Travel through the daily life of the dragon clan

Chapter 561, I wish you happiness Lu Mingfei
Zhuo didn't tell the whole story of him and Ling.

"Alas, you probably can't understand this idea. Look at this face, it's very ordinary. And when I was in high school, I didn't like sports, and my mental state was even worse. So even though I feel happy knowing that I might be liked, I also feel that the feeling is too heavy and suffocating. This is probably the only thing people like me can say. People like us, well, in your words, we are called losers. It is a very serious matter for losers like us to be liked by the famous beautiful girls in the school. Because we know how losers we are, we are afraid that the feeling will retreat immediately after seeing our true nature. Compared with the tragic ending at that time, it is the first thought in our hearts to eliminate that possibility from the beginning. People without confidence are like this."

"confidence?"

Caesar blinked, perhaps surprised by what he said.

After hearing this, Chu Zihang turned around and glanced at Lu Mingfei who was absent-minded beside him.

Zhuo also noticed this.

Let me mention that first. In Zhuo's opinion, Lu Mingfei, whether in appearance or personality, would definitely fit in with the modern crowd if he were in the same class as himself. Lu Mingfei was able to join the literature club in high school, and the classmates around him were either ultimate winners in life like Zhao Menghua, or the most beautiful girls in the class like Xiao Tiannv, Chen Wenwen, and Liu Miaomiao. No matter how you look at it, his high school life was much more exciting than others.

Zhuo knew that compared to Lu Mingfei's pursuit of Chen Wenwen, there were more people in the high school class who watched silently. Maybe in Lu Mingfei's eyes, he was just Chen Wenwen's little brother, but not everyone had the opportunity to be a little brother, and there must have been someone else who liked Chen Wenwen at that time.

The fact that Zhao Menghua treated him as an opponent and showed off on the day of his confession already shows that Lu Mingfei is not an ordinary person.

Zhuo remembered that there were two fat twin boys around Zhao Menghua who always liked to follow Zhao Menghua around.

On the day when Zhao Menghua confessed his love to Chen Wenwen, Lu Mingfei played the lowercase 'i', which was sad and a very supporting role; but there were also two other chubby guys who played the letter 'o', and Zhuo couldn't even remember their names.

Zhuo thought he was in the same group as the fat guy. Of course, people in this group also had girls they liked, but they only dared to keep their love secret in their hearts. This kind of love was so timid that they could only take a sneak peek when no one was paying attention. If they accidentally made eye contact with a girl, they would pretend not to care at all, "It was just a coincidence," and then look away with an overly cold face.

It seems that only this way can the last fragile dignity of people like Zhuo be protected.

No one in their cohort had ever really considered that the prettiest girl in the class might like them.

So in Zhuo's opinion, people like him who don't even have the chance or courage to talk to a goddess, and who don't have the protection of a handsome or beautiful big sister, are the real losers.

Chu Zihang probably thought of Lu Mingfei calling himself a loser. He hated this title, and Zhuo hated it too. Lu Mingfei hated it because, as he said, "because they are very accurate." Zhuo hated it because he thought, "What's wrong with losers? Losers eat your rice. You see, we are losers, and we have never thought of hooking up with you. It's none of your business."

Lu Mingfei noticed Chu Zihang's gaze and looked straight ahead, pretending to know nothing.

Zhuo replied with a wry smile:

"I just don't have confidence, and I can't build it up. It may sound like I'm bragging, but I'm really not like that. I can have the face I have today and can still smile as if nothing happened, because Zero helped me build it up. There is a saying that is very disrespectful, but it cannot be denied - "Women are the best decorations for men." When someone as strong and independent as her stands next to me, it will affect the way others see me, and this will gradually affect me."

Although it was Caesar's question, Zhuo said this while looking at Chu Zihang.

Chu Zihang was stunned.

Then Zhuo looked at Lu Mingfei, and then at Chu Zihang. Zhuo smiled and said:
"Do these words sound familiar to you? Lu Mingfei must have said something similar to you: Don't talk about dreams and courage to losers..."

Lu Mingfei was also stunned.

Seeing his suddenly dull eyes and then a cold expression, Zhuo guessed that he might have thought of the little devil, for example... he was also that kind of thing. After all, those words were said by them in the restaurant of Kassel College before Neon, and no one knew about it except the two of them.

"Yes, but I didn't know how to refute him." After a few seconds of silence, Chu Zihang admitted it.

Zhuo lowered his head and stirred the chicken cutlet rice in the plate with a rice spoon. The red and white sauce with a tomato salad flavor was rolled into balls by the spoon and wrapped around the rice.

"Didn't Mr. Yang Jiang, your flower grower, say: No matter which step you reach in life, there are people looking up at you from below and people looking down at you from above. If you look up, you will feel inferior; if you look down, you will feel complacent. Only when you look straight ahead can you see your true self."

Zhuo raised his head and didn't look at Caesar and Finkel who had strange expressions on their faces. Perhaps these two people thought it was strange that a Japanese like him kept using famous flower-growing quotes as examples to reason with two flower-growing people.

"Of course you can't refute him, just like Lu Mingfei said, because you are tall, rich and handsome, you are all tall, rich and handsome, Lu Mingfei can only be a loser among you. But you have also seen these days that although he is not as popular as you, he is more down-to-earth than you——"

Lu Mingfei couldn't hold it in any longer and his old face turned red. He didn't know if it was because he was shy or because he felt that Zhuo used these flower-growing words too skillfully and was even more like a flower grower than them. He wanted to complain but held it back.

Zhuo Chong was very happy and continued:
"In the eyes of girls, you and Caesar are out of reach. Of course, they admire you, but they can only admire you and dare not approach you because they know that they are not pretty and have a bad figure..."

Zhuo paused. "In the eyes of people like me, Lu Mingfei is not a loser at all. Girls don't dare to talk to you or me. They will talk to Lu Mingfei. Although he is not as good as you, he is much better than me."

"Manager——"

"I know what you're going to say, but that's what I think."

Zhuo blinked at Lu Mingfei who seemed to be hesitant to speak. He showed no jealousy or sadness, but just calmly acted as a narrator.

From an objective point of view, Zhuo knew that his appearance was the most mediocre in the room, and he also realized that he had the fewest advantages.

Just like he said a long time ago, he felt that the most successful and the luckiest thing he had done in his life was to add Utsunomiya's surname in front of Zero's name. Apart from that, there was this insignificant store, but for this store, Zero's contribution was no less than his.

He can talk to four people here, and they are willing to listen to him like this. It’s not because Zhuo himself is so powerful, but because he has a cheat.

The plug-in is excellent, super excellent, but that has nothing to do with Zhuo.

What Zero likes is not his own plug-in, so he should be proud and grateful; but even if the plug-in is tied to a pig, the pig will be respected by these people and hybrids.

Because of this, he would not develop romantic feelings for those who were attracted by his so-called strength, nor would he think that being respected in this way is a great thing. He has never thought about it that way, and may even feel empty.

"Lu Mingfei, you know you're actually pretty good. You can tell jokes, you can make girls happy, you know how to take care of girls, and you're thick-skinned... If you don't like Chen Wenwen, you can like other ordinary girls in the class. Girls will also be amused by you and giggle. Girls will timidly accompany you to the Internet cafe and watch you play StarCraft while holding a Nutri-Express bar. I'm not blaming you for anything. I just think you should look down. Maybe there are people looking up to you too."

Lu Mingfei lowered his head, then raised his head and smiled:
"Manager, are you trying to say that I am a toad who always wants to eat swan meat? I asked for it. In fact, there are people who have a crush on me, but I just look down on them." "You are only half right. All toads want to eat swan meat. A toad who doesn't want to eat swan meat is not a good toad. I don't think it's you who look down on others..." Zhuo paused and considered the wording, "...a more appropriate way of saying it is fear."

Lu Mingfei was stunned.

Now that he had finally brought up this topic with Lu Mingfei, Zhuo, who had once been in a similar position, certainly couldn't help but give his support.

"That's probably it. Even if you are liked by the opposite sex, you know that they are just attracted by your appearance and surface. They just look at your appearance and treat you as some kind of idol. Caesar and Chu Zihang should be similar in this respect. Because of this, it is impossible to trust that kind of love. After being together for a long time, this kind of love will definitely run away in disappointment after seeing the true nature - this kind of thinking."

"You've said it, you finally left me aside at this time, manager, you also think I'm a loser, right?!" - This is Finkel who was ignored by everyone.

Unfortunately, such self-criticism failed to ease the silent atmosphere in the air. Everyone except Finkel was silent. Caesar was silent because he knew that as a person who was born to win at the finish line, no matter what he said at this time, it would be like a winner's show-off; Chu Zihang was silent, but one could also see the depressing atmosphere around him. Zhuo even suspected that he might jump up and beat himself up.

He was the one who encouraged the axle to explode.

Zhuo put down the spoon and chose to remain silent. After giving a self-congratulatory sermon, it was too rude and inconsiderate of other people's feelings to continue eating by himself.

"Manager, I know what you're thinking. I never thought I could eat swan meat." Lu Mingfei lowered his head. "A swan should be with swans. If it's with a toad, it's not a swan, but an ugly duckling."

"Manager, do you know who I like?" Lu Mingfei smiled.

"Ah."

"Then the store manager should understand what I'm thinking, right?"

"That's it."

Zhuo looked at Lu Mingfei and after hearing his affirmative answer, he lowered his head and remained silent for a long time, and the spoon that was stirring the hot milk also stopped.

In fact, in this kind of weather, there is no need to stir the milk, because it will cool down quickly. It is more comfortable to drink it hot.

"Manager, I understand. In fact, you don't have to tell me this. I have already figured it out."

Zhuo saw him lowering his head and saying these words.

How should I put it? It's just like a child who says to his parents, "I'm not in a premature love relationship, what are you talking about?"

In fact, for children, what makes them feel embarrassed and angry is not the fact that they are exposed for premature love, but the fact that this love is defined as the word "premature love".

Honestly speaking, Zhuo didn't feel that he and Lu Mingfei were already friends. In fact, he regretted what he had said just now. In a sense, it was the first time that a few people had really introduced themselves, but he started to lecture others on their feelings.

The feelings are shallow but the words are profound - Zhuo has such awareness.

Now that the matter has been brought up, ending it here would not only be of no help to him, but would make Zhuo feel like he was venting his anger.

So he sighed, got up from the stool and walked around to the other side.

Chu Zihang, who was sitting on the stool, looked up at him and stood up silently;

Caesar, who had been eating in silence for a while, tacitly gave up his seat and sat on the other side to make room for Chu Zihang;

Zhuo sat in Chu Zihang's seat, next to Lu Mingfei.

However, Lu Mingfei did not look up at him, but continued to stare at the hot milk in the cup that might have cooled down.

After sitting down, Zhuo smiled bitterly and said:

"It may sound shameless to say this, but I can understand how you feel. Well, I can also see that you are trying your best to let it go, and you are comforting yourself to forgive that girl."

Zhuo's legs were pressed against Lu Mingfei's. Even though he also felt it was irritating to be in this way, Lu Mingfei dodged as if he was not used to it.

However, Zhuo felt that at a time like this, even a man would need some warmth and companionship, and it was impossible for her to hug him.

I could only keep my knees slightly close to his in the most natural way possible and offer him a little insignificant companionship.

"But Lu Mingfei, oh yes, can I call you brother like that? I am still one year older than you...Okay, let me continue...But, you think forgiveness means relief, understanding and tolerance, then are you relieved? Now recalling the smile on that girl's face, can you calm down?"

Apart from nodding his head awkwardly when being addressed as younger brother, Lu Mingfei did not answer Zhuo's question.

Zhuo didn't expect him to answer, so he could only continue speaking in a tone that was as natural and not offensive as possible:

"So, brother, this is not called letting go, this is called compromise. But the price of compromise is that after this, you can neither hate nor love. Zero likes to tell me that "people always have to find a point of release for themselves, so hatred is the best choice." In my understanding, because you need to release those little emotions hidden in your heart, the reluctance and pain in your memories must have a reasonable outlet. Otherwise, everything will eventually be squeezed into your own heart, making you trapped in depression all the time. "

"So, I just want to tell you not to miss her in the past. You know, she is not the one in your heart."

Zhuo gritted his teeth, sighed, and patted Lu Mingfei on the shoulder:
"You owe yourself too much love. You are also a boy who needs to be loved. You will definitely be loved. I hope you can save some love for the girl who has been waiting for you. In short, I hope you are happy and I wish you happiness too."

Zhuo felt a little embarrassed to speak, so he stood up with the plate of chicken rice and planned to go to the second floor to eat.

The four people in the room lowered their heads when they left.

(End of this chapter)