Let me give you all my life

"Don't try it casually." Xuan Jinmo hesitated, "It's not that you can go back if you go back. Even if you go back, you will lose your memory here in Wumeng Country. You don't know who you are, and I don't know who you are. I don’t know who you are, everyone will only regard you as a lunatic, or a woman with a face similar to Xiaoye, but the chance of you meeting me is almost slim. You should stay here and have a good time with Su Guohao live together."

Tong Xiaoye didn't say a word for a long time, she drank the cold coffee one gulp at a time.

"Besides, you won't remember that you like me at all." Xuan Jinmo ruthlessly said, "When we get there, you and I are really strangers."

"En." Tong Xiaoye replied weakly, "I want to marry Su Guohao, right?"

Xuan Jinmo didn't answer. This was a question Tong Xiaoye had asked many times. He didn't want to answer it, nor did he want to explain it. No one understood. The yearning for Xiaoye in my heart is even deeper.

Moreover, even if Tong Xiaoye really gave up his life and returned to Wumeng Kingdom as the little boss and Sang Yue worried, one would be Xiaoye in a sleeping coffin, and the other would be Tong Xiaoye alive, who would he choose? !There is no doubt about it, he will only choose Xiaoye.

He could feel the worry of the little boss and Sang Yue, although they didn't say to his face that he didn't intend to take Tong Xiaoye's life anymore, he had already failed Xiaoye, and he couldn't hurt her in the next life, even though this next life had nothing to do with her. He has nothing to do with it.

"Then we don't need to get married anymore." Tong Xiaoye said softly, "Really?"

Xuan Jinmo hesitated for a moment, and said quietly: "I have no way to refuse any of your requests, including that you want to marry me, I can even make you believe that I love you. It's not difficult, but I may leave at any time, are you sure you want to marry?"

Tong Xiaoye let out a long breath, and said wearily: "I don't know, I'm not reconciled if I don't marry, and I'm not reconciled if I marry, I know you don't love me, but I still love you, if I really get mad Swear, why did I still meet you? Did I fail you, or did you fail me?"

Xuan Jinmo felt a little pain in his heart, looked at Tong Xiaoye, hesitated, stretched out his hand to gently caress Tong Xiaoye's hand, her hand was a little cold, the moment his hand touched, her hand trembled slightly, but Not recovered.

"Su Guohao is really good." Xuan Jinmo said this with difficulty.

Tong Xiaoye withdrew her hand all of a sudden, without looking at Xuan Jinmo, "He has a heart problem, and the doctor said that he needs a suitable donor."

Xuan Jinmo was slightly taken aback, and blurted out: "Probably not, his lifespan is quite long, and my appearance may change things, but it won't affect the overall situation. If it affected the overall situation, I would not be here long ago. Even if we get married, you won't have any loss, when you marry Su Guohao again, you will still be a complete woman."

Tong Xiaoye raised her head, looked at Xuan Jinmo, and said slowly, "You are so disdainful?"

Xuan Jinmo said gently: "It's not that I disdain, but——Tong Xiaoye, you have no memory of your past life at all, you don't know what kind of person I am, I grew up in Fengyuechang, where I , I have been in contact with all kinds of women since I was 15 years old. The women I have had may exceed the women you really dated. I mean, women who can be called friends. I don’t want to hurt you. I understand the selfishness of being a man. I love you deeply, even if you are not a complete woman, it may make him feel regretful. And when he finds that you are still a complete woman, he will have respect, and this respect will make your life very good. "

Tong Xiaoye said mockingly: "You are really thoughtful."

Xuan Jinmo didn't refute, and said calmly: "It's my fault. In fact, it's not that I don't like you. It's just that it's not love. My love has already been given to Xiaoye, and I won't give it away anymore. I don't have the strength anymore. Love, in fact, from the first time I saw Xiaoye at the age of six, I never had any place for other women in my heart. I now know that hating someone is as hard as loving someone. Hate it or not, I love Xiaoye as much as I hate her, I just dare not admit that I love her, I am afraid that my love will make me ashamed to face my hatred, I use my hatred to ignore my love, Tong Xiaoye, I’m so sorry, I’m sorry that I moved you but then I left, Xiaoye’s afterlife has nothing to do with mine, your oath made us never have a chance to meet again, otherwise, I wouldn’t be able to I met you only because I met you in my previous life."

Tong Xiaoye smiled, she was surprised that she could still laugh.

"It's getting late, the weather outside is bad, the little boss must be worried, let's go." Xuan Jinmo said calmly and gently, "Do you want to go to the little boss or go home?"

"I think—" Tong Xiaoye suddenly sat up straight and looked at Xuan Jinmo, "Please find the medicine that can make things forgotten, I will make everyone, everyone who knows about this marriage forget me and you For the marriage, give me the medicine, and I will do it, so that things don’t go wrong, and I won’t forget about it, can you?”

Xuan Jin was taken aback for a moment, and said in surprise, "Why?"

Tong Xiaoye smiled slightly, and said half-truthfully: "Marrying Su Guohao as a divorced woman is better than marrying him as an unmarried woman? Isn't it! I think the matter between me and you will disappear from now on. You said, my life has nothing to do with you, we have to live up to the arrangement of fate, I will marry Su Guohao and live a happy life, you will go back and guard Xiaoye. I also believe now that Xiaoye and I are really not the same People, even if I go to Wumeng Kingdom, we are really two people, right? Hehe, one is lying in a coffin, the other is a living person, this is not time travel, this is not a story, this cannot be perfect."

Xuan Jinmo hesitated, then nodded, "Okay, I will find a way."

"The sooner the better, before our wedding invitation is sent out, before not enough people know about it, of course, I need your cooperation, we have to go to the place where we registered to delete their memories and the data on their computers " Tong Xiaoye said quickly, "Of course, I also want to solve some of these problems privately as a policeman."

Xuan Jin nodded silently, "Okay, I promise you."

Tong Xiaoye smiled, unable to tell whether she was really letting go or not, she stood up and let out a long breath, "It seems to be a dream, I'm going to be the only one who is awake, so that everyone can forget I'm getting married. It's interesting, isn't it, Xuan Jinmo."