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Chapter 18 Wouldn’t our relationship be messed up if I pursued Ji Nanchuan like this?

Ji Nanchuan thought it was time to explain clearly, "I have never hated you. Maybe I was avoiding you before and made you misunderstand, right?"

Ji Nanchuan's tone was very calm, and even Ruan Mengyao's originally impatient mood was calmed down.

She looked straight at Ji Nanchuan with her beautiful eyes and gently bit her pink lips. "Forget it, I'll just say it directly. You know I'm not good at beating around the bush."

Ruan Mengyao's voice was very clear, "We grew up together, and I thought I knew you very well, but since my uncle and aunt divorced, everything has changed, and I don't seem to know you very well anymore."

At this point, her eyes dimmed. "I don't know what's on your mind. I don't know why we seem to have become strangers after just one week of not seeing each other. You have a lot of friends around you. When you saw your uncle looking for me before, you didn't want to listen to my explanation."

Ruan Mengyao looked at Ji Nanchuan, "I didn't know the main reason for my uncle and aunt's divorce before, but I knew you must want the best for them. They were very good to you before, so I advised you. Later, when I found out the reason, I felt that I was meddling too much. I wanted to apologize, but you didn't want to listen, and our relationship reached a freezing point."

She laughed a little self-deprecatingly, "Over the past year or so, I can no longer understand you, just like how you've changed in the past few days, hot and cold, I can't understand it and don't want to guess. We are just neighbors, friends who used to have a good relationship. If you still feel that we can't have a good chat, then it's okay, forget it, I won't bother you anymore."

After she finished speaking, she lowered her eyelashes. Her eyelashes were very long, successfully covering up all the emotions in her eyes.

Ji Nanchuan couldn't get a word in at all.

After all this was said in succession, he didn't say a word.

Seeing that she finally stopped, Ji Nanchuan quickly spoke, "It's not that I didn't, you listen to my excuses. No, you listen to my explanation, I didn't hate you, before... just think of me as a rebellious period, anyway, I never hated you."

He said seriously, "I was indeed too immature when my dad came to find you. My first feeling at that time was betrayal."

Ji Nanchuan showed a helpless expression on his face. "To put it bluntly, in my heart, everyone can betray me except you, because you are different."

After he said this, Ruan Mengyao looked up at him in surprise.

Meeting Ji Nanchuan's serious eyes, "At that time, I really felt that the whole world might not understand me, but you would definitely stand by my side. It has been like this for more than ten years, right?"

At that time, Ji Nanchuan was really rebellious and immature. He could not forgive his father's betrayal, nor could he understand why his mother so quickly recovered and wanted to divorce his father after her breakdown.

There wasn't even any noise, and no one listened to any explanation.

It seemed that the only thing she cared about was getting more money from his father.

Of course, Ji Nanchuan can understand it now. After all, according to Ms. Zhao's personality, she will definitely not want a dirty relationship anymore.

But Ji Nanchuan didn’t understand at that time.

That's why he was so angry when he saw Ruan Mengyao interacting with his father.

But after being angry and sad, he realized that his feelings towards Ruan Mengyao were different.

This already goes beyond the realm of possessiveness between childhood friends.

It was the first time that Ji Nanchuan fell in love with someone, someone he grew up with. He felt a little confused and at a loss.

More of a fear.

Having just experienced his parents' divorce, he didn't even dare to think too much about the feelings involved.

He chose to distance himself from Ruan Mengyao, which ultimately led to their current awkward situation.

Everything was caused by the awkward mentality of a 17 or 18-year-old boy.

"I know that the relationship between us is quite awkward, and it may make you feel awkward. I think we lacked an opportunity to have a good chat with each other, isn't it now?" Ji Nanchuan looked at Ruan Mengyao seriously, "Anyway, I have never hated you, and I will never hate you."

I like you, but I dare not say it now.

Ruan Mengyao held the chopsticks tightly in her hand.

The fingers began to turn white.

Finally, she chose to put down the chopsticks in her hand and asked in a low voice, "I heard you told Auntie last night that I am not a member of your family. Do you want me to move away?"

Ji Nanchuan originally felt a little embarrassed when he heard the previous sentence. Did she hear the little thoughts that he dared not to say?
But when I heard the last sentence, I felt like a bucket of cold water was poured on me.

"No." He also put down his chopsticks. "Why do you only listen to half of a conversation?"

It’s still this fatal half, who wants her to move out?
Didn’t she hear a word of my confession afterwards?
Ruan Mengyao heard the anxiety and speechlessness in his tone, and said innocently with wide eyes, "I accidentally overheard it and I still have to continue listening? How rude."

this is not.
Well, she had a point.

Ji Nanchuan was speechless. "No, I meant to tell my mom that you are not a member of our family now. If the relationship was different, my mom would have told Uncle Ruan and the others to let you stay at home, although in our hearts you have always been a family member!"

The emphasis in the latter sentence is strengthened a lot.

Ruan Mengyao's originally uncomfortable mood instantly felt better.

A smile reappeared on his lips, and he muttered, "Then you still have some conscience. I have been cooking for you for so long, and you just said that I am not a member of your family. How disheartening."

The tone of voice is very similar to before.

There wasn't any major conflict between the two of them, it was just mostly awkward little misunderstandings.

Now that things had come to an end, Ruan Mengyao had accepted the fact that he was just being rebellious and was being stubborn, and naturally she relaxed.

After taking a sip of soup, she suddenly remembered something, "What do you mean by changing the relationship?"

Ji Nanchuan was drinking soup at first, and when he heard this question, he felt that he could give a hint.

"It's the kind of relationship where you take it for granted that you stay in my house. What kind of relationship do you think it is?" He put down the bowl of soup and added, "We are indeed not related by blood."

You see, isn’t this hint and guidance obvious enough?

Ruan Mengyao looked thoughtful. "Actually, I'm already an adult, and my parents don't really have the power to decide where I live, but the relationship you're talking about."

She glanced at Ji Nanchuan and said reluctantly, "Should I recognize Aunt Zhao as my godmother?"

Wouldn't the relationship between me and Ji Nanchuan be messed up if I pursued him like this?

Ji Nanchuan: ???
(End of this chapter)