Back to the 1990s: Holding the spiritual spring and striving for a well-off life

Chapter 392 Don’t Take My Memory
Because Hua Xiali stayed in front of Hua Tiefeng's grave for a long time, no one thought much about the few minutes Hua Xiali stayed in front of Huo Beixi's grave.

Everyone would just think that Hua Xiali is a good and filial daughter. Her father had passed away almost a year ago, but she actually ran to her father's tombstone and stayed with him for such a long time.

If Hua Xiali could know what everyone was thinking, she would only sneer. If it weren't for the blood relationship, she wouldn't want to recognize Hua Tiefeng as her father. He had never raised them, taken care of them, or spent much time with them. All his money and love were given to the mistress and her children.

At noon that day, the sun was very bright and it felt very warm on the body. Xiao Liang and Xiao Le fell asleep. Hua Xiali asked Hua Qiuli to help look after them, and then he carried the sugarcane sections that had been cut in advance to Huo Beixi's house at the back and planted sugarcane in the open space in the yard. The sugarcane planted here was for their own consumption, and the sugarcane planted in the sugarcane field was for sale. There were so many relatives in the Jian family who had reserved sugarcane, so they would definitely make a lot of money this year.

After planting for a while, Hua Xiali felt a sore back, so he stopped and walked around Huo Beixi's house. Two rooms were set aside as dormitories for Jia Yujie and Jia Yuqiang, so Hua Xiali did not go in. Instead, he walked around the other rooms that he had locked, and finally came to the study.

Everything in the study was still the same as it was before Huo Beixi's death. She had just cleaned it and left nothing behind. Even the books were arranged the same way they were before Huo Beixi's death. Every book on the desk was open, and it was still on the same page as when Huo Beixi had read it, as if Huo Beixi was still sitting there reading.

Hua Xiali walked over, pulled out a chair and sat down, looking down at the book that Huo Beixi had read before he died. Although the paper had long since turned yellow and looked old, the words on it were not affected at all.

As he read, Hua Xiali felt very sleepy, his eyelids drooped violently, and then he fell asleep on the book.

Suddenly she felt a gentle touch on her face. Hua Xiali opened her eyes dazedly and looked up. When she saw that the person standing in front of her was Huo Beixi, she suddenly woke up and stood up. Her tears flowed out like pearls from a broken string and fell down.

"Huo Beixi, I can finally see you again. Huo Beixi, do you know how much I missed you? I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If I could have come back a few years earlier, you wouldn't..."

"I know, I know everything." Huo Beixi reached out and gently wiped her tears, "Don't cry, don't blame yourself, you just can't see me, but I have never left you..."

"Then I..." Hua Xiali stood there in a daze. Didn't he see all the things she did against her will?

If she saw someone with him, even if it was just a female ghost, she would be heartbroken, let alone him.

"Wife, our fate is not here. There is no point in forcing it. I hope you can let me go and live a good life. Now there is someone who can love and protect you for me. I will feel relieved to see you living a good life." Huo Beixi took Hua Xiali into his arms, stroked the back of her head, and said with reluctance in his tone, "I will take away your memory of me, and from now on you will no longer have me in your world. As long as you stand in front of my grave for a while when you visit your father-in-law's grave in the future, let me see you, let me know that you are living a good life, then I will feel relieved. See you in the next life..."

"No, no, Huo Beixi, don't do this, don't be so cruel to me, don't take away my memory, I can accept him, I can live a good life, I just ask you not to take away my memory, Huo Beixi, let me remember you, no, no..." Hua Xiali shook her head and refused. She didn't want to be a person who lost her memory.

But she could feel that the memory of Huo Beixi in her mind was dissipating and being destroyed bit by bit, and Hua Xiali was extremely scared.

"don't want……"

Her tears welled up, and she reached out to grab Huo Beixi in the illusion, but she watched him become more and more transparent. Hua Xiali screamed and woke up suddenly. Seeing the book in front of her that was wet with tears, she realized that she seemed to have had a particularly sad dream, but she could not remember the content of the dream at all.

"Cousin, are you awake?" Jia Yujie and Jia Yuqiang both looked at Hua Xiali worriedly.

Hua Xiali nodded, then stood up and wiped the tears from her face.

"Cousin, we have just prepared lunch. Would you like to eat with us?" Jia Yuqiang invited. He was very grateful to Hua Xiali for giving him such a good job opportunity. Not only was the salary high, but it was also close to home and he could go home often.

Hua Xiali shook his head, "No, I'm going home to eat. Qiuli should have prepared lunch."

Coming out of the house and seeing the sugarcane that had not been planted yet in the yard, Hua Xiali realized that he was here to plant sugarcane. Coming out of Huo Beixi's yard, Hua Xiali couldn't help but look back at Huo Beixi's house.

This house seemed to belong to Huo Beixi. He saved a drowning child a few years ago and then drowned himself. The house became empty, so she bought his empty house and gave it to her cousins ​​to use as a dormitory temporarily.

When she reached the public well, Hua Xiali couldn't help but stop and look around. She didn't know why she did this, but it seemed as if there was a voice deep in her soul telling her to do so.

Passing by the tree where wood ear mushrooms grew, Hua Xiali couldn't help but stop. When she walked through the alley next to her third uncle's house, although she didn't stop, she slowed down her pace. She felt as if she had forgotten something, but she couldn't remember it no matter how hard she tried. She felt very panicked inside.

When she returned home and saw Xiao Liang and Xiao Le, two cute little babies less than half a year old, her anxious heart was relieved a little, but she still had a feeling of emptiness in her heart, and even the children could not fill this emptiness.

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"Second sister, what's wrong with you? Why are you so absent-minded?" Seeing Hua Xiali looking like she had lost her soul, Hua Qiuli asked worriedly.

Hua Xiali shook his head, "I'm fine, don't worry."

She herself didn't know what was wrong with her, so how could she explain it to Hua Qiuli?
"Should I call my second brother-in-law?" Hua Qiuli was very worried.

Hua Xiali shook his head. "It's only been a few days since I came back to start my own business. Why are you calling him? I'm fine. Don't worry about me."

Putting the sleeping child down in his arms, Hua Xiali picked up the teacup on the bedside table, took off the lid, and started drinking. They still lived in the old house, which was easily dusty, so the cup was covered every day.