Something's wrong, they're not NPCs?

Chapter 386 You have to be decisive when doing things, right?

7 month 3 day.

Night.

hospital.

I recall some things from long ago.

"..."

Somewhat nostalgic.

In the past, when I first met Mr. Su Ming, we didn't get along so well. I was unwilling to admit defeat, so I would find fault with whatever Mr. Su Ming did, such as giving him red envelopes... I would say it was a crooked way.

It was only later that I realized I had already admired his "deviant ways".

It was very traditional at that time.

Mr. Su Ming also respected my idea. Intimate contact only exists in holding hands and hugging.

I'm not curious about that, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it.

until.

'Sorry, I have to go to Sea Isle City.'

Originally, I didn't think there was a problem.

If you just want to go to another place to settle down and then come back, there is no problem. Although it may be lonely... but long-distance relationships, I believe they can be successful.

At least, I don't think Mr. Su Ming can restrain himself in front of me, but he won't be able to restrain himself outside. And I will definitely wait for him.

But that's not the case at all.

He was going to Sea Island City. There was no deadline, no promises... and no specific reason why he was going.

'I just suddenly wanted to go. A friend asked me to go.'

what about me?
No more?
"Yeah. That's about it, right? I can't stand this kind of traditional love."

'We might not be a good match.'

'...'

Originally, I was a person with a very strong personality.

But only then, I watched him leave with a cold face, and I could never calm down.

What I thought was warmth was actually torture for him?
Would doing something like that in advance have such a big impact?
It's not my problem what I think. As he said, if you think this way... then it's inappropriate.

7 month 3 day.

late at night.

hospital.

I was sitting on the hospital bed, and the doctor who was responsible for calling Mr. Su Ming on my behalf was holding his cell phone.

"He's out."

"He was heading towards West Street..."

"……Shut up."

I don't want to hear that kind of thing.

It doesn't matter anymore. Since he wants to remember it so badly, let him find it.

West Street?

The station, in the suburbs?

The first thing that comes to mind is a villa, and naturally many people will come to mind.

Then, I would just be a monster.

So what if it’s a monster?

Isn't it good? The world outside will be eaten by real monsters. Only I can save him.

I have no obligation to save others. I don't need another me.

There is an answer.

As long as he wants to find them, he will see them... created by me. Then.

They will all be destroyed before his eyes.

Come to question me again, right?

Either I am killed, or... it will truly become something that belongs only to me.

Ha ha.

Now is the crossroads.

Hospital.

It was like this before. I thought I could forget Mr. Su Ming, but soon I rushed back desperately, trying to find him.

Thinking.

What is traditional and what is not?

Whether it was holding hands, kissing, or doing that kind of thing, why did it end so hastily without even saying the word "break up"?
Just give it.

Besides, I'm not stupid.

It is clear that it is impossible to leave for this reason.

But what’s the use of figuring it out?
I chose to accept everything he said coldly at the first moment because of my stubborn personality, and regretted it the next moment. I couldn't find it at all.

People become confused when they are extremely sad.

I accidentally tumbled down the stairs.

After that, it was very noisy.

I vaguely heard him arguing with the doctor about something.

It doesn't matter anymore.

I don't care if his love is fake or real, just stay here.

It's a monster, but it doesn't matter.

That's perfect, I can use this body... to imprison him.

7 month 4 day.

early morning.

"call……"

Su Ming couldn't understand the current situation.

That is, wherever you go, there are sludge-like bulges. From there, humanoid monsters begin to emerge.

My head feels dizzy.

I just woke up, but it feels like I haven't slept at all.

"..."

Biting his tongue, Su Ming picked up the baseball bat.

What does it mean to be dying?
What do the names given mean?
Why did the winter market become like this when I woke up?
Never mind for now.

Must find.

7 month 4 day.

Three o'clock in the morning.

hospital.

I'm getting impatient and getting more and more angry.

Now that you remember everything, you should be able to discover the truth quickly and confront me.

With the ability that Mr. Su Ming possesses, it will take him less than ten minutes to come here to find me.

"..."

The female doctor who was forbidden to speak was still standing by.

It is my sensory nerve. I don't want to know where he is going. I don't want to personally convey any orders.

"Let them."

"They, I created, go find him."

"Let him...watch them turn into monsters with his own eyes."

"..."

Don’t you remember it thoroughly enough?

Okay, I'll help.

I don't want to wait anymore.

With a body like mine, there are only two outcomes. Either I live here forever with Mr. Su Ming who loves me, or I get killed.

"it is good."

The doctor nodded and left the room.

I'm sleepy.

Or rather, I don't want to be awake anymore.

I don’t want to be a bad person either.

But that's what I deserve, right?

In the past, he promised to come back, but he just disappeared.

I finally found it... Should I just give up? Just hand it over to the fake one?

I am a monster, but I am also real.

7 month 4 day.

early.

"Are you the doctor on the phone?"

“The sound is exactly the same.”

"..."

I was woken up.

"Is Yao in there? What's going on with her?"

"I'm dying. What is it? Tell me!"

"..."

I feel like I'm dreaming.

If this wasn't a dream, Mr. Su Ming couldn't be here. He must have remembered everything and was planning to kill me.

There is no way it will be the same as a distant memory.

"What the hell are you? You don't say a word...tentacles?"

Maybe the doctor couldn't stop him, but he couldn't let him in without my permission.

Used the ability.

why?
Shouldn't you remember everything and plan to get rid of me with disgust?
"…No matter who you are, I'll say this one last time."

"Step aside!"

"..."

I dare not face it.

I always feel like there are a lot of things wrong. I always feel like there are a lot of things that are completely wrong.

Do I really just need to be hypnotized and have Mr. Su Ming repeat "I like me" over and over again to be satisfied? That kind of fake stuff.

"..."

I connected to the doctor who was guarding outside through the mud flowing through the crack of the door.

Can see clearly.

Mr. Su Ming raised a baseball bat and really intended to attack the doctor.

He was in a hurry.

It was the same then, until I tumbled down the stairs...with broken bones and all.

It was just a minor injury.

It's so hard to see her, but I don't want to... I'm angry.

So, I asked the doctor to go out and tell him that I was dying and needed an operation to save me from being a vegetative state. Only my family members had the right to sign and visit me. I asked him to leave and go to the side.

Since you don’t want me anymore, why do you care about my life or death?
It would be better if I were dead.

What's going on with this person?
He had clearly seen the abnormal world with his own eyes, and even saw the abnormal behavior of the doctor, but he seemed to not care at all.

Just want to rush in.

I don't understand anymore.

Well, then let’s ask.

Just as I remembered, ask.

7 month 4 day.

early.

"Shh!"

Su Ming swung the baseball bat.

"..."

But the doctor caught it easily and even took it away.

Is this kind of strength really possessed by a human?
calm.

There's a fire extinguisher in the corner. Whatever it is, if I just pick it up and smash it, there's at least a chance I can get in, right?
Is my girlfriend dead or alive now?

Is it related to the guy in front of me?
Never mind, let’s put him down first.

7 month 4 day.

morning.

"call."

Su Ming was panting, finding it increasingly difficult to comprehend the current situation.

The doctor in front of him would not attack at all unless he rushed over.

I still had to go back to look for weapons, but it was useless to find a fruit knife or a stick... There was no room for any breakthrough. Not human.

"..."

I looked into those eyes, but I couldn't see any emotion from them.

Until now, Su Ming had never heard her say a word.

What should I do?
Can you get it to grab?

Let’s not worry about why the world has become like this. If this is the case, there should be no one in the Inspectorate, right?

"She's going to die."

"..."

Just as Su Ming was about to leave, he suddenly heard a voice.

Turned.

He indeed saw that the doctor, who had originally shown no expression, was staring at him.

"We are going to perform an operation on her, but there is only an 82% chance of success. And even if she survives, she will not be human."

"…What do you mean? Not human?"

"The world you see doesn't have any humans, right? Including me. You've also been polluted because you're too close to her." "..."

Su Ming was stunned.

"You kissed her and lived with her. If you stay away from her now, you still have a chance to recover. Leave here and treat her as if she is dead."

"Besides, you are not her family member. You have neither the obligation nor the right to sign for her."

"..."

Su Ming still had many questions in his mind.

What disease would cause everything you see with your eyes to turn into lumps of mud?
When did your girlfriend get it?
Am I really abnormal?

"Let me see her first."

But no matter what, we'll talk about it when we meet.

"No, I told you that you can't see her again. Otherwise you will be completely infected too."

The doctor was still blocking the door.

"…Then give me a protective shield. Are there any protective measures?"

"No. There is no effective protective clothing that can completely isolate us. We are doctors and we don't have to care. But you can't. The hospital can't be held responsible."

"...That's it. I don't need any protective measures. I will bear the consequences myself. I can issue a letter of responsibility."

“You’re not a family member.”

"..."

Su Ming took a deep breath and said, "It's because I'm infected that I see the bump. Actually, everyone is normal, and the Civil Affairs Bureau is also operating normally, right? I'll go there now. I'll make a call now."

"Even if the surgery is successful, she won't be a normal person. Did you know that?"

"…As long as I am here."

Facing the doctor's gaze, Su Ming took out his cell phone and said, "She is a normal person."

7 month 4 day.

noon.

Why?

Mr. Su Ming never thought that I was deceiving him.

Even entering the ward.

“This… is a real kettle, right?”

He also thought that he had a problem. He asked me if the kettle was a thermos. He poured water for me.

I don't have to pretend at all.

She freely displayed her ugly body before him.

The questions have been asked.

He is still the same as before, saying that he doesn't want me anymore, but actually hiding his emotions in his heart.

He had to wait until I told a clumsy lie before rushing in with an angry voice saying "let's get married right away". In the end, he found me safe and sound.

It's the same now.

I said, in fact, I don't need any surgery. I just don't want to be seen because I have a "disease".

He has no complaints.

Even though I knew I was a monster. Even though I knew I would be infected.

"I was shocked when I woke up in the morning. There were lumps all over my body."

“I thought it was the end.”

"Isn't this good? It shouldn't be possible for the average person to find a girlfriend with tentacles, right?"

"..."

Mr. Su Ming could even play with my disembodied hands. With a smile.

"Hey? Why are you crying?"

Maybe, he simply thought I was sick and was very scared or something like that.

So he took the initiative to put his arms around my back and gave me a warm hug.

but.

The reason I held so tight wasn't because I was scared. I was already like this. Monster or something.

Very annoying.

Why can't I remember?

I told him their names directly, and I didn't hide the ugliness of my body at all.

The only thought is to be killed or to be won.

As a result, you don’t have to do anything to get it... and it’s a more real warmth than hypnosis or brainwashing.

what.

Is that so?

Last night, I brainwashed Mr. Su Ming too many times, asking him to keep repeating "I like me". Can't remember it at all?

Is this a good thing?
He covered the warmth of my lips and began to push further, playing with his tongue.

The hands are not honest either.

“…I will infect you.”

“That’s cool.”

"..."

Although it covers the baby cafeteria, that's all. It doesn't go any further.

"..."

I looked at him in confusion.

"It's not appropriate here. I'll go ask the doctor. If there's nothing that can help in the hospital, then go home. I can do the rest at home."

"..."

I sat on the bed blankly, watching his back as he walked out.

What's wrong with it?
Isn't this wonderful? He forgot everything so completely that it couldn't be any more completely. I also received a warmth that couldn't be any more real.

But it wasn’t like this before.

At that time...

He rushed into the ward and saw that I was safe and sound.

A lot of explanation. There are people in Sea Island City who must be found. People who must be saved.

I didn't really care, I just asked 'Do you really not want me or do you like me? '.

After getting the answer.

"..."

I'm.

I gave my first time without reservation, even though we didn't even kiss before.

But I gave it at that time.

Then, she said seriously that she would wait for him to come back.

"Let's go back. The doctor said that this disease is actually not a big deal if I don't care. It's strange... I've never heard of such a strange disease before."

"But next time, don't let the doctor help you lie."

"It's scary. Let's go home."

"..."

Once, I didn't wait for him to go back together.

7 month 4 day.

late at night.

What on earth am I thinking of?

It should have been a very passionate time. I let Mr. Su Ming explore everything about me... and I did have a strong reaction.

But I didn't think about it at all.

"Mr. Su Ming... really don't remember, Xia Ye, Miao Xueer?"

"I've already said that I won't be named by the people who have seen me choreograph, right? I often stare at others in a daze, could it be related to my vision problems?"

"……No."

"Okay, I thought I had an excuse. Can you do it the way I wrote it?"

"..."

He wrote it.

Whenever I find someone I'm staring at, I'll dress up like that.

Then, maybe he will suddenly think of me and wake up.

"I still don't understand why people stare at other people's feet. Yao's feet are obviously more beautiful."

"Breasts too."

"..."

I have succeeded.

There is nothing to do. There is nothing to be dissatisfied with.

I saved Mr. Su Ming and saved myself.

"Hmm?! Yao?"

I don't have to ask Mr. Su Ming to call me 'Si Yao' anymore.

"I can't breathe...slow down."

"..."

I couldn't bear it and just wanted to hold him tight.

Don't think about any problems.

Her cheek was pressed against his ear, and her legs were wrapped around his back.

"I... want to do a lot, a lot, a lot. Is that okay?"

There shouldn't be any dissatisfaction. Where does the guilt come from?

I don’t understand and I don’t want to think about it.

7 month 7 day.

Chinese Valentine's Day.

This was good news that was a little hard for Su Ming to understand.

Vision restored.

"My father was very worried. He asked a very capable team of doctors to help me develop an antidote."

"But it's definitely not just because of the antidote...it's also because of Mr. Su Ming's love."

"Come on."

"..."

The imprint of my girlfriend's lips on my cheek.

Her underwear has been getting more and more fancy recently, so much so that Su Ming always felt he had seen it somewhere before.

But I didn't think about it too much. I just thought about the 'disease'... Is there really such a strange disease in the world?

7 month 7 day.

Night.

"In the future... maybe I will have breast milk."

Her lines also puzzled Su Ming.

Can a person really change to this extent in a short period of time?

"Would you...want to drink?"

"think."

Su Ming is honest. He is indeed interested.

"If you don't work hard, you won't get it. Are you not coming?"

The girlfriend patted the bed again, the quilt covered her upper body. But the clothes were thrown out by her white arms, and from Su Ming's perspective, he could only see the pure blue shoulder straps. There were patterns.

That shy expression was very embarrassing in the dim space.

Whether it was being hugged, blowing in the ear, singing some erotic lines, or the movements, there was a sense of foresight.

like……

Before I met her, I knew what I would see and how she would react.

wrong……

Yao?
7 month 7 day.

late at night.

An Shiyao has fallen asleep.

Su Ming got up quietly and walked to the hotel window.

What he was thinking about was no longer about her "illness", nor was he thinking about how to increase the annual turnover from 100 million to 1000 million.

"Clap."

Lighting a cigarette, Su Ming's face was reflected in the window.

There is a semi-transparent text window frame in front.

[The ability granted to players this time: No bonus to nightmare difficulty]

[“Save An Shiyao (favorability > 100)” completed]

[Current mission: Defeat An Shiyao. ]

[No penalty for failure]

Su Ming could roughly understand it.

When I thought I had completed the mission and reached the third stage, she had somehow contaminated me. I had forgotten a lot.

Staring at her still curled up in bed.

Everything is clear as well as what is displayed in the semi-transparent text box... Just think about killing it.

【figure:? ? ? 】

【Favourability: 197】

[Description: A hybrid that has extreme love for you. Although it has temporary rationality, it will inevitably fall into chaos in the end. The target has a strong ability to "contaminate", so please be careful. ]

This couldn't possibly be the An Shiyao in real life.

You can understand it just from the description.

"..."

Su Ming summoned the Blade of Philosophy.

The faint blue light reflected on its face, and the hair on its cheeks was mixed with a little sweat.

and so.

Will it be over just by swinging the weapon?
(End of this chapter)