Something's wrong, they're not NPCs?

Chapter 343 But I have never been a bad student

11 month 12 day.

in the afternoon.

I still work in the company.

"Mr. An, the candy bars you requested."

The office is out of sugar, so I asked Secretary Gao to buy some. Although you can't drink coffee during pregnancy, no one says you can't add sugar to black tea.

"..."

In the past, Secretary Gao would just leave, but today she looked at my belly a few more times.

After all, it has been more than half a year, and no matter how loose the clothes are, it is impossible to cover it up.

"Last time you said you wanted to do a prenatal checkup, was that recently?"

"Prenatal checkup?"

I was a little distracted and only remembered it after a while.

I just received a call from the hospital yesterday morning. I have already made an appointment and will leave work early to go to the hospital today.

"I'll go there in a minute."

"Wait a minute? Are you going to pick up Mr. Su later? Or should I pick him up for you in advance?"

"..."

How should I answer?
"No, I can take care of it myself. You go on with your work."

"..."

Secretary Gao lowered his head slightly and walked out silently.

Do you think that Mr. Su Ming and I have a bad relationship?

probably not.

In her eyes, she would probably think...I really have my own plans, romantic plans.

But the reality is not like that.

Originally, Mr. Su Ming came back from Kyoto last night, no, it should be said that he came home before dawn in the early morning. I was very happy. I planned to go to the hospital today.

But after ordinary tenderness, he told me again.

Say...tomorrow is that day.

'I don't know what this time will be like.'

"Do you want to go? I think... you are the most stable one."

'...'

I should have felt a little awkward before, but then just felt normal and happy. After all… even if it was just intentional sweet words and compliments, I would still be happy.

But it always feels a little different.

It's like I suddenly remembered something after the fact, or as the internet slang says, "Internet Depression Music".

why?
Legal wife, will this word become my motivation to work hard?
I still remember when I heard Xia Ye in his rental house with my own ears and saw Xia Ye entangled with him with my own eyes... that kind of indescribable feeling.

I can understand why summer nights are accepted.

That’s because, at that time, I couldn’t afford to lose… I couldn’t bear to lose a second time.

Really don't understand.

Only now, when Mr. Su Ming has so many people around him, did he begin to recall what jealousy feels like.

I just started to think about it now, and I want to ask...after knowing that it was not just a dream, why are there still new people one after another.

Am I just physically attractive?
If not, if I have enough charm other than physical charm, then why would there be a next time?
A voice in my head said...you said it yourself, don't be stingy.

There is also a voice saying... Shouldn't you have known this a long time ago? A woman who has no self-esteem and gives too much will only become more and more humble. If you want to file for divorce, there are plenty of substitutes around him... whether it's physical or mental.

So, I really don’t understand why the backlash has only started now...without any signs at all.

I used to think about being a woman who only had a cat for life. But after meeting him, I decided to give him my all.

And then... I was jealous too.

Then, I became a surprisingly generous person. Even now, when I think back, I still feel surprised and unbelievable. I can't remember what kind of reconciliation I went through.

Is it because I’ve been dreaming about getting divorced recently?

Or prenatal depression?

11 month 12 day.

in the afternoon.

Dong City First Hospital.

Obstetrics and gynecology consultation room.

"Actually, there aren't that many dietary restrictions, it's just about eating less. There must be someone by your side. At least someone who can be there in a few minutes at any time."

"If you have the conditions at work, you can take some time off. It's not suitable for you to sit for a long time now."

"Also... now is the day between the first three and the last three. Although it is theoretically possible, it is best to decline."

"..."

Maybe it was because I took the medicine provided by Xia Ye, so the doctor didn't know even if we had sex yesterday. Of course, maybe it couldn't be found out in the first place.

"…Why didn't your husband come? No one from your family was with you either."

"I... He said he would come back from Kyoto right away, but I didn't want him to come back right away."

"Really? Don't come alone next time. If there's no one around, the fetus might become unstable and that could be troublesome. Keep it in mind."

"Ah."

"Okay, you can go home. I'll let you know before I go for the prenatal checkup. Also, call me anytime if you feel any discomfort."

After completing all the necessary examinations, the female doctor sat in front of the computer and entered something into the form.

"…Any other questions?"

After I sat there for several minutes without leaving, the female doctor looked at me again.

"No, I...my husband actually came back overnight yesterday. He just... drove all night and came back, so I turned off the alarm. I didn't call him."

"Really? Then he still cares about you. That's good, but next time you should wake him up. If anything happens to you, he will definitely blame himself."

"Also...if I say I'm hungry in the middle of the night, I'll get up right away and make what I want to eat. If takeout isn't available, I'll make it myself."

"Um……"

"And sometimes... I was too tired and fell asleep accidentally, and I would find that I was covered with a quilt. He also helped me to tie my hair up so that it would not be pulled no matter how I turned over. And also..."

"Miss An."

The female doctor interrupted me, put her hands in the pockets of her white coat, and looked at me seriously, "Did something happen to you? About your husband."

"..."

"Although I'm not a professional psychologist, I've been a doctor for more than ten years. I've met many women who had babies before they were born... well, I've counseled many people on emotional issues. If you're willing to talk, I'm all ears."

"How come? There's no emotional problem, no. I just...ah, I just suddenly wanted to share."

"share?"

"..."

What exactly do I want to say?

In the end, he walked out under the doctor's suspicious gaze.

Theoretically speaking, whether it was Xia Ye or Xue Er who came later, I accepted them all on my own will. I have no regrets.

I still don't know.

This kind of... holding my chest, feeling like something is missing.

Maybe I'm just tired?

Ok.

That should be the case. If I had known that when he came back yesterday, I should have followed his instructions and slept quietly. I shouldn't have done anything tricky. He drove all night to come back, but I also didn't sleep after receiving the message "on the way".

I should have thought of something better.

For example, I will go home no matter what.

But why am I so happy about the care I deserve after finally being loved? I think that I can give this kind of care to Xueer and many other people? I go home every day, often... Shouldn't this be a matter of course for both parties after marriage?
I am a selfish person.

Just like seven years ago, when I found out that Mr. Su Ming had a relationship with the woman in the shelter before the relationship was confirmed, I was very angry.

Just like seven years ago, when I asked him "do you want to" and he answered "yes" when we confirmed our relationship, I thought... from now on he would be mine and only mine. And I felt very happy that this thought had come true.

11 month 12 day.

At the entrance of the hospital.

The business Mercedes was parked there. I didn't ask Secretary Gao to pick me up. The person in the car... wasn't Secretary Gao either.

"Why didn't you tell me you had a prenatal checkup today?"

Mr. Su Ming is by the car. He seems to have just arrived.

"..."

"Let's not talk about whether my all-nighter has any effect on me. Even if it does, I can still get up. To put it bluntly, I was already awake when you went to work."

Pinch my face.

Maybe because it was a little cold and windy today, he put a felt hat that covered my ears on me.

"Well."

As soon as I got in the car, I was kissed again.

"You must tell me next time. Got it?"

"I really feel more and more that it is the pregnant woman who is taking care of me."

"..."

I don't mind being approached by Mr. Su Ming. Well... I should say I'm very happy.

The gloom I felt in the hospital just now has dissipated a lot.

But it doesn’t feel completely bright.

Instead, an inappropriate thought arises.

There is a car.

rich.

There is me. There is new life in the belly.

Even if I were to settle in any strange city right now... I would be willing to do it. And Mr. Su Ming...

"Yao?"

"..."

I don't want to let this strange feeling get to me anymore. I responded with a passion that was dozens of times stronger than Mr. Su Ming's light tap just now. "This kind of response... what are you trying to do here? In broad daylight, in the open."

"Hmm. Guess?"

"Isn't it time to reflect on yourself? Are you becoming more and more outstanding than your teacher?"

"Don't reflect on it. It's all because of loving you that I became like this."

"..."

Mr. Su Ming paused for a moment while holding the steering wheel, and I could feel a subtle change in his face. Perhaps it was because I expressed my love so calmly that he didn't know how to respond for a moment.

Then he reached out and patted my hand on my leg.

Ok.

At least... it's definitely happy now.

11 month 13 day.

morning.

Villa living room.

An Shiyao sat on the sofa, and Su Ming lay sideways on An Shiyao's legs. In the past, he could press the back of his head on her thighs.

But now because of the belly, it is not possible to get completely close. Even if the face is in profile, part of it will be forced to move to the knee position.

"Why can't it be you lying on my lap?"

"No. I'm very close to Mr. Su Ming's belly, with my face facing Mr. Su Ming's belly."

"... Putting aside whether it's good or not, is it possible that some people like to play tricks?"

“Mr. Su Ming can do little tricks, but he won’t find anything bad.”

"..."

She smiled very gently, and very casually brushed Su Ming's face with her slender fingertips.

It's hard to describe this feeling.

I know where I am going, but what the outcome might be...

[Time remaining until the next trial: 00:17:54]

[Due to the opening time of two-player mode: 00:17:54]

An Shiyao still doesn't plan to go.

She has to spend the least amount of points... I'm not judging from that aspect. I think if she can improve by entering the trial, An Shiyao's mentality of not being able to compete with others will be better.

Of course, to put it more simply... the reason why he seemed a little biased towards An Shiyao was indeed because Su Ming felt that she was the first one to arrive and was the one who should be more compensated.

[NPC options are as follows:
An Shiyao: Points*10
An Xiaoxi: Points*11
Miu Xueer Eliza: Points*100
Noelia Tia: 1000 points
Skylark.Sertis: Points*1100
Jiang Mengying: Points*1500
Summer Night: Points*Not visible yet】

To be honest, Su Ming didn't know whether the game might have been updated and revised to show the specific number of points required, and whether it was ranked according to strength.

Is it simply not calculated, or is it a bug, or is Xia Ye too strong to be displayed?
Not right either.

If he was really that strong, Xiaoye wouldn't have said that he felt too weak and wanted to go with Xiayou to see if there was any way to improve his strength. Understand what you want to know.

"..."

Unconsciously, Su Ming felt a hand reaching into his collar.

Open your eyes.

"It's not good to turn on the air conditioner so early in November."

"It will fit perfectly inside Mr. Su Ming's clothes."

"..."

Her cold hands tucked into Su Ming's pajamas. It was fine if she wanted to keep warm... but wasn't it a little subtle to touch her in the same way she did?
"Haha, Mr. Su Ming is very honest. This is one of Mr. Su Ming's strengths."

"You're obviously doing this to keep warm for a purpose."

"Where do you think you are warmest, Mr. Su Ming?"

"..."

"I'm curious, if Mr. Su Ming was like this before he fell asleep, would he be the same after he dreamed?"

If, it means if.

If you really ask this question, shouldn't you just ask it normally instead of asking it after you've already started to do something petty?

Su Ming felt that something was not right.

For example, does An Shiyao have any ideas?

"hiss……"

"I'll...wait for you to come back. Here."

An Shiyao brushed the hair away from her cheeks, her smile still gentle.

Maybe I just feel a little lonely or something?

11 month 13 day.

in the afternoon.

[Time remaining until the next trial: 00:01:34]

[Due to the opening time of two-player mode: 00:01:34]

"Sister Xue'er said before that she might never get pregnant. Maybe..."

"Honestly."

"Is it... that this only happens when you're with me?"

Why do you ask this question with your fingertips touching your chin?
"I'm just kidding. I'll wait for you."

"..."

"When I went for a prenatal checkup, the doctor said that for the sake of the baby in his wife's belly... a husband who chooses not to have sex and handles it himself is a good man."

"so……"

"If the dream is too long and you miss me...use the memories of me. I will be...very happy."

"..."

Why do you put your index finger against your mouth?

Keep contacting like this.

"Stupid...what do you think?"

"..."

Okay, I know why.

So, is it true that someone has an invisible golden wheel of merit behind his head?

Under the shining of such thighs and canteen, how could it be possible not to complete the trial seriously?
Whether it is extremely high or extremely high...what's the big deal? It's just difficult to get a room. This time I'll bring Xue'er...as long as she can appear properly by my side and can be found in advance, it's not impossible for Xue'er's physique to make me tired enough to have clear eyes.

"Go to sleep, no matter if Mr. Su Ming wakes up at noon. I will cook well. Of course, it will be simpler when you are alone. There are still some potatoes in the refrigerator that were not used up last time..."

"..."

Many people say that once you get married... no matter how beautiful your wife is, she will become more and more boring.

But Su Ming felt the opposite.

I feel more and more that An Shiyao has her own unique charm, a unique charm that is hard to explain.

My conscience often hurts a little bit at this time, especially now... I see the gentle expression of an ideal wife. I was born to die a miserable death, but I can't die. I must come back to see her again.

11 month 13 day.

morning.

Mr. Su Ming fell asleep. Very peacefully... and very naturally, he put his face close to my belly at the end.

"..."

I reached out and touched the face.

I think……

I didn't think about it. I was just jealous and worried that if I saw another woman who was better than me, how could I continue to possess his irreplaceable charm.

"what."

How to do it?

I can't calm down at all.

11 month 13 day.

noon.

Mr. Su Ming did not respond in his sleep.

But I still did it...just in the room with all the curtains closed, I calmed down by letting him be unconscious.

again and again.

What on earth am I doing?
I knew it long ago, I had reconciled myself long ago. I had said long ago...I would be generous.

I must be...suddenly a little scared and lonely.

"You won't be angry, will you?"

"I seem to need you right now...really."

Rather than letting a woman who doesn't want to be a nuisance and your feelings that you are not that important to him suddenly rekindle and get entangled, it is better to get low-level pleasure in a way that he will find humiliating. It doesn't matter if you are discovered.

I wasn't worried about being seen as the odd woman out.

In comparison, every side of me has been captured by him.

This is not low-level. In the past... maybe I also used this method to confirm that he loved me very much.

But... when he's dreaming, and he's with someone else, isn't it different from when he's sure he loves me? It's all just instinct.

"..."

I continued, taking off my shoes and socks, taking off my sweater, and leaning against his shoulder.

“Don’t try too hard.”

This statement has two meanings.

First, I don’t want Mr. Su Ming to encounter the same sad thing as Yun Que again.

Second, can you not work so hard for someone you just met? At least, not so hard... or even harder than before for me. It will... suddenly become a bit annoying.

I took the thin blanket, covered Mr. Su Ming and me, and continued. I just hoped that this resurgence of emotions that shouldn't exist at all would completely disappear after he opened his eyes.

I should have decided to be a generous woman. The legal wife... is like a poor student who suddenly works hard after being assigned as a class representative.

But I don’t think I have ever been a bad student.

(End of this chapter)