Back to the 1990s: Holding the spiritual spring and striving for a well-off life

In order to prove that Hua Qingmei's child was not his, Jian Nan took the child to a large hospital in the provincial capital for a paternity test. After the results came out, he announced it to the world, letting everyone know that the child was not his, but Hua Qingmei's and someone else's. He sent the child to Hua Qingmei's parents, and then divorced Hua Qingmei.

He had no idea what had happened, nor did he know why he ended up marrying Hua Qingmei. He was in a daze, but he only knew that his wife was Hua Xiali.

The thing Hua Xiali regrets most is that she didn't accompany Huo Qian well. She raised Wang Junhuan and Wang Junli, bought them houses, cars and wives; she accompanied Xiaodong, Xiaoliang, Xiaole and Xiaoyu well, divided her property equally among them and gave them a happy life. Only Huo Qian did not enjoy her care. He was just one month old, but was forced to be separated for three months because of Hua Qingmei's outrageous behavior. Now Hua Xiali just wants to accompany Huo Qian well and raise him well.

That day, when Hua Xiali and Huo Beixi were sitting together for dinner, they suddenly heard a knock on the door. Huo Beixi put down his bowl and chopsticks, went to open the door, and when he saw it was Jian Nan, he was about to close the door immediately.

"Is that Jian Nan? Let him in!" Hearing Hua Xiali's voice, Huo Beixi had no choice but to let him in, and even brought him a set of bowls and chopsticks, asking him to sit down and eat together.

"Daughter-in-law..." Jian Nan was about to speak, but Hua Xiali said seriously, "Don't call me daughter-in-law. I am married to Huo Beixi. I am Huo Beixi's wife, not your daughter-in-law."

Seeing that Jian Nan was about to say something, Hua Xiali continued, "Jian Nan, I know you are not crazy, and there is nothing wrong with your brain. You are just too stubborn. The past is the past, and the present is the present. You can't force the present to become the past, do you understand?"

She finally understood why Jian Nan wanted to take Hua Qingmei away like a madman after marrying her. It turned out that he was indeed her official match in the original text.

And there are also memories of her returning to the book.

Hua Xiali knew that Huo Beixi was very confused, so she told Huo Beixi what happened in her dream. She fell into a coma after being stabbed by Hua Qingmei. Then during this period, her soul went to the time when Hua Tiefeng just passed away in 1996. She wanted to save Huo Beixi, but Huo Beixi had been dead for five years and there was no way to save him.

Then Huo Beixi took away her memory, causing her to spend her whole life with Jian Nan inexplicably.

It was only after listening to Hua Xiali's words that Jian Nan understood why Hua Xiali had been so resistant to him for a while, and also understood why Hua Xiali was willing to live with him later.

He also remembered that Hua Xiali once asked him if he had noticed anything different about her. She was indeed different, but she was still herself. How could he not feel it as his wife?
She is his wife, regardless of the extra memories or not.

There has only been one Hua Xiali in this world, and that is her. If there is any difference, it is just that their experiences and memories are different.

"Jian Nan, we are no longer in that life. You should let go of those things and start your own life!" Anyway, there was no way for her to renew her relationship with Jian Nan. The only person she loved was Huo Beixi.

Especially when she knew that Huo Beixi might die young, she cherished every day they could be together. She didn't care at all whether Huo Beixi would die young, and she would never stop being with Huo Beixi just because she was afraid of this.

"Hua Xiali, you can let it go, but I can't." Jian Nan put down his bowl and chopsticks, looked at Hua Xiali, and said seriously, "You know, I love you more than my life, I can't let you go."

"That was in my previous life." Hua Xiali said helplessly, "I treated you well in my previous life. You should be content. You can't covet my life in this life."

"You said I was greedy, but don't you have any greed? Why can you do it but I can't?" Jian Nan asked back. Hua Xiali was stumped by Jian Nan's question. Yes, didn't she also want to be with Huo Beixi for eternity?

Why can she desire to be with Huo Beixi, but Jian Nan can’t desire to be with her?

She has no right to manage Jian Nan's affairs.

Hua Xiali said helplessly, "I'm already married to Huo Beixi, and we have a son. You can't let me go, so what? Do you still want to be my lover?"

"It's not impossible. I'm willing to do so." Jian Nan said seriously.

Hua Xiali nearly choked to death on the rice and started coughing violently. Huo Beixi hurriedly reached out to pat Hua Xiali's back and handed her some water.

Hua Xiali took the water cup and took a sip. After calming down, he looked at Jian Nan in disbelief, "Jian Nan, your Jian family is so rich, why do you have to be obsessed with the memories of your past life? There are many girls in this world who are prettier, more talented, and better than me. You will definitely meet someone who is right for you and whom you like again in the future."

Jian Nan pointed at Huo Beixi and said, "Ask him if he can still like someone else. Ask him and see if he can do it."

Hua Xiali didn't say anything else because she knew Huo Beixi couldn't do it, and she herself couldn't do it either. She went back to her first life and was able to live with Jian Nan for the rest of her life because Huo Beixi took away her memories. She only had affection for Jian Nan as a couple, but it had nothing to do with love.

It is because she knows she can't do it that she can understand Jian Nan.

It was all Hua Qingmei's fault. She had to go back to her first life and so many things had happened. No matter what she said, Jian Nan wouldn't listen. It was totally unreasonable. He was too stubborn.

"Let's eat!" Hua Xiali knew that this matter could not be resolved in a short time, especially now that Jian Nan was in a state where he could not be persuaded at all.

After the meal, Huo Beixi collected the dishes and took them to the kitchen to wash them. Hua Xiali also went to the room to take Huo Qian to take a nap.

Hua Xiali looked at Huo Qian sleeping in the small bed, and her heart was extremely soft. She felt as if she had been raising children in every lifetime. In the life when Hua Qingmei forced her to marry Wang Liang, she raised Wang Junhuan and Wang Junli for their entire lives. Then when she returned to the first life, she raised four children, Xiaodong, Xiaoliang, Xiaole and Xiaoyu, for their entire lives.

The only one who she did not raise was Huo Qian. In one of her lives, when Huo Beixi was resurrected as Leng Yuye, she seemed to have raised Huo Qian until he was eight years old. Fortunately, she has returned to the life when she had just been reborn. In this life, she should be able to accompany Huo Qian to grow up!

Hua Xiali woke up and came out of the room holding Huo Qian. Seeing Jian Nan still here, he was a little surprised, "Jian Nan, why are you still here?" (End of this chapter)