Let me give you all my life

Tong Xiaoye was furious and went straight up to slap her, but when her palm was about to hit Xuan Jinmo's face, she forcibly controlled her movements and anger.

"Xuan Jinmo, you're going too far!" Tong Xiaoye gritted her teeth angrily.

Xuan Jinmo looked at Tong Xiaoye's angry expression, and sighed, "I didn't run away from marriage, there is still some time before we get married."

Tong Xiaoye really wanted to go up and clean up Xuan Jinmo, hesitated for a while, and remembered what the little boss said, Xuan Jinmo was not in good health, forget it, a healthy person can't care about a sick person, right?Trying to calm down her anger, Tong Xiaoye walked to the window and pulled all the curtains aside with a swish.

Xuan Jinmo subconsciously blocked some bright light with his hand, walked slowly back to the balcony, and sat down on the chair on the balcony again, some of the wine glass in his hand splashed on his hand.

The light on the balcony is good, much brighter and warmer than the room.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Tong Xiaoye stared at Xuan Jinmo, suppressed the grievance in her heart, and asked seriously, "I said that we are free after marriage, but at least you should show up when you should, you Suddenly disappeared without showing up, how should I explain to my parents?"

Xuan Jinmo breathed a sigh of relief, and said slowly: "Sit down and have a glass of wine with me."

Tong Xiaoye sat down on the chair next to her, and she could see her bedroom from here. He was always at home, although the lights were not turned on, but he was always there, using this silent way to avoid being with herself.

She suddenly felt a little boring. When she wanted to get married, it turned out to be such a situation. She begged the other party to be with her pitifully. Is it for love?

"Do you love me?" Xuan Jinmo suddenly asked quietly.

Tong Xiaoye was taken aback, but couldn't answer for a moment.

"She loves me." Xuan Jinmo gently shook the wine glass in his hand, watching the red wine in the glass shake gently, "She never hides her love for me, even at the expense of wronging herself. She would rather forget than hate me .”

Tong Xiaoye bit her lip, "You still think about her?"

"Don't think about it, she is always in my heart." Xuan Jinmo smiled wryly, "Even if it is, even if it is another her, it can't replace her. Even, maybe—" Xuan Jinmo looked sideways at Tong Xiaoye, " Maybe you're alone with her, or—"

"I'm not a substitute for others." Tong Xiaoye almost shed tears, what is this, isn't she Tong Xiaoye the least fond of marriage, isn't she the one who would rather be single than marry?Why should I feel sad for Xuan Jinmo's unwillingness to marry her now.

Xuan Jinmo looked at the grievance in Tong Xiaoye's eyes, and his heart softened. Those eyes were very similar to her previous life. There was stubbornness and confusion in the pure sadness, just like the surprise and dismay when she faced the sharp sword on the bed when she was newly married. untie.

He raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, and said a little tiredly: "I will marry you, Xiaoye, I will not miss the appointment, I will marry you."

Tong Xiaoye burst into tears, a little at a loss, what is this, what is it? !Why is he doing this? !Why are you so reluctant.

"You don't have to be in such a difficult situation!" Tong Xiaoye stood up abruptly, "If it's in such a difficult situation, I can cancel the engagement, and I will explain to my parents that I suddenly don't want to get married anymore!"

Xuan Jin was stunned for a moment, and blurted out: "That's not what I mean, I'm not embarrassing—"

"Then what are you?" Tong Xiaoye stared at Xuan Jinmo, her tone revealing the helplessness of being hurt, "Tell me again and again, you can't let go of her in your heart, you work hard, but you can't like me, like me In fact, I was a kind of betrayal to her, and disappeared before we were going to get married? Even I said that we only have a form of marriage and accepted it so reluctantly. It's not that I, Tong Xiaoye, can't get married, so you don't have to be so painful! "

Xuan Jinmo didn't know how to express the contradiction in his heart. It was not difficult to fall in love with Xiaoye again. He had always loved her, but falling in love with Xiaoye who had no memory of him at all made him feel that what he was facing was always A Xiaoye who is not Xiaoye, and a girl who looks very similar to Xiaoye, exactly the same, except for the difference in memory.

However, falling in love with such a little leaf made him feel like betraying the little leaf in his heart, which made him conflicted and painful. Seeing the fresh little leaf in front of him reminded him of the little leaf in the ice coffin that had no breath. That face, which was as fresh as life but never smiled at him again, made my heart tangled with pain.

He is obviously a person, obviously a past life and a future life, why is he struggling so much in love?Every time we face each other, the scars in my heart will open a little and bleed!

"Xiaoye——" Xuan Jinmo lowered his head, the wine glass in his hand shattered into several pieces with a bang, and blood dripped down his fingertips to the ground.

Tong Xiaoye wanted to turn around and leave, but found that she couldn't move her feet at all. She stood helplessly, but she didn't know how to say the following words.

"Xiaoye, I'm sorry." Xuan Jin murmured, "I'm sorry!"

Tong Xiaoye bit her lip, her body trembled slightly, as if she was afraid of the cold.

"The wedding will be held." Xuan Jinmo looked up at Tong Xiaoye, seeing the helplessness and bewilderment on her face, as well as the deep grievance, his heart trembled, "I'm sorry for the harm my disappearance has caused you."

Tong Xiaoye said nothing.

"I hope you are happy, really, I sincerely hope that you are happy, that you can live a healthy and happy life. This is my greatest wish when I come here." Xuan Jinmo didn't know how to express it, he really hoped for this life Tong Xiaoye is happy, but, but,——

"Can you give me everything except love?" Tong Xiaoye stared at Xuan Jinmo, and smiled bitterly, "Why do I think that marrying me is also a betrayal of the love in your heart?"

Xuan Jin was stunned for a moment, Tong Xiaoye's words were just the confusion in his heart, he didn't dare to face this thought, when he first came here, he knew that Tong Xiaoye was his Xiaoye, his idea was that he wanted to marry her and take her away She, however,—

"I'm not wrong, am I?" Tong Xiaoye said indifferently, "Xuan Jinmo, you are really too much! Why did you draw my attention and make me think of marrying you? Now you are doing it for the sake of your heart She made me face embarrassment and made it impossible for me to end, do I have a grudge against you?"

Tong Xiaoye didn't know what she was talking about at all, she only knew that she seemed to be talking.

Xuan Jin smiled wryly, what happened to him, he made the same person suffer for the previous life in the next life, because the self in the previous life couldn't let the self in the next life fall in love with the same person!

Just because he couldn't face the existence of a living leaflet and a dead leaflet in his life at the same time.