Siheyuan: Rebirth of a comfortable life starts with Shazhu

"To be honest, I don't know if I am worthy of being your comrade.

My uncle did that.
I also did the work of digging...underground foundations in the south two years ago.

And now I have run away secretly, and I feel sorry for the government's training.

But I will also always remember that when my family was almost starving to death, it was the street office that arranged this job for me.

Later, thanks to the old man, I, a child from a poor family, had the opportunity to go to college.

And when you are studying, you don’t have to worry about your parents’ living problems at home.

The school gave me a subsidy.

Street came to visit my parents from time to time,

Whenever there is any heavy work to be done at home, the young men from the neighborhood will come and help.

My parents thanked those people. They only said one thing, asking me to study hard and build the country in the future. ..." Xiao Lan's eyes were a little blurry. He thought of the time when the country was just liberated. That should have been his happiest time.

Everyone cared about him and his dream, whether it was the steel mill, Liu Haizhong and his friends, or even the streets and neighbors, all gave him the greatest support.

The warmth those things gave him is something he will never forget in his life.

Of course, everything changed later.

It was still the same people, but after knowing what his uncle had done, their original concern for him turned into indifference.

Even if there are a few sober people who would not involve him and his uncle, they can only hide and dare not get involved in this matter.

Even though he hated others, he didn't know who to hate.

Hate his uncle Comrade Lao Nie?

Hate your colleagues at the steel mill?

Or do you hate the streets?
Apart from those people who had directly hurt his parents, Xiao Lan really couldn't hate anyone else.

He is of this age and has experienced life before liberation. He can compare and see who truly cares about the people.

If it weren't for his uncle's incident, even if he couldn't go to college, he would have a stable job in a steel mill now, and he would have a comfortable life, he could get married and have children, and his family could live an ordinary but warm life.

But he couldn't hate his uncle.

After all, even though his uncle harmed the whole world, he was still thinking about their family wholeheartedly.

For fear that his own problems would implicate the Lan family, his uncle had not acknowledged him as his nephew for more than ten years.

But he has received a lot of help.

So the human heart is a very complicated thing.

Including Xiao Lan thinking about the people on the street, he didn't hate anyone except those who directly hurt his parents.

If you put yourself in his shoes, if you put him in someone else's position, he might do something even more excessive.

People of Xiaolan's age have the deepest feelings for their country.

After all, with the establishment of the new country, they became people who could enjoy fairness.

They grow with the development of the country and become the backbone of various positions.

To put it bluntly, after the founding of the new country, people of their age are the ones who have enjoyed the most dividends of the times, both spiritually and materially.

Those who were born in the city after liberation have never experienced the darkness before liberation.

But when they become adults, social development has basically entered a period of stability.

First of all, it is difficult to arrange work.

Then there is the housing issue.
There is also the gap between ordinary people and the various compounds.

So for people of Xiaolan's age, those who were born after the liberation are not as happy as them.

Only through comparison can we feel happy.

"What if we are willing to accept you as our comrade again?" Miss Tan asked lazily in her smoky voice.

In fact, Miss Tan's mental journey is more complicated than Xiao Lan's. After all, she has seen much more than Xiao Lan. Even after she came to work in Hong Kong Island, one of her jobs was to persuade capable people to return to the mainland to work.

And it was quite successful.

Then in recent years, I have lost contact with many of those friends.

Miss Tan was also conflicted and had thought about running away.

In this regard, it was Lou Xiao'e and Tan Yali who gave her the courage to persevere.

After all, Lou Xiao'e and her daughter have seen the normal Sijiu City, which is not as scary as some people say.

This gave Miss Tan the courage to find out the truth.

Some of Miss Tan's friends were indeed unlucky, while others had to keep it secret because of their work.

One can imagine how conflicted Miss Tan was during that period.

"Can I?... I don't want to go back to Beijing. I don't have the face to go back now." Classmate Xiao Lan was overjoyed at first, and then refused sadly.

He knew he couldn't go back.

If he went back, Liu Haizhong would definitely have a hard time, and that was something he didn't want to happen.

He no longer has any family affection in this life. His parents and uncle are all gone.

That was Liu Haizhong's cheap master, who helped him when he was in the most difficult time.

Even without Liu Haizhong, it was not difficult for him to get out of the city.

But the feeling of having someone care about you is completely different from having no one care about you.

When a person lives in this world and there is no one who cares about him or her and he or she has no one to care about, then he or she is basically no different from a walking corpse.

There is always a soft spot in Xiao Lan's heart, which is reserved for his cheap master Liu Haizhong, who has a low IQ.

Of course, there is also a place for You Fengxia.

"I'm not asking you to go back to Sijiu City. If that was your plan, there would be no need for us to come here to see you." The speaker was Ran Qiuye.

She still feels a little disgusted with Xiao Lan.

After all, her parents' problems are definitely bigger than Xiao Lan's, but they have never complained.

If He Yuzhu's farm had not been handed over, her parents might not have been willing to come out.

Of course, another reason why Ran's father and the others came out was that they were worried about Ran Qiuye.

After all, he is in his twenties and still single, which makes his parents anxious.

Ran Qiuye never thought that her parents were protected by Lao Lu in the early days, and later they were sheltered by He Yuzhu, so naturally they had never suffered much.

However, this time after Ran's father and mother arrived in Hong Kong Island, they visited many old friends, and their main purpose was to introduce a partner to Ran Qiuye.

This is also one of the reasons why Ran Qiuye has a bad temper.

How to say this? In fact, Ran Qiuye also wants to have a home.

But what she was thinking about was the feeling of 'among millions of people, not a step earlier...', of meeting by chance.

Instead of the scene of a blind date with the stupid son of a landlord.

This is a bit like the thinking of fairies in later generations.

She has a good job, looks OK, and is considered a top white-collar worker in Hong Kong Island.

Having seen scumbags like He Yuzhu, I am naturally a bit picky about boys.

The key point is that she doesn't know whether Lou Xiao'e is happy or just pretending to be happy.

This thing made her confused.

Now seeing the decent Xiaolan classmate, Ran Qiuye subconsciously rejected him. (End of this chapter)