her in the past. I just think based on his attitude towards her. Well, this is not the same relationship as with me and my sister.

"Don't let it drip just because I'm holding on tight this time."

"..."

I wanted to protest, but unfortunately I couldn't make a sound.

I'm not in heat all the time.

At least, seeing my brother-in-law's serious and confident expression... I know where that confidence comes from, and I won't get horny.

I hope I can use that trump card less often. I hope the goddess is not that strong, and I also hope that... my brother-in-law can think clearly about how far he wants to go, so that I can help smooth things over. It doesn't matter whether he wants her or not.

2 month 9 day.

morning.

To be honest, ever since Su Ming knew that An Xiaoxi was in the Blade of Philosophy, he didn't want to use it unless necessary.

But now it is not possible. If any of these bonuses are missing, your winning rate will only drop.

"..."

The ground was shaking. Perhaps the goddess was not going to pretend anymore. The execution holes that had appeared randomly after earthquakes before were now large areas that fell down without any scruples. It seemed to be very close to the Sutia Port below, and there were not many people... With the help of the aliens, they should be able to react, right?

"Oh, it's coming fiercely."

The goddess stood beside the statue, slowly floating up, her robe swaying with the surge of magic power.

"You don't seem to be able to use magic to fly? This place is not very favorable for you."

"..."

Su Ming had already taken a step forward and rushed over.

"Clap!"

A knife chopped the altar in the worship hall, and a deep hole without any bumps appeared where the wooden table connected to the mud ground.

"Oh, so urgent?"

The goddess appeared behind Su Ming calmly, and her speed was completely different from before.

"Looking for her?"

"It's impossible to find it unless you can beat me again."

"..."

With just a light touch of his fingertips, Su Ming felt an unbearable pain coming from his back... His body began to burst and bleed.

2 month 9 day.

morning.

"I'm really angry!"

"It's bad enough that you said my butt is small, but now you dare to destroy my statue?!"

"..."

Su Ming was a little tired and panting. He held the blade of philosophy tightly and did not dare to relax for a moment.

This guy is almost like a one-punch man. If you touch him, he will die. You can only use the Philosopher's Blade to fight him... The blade broke into pieces several times, and this is the first time. But it reunited within a few seconds.

How does An Xiaoxi feel inside?
Maybe there's no time to worry about that now.

2 month 9 day.

morning.

"It's so annoying. Why do you know it no matter what it is?"

"You also know divination? How can a mere mortal get a response from the divination star?"

"..."

No matter how tricky the goddess's moves were, or how wide the attack range was, Su Ming could always find a loophole to dodge. If there was no escape, then he would rush into her face with an attitude of exchanging his life for hers... Immunity worked. But her magic power was too strong, and Su Ming would immediately become weak after just one immunization.

2 month 9 day.

morning.

"Well, you asked for it."

I saw the goddess take out something like a hairpin from the back of her head, which was originally empty, and throw it on the ground.

"You thought I knew a few magic tricks? I know physical skills too... I'm just too lazy to remember them."

"what."

"That's why I hate humans. They actually wrote God into pornographic books. Facing my statue... die quickly. I don't want to remember this memory at all."

"..."

Su Ming didn't know how many times he had reloaded the game.

I remember that it was almost the same when I dealt with Thetis, constantly reloading the save file. But the difference is that one was a woman who had to kill me, and now it's just a stronger goddess.

Compared to the former, the current level is nothing.

"Shh-"

In this step, the colorless magic power condenses into a solid entity and stabs you, while at the same time you have to avoid the sudden attack of something like gravity... hold on.

When you get in front of her, you have to deal with her ultimate move that may have been held back for more than ten seconds, and the entire worship hall is within the attack range of the magic shock.

"Pfft-"

Cutting off the goddess' head will not stop her. She will recover.

2 month 9 day.

It was almost noon. The sun was stronger than I had ever seen before.

The blood all over the hall was shining brightly under the sunlight.

"Honestly, if you were facing the true form of this goddess, you wouldn't be so embarrassed."

"..."

The goddess could no longer return to her relaxed state. The speed of recovery of the cut hand was extremely slow. The originally exquisite robe had long been stained red by Su Ming's blood or hers.

"what."

Su Ming also agreed to approach the limit, and this was the result of countless reloads. He dodged everything he could. If he really couldn't dodge, he would use the smallest cost to inflict the greatest damage.

"What the fortune teller said is right. Getting close to something like you will only make me uncomfortable."

"I remembered what that smell was on you... I'm blessed by it and not afraid of it, but I don't want anything to do with it now."

"No wonder the fortune teller said that he can't be killed... bad luck."

"Well, it's a draw. You can go back to where you want to go, and you can just pretend that the fact that I chopped my butt so many times never happened."

2 month 9 day.

Su Ming could no longer use the Philosophical Blade. His body had reached its limit.

His vision had long been blurred by the blood.

"I have already released the people here. A woman is not enough for you, right?"

"I just need a carrier. And she's going to die sooner or later."

"Does it have to be a fight to the death?"

"..."

But at the same time, the goddess had been grabbed by his neck. She could no longer look at him as she did at the beginning, and the magic power released by her hand could kill Su Ming.

"Where is she?"

"She relies on my magic to survive. Since it's my magic... I can let anyone I want to see her, and I can make someone never find her."

"..."

Su Ming tightened his grip on her neck, and her face turned red.

But the expression was very strange... he was smiling.

"You... won. But you are not my believer, so I have no promises to fulfill."

"If you can survive until the next time I truly wake up... no matter what your relationship with it is, no matter what kind of blessing you receive, you must die."

"..."

"Crack."

Her neck must be about to break. Her expression finally began to look painful.

"The palace... the palace is over there."

Su Ming was not worried that this was a trick. If it was fake, he could always reload the game.

if it is real.

The goddess will recover after I haven't hurt her for a while... maybe she can reach her peak again in a very short time. But then again, as long as I can see Jiang Mengying and complete the last step, it will be over.

Therefore, Su Ming chose to twist her head off and throw it to the Republic of Sutia. This way, at least she would not recover in a short time. After solving Jiang Mengying's problem...if she wants to fight again, she will not just face herself. Tia is also very strong.

2 month 9 day.

noon.

Imperial Palace. Inside the main hall.

The floor had already shattered into pieces due to the shaking, and the abyss below was vaguely visible.

"Without you as a carrier, I really can't defeat him... like a monster."

"Forget it. I give up too."

"If I really want to take away most of the power that cultivated you, you won't be able to be a carrier if you win against him, and it won't benefit me at all."

I can only wait here for Mr. Ming to come.

I was clearly beside him before, and witnessed his fight with the goddess... but I couldn't make any sound, or it could be said that I couldn't be heard at all. Maybe, as the goddess said, I was already dead. It was because of her that I was able to meet Mr. Ming for a while.

Can't be happy.

The result was the same again. Mr. Ming got into unnecessary trouble because of me.

"Clap."

The footsteps outside the hall were getting closer.

There can't be anyone else here except Mr. Ming.

"..."

He probably wiped his face and saw me standing next to the innermost dragon throne. He didn't care how rough the ground was and dragged his tired body to take a few steps.

I wanted to speak, but my mouth wouldn't open at all.

This body does not belong to me. I can only watch.

There are many threads that probably only I can see...

"Pfft-"

Naturally, if Mr. Ming wanted to come over, he would bump into him. His shoulder, which was already stained with blood, was stained with another layer.

“It’s getting more and more annoying.”

"What's wrong with this guy? This is a magical line that should kill you if you touch it. It's impossible for him to see it..."

"Even though I was told I had a small butt and was chopped countless times, I still kept my promise and didn't kill him."

"This man seems determined to take you away... I don't know how to persuade him, but you have a solution, right? I hope you can keep your promise."

"..."

"Otherwise, I'm really angry and I don't want any benefits. No one can leave. Including the people below... and his other wife, they all have to die. I said, I'm fair."

"..."

I can feel the existence of my body and my mouth can open and make sounds.

My body is shaking.

But I have to speak up. If this continues...

"Mr. Ming!"

The moment I made the sound, Mr. Ming stopped.

"I volunteered. I think this is the best way!"

"Didn't the goddess let Duoduo and the others go? I'm just like this... just a believer."

"..."

Mr. Ming stood there, smiled at me, and pointed at his suit which was stained with blood.

“Is he handsome?”

"..."

Why do you want to say this at this time?

Wish... through what mechanism can I go back?

"If he betrays me, I will keep my promise... Even if forced awakening brings side effects, I will kill him."

'If you want to know what the goddess' true form looks like, just trust him and use his strange method to escape.'

"..."

The goddess's gloomy voice lingered in my ears.

I can't gamble, and I don't want to gamble. If I win, that's great... but what if I lose? Isn't it better to just leave it like this, rather than ruining Mr. Ming's smile when he talks about those women because of me? I wasn't worthy of those in the first place.

I regret that I shouldn't have let Mr. Ming start to re-evaluate me. I shouldn't have coveted that kind of warmth that might have a little bit of love.

'Forget it. I don't want to wait any longer.'

"Since you want to go back on your word, haha... I can only keep my promise."

'No one can leave here.'

"..."

I ignored the goddess' words, took a step forward, and looked at Mr. Ming calmly.

“At that time, I did it on purpose.”

"..."

Mr. Ming didn't stop at all.

"I did it on purpose! If I didn't have no friends at school, I would never have talked to you."

"Compared to having so many friends at school, it's easy to choose between them and you. Why should I feel guilty for saying bad things all the time?"

"I do feel guilty, but it's only a little bit. Wouldn't it be easy to fall for it if I saw you again? You're lustful at heart, so I said I'd cultivate a childhood sweetheart when I was little... I didn't understand it when I was little, but don't I understand it now?"

"..."

Why didn't you stop?

"Don't you know who I am?"

"I'm……"

"I would yell when I saw you talking to other women in the shop, and I would cry when I saw you forcing others to eat your cookies."

"Do you think I've changed anything except atonement? Until now... after hearing about you and those women, I wish they would die sooner." "That's what I think."

"Even so, you still want to take me back?"

"Shouldn't it be clear?"

"Even though I've been hated for so many years, I still try to find out what you're doing every day and whether you have someone you like... I know you're not doing well and no woman likes you, so I'm secretly happy..."

"..."

I have tried so hard to make up words to be hated again.

But why is it of no use?
"..."

Mr. Ming, faced with a line that he could not cross even if he could see it, chose to give up his left hand and walked over without saying a word.

'I'll give you one last chance, tell him to go away.'

The goddess' tone was extremely cold.

'So much bullshit.'

"The easiest way is that you now have my magic power in your body, so just pierce his stomach. If you can do it, do it. If you can't... I'll do it myself."

"..."

Mr. Ming had only reached the steps under the dragon throne and was only a few steps away from reaching me.

“About 11 years ago.”

"You chose to take a look and then run away. Now it's almost a similar multiple-choice question again."

"Believe me or believe the goddess? Which side do you stand on? Think it over carefully."

"..."

Who to believe... The decision was made long ago. I just lack the courage to do it. I am too cowardly and ugly.

Gaze into those eyes.

As long as I speak up and choose to trust Mr. Ming... and leave all the problems to him, I can easily do nothing. After all, any consequences should be borne by the person who made the choice.

Just like eleven years ago, I chose to escape... Then it is my time to atone for my sins. I will be trapped in the psychological shadow for the rest of my life.

For a long time I was afraid to make choices.

My colleagues at work asked me if I liked grilled fish or barbecued meat. I would just say I liked both. I was afraid that I would spoil my friends' fun by saying I liked one or the other. Is this a typical people-pleasing personality?

As long as I make a move that doesn't meet the goddess' expectations, my body will naturally suffer pain deep in my bones, as if my nerves are being pulled... to play the song.

"Mr. Ming, of course I am on your side. Always."

"Pfft."

I don’t believe in goddesses either.

Will she let bygones be bygones as long as I obey? Although I don't know what benefit I, whom she calls a 'carrier', can bring to her. But I may become a part of the goddess after a fixed period of time and be used to deal with Mr. Ming.

If that's the case...the place where the hand should be poked is myself.

I'd rather die. That was my original plan, but what I see now is just an extra revolving door. This is all I can do... I hope it won't cause more trouble for Mr. Ming.

"Please kill the goddess... She is right next to me."

I don't feel any pain. Compared to the physical sensations of a body that doesn't belong to me... only my heart is filled with regret. I shouldn't have thought about atonement. I should have known... what kind of character Mr. Ming is. It might only be a matter of time before he forgives me.

As expected, everyone who sits next to me becomes unhappy. This is true at home and at school.

I can control this body, although it is only a short-term control... When the body is injured, the magic power will be automatically consumed to repair it. The more serious the injury, the weaker the goddess will be when she gets this body.

'Who the hell are you?'

"Ahhhhhh!"

"Just die!!!"

I must have touched the scene that the goddess least wanted to see, so she was so furious. That proves that I did the right thing.

I would like to say one more thing, but unfortunately the body has been taken away.

If I could say it out loud... I didn't want to give it to you for the first time because of atonement. When I wrote 'I want to be a bride' when I was folding the paper crane, I had already researched everything a bride would do. Well, I knew about sex at that time. I also secretly peeped at it at that time... Obviously it wasn't as scary as it is now. But I was ready to become a woman because of Mr. Ming from that time. Fortunately, I was able to hand it over in the end. I didn't want it to be atonement, it was just a normal... because I like to be together or something. This is the most desired wish.

2 month 9 day.

Night.

"Master. I don't care whether you like small or large ones. But... you want me to help you collect women, especially women whose drums are bigger than mine. Have you ever thought that they will get angry?"

"What exactly is wrong with the Republic of Sutia that makes it unsuitable for permanent residence?"

"If you want a small hill, there's the wolf girl. If you want someone who's hotter, there's the scorpion girl! If you're into Furui, there's the cat girl! If you like big ones... Am I not good enough?! I can also become what they call a dark skin! Or an elf! Even if the master wants to be a different color 24 hours a day, I support it! And I won't tell on you!"

"..."

Before coming to see the goddess, Su Ming had already asked Paimon and the others to go down and talk to Tia about coming to help.

Fortunately.

It came just when I was very weak and the goddess was powerless and furious.

Tia is really not weak. At least she was able to win after Jiang Mengying chose to destroy the carrier... leaving the goddess with a barely usable body. Besides, it wasn't just Tia who came. Xia Ye was there too. When did she come to the Republic of Sutia?
"Big brother, have you forgotten? Sister Tia said that the communication infrastructure is not well done."

"Big brother is here now. We have 5G network, right? But we don't know how to connect to the Snow Country yet."

"..."

Even if she was there, it was useless. After the goddess completely disappeared, all that was left was a floating land full of holes, and Jiang Mengying's body became that illusory appearance again...

"Well, her body is filled with a lot of chaotic energy."

"Xiaoye can't analyze it in such a short time. There is no way to help her control it. Unless, Xiaoye completely eats it... and becomes a part of Xiaoye."

Maybe Xia You will have a way to deal with the monster mentioned by the goddess. But if you think about it carefully, the goddess also wants to eat Jiang Mengying's "soul". She doesn't care whether she can survive or not.

"What are you and Master talking about? What can't be controlled... Didn't the big drum woman survive?"

"..."

The voice faded away. Perhaps Tia finally realized that the situation was not that simple and stopped being jealous.

2 month 9 day.

late at night.

Su Ming still stayed on the floating land.

Xia You, whom I wanted to see, also came.

"Lolita brother, keep shouting... that you want to lick Xiaoyou's feet. Here it comes."

She might have learned a new way of speaking somewhere, and she stood calmly in front of Su Ming.

"Hmm, I smell a nasty smell. Did Big Brother meet that...nasty old woman?"

"It's a spider with many legs. It lives far, far away from here. If its offspring that come out to move around are killed... it will be very angry. But it doesn't matter. As long as big brother likes loli, as long as big brother is not in a strange place and can't smell it, I will help. To help, you have to touch Xiaoyou's belly as agreed, okay?"

"..."

If the dead goddess was just her insignificant clone, and her real body was far away from the Snow Country, she could wait a few decades and come back again...without any fear.

If just by touching the belly, I can get a fighting force that is much stronger than me and whose strength is unknown, I will do it.

The problem is that Jiang Mengying is in a translucent state and may disappear at any time.

"..."

Xia You shook her head.

"She is already dead."

"Women who like older brothers are so weird. They can turn themselves into this... It hurts to watch."

"..."

2 month 10 day.

early morning.

Jiang Mengying finally woke up. At the same time, the body seemed to become more solid.

"Mr. Ming...how can I..."

She got up and reached out to knock over the chair. The body existed, but it was not hers... It was a bionic body that Xia Ye had temporarily made based on Tia's magical body. It was barely usable.

"goddess……"

She looked around again.

"already solved."

"..."

Jiang Mengying sat up in a daze, spread her hands, and stared.

"It's not my hand..."

Of course, a makeshift bionic man couldn't be very detailed. It could only be described as a humanoid. Being able to carry the magic of chaos was already a good job.

2 month 10 day.

Two o'clock in the morning.

"So that's how it is. Mr. Ming's wife...the elf came here."

"Her first words were, this woman's drum is too much."

"..."

Jiang Mengying lowered her head and unconsciously sat further into the bed, as if trying to hide the drum... but to be honest, the human form wasn't very big now.

"Do you want to change your wish?"

"Eh?"

"You want to see me in a suit. I'm wearing one now though."

Su Ming changed into a clean suit. And it was the size Noelia brought that fit him very well, and it was specially customized before.

"..."

"Like wanting to go on a date, wanting to hear my honest thoughts, wanting to have sex."

"what……"

Perhaps she hadn't expected Su Ming to speak so bluntly, and her cheeks turned slightly red.

"After all, I'm not that sure. If I can't go back, this will really be the last night. Don't worry about anything else, just focus on what you want most. It doesn't necessarily have to be a wish."

"The goddess... is she really dead? She said she has another body."

"That's none of your business. Forget it, I'll just do it."

"?"

Su Ming thought a lot.

Why did my sister suddenly ask about my first love before I came here?
Normally, she would never mention it at this time. Maybe... she had seen Jiang Mengying, or heard something about her.

They say it can't be cured, but maybe it doesn't need to be cured at all.

Half the chance.

"This makeshift body... the lips aren't soft enough."

"..."

Jiang Mengying's face turned red and she opened her mouth but couldn't make a sound.

"If this is the last night, are you still going to spend it with that kind of atonement mentality? Are you going to think about something that will spoil the fun?"

"..."

She seemed to finally come to her senses.

He looked at Su Ming and remained silent for a long time before speaking.

"Then... the union of being liked, is it okay?"

It was an extremely cautious expression, and he didn't dare to look Su Ming in the eyes immediately after he said it.

"can."

Her temporary body is really not pretty. Her skin is not that elastic, and her breasts are not big. You can even say it is flat.

And the academic qualifications are totally unfounded.

Even the blushing mentioned just now was just what Su Ming inferred from her tone.

[10/10]

The progress is full. In other words, tomorrow morning... the mission will be completed. The truth can be known by calling Xiaoyou or finding her remains in person.

"I, I have something else to say..."

She pushed Su Ming's belly with both hands.

"what?"

"Before that incident... before I folded the paper cranes, I wanted to be a bride. I wrote it after I knew what a bride would do."

"I knew it earlier. Men still remember which page they last read of their treasured erotica. After all, if someone has read it before, he will definitely find it strange to read it again. So didn't I also say that we should just cultivate a childhood sweetheart? You're right, I'm not so naive as to feed a skinny, dark girl for free."

"T- ...

"Let me correct you. I refused to take a shower together in elementary school. I can tell the difference between a full meal and a full one."

"..."

After the misunderstanding was put aside, what remained seemed to be some warm memories. I did have the thought of cultivating a childhood sweetheart... but it was only a fleeting thought at that time. More often than not, when I was tired, I had a childish guy to talk and laugh with to relieve my depression.

As a sister.

"Now... she's not my sister anymore, right?"

"Ah."

"..."

She might really want to hear it, but Su Ming didn't want to create an atmosphere of life and death separation.

"Brother, I'm not afraid at all."

"I told you not to yell like that."

"I made the right choice, right? I wasn't afraid... I stood up."

"Who do you think would praise a weirdo who stabbed his own intestines out in a matter of seconds?"

"……But."

She leaned closer to Su Ming's arms, "I just can feel... a little bit liked. That... obviously with this body, it's even more."

"Have you weighed yourself?"

“I can feel it.”

"..."

"But if I die... this kind of atonement."

"I'll give you a monument. Keep your promise and tell you about the life I've lived."

"J."

She turned her face away, "I am satisfied now. I can be happy even after I die... People like me can be happy, and so can my brother."

"..."

"Thank you... and I'm sorry."

"It will definitely be hard for someone like my brother... But I am really satisfied. I am not afraid at all... Maybe I will even drink a few more bowls of Meng Po soup. Then we can become childhood sweethearts again. When we were young, my brother was the only one around me..."

"Brother, keep your word. If she meets the skinny little girl again...if she trusts her again, she will definitely not be so cowardly and will definitely stand up for herself."

"..."

Su Ming said nothing. He just waited.

The moment the sun came out, her face, with its crooked nose, was illuminated orange. She smiled peacefully, without a trace of fear.

【mission completed】

The picture finally froze at this moment.

(End of this chapter)