Something's wrong, they're not NPCs?

Chapter 352: Maru La, Can't Stop It
6 month 24 day.

Su Ming had a very realistic dream.

Family fun.

Cute children surrounded him and his wife, and the women around them all wore exquisite rings and had the gentle looks of wives.

After nightfall, I naturally avoided the children's sight and entered the living room...the oversized bed.

Or shy.

Or implicit.

or passive.

Or take the initiative...

It was a lucid dream that was hard to explain. I knew it was a dream, but my mind was full of my current feelings. I didn't have to worry about anything, and I only had to think about how to satisfy them and how to avoid the children playing outside.

Even if I wake up from the dream, Su Ming is sitting there... The scene in the dream disappears, but the carefree and relaxed mood still remains. It makes people nostalgic.

Why did I sleep?

what.

I came back from the shelter after finishing my work and happened to hear some noise. I saw the remains of monsters all over the ground and followed the trail... I thought I would see Tokugawa Airi. But it turned out that the patterned monster couldn't resist its hunger and was eating its lower-level counterparts.

High-level monsters will not ignore Su Ming.

And Su Ming would not let go of the opportunity he had always wanted but never encountered... He wanted to know its strength.

In fact, it is no different from an ordinary high-level monster with a few more tentacles, except that it can spray gray mist... not the white mist that Tokugawa said. It is a mist that is definitely poisonous from a distance.

Su Ming was completely unaffected by the bonus from the Immunity Master.

Is it that when they cut the other person, they are further corroded. Is it that the immune system fails... or is it that the immune system is immune, but there are other side effects after the immunity?
Like, really tired.

For another example, the hallucination was completely opposite to what Tokugawa Airi had felt at the time… The fake sad scene disappeared in an instant and turned into a wet dream.

"..."

So why did I change my pants into Tokugawa's combat camouflage pants?
Ok.

Yes, really...that's why I felt a chill between my buttocks.

The air was also filled with an indescribable smell.

Su Ming is no longer a magician. Know what it is.

I also know that a lucid dream alone cannot be so real that even my pants have been changed. In the dream, I clearly saw An Shiyao and the others...but it was definitely not a coincidence that I ran into the baby cafeteria but shrank inexplicably.

It can't be a dream, Yao said 'it shrunk after washing in the washing machine'.

"..."

Su Ming raised his right hand slightly, "Xue'er, do you know what happened?"

No response.

It was as if her consciousness had never existed in her right hand.

"Clap."

Su Ming lit a cigarette and looked around.

【Mr. Su's Tomb】

If I'm not mistaken, it should be my own tombstone.

And then... next to the spirit tablet, there was Tokugawa's torn combat uniform and long sleeves, his jacket was also thrown there, and the samurai sword was also there.

And there were Su Ming's originally dirty pants.

Apart from the normal ones, Su Ming's four corners were also there. The bandages that Tokugawa Aili used to tie the baby's canteen were also there. Her four... She didn't wear four corners, but ordinary triangles. Not fancy at all, but pitifully plain.

"Mr. Su, are you awake?"

After waiting for a while, Tokugawa Airi came down the stairs from the upper floor while drying her hair.

"Ah."

Although it was dark, Su Ming could see clearly.

She walks without a limp. It's normal.

Could it be that... there is no step as I imagined?
"You must love your wife very much, right?"

"?"

"I mean, um... sorry. I think now that you are human, too."

As Tokugawa Airi squatted down to take her coat, Su Ming noticed that her legs wrapped in trousers were a little awkward... and couldn't be naturally put together. Her expression also changed slightly.

no no.

What does it mean that I am also a human being?
You've always been a human being, right?

wrong.

Did it happen?
Then he stared at the wooden sign of "Mr. Su's Tomb". Tokugawa Airi seemed to have noticed that Su Ming was looking at the spirit tablet.

"Ah, this is... I thought you might have had an accident."

"Now it seems that I thought too much."

"Just burn it."

"..."

She threw it into the extinguished fire and found some cardboard to start a fire.

This is really not right, is it?

It's not just the right hand, it's also the wife's fault.

How could this be considered a crime in front of one's own spirit tablet?

No.

Now is not the time to think about that.

【Character: Tokugawa Airi】

【Favourability: 33】

[Description: My impression of you has changed a lot. I think you are a real person. I have a little bit of affection for you. Maybe I won't do anything to harm you even after I accomplish my goal.]

"You must be hungry, right?"

"Eat something. I didn't expect that sex is as exhausting as killing dozens of monsters."

"But it could also be that you have a special physique and are much stronger. Plus, I don't have much experience pleasing a man."

"..."

Why, after this happened, could she sit in front of the fire without blushing or getting nervous?

Why did her favorability increase after this happened? !

Grass.

They said Xue'er was one-quarter succubus, but I was, right? My blood was purer than Xue'er's grandmother, Miss Aisha.

"Tokugawa, I'm on my way back..."

"I think I understand. You were looking for it before, so you naturally wouldn't give up if you saw it. If I were there... I might even become a burden. I don't know if I'd have any serious symptoms after eating its meat, which might bother you then."

"I want to say..."

"Whether you brought the meat back to me out of a desire to help me or not, I will take it as pure kindness. I like to be straightforward and not scheming. At least, you are not like the capitalists mentioned in the news before the disaster, who want the horse to run but don't give it any grass."

"..."

Su Ming tried to explain the purpose of bringing the things back several times, but was interrupted by her.

How can you misinterpret it?

To put it bluntly, Tokugawa's favorability is not particularly high now. It can only be said that it is the same as described, with a little favorability. It is even the same as the favorability of a normal friend.

but.

Is it possible for friendship between men and women to remain pure after having sex?

Su Ming knew what Tokugawa's body looked like because she had taken off her clothes on her own initiative before...but she had no idea this time. In her clear dreams, she mistook her for Xue'er sometimes and Xiaoye sometimes.

Scum.

Ok.

I am a scumbag who has no hope of salvation. I will go to the nineteenth level of hell.

There was no response from my right hand because I used this hand forcefully...to deal with Tokugawa...

"Mr. Su."

"Tomorrow I want to try to hunt monsters in a deeper area. Maybe I can win now. I won't be in such a bad state that I need you to rescue me."

"..."

Looking at the grilled sausage handed to him by Tokugawa, Su Ming took a light puff of his cigarette.

"Go ahead. Go if you want."

Can this be done?

She doesn't care, and neither does she.

She just had a slight liking for me, so I just treated her as a friend.

What is this new century born?

Why doesn't your conscience hurt? Hurry up! If it doesn't hurt, I can't consider myself a human being! The so-called conscience hurts at this time to show its presence!

6 month 24 day.

early.

Tokugawa Airi, who was standing in front of Su Ming, was so beautiful that it could not be described in words.

Her regular facial features gave her a dignified impression. Her soft eyes seemed to be filled with a maternal light that could accept any willfulness. And this soft impression, because of the way her moist blonde hair rested on her slender shoulders, was illuminated by the sun and had a slight glow, giving her an indescribable sense of sacredness. Her cheeks, neck, and chest were probably stained with a light pink color because she had just taken a bath, revealing a sense of enchantment. At the same time, the scent of soap filled her nose. The fragrance permeated Su Ming's mind, and she felt as if she was floating.

Moreover, for the first time today, she did not wear combat uniform, but instead chose the OL uniform that she said she did not want to get dirty so that she could wear it in case of emergency.

how to say?

An Shiyao is wearing an OL uniform in the company, so it's natural that she is the president. And Tokugawa Airi in front of her looks like an elite secretary who has returned from studying abroad.

If she were a secretary nowadays, no one would doubt that her image was just a vase... Her serene expression and calm attitude would not make people think she was a vase.

But if it was Su Ming, a man's secretary... one would suspect that she was more than just an ordinary secretary. She was a perfect secretary who could meet the needs of life and help the boss with his worries. Her figure was not so ostentatious, nor was she so skinny.

and so.

Why did you suddenly choose to wash so clean and change clothes?

"Well... I just feel like you haven't been a human for a long time."

"If the scent of shower gel and shampoo can still remain after I finish what I need to do, and is not replaced by the smell of monsters... then I am truly unscathed, right?"

"You asked for no injuries, but I don't think I can guarantee the results you want to see. I have to go above and beyond. As you can see... I'm not a genius. I need to work harder."

"..."

All I can say is that at least the shoes she wore were combat boots, not high heels.

Otherwise, Su Ming would really suspect that Tokugawa had ulterior motives.

Yesterday...

Did they really overthrow such an exquisite Tokugawa?

"Mr. Su, I'm ready."

Tokugawa Airi had pinned her samurai sword to the edge of her skirt and was leaning on it. Now she was no longer a capable secretary, but a capable and beautiful blonde killer.

The right hand has not received any response till now.

Forget it.

Now that things have come to this, let’s complete the task first.

With the necessary resources and the piece of patterned meat on his back, Su Ming regained his composure and did not mention what happened last night. "Well, let's go. This training will not be as easy as before. Be prepared."

6 month 24 day.

Night.

Mr. Su and I set off towards Chiyo District.

Before the natural disaster, it would take two days to get from Higashi-ku to Chiyo-ku even by train, and it would be faster to drive... If I had to walk, it would take at least three days just relying on my leg strength.

It obviously slowed down his speed.

"You stay on duty in the first half of the night, and I'll take over in the second half."

Does that mean he trusts me, or does he not worry at all that I might rebel?
do not know.

Anyway, he just said it lightly and went to sleep in the corner.

And I was standing outside the door, leaning on my samurai sword.

Remember something...

For example, being knocked down and kissed by Mr. Su.

Although it was definitely not my name that was called, and that thought was not directed at me.

But I know that he is a normal man, not a eunuch, and he also has seven emotions and six desires.

"what……"

It's a bit cold outside, and just by simply exhaling... there is a layer of white mist.

Without him in front of me, I can finally be... a little shy.

Why not be shy?

I was also a woman before the apocalypse. An ordinary woman.

I have drawn 18+ comics before, and the subject of the comics was the parents I ran into on their wedding anniversary... I could just feel the love between them, but I didn't know what their actual feelings were.

Because he always acted like he wasn't interested in me.

I never thought that this body... would be eaten by him in the way he liked.

Does it count as being kicked while standing up? Even though I was lying down or lying prone.

Will I get pregnant?

Although I had the patience to take out the safety measures several times before, but the last box was not enough and it was gone.

I didn't have the strength to push it away. Or maybe I forgot.

I don’t know if the medicine I took is effective or not. I threw it in my bag a long time ago. At that time, I thought that one day I would become someone’s cruel toy… At least I should endure the humiliation, maintain a healthy body, and find a chance to escape. Therefore, medicine is a must. So are safety measures.

Anyway, no one in this world likes to have another child, nor does anyone like a woman whose belly is too big to use. No one dislikes a woman who is willing to take medicine obediently.

But I feel that if I didn't have the medicine, I would tell him and ask him to find it for me. He wouldn't refuse.

Why didn't I run away?
There is no need to wait for a few days or set up a spirit tablet.

There is no need to take off your clothes and go to him when he is in pain. You can run away at that time.

trust……

Being cheated...

like……?
I looked at the silent night and silently gripped the samurai sword.

No.

I just think... it's better to have him with me than to go to Chiyo District alone, as he seems to have become much stronger. The chances of success are higher.

I am not a pure woman at all, and I don't care about feelings. Even if I wear beautiful clothes, it is just to reminisce about the past when I was an individual... Now, covered in blood and having lost everything, it is impossible for me to become a "human" anymore.

"Tokugawa, go to bed."

I didn't expect time to pass so quickly and Mr. Su came out.

Then.

Since, I can no longer be a 'human'.

And why...

When you hear the word "go to bed", you don't feel any alienation or fear... you just feel that it's okay to just go to sleep, right?

This sense of security that I had long forgotten in the past two years. Even though I still held the samurai sword, I didn't sleep lightly by being alert or being able to strike back with a weapon at any time.

"Aili-chan!"

"Run! Your father...he has..."

I don't want to think about it anymore.

people.

At least until I find my father, I can't be a complete 'person'. And neither can he.

He still had no interest in me, just missing the significant other he had lost, his wife. Not me.

6 month 26 day.

Night.

Chiyo district.

The further he went, the fewer low-level monsters there were. Until now, Su Ming had hardly seen any low-level monsters.

There were no high-level monsters either, it was like a vacuum zone, no monsters existed.

But the ruins everywhere, as if they had been plowed by some huge monster, clearly told Su Ming that there was something terrifying here.

I just found a relatively complete shop building to rest.

This place hadn't been ransacked at all, there were snacks scattered everywhere... water. There were no bodies, not even bones.

The piece of patterned meat in Su Ming's bag was already starting to stink.

"I should be able to eat it now. The last time I ate it, there were no side effects."

"..."

Su Ming wanted to say that it might be better to throw it away and replace it with a patternless one that looks non-toxic. Since we are in the Chiyo area, we may encounter more advanced monsters.

"If I was afraid of death, I would have accepted my fate of being an ordinary woman and being treated as an object."

"However, if you are worried that if you eat this piece of meat, I will lose the opportunity to give you the value in return..."

"Eat. Eat a little first and see what happens."

Su Ming wouldn't worry, even if he really died, he could go back to the past.

If she is not allowed to eat here.

【Favourability: 35】

Who knows if the favorability will increase rapidly?
I saw her cut off a small piece and put it into her mouth, chewing and swallowing.

Completely ignore the stink.

6 month 27 day.

early morning.

Su Ming didn't plan to sleep. He wanted to see if there was anything interesting around him.

By the way... I can talk to the 'right hand' alone again.

【Plato, you touched her with me. 】

As soon as this first sentence appeared on the phone screen, Su Ming didn't know how to respond.

[Aren't you very strong? Why are you poisoned? ]

That... immunity, maybe it can be immune to everything. But it also has side effects.

【There won’t be a next time! 】

[Next time... even if you do that with another woman and keep calling my name... I will definitely send you to the guillotine! ]

【besides. 】

[Why haven’t you changed after so many years? 】

[It's annoying. When you see something scary, everyone else runs away, but you want to rush up. Werewolves are like this... Monsters buried underground are like this.]

[Are you awesome? ]

"..."

[Plato, if you... can't change this habit, don't even think about... don't even think about letting me use my full power again...]

[If you want to flirt with her, just flirt with her! Can't you think about who else is waiting? You always rush to the front. Do you think you are immortal? Even the vampires dare not say that they will not die. You are not the savior! ]

【…】

It seems that the reason why she was upset was because of what happened with Tokugawa Airi. But Su Ming couldn't say that it wasn't that he would rush forward when he saw anything and was not afraid of death. But he really wouldn't die.

[Then is it because, she...her child is as young as me that you called me by my name? ]

Send a proposition.

You will offend people no matter what.

"Xue'er, let me tell you something little-known."

[What is this little-known fact? ]

"Healthy men charge their mobile phones at least once a day to ensure they have enough battery."

"As for the physiological, healthy men, it's the same, one flush a day."

【Charging...what are you talking about? 】

[Plato? Bastard, what are you going to do with me? ! ]

When faced with a fatal problem, the best solution is to solve the root cause of the problem. Eliminate the fatal problem.

6 month 27 day.

early morning.

Su Ming found a few monsters that were stronger than the low-level ones, but other than that he didn't see anything else.

Is it because it’s not deep enough?
Forget it, I’ll find out tomorrow when I go to the wealthy area that Tokugawa mentioned.

Go back first.

6 month 27 day.

Three o'clock in the morning.

I had originally asked Tokugawa to test a little bit of the meat to see if it was edible, but she had finished eating it all.

"vomit."

It turns out that she also feels nauseous.

I vomited out a lot of undigested noodles.

"Sorry...I thought I could stand the smell."

She looked very pale and tired.

"Apart from the taste, it's the same as the high-grade monster meat I ate before. It warms your stomach."

"I have cramps all over my body...I can't concentrate and I have a fever."

"I'm sorry, but I may not be able to keep watch in my condition."

"..."

Su Ming waved his hand, "It's okay, just be normal."

Is it normal?
【Favourability: 36】

【Description: The target is in an abnormal state, please be careful. 】

6 month 27 day.

Four o'clock in the morning.

Su Ming was sitting on the rooftop smoking when he heard some noise below. Footsteps.

"..."

Tokugawa Airi holds a knife.

"Dad… I, I can't do this."

"How could I... kill you! How could I..."

"Ugh, why is this happening?"

"Why would you...it's all because of monsters!"

She couldn't tell who was standing in front of her, she just waved the knife, and was about to burst out with the desire to cut the "monster" in front of her into pieces one by one.

really.

She didn't have hallucinations or erotic dreams like she did. But just like before, the deepest and most unwilling things in her heart surfaced.

So, that is really a side effect that is unique to you?

6 month 27 day.

early.

It lasted until dawn, and Su Ming defeated Tokugawa's attacks countless times. In the end, he had no choice but to tie her up.

"sorry."

"After I ate a little bit of meat... I don't know why, but when I came to my senses I had already eaten the rest."

Untying the ropes on her wrists and feet, the places where she was tied already had deep marks from her constant struggles.

"..."

"I'm even more sorry that I asked you to hold back... and save my life."

She even knelt on the ground, posing as a knight, and apologized with her hands close to the ground.

The reason why she is easily invaded by hallucinations is probably because her obsession with revenge is too strong, and the reasons for revenge... are also very complicated.

Can't do it?
Can't kill your father?
It sounds cruel.

Su Ming didn't investigate further, he just picked up the coat on the ground and threw it to her... She was still wearing the thin long-sleeved shirt she wore before going to bed.

"Do you want to rest or keep going?"

There is no XP for digging into other people's pain, revenge. Just knowing what kind of monster she wants to see and who she wants to kill is enough.

"..."

Tokugawa Airi did not respond, but just clutched her coat and stared.

soon.

Su Ming saw tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Tokugawa?"

"..."

But he wiped it dry quickly, and his eyes became firm again.

"If I still can't stand the hallucination next time, please draw your sword and kill me!"

"If only my body becomes strong, but my spirit...is this weak, I will still be a weak person."

“I will definitely do it!”

"Just like you! Even if you are contaminated and hallucinating, you can endure the pain alone! You definitely can!"

"..."

【Favourability: 44】

[Description: He thinks you are a strong man who has survived the pain of losing his wife and all kinds of unknown pain. He feels ashamed of his own weakness and admires the strength of your heart. He empathizes with your pain... and therefore has greater motivation, and has a gradually increasing affection for you. The player can try to guide this affection growth in the direction of the desired relationship]

Grass.

What does it mean to guide the relationship into the one you want?

is it?

This is more of an adult game than a game! It doesn't matter what the difficulty of the task is. It's funny to watch yourself playing with the target who is gradually becoming a non-giving state, right?
Row.

One day, I will uninstall this game and feel refreshed.

"Mr. Su, I'm ready. We can leave now."

"Even if I really have to face my father...I will definitely draw my sword! I swear, I will end this!"

"..."

But then again.

People who work hard, whether men or women, will have an outstanding temperament and light in their eyes.

If it was the hardworking blonde beauty... she still hadn't put on a coat, she was still in a skirt, her bare feet were on the ground... and there were still wiped tears on her cheeks.

Why do I have to recall whether it was possible for me to open my eyes that night and see clearly whether Tokugawa had any memory of feeling shy during that process?

Forget it.

The self in the game is born under the influence of the game's hidden bonuses, not yourself.

No.

surely not.

and so……

"Your father is dead. All that's left are monsters. What you have to face is not your father, but monsters."

"Go hunt."

"If you have something to say, draw your knife and speak to them. Once you've said it, you'll feel relieved."

Su Ming didn't use the head-patting trick, he just put his hand on her shoulder and patted her.

Just by chance, by the way... I took a peek at the long sleeves on her body.

In fact, I knew before that she took off the straps when she slept and didn't have the habit of wearing a bra. She didn't care what Su Ming saw.

I just glanced at it casually and saw a bulge.

"...You, please wait for me."

"No, please wait for me for a moment while I fasten the belt!"

The moment their eyes met, Tokugawa Airi wavered and subconsciously stretched out her hand to block it.

"..."

The first time she saw it, she subconsciously covered it up. The first time she saw it, she had a dull, shy look on her face. Although she moved quickly, it took her only a minute to tie it up while running back to the bedroom and carrying Su Ming on her back.

But it did appear.

【Favourability: 56】

In this world, I am afraid that no one has ever thought about being a good person.

I'm afraid this world is too focused on good people being rewarded, and it must be shooting itself in the face with boomerangs.

The scumbag's self-cultivation manual says that when you think she is beautiful and cute, you have already cheated mentally. Since you have already cheated, it is cheating whether you do it or not. So, you can cheat. You are a scumbag, don't lie to yourself.

6 month 27 day.

morning.

"Pfft-"

When they encountered a humanoid monster with four tentacles on its head, Tokugawa was supposed to go.

But Su Ming went first.

With a sense of irritability as if he wanted to get rid of some emotion.

"Mr. Su?"

Such a decisive and cold-blooded attitude would naturally make Tokugawa Airi a little surprised.

Then, before Su Ming could speak, the astonishment turned into a kind of... indescribable sympathy.

"I'm sorry... Did I remind you of something unpleasant because of me?"

"Ah."

"You're right, they are all monsters. My father... died a long time ago. I should have drawn my knife and told them what I wanted to say, just like you did."

【Favourability: 61】

Spicy balls.

Xueer, did you see it?

I didn't do anything, I just wanted to get some monster blood and find my innocent self again.

But what about her?
Her favorability is growing rapidly! There is no way to stop it!

If I tell her now that I am not heterosexual, she might respond with a more sympathetic look, "Well, it is normal for you to have experienced such a painful thing." If I explain that my wife is alive and well, she will respond with a very sympathetic look, "I understand, your pain... is no worse than mine."

Xiaoxi is right.

This is fate. I don't believe that fate is arranged, but marriage... How can I change my fate? Will I really not become a yandere after waiting for 30 years?

(End of this chapter)