Let me give you all my life

"I'll drive back by myself in the afternoon." Tong Xiaoye said in a blunt voice, "Now that you've made it clear, I won't be so stupid as to continue entanglement and continue to describe love in my heart. We will be the most model couple. Guaranteed."

Xuan Jinmo hesitated, and said with some distress: "No, Xiaoye, no, I can't explain clearly, I don't know what's going on, it's obviously——but, I just can't bring myself to accept, approaching you I used all my strength, but when I was close to her, I didn't need to spend my mind, everything seemed to be the most natural."

Tong Xiaoye got out of the car, paused for a moment, then left quickly.

At noon, Tong Xiaoye was very busy, she didn't even have time to eat, and when she was finally free, Xiao Dan's call was displayed on her phone.

"It's me." Tong Xiaoye answered the phone, and said in a slightly tired voice, "Is there something wrong? How is your grandma?"

Xiao Dan's voice came from the other end of the phone in a mess, choked up, frustrated, and said slightly annoyed: "This 12-odd old lady, she is the embodiment of the devil, she wants me and Su Guohao to be in the hospital with her I swore to get married in front of my husband, the lawyer had prepared all the materials, and I just sold myself! Without a wedding dress, a bridesmaid, a wedding banquet, or even a formal ceremony, I became someone else’s wife, and divorce was not allowed! Xiaoye, I'm going crazy!—"

"Now?" Tong Xiaoye asked in amazement.

"Yes, right now, I'm calling in the hospital bathroom, and it's public, the smell is driving me crazy, but, I can't call in front of my grandma, if she knows that Su Guohao and I are pretending, definitely It will make me impoverished and worthless!" Xiao Dan's voice can definitely be described as collapsed.

"What did the Su family say?" Tong Xiaoye paused, and suddenly remembered that the Su family was probably still in the dark, or Su Guohao's parents didn't know the inside story.

"Their family?" Xiao Dan said brokenly, "I can't take care of myself, but I can still take care of their family. Now, Su Guohao is in front of my grandma's hospital bed, receiving re-education from my grandma, basically since I was born. I’ve already heard about my life experience in high school——Xiaoye, do you think it’s okay for me to pretend to be dead? Or just pretend to be crazy? Anyway, I’ve never seen prisoners pretend to be crazy and stupid in order to avoid punishment, or I’ll come here too?!”

Tong Xiaoye almost laughed out loud, trying to control her emotions and said: "This is the most undesirable way. If you do this, I bet your grandma has a corresponding way to deal with you. You'd better save it."

"I know." Xiao Dan sighed for a long time. He seemed to have walked into the corridor, and vaguely heard the noise, footsteps, and conversations of the patient's family members. My nemesis, you said that if she hadn’t married my grandfather at that time, maybe I would be living with a kind old grandma now.”

Tong Xiaoye smiled and said: "Okay, stop nagging, go back to your grandma's ward, if you go back late, you must listen to nagging, take a step and watch, besides, Su Guohao is really a good person , and he might be a happy marriage."

"Forget it, there is no love, and even no reason. If it wasn't for making myself a poor man, I wouldn't marry myself like a fool." Xiao Dan raised his voice a little irritatedly, in order to let his own voice Hear better in noisy environments.

Tong Xiaoye hesitated, and asked hesitantly, "Are you calling for my help?"

Xiao Dan paused, and said dejectedly: "I don't know either, I just want to talk to someone, because I'm about to die of suffocation, I'm so depressed—I got it! Don't shout, I'll pass right away. Forget it, I won't tell you anymore, my aunt called me, and I can't escape!"

Tong Xiaoye put down the phone, leaned against the back of the chair, and stared at the front quietly, not knowing what she was thinking, and her heart was empty, feeling inexplicably bored.

In the afternoon, the sky changed, it was cloudy, and the rain fell with the taste of late spring and early summer.

Tong Xiaoye parked the car and went upstairs. As soon as she walked into the cave, she saw Xuan Jinmo walking in front. She paused for a moment, and greeted slightly stiffly, "Xuan Jinmo!"

Xuan Jinmo, who was walking in front, immediately turned around, saw Tong Xiaoye, and said with a smile: "What a coincidence, just now my aunt called me to come over for dinner, and asked me if I was with you. I saw Tong Xiaoye when I went to the police station." Your car just left, so I came back with you one after the other, answered the phone on the way, left the car and came over."

Tong Xiaoye nodded, looked at the stairs, hesitated, and said, "I'm a little tired, I'll take the elevator, you can take the stairs."

Xuan Jinmo smiled and said, "Then let's take the elevator together. Are you busy today?"

"Yes." Tong Xiaoye said simply, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I will tell my parents that it is not good for us to meet often before marriage. Anyway, soon, there is no need to meet every day."

Xuan Jinmo pondered for a while, as if he was thinking about how to proceed.

"Xiao Dan called me and said that she and Su Guohao were married. In front of her grandmother's hospital bed, she said that she was very depressed. Because she had no love or even no reason, she married herself and became someone else's wife. I suddenly felt that I was very similar to her, and I didn't know the reason why I didn't marry myself out of love." Tong Xiaoye looked at the rising data and said slowly.

"I need some time to accept this." Xuan Jinmo took a long breath, considered, and said slowly, "I thought I—"

"I don't want to compete with dead people. Even if we are completely different and there is no need to compete at all, I have already lost." Tong Xiaoye looked at Xuan Jinmo, "But I am married and there is no turning back. I choose to let go under the circumstances and let my parents be ashamed because of my willfulness. I am very grateful that you can cooperate with me in front of my family and let them believe that we are a couple who love each other. In private, as you said, we There is absolute personal freedom."

Just as Xuan Jinmo was about to speak, the elevator stopped.

"Let's go in." Tong Xiaoye walked out of the elevator and looked back at Xuan Jinmo, "Without love, there is no so-called hatred. Maybe we can get along friendly and be like family."

Sitting on the balcony, Xuan Jin silently drank the wine, sipping slowly one sip at a time.

The wall lamp is very warm and not bright, but the light is dim like moonlight, forming a warm halo on the balcony. He told Tong Xiaoye that he would stare at her with such a warm light that could compete with his eyes, and she blushed at that time.