Let me give you all my life

When I arrived at the government office and entered the room where I usually rest, Xuan Jinmo sat down on the chair and said weakly: "Light the candle and help me apply the medicine. I don't want outsiders to know about this. The medicine is on the partition inside the bookshelf , a light green vial."

Tong Xiaoye silently lit the candlestick, then closed the door, found the antidote, and then walked to the chair and squatted down.

Xuan Jinmo's wound was on the left side of his waist. It wasn't too deep, but the wound had turned black.

"Clean up the skin around the wound, remove the darkened skin with a dagger, and then apply the medicine." Xuan Jinmo said calmly, "The poison can be removed within half an hour. In an hour, it will kill people."

Tong Xiaoye did not speak, took the sharp dagger and heated it with a candle, then squatted down again, hesitated a little, the sharp dagger quickly removed the darkened skin, Xuan Jinmo did not make any sound, even his body There was no trembling at all, as if it wasn't him who was hurt.

"Originally this poison was tempered on the sword to deal with my enemies, but I never thought it would be used on myself tonight." Xuan Jinmo said with a faint smile, mocking himself.

Tong Xiaoye lowered her head, only seeing a head of jet-black hair, she didn't answer anything, she just focused on cleaning the wound.

Seeing the bright skin and bright red blood, Tong Xiaoye applied the medicine, wrapped up the wound, stood up slowly, packed her things, and washed her hands with clean water.

"Sit down and rest for a while." Xuan Jinmo said softly, "We'll go back at dawn."

"Yeah." Tong Xiaoye replied softly, and wiped the water off her hands, "There's no hot water here, I'll go boil some water, you'll be thirsty after drinking so much."

"Xiaoye——" Xuan Jinmo looked at Tong Xiaoye, hesitated, and nodded, "Okay, there is a small kitchen in the back, but at this time, everyone in the government has fallen asleep, and this is where I used to be during the day. The resting place when you are tired, no one dares to come without my order, it is already late, be careful yourself."

"En." Tong Xiaoye still only responded softly.

Hearing the sound of Tong Xiaoye's footsteps getting farther away, Xuan Jinmo bit his lip, stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat on his forehead, and his body trembled a little. How effective his poison is, I have personally experienced it today up!

Close your eyes and rest, listen to the wind outside, the room is a bit cold, even though it is spring, the night is still a bit chilly.

After a long time, I heard Tong Xiaoye's footsteps coming back again. In the night, they sounded quietly, one by one, which was reassuring to my ears. In fact, in the sound of the wind, Tong Xiaoye's footsteps were extremely soft, so soft that I could hardly hear them. To, but in Xuan Jinmo's ears, the sound clearly entered his ears.

With eyes closed, I listened quietly to Tong Xiaoye walking into the room, pouring water to make tea quietly, and then Tong Xiaoye's quiet and slightly sad voice: "You are hurt, I made the tea very lightly, you drink it wine, I put some honey in the tea."

Xuan Jinmo breathed a sigh of relief, took the tea handed over by Tong Xiaoye, drank it slowly, and said slowly, "Thank you."

Tong Xiaoye bit her lip lightly, lowered her head, and said slowly after a long time: "Isn't it necessary for us to go on like this?"

Xuan Jin quietly put down the teacup, paused for a while, and said slowly, "Pour me another glass of water."

Tong Xiaoye sighed inwardly, walked closer, refilled the teacup with water, and heard Xuan Jinmo's breathing rising and falling, which seemed to be anger and impatience.

"Why?" Xuan Jinmo asked word by word while leaning on the armrest of the chair.

Tong Xiaoye sighed, looked at the candle light blankly, and said softly: "Xuan Jinmo, I don't like the feeling of being tortured by jealousy, I love you, you know, but you reminded me with a bright moon, I can't spend my whole life with self-comfort, telling me that you care about me, telling me that you like me with my thoughts. This is too tiring, and I'm afraid I will collapse."

Xuan Jinmo looked at Tong Xiaoye who didn't look at him, and said slowly: "I don't love Mingyue."

"But you don't love me either." Tong Xiaoye looked at Xuan Jinmo, "You are just out for revenge, although you don't love Mingyue, but she has your flesh and blood, you don't love me, you gave me a useless title , No one gave you your heart."

"Do you give me your whole heart?" Xuan Jinmo said indifferently, "You said you loved me, but behind my back you wanted to end your life at any time. When Tianqi accused me, I was thinking, why don't you Taking revenge on me because you think I don't love you!"

Tong Xiaoye smiled wryly, and murmured: "It's better to leave when you hate me than to leave when you start to think I'm good. Xuan Jinmo, we met at the wrong time. Mingyue already has your flesh and blood, this reality Keeps my heart entangled, I'm afraid, I'm jealous, you're hurt, I'm terrified, but you tell me it's the moon, but don't let me ask, I know it's me she wants to deal with, not you , you saved my life! Because she is pregnant with your flesh and blood, no one wants to hurt her, right? "

Tong Xiaoye's voice trembled a little, and her speech was a little messy.

"I said that I don't love Mingyue." Xuan Jinmo said softly, with a slight sigh.

"Then do you love me?" Tong Xiaoye looked up at Xuan Jinmo and asked seriously.

Xuan Jin was stunned for a moment, looked at Tong Xiaoye, hesitated, and said softly, "You are very important to me."

Tong Xiaoye smiled bitterly, and said mockingly: "Yes, I am very important to you, because I am Tong Ke's most beloved daughter, a descendant of the Tong family, and the daughter of one of the enemies who killed your mother! It is very important , you can punish the Tong family by making me unhappy."

Xuan Jinmo frowned, and said hesitantly, "No—"

"Xuan Jinmo, can you lie to me once?" Tong Xiaoye's tears fell, and she said blankly, "Please lie to me once, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on, I'm afraid I'll leave you, I'm afraid! Please tell me Me, you love me, you like me, you care about me, give me a reason to keep going, I want to stay where you are, I'm afraid I'll run away, I'm afraid,—"

Tears fell silently on the ground, Tong Xiaoye breathed quietly, her voice choked, when washing her hands, the clothes rolled up, the glaring bloodstains on her arms reminded her that the poison in her body was getting worse and worse, she was afraid, she would be very Leave quickly, there is no chance to guard Xuan Jinmo again.

She wanted to hear him say that he liked her, even if he just lied to her.

Xuan Jin was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "Xiao Ye, I like you."

Tong Xiaoye smiled wryly, and said with tears in her eyes, "Thank you."

Xuan Jinmo's heart tightened, feeling an inexplicable discomfort. He looked at Tong Xiaoye and said slowly, "Come here, come to me."