Doting on the Masked Wife

As night fell, Qi Ruosang and Song Ruqiao were waiting outside the ward.

And Murong Lie was still kneeling at the head of the bed, his tall body full of despair.

How afraid he was that Ning Tong'er would never wake up again.

I will never see her again, never see her innocent smile again, never hear her call his name again.

If she is gone, to this world, it is just that there is one less person named Ning Tong'er.

However, for him, it would be to dig out his heart alive, and let him sink into purgatory forever, never having a happy day again.

"Don't die, Tong'er."

He held her soft and slender hand tightly, his forehead against the back of her hand, and his voice was hoarse.

"Don't leave me, don't leave me, I won't let you die, don't let you leave me."

"Even if you die, I will chase you to hell and bring you back."

"Don't die, do you hear? I won't allow it."

His words were full of domineering, but the corners of his eyes were full of tears that didn't match the domineering and strong.

"Don't die, do you hear me? Wake up, wake up, Tonger..."

He didn't know how many times he had said these words, but he only knew that he would keep repeating them until the moment she woke up.

"I still remember the first time I saw you. You were hit by my car and hurt your leg in order to save a child. At that time, I will be impressed with you because you give me the feeling that my mother was young. appearance. However, I did not fall in love with you for this reason. My mother's death is an indelible regret in my heart, and I will always miss her, but I don't have an Oedipus complex enough to regard you as her."

"I like you, Ning Tonger. This is the first time I tell you, I like you, little thing, I like you. I like you so much that I don't even know why. Do you know? From the first time I saw you I fell in love with you until you started, even, maybe even before the car hit your leg. It seems that there is something destined to meet you, the first time I saw you, I feel so familiar, as if I have known you for a long time, and have fallen in love with you for a long time. I am so obsessed with you, I can't tolerate other men touching you, I only want you to belong to me."

"I don't know if there is such a thing as fate in the world, and I don't know if there is such a thing as a previous life. If there is, I think, a long, long time ago, when my car hit you Before that moment, I knew you, fell in love with you, and loved you alone."

"I never told you that before I met you, I had other women, because I thought you would dislike me like this. So I didn't tell you. It's not selfish, it's not that I want to lie to you, it's just because... ...I'm afraid that the self who was drugged in the world of luxury and money will make you look down on me. Compared to Han Qingyi, who is flawless on the surface... Yes, this is the first time I have called this man's name, because I hate him, loathe him, It's more because I know that he has a very important position in your heart, and also because, compared to the absurd me before, he is more qualified to say that he is suitable for you."

"It's ridiculous, isn't it? In fact, I'm so unconfident in my heart. All the obstacles are actually because I'm jealous of the relationship between him and your childhood sweetheart, and I'm jealous of your unconditional trust in him. I'm afraid of you, as long as I see you When you see him, you will feel that he is better than me, more suitable for you than me, I am afraid that you will regret what you once said to me..."

"It's the first time I've said these words to you, and it's only this time. Because in the eyes of others, I, who is strong and domineering, can never be so unconfident. However, it is true .”

"I have never been unconfident in my life. I have been conceited all my life, and I have always been self-respecting. I have never bothered to compare with others, and I don't think anyone can beat me. But this time, it is true... not because of anything else, just because of you."

Murong Lie tightly held her soft and slightly cool fingers, and gently placed them on his forehead.

"Because of you, I am so unconfident for the first time in my life. I... am afraid of losing you, afraid that you think other men are better than me. Because I care about you, I am even more afraid of losing you. Because you are young, I am afraid of you You don’t know what you really want, and you’re afraid you’ll regret it.”

"The things you said to me, the things you said you liked me too, you don't know how happy I am, but... I worry that you say such things because you sympathize with me. I always think that you I don't know what I'm talking about, maybe it's just to appease me in such a situation, maybe it's because of a moment of sympathy that I said those words."

"I have been conceited and domineering all my life, but only to you, little thing... only to you, I worry about gains and losses, afraid of losing you, and have no self-confidence... Just because of this, I don't believe what you said to me, you also like me, no I believe you will come back to find me. I am afraid that after you leave, you will never come back."

"So, I want to trap you, I want to keep you." Murong Lie pressed her forehead against her hand, "I thought I could keep you, but I used the wrong method."

"I love you, but I love you in the wrong way. Jealousy and the anger and shame of being cheated turned me into a demon. I treat you like that, I know, you will never forgive me..."

Heart, as if something is entangled.

It was like a rope, which ruthlessly stirred the heart, and it hurt so badly.

"No matter what I say now, I know it's too late. You must already hate me. I'm willing to accept all your punishments. You can do whatever you want, okay?"

Murong Lie raised his head, held her hand, and looked at her pale and beautiful face with deep black eyes with deep heartache.

"Little thing, you hit me, or scold me, or stab me in the chest with a knife, or use a gun...as long as you feel that you can forgive me, I don't have any complaints, as long as you wake up...you can ?"

Words of heartache and repentance came out of his mouth, and he looked at her deeply, as if he had engraved her image into his heart.

However, Yi Ren didn't move at all, even breathing was so slight, so clear and shallow.

Murong Lie looked at her, and felt that if he could wake her up now and return her smile to him before, he would be willing to do whatever he wanted.

However, Yi Ren never woke up.

And, maybe never wake up again...

Heart like a knife.

If he could only use four words to describe his current feelings and mood, it would be: heartbroken.

Confession would not bring her back, and begging for forgiveness would only remind him of what he had done to her.

——On the white silk bed sheet was her bright red virgin blood.

The big big flowers bloomed blood roses of despair and pain.

Her slender body was under his strong body, trembling and sweating in pain.

She kept crying, kept crying, but he didn't let her go, and kept demanding from her.

For him, that was intense pleasure and love that punished her, but for her, it was the most painful torture.

Murong Lie closed his eyes, his fingers were tightly clenched and turned white - he knew that his crime was unforgivable!

Love her, but hurt her.

Promising her a perfect wedding night ended up hurting her.

He tortured her, but in the end, the one who regretted it was always himself.

Little thing...you must hate me so much that you don't want to see me again?

But I still want to marry you and have a wedding with you in the church.

Such me, for you, must have hated it deeply.

Even without this big explosion, you would have to escape from me sooner or later, and the farther you escape, the better.

Given the chance, you'll run away, far away from me, never to return.

right?

If I hadn't forced you to flee, you wouldn't have run away from me, and you wouldn't have suffered this catastrophe and been shot.

Everything is my fault.

It was my fault.

I am unforgivable.

"I know that my sin is unforgivable," he said in a low and hoarse voice, "I know that you will never forgive me again. But... little thing, I don't want to let you go, and I can't let you go!"

"I can't lose you, and I can't let you die, do you hear me?"

Murong Lie looked at her pale face, his eyes were gradually tainted with the despair and pain of determination like a fire: "If you die, I will take you back, no matter it is heaven or hell, and I will never let you leave me. Did you hear that?"

Murong Lie is still domineering...

This kind of domineering personality is really born in his bones, and there is no way to change it.

"Little thing, did you hear that? Don't die, don't die, I won't let you die!"

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The slender big hand still tightly held her soft and slender catkin, and pressed it to her forehead, with great reluctance, heartache and remorse surged together in her heart.

His voice was choked, but the words were still so overbearing.

"I thought... your confession was effective," a delicate but weak voice sounded softly, as if in a dream, Murong Lie raised his head abruptly, and was stunned!The voice continued softly, "But who knows...you are still so domineering and unreasonable..."

The voice was weak and sweet, with a trace of unsteady breath revealed by exhaustion: "I think, let me punish you for what you said... I can't believe those words..."

Murong Lie was simply stunned!

He held a slender and soft catkin tightly, opened her clear and pure eyes, her voice was weak, but there was a slight smile on her face.

"What you said, let me hit you with a gun, if I can hit you anyway... probably, it doesn't count?"

she said slowly.

Murong Lie was stunned for a moment, and suddenly tears flowed down his face.

He hugged her tightly, tightly.

"No, of course it counts! Of course it counts! I'll let you shoot right now, where you want to shoot, and how many shots you like, it's up to you!"

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