Tianzihao Xiaobailian

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There is a paradox that has never been proven: the stronger a woman is, the weaker she is.

Although this statement is a bit unreliable to some extent, no matter how powerful a woman is, she hopes to find a shoulder stronger than herself to lean on. This kind of strength is not all material omnipotence, and it may also be It is the strength of the spiritual level. In short, almost every woman has her own prince charming deep in her heart.

Therefore, the most correct interpretation of love is that love originally originated from the colorful fantasies in women's hearts. In the end, this illusory emotion communicated with men, so the world went crazy, and there was a colorful life today.

But a cruel fact is that no matter how beautiful the love between men and women is, the fundamental purpose of being together is always to reproduce offspring.

This fact is infinitely magnified in people's hearts when it exists, so beauty is once again defeated by cruelty, love compromises with reality, and as time goes by, true feelings eventually become more and more humble under the interests and temptations of the outside world Small.

This is not irony, but a kind of helplessness.

Chen Hualou, who has already stated that he only loves heroes and not tyrannical heroes in this life, has gone through such a process from the initial resistance to compromise. This woman who is determined to be the prime minister believes in love deep down in her heart, and she still firmly believes in it until now. My childhood sweetheart and childhood sweetheart, every time I played house, she would play his wife. The newly ignorant Chen Hualou naturally didn't know what admiration is, but every time he pouted to express his reluctance, he was happier than anyone else in his heart .

She was at the same table for six years in elementary school. She borrowed his pencils, erasers, and even his textbooks countless times, but she didn't want to read them with him. After being discovered by the teacher many times, he had to be obedient Go out and stand for punishment.

In fact, Xiaolouer, who was still naive at that time, secretly bumped into her schoolbag and didn't take out her textbooks every time. She liked to see the frustrated and helpless look of him being punished by the teacher to stand because of him. Every time it can make her secretly happy for a long time.

At that time, she naturally didn't understand the kind of touch when the person she loved gave for herself.

When they were in the third grade, the two fought for the first time, because of her unreasonable trouble, the cause was very small, but that war was quite tragic in the eyes of their peers, she scratched his arm, scratched his face, In the end, the boy with a smile like sunshine smiled and apologized to her who was unscathed.

At that time, that little girl in the Northeast, which was so cold that people didn't want to move when winter came, still didn't know what compromise and forgiveness meant, she was crying and smiling, and when he came home, his father cleaned him up severely. After a while, I gave up.

The boy still didn't have the slightest bit of resentment, with a sunny smiling face that was harmless to humans and animals, but since then, the two have never fought again.

In the fourth grade, the teacher stood on the podium and asked the students what their ideals were. At that time, Xiaohualou thought about it seriously and told the teacher solemnly that he wanted to be the prime minister.

That was a high-ranking official, but at that time, the whole class couldn't imagine it, so they weren't too surprised.

When it came to him, he stood up, still with that kind of bright smile that was almost smirk, and told the teacher that he would be the chairman, but if he couldn't be the chairman, he would be fine as a general.

In that elementary school, the two were best friends and biggest rivals.

Because Chen Hualou, who seems to be studying seriously most of the time, has been catching up with the boy's footsteps from beginning to end.

He comes first, she comes second.

The ranking has never changed.

When graduating from the sixth grade, Chen Hualou finally won the first place, but the boy became the second. That time, facing the silly smiling face that gradually grew handsome, Chen Hualou, who should have been very happy, cried so much Very sad, so the boy went home and was punished severely again.

junior high school.

The two were not at the same table this time, or even in the same class, but at that time, the two would still go to school and work together.

In that year, in the heart of Chen Hualou, who always longed for Prince Charming in his heart, that unrestrained figure riding a white horse was gradually replaced by a peer scratching his head with a bright smile, and it continued to take root in his heart.

If he wants to be the chairman and he himself will be the prime minister, how great would it be if we can be together?

The second semester of the second year of junior high school.

The boy's father was transferred to the capital because of a job transfer.

Boys and girls who only dared to hold hands secretly when they came home from school in a place where no one was around were teary-eyed when they parted.

At that time, he had grown taller and handsome. Chen Hualou asked his father to take a photo of himself and the boy. That sentimental relationship that was so young that he didn't even know what admiration was seemed to be captured along with the photo. The dust is sealed in that period of icy and snowy years.

Turn around, goodbye.

When we meet again, it will be five years later when we arrive at the university.

The two fit the storyline of the childhood sweetheart who was no match for love at first sight. When he was in college, he came to the school to see him in a neat military uniform and fascinated countless girls, but at that time, all his eyes were on the best friend who shared the dormitory with her. .

Then there is no more then.

Or rather, the two are in love.

She scolded him as a heartless person, scolded him as a bastard who ignored her for the sake of profit, scolded him for just taking a fancy to her best friend's family, and cried and scolded, heartbroken.

So much so that for him, she and her best friend got into a fight.

The year he graduated from college, he was a colonel.

That year, he married her once best friend.

Chen Hualou didn't go. She told herself countless times that no matter if it was a friend or a former lover, since it was over, it was over, and she had nothing to do with them anymore.

Graduation, politics.

At that time, few people remembered the dream of the boy and girl.

Same as every achievement in primary school, this time, he was still ahead of her.

27 years old, major general!

A rising star in the military.

That year, when his wife was just pregnant, he went out to perform a mission, took off his military uniform, fulfilled his dream, became a general, but never came back. The country never even gave him the status of a Chinese.

But in Chen Hualou's heart, he is a hero!

She didn't resent her college friend who almost cried and went blind when she got the news that she was pregnant, but she resented her family very much.

The past is like smoke, in a blink of an eye, how many years has it been?

It's been five years.

The love that was once longed for is now gone.

What's the use of leaving this skin that countless people secretly covet?It might as well be used to fulfill Chen Xi's dream.

So with a numb heart, after sacrificing her third uncle at home, she finally sat in the position of deputy secretary of the Huating Municipal Party Committee, found Wang Fuxing in person, and married him.

Wang Fuxing did not refuse, but everything that followed was tantamount to a nightmare.

Right here, in this single room, the man kissed him mercilessly, forcibly took off his pants, entered his body, and hit him fiercely. This body, which was not intended to be touched by any man, almost Everywhere left traces of his brutal ravages, and what made her want to die of shame and indignation was that her body just sank into this feeling, her reason disappeared, and she shamelessly catered to his attack, wrapping her body around him , seeking like a slut, the body that has never been touched by anyone is so sensitive, after the initial pain, it seems that every time his collision will make him reach the peak of happiness.

Do you really want to be so slutty?

Chen Hualou's eyes were in a trance, his legs were sitting on the ground with soft legs, his delicate buttocks touched the cold ground, his long hair was disheveled, his face was flushed, and his underwear was pulled down to his thighs. Anyone with a discerning eye would know what happened at a glance. But she didn't want to move at all, her whole body was surrounded by a strong numbness, tired and comfortable, she just wanted to lie down on the cold ground and sleep.

There was a sudden knock on the door.

Chen Hualou looked up in horror, stared at the door, and subconsciously screamed: "Don't come in!"

The people outside the door seemed to be taken aback, and after a while, they said cautiously: "Miss, let me ask if you need to add hot water."

"no need."

Chen Hualou's face was pale, panting heavily, as if he had just come back to his soul, his face was pale.

It was quiet outside the door, without a sound.

Chen Hualou exerted all his strength, sat on the ground, looked at the red hickey marks on his snow-white and delicate thighs, and was in a daze for a long time before showing a self-deprecating wry smile. He stretched out his hand, took out a pack of tissues, and gently placed them on his hands Between the legs, carefully wiped, smelling the ambiguous smell in the air after the love between men and women, tears flowed out again uncontrollably.

She never dreamed that she would be raped one day, and she didn't even have any kind words of peace afterwards.

Why does he bully himself like this?

Chen Hualou was lying on her knees, her shoulders were shaking, and she could hardly stop crying. This time, she shed more tears than she used to in a year.

She tightly held the blood-stained tissue, and it took a long time before she stabilized her emotions. She stood up gently, put on her underwear and trousers, and rinsed her mouth with ice-cold tea, as if she wanted to put her mouth into the king's mouth. The smell of revival washes it all down.

Stretching out her hand to touch her tears, this woman who had already become the deputy secretary of the municipal party committee in her early thirties had regained her former calmness and composure.

But when she opened her white wallet, she cried again.

This woman who had just been promoted but was raped twice pushed the teacup in front of her to the ground. She clenched her small white hands tightly together, she burst into tears, and cursed in a crying voice, "Hundan, I don't have any money."