Douluo Qingmei Qian Renxue, the starting soul ring becomes soul vein

Chapter 238 The Land of the Gods’ Inheritance
Qingxuan tossed and turned in the room next to Bibi Dong and the others, lying on the bed with her eyes closed, her thoughts churning like fallen leaves in the wind, unable to settle.

She closed her eyes tightly, trying to block out all sounds from the outside world, but the faint sounds of joy from Bibi Dong and Lin Feng were like the finest silk threads that penetrated her defenses and gently wrapped around her heart.

Although the soundproofing had been reopened long ago, the soul-stirring sound was like a bone-gnawing poison, playing repeatedly in her mind.

She is not an innocent girl. As the goddess of life, she has witnessed the birth and death of countless lives and has a deep understanding of worldly emotions. However, it is this understanding that makes her feel an indescribable resentment and anxiety when facing her inner desires.

I had clearly already regarded this as something that I could ignore, but after listening to it, the emotions that were suppressed in my heart began to grow wildly like weeds blown by the spring breeze. What I longed for was not only the momentary joy, but also the warmth of being able to communicate with each other and lean on each other.

She sighed and cursed herself. She was a god who controlled the laws of life, but she had never come into contact with the yin and yang. It was really frustrating.
Qingxuan's thoughts drifted in the night. She thought of everything between her and the God of Destruction. The invisible barrier seemed to be even stronger.

She longed to be able to express her emotions freely with Xiao Zi like Bibi Dong and Lin Feng did. Unfortunately, it was just wishful thinking. Moreover, it would feel weird if she and Xiao Zi really did such a thing.
She turned over and buried her face in the soft pillow, as if she could temporarily escape from her troubled thoughts. However, the faint voice was like a spell, causing her heart to beat faster and her breathing to become rapid.

Her face flushed and Qingxuan bit her lower lip tightly, trying to suppress the gasp that was about to come out. No!
She couldn't go on like this, she had to find a way to relieve this repressed emotion. So she sat up suddenly and decided to take a walk in the courtyard, letting the cool night breeze cool her restless heart.

However, when she really walked out of the courtyard and came to the lake, the intertwined sounds of Lin Feng and Bibi Dong in her mind were replaced by the quiet night and the gentle night breeze by the lake, but the desire and resentment buried deep in her heart did not dissipate.

She stood alone by the lake, standing there in a daze, looking at the empty lake, with an indescribable sense of loss in her heart.

Is this envy or even jealousy of them?
No, not possible!
Qingxuan shook her head violently, wondering what she was thinking about just now. That kind of emotion was definitely not what she should have.

She took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down. She silently told herself that as the goddess of life and the king of the gods, she should focus on her duties and not be bothered by these mundane things. However, the desire and resentment were like a maggot attached to her bones, difficult to get rid of.

"It's so late, aren't you going to rest yet?" A gentle voice sounded in Qingxuan's ears.

Qingxuan looked back and saw Ah Yin, wearing a blue palace gauze dress, walking towards her slowly. Under the moonlight, Ah Yin's figure looked particularly gentle, with a faint smile on her face.

"It's you?"

Qingxuan was surprised and nodded slowly, "Ah Yin."

Ah Yin smiled and stood beside Qing Xuan. "Do gods in the divine world also feel sad? Especially you, the goddess of life who is the king of gods?"

Qingxuan raised her eyebrows slightly, "How could you?"

Ah Yin opened her red lips slightly, "My true form is the 100,000-year-old Blue Silver Emperor. Now that I have transformed into a human, my martial soul is naturally the Blue Silver Emperor.

Perhaps you don't know that the Blue Silver Clan's unique information sharing and perception capabilities allow me to vaguely perceive the emotional fluctuations of the surrounding life forms at certain times. Tonight, I sensed your uneasiness, so I came to see you.

The blue silver grass at your feet is conveying your sorrow at this moment. Perhaps you have not even thought that as the goddess of life, if you have any emotional fluctuations, we, the Blue Silver Clan, will feel it more deeply than other creatures. "

When Qingxuan heard this, her eyes subconsciously fell on the blue silver grass under her feet. The tiny leaves swayed gently in the night wind, as if they were really telling her thoughts. She couldn't help but feel surprised, but then turned into a bitter smile.

"I see. I really overlooked this. As the goddess of life, I should be closer to all living things, but I never thought that my emotions could be so easily sensed by you. The unique abilities of the Blue Silver Clan are indeed extraordinary."

As Qingxuan finished speaking, Ah Yin was stunned at the same time. She could no longer sense the emotional fluctuations from the Goddess of Life.

He shook his head. "It seems that something has disturbed your mood. You just expressed it unconsciously. I can't sense it now. Now, your heart seems to have returned to its former calmness, deep and unfathomable."

Qingxuan smiled and said nothing more. She turned her head and looked at the other side of the lake. There was a flowerbed of various flowers, which looked particularly charming under the moonlight. Her eyes wandered over the flowers, as if she was looking for something, or perhaps avoiding something.

"Is it beautiful? Over there, that's my flower garden."

"Yours?" Qing Xuan looked at her in surprise. She had only taken a glance just now, but she saw that the flowers in the flower garden were of many varieties and colorful. Each flower bloomed just right, obviously the result of careful care.

"Yes, I like to grow flowers. They can bring me peace." Ah Yin said softly, with a hint of tenderness in her tone. "Sometimes, taking care of them is like taking care of my own mood.

The flower garden here allowed me to see and face my true feelings, and the flower garden in another place on Douluo Continent allowed me to experience the beauty of the things I pursued. "

"What does it mean?"

Ah Yin smiled slightly, squatted down, and gently stroked the blue silver grass at her feet. The grass leaves seemed to feel her tenderness and swayed more happily.

"The flower garden here was opened up by Xiaoxue, Lingyuan and others when I first came to the Spirit Hall. It was later repaired after I returned. The time here has allowed me to see my heart clearly. I like the life here, and I like being by his side even more."

"he?"

"It's Xiaofeng." Ayin said softly.

Qing Xuan opened her mouth slightly and asked quickly and involuntarily, "Then, what about the other flower garden in Douluo Continent? What did you experience?"

Ah Yin raised the corners of her mouth slightly, propped up her head, and said with a smile, "There, he and I both faced our feelings and officially got together."

She smiled brightly, and Qingxuan could see Ah Yin's inner joy and satisfaction from her smile. "It seems that you have found your own happiness." Qingxuan said sincerely, and a trace of envy surged in her heart.

Ah Yin nodded, looking into the distance tenderly, "Yes, I found it. Happiness is sometimes so simple. As long as you are with the one you love, you will be happy no matter what you do."

As long as you are together, will you always be happy? Qingxuan was stunned. Why was it so dull when she was with Xiaozi? When they met in the God Realm, they were just dealing with important matters in the God Realm.
Qing Xuan pursed her lips and asked leisurely, "How did you meet? As a transformed soul beast, you should be hunted by humans, right?"

Ah Yin shook her head, "Maybe others will." Her eyes suddenly turned cold for a moment, "When I first came to the human world, I was deceived and someone secretly plotted to take away my spirit rings and spirit bones.

My true body turned into a seed and was buried in a dark cave. Later, it was Xiaofeng who brought me out and helped me transform again.

He said that if all soul beasts wanted to coexist peacefully like me, there should be no more killing between humans and soul beasts. The moment he said he would let me go and that I could be friends with him, I knew that he was the one destined for me.

"I see"

Qingxuan's eyes were complicated. "Ayin, what do you say, if two people are together but can't find that feeling of spiritual connection, what should they do?" Qingxuan's voice was a little confused.

Ah Yin shook his head and stood up again. "Emotions are the most sincere expression of life. There is no need to be troubled by them. Even gods have their own emotions and desires. You don't need to always confine yourself to the identity of the God King.
Occasionally, allow yourself to be an ordinary woman and feel those ordinary yet real emotions. Maybe in this way, you will get the answer. "

Qing Xuan frowned, "You want me to put aside all other factors and just face my own heart?"

Ah Yin was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "If you think so, would you also like to hear my past stories?"

Qingxuan nodded.

Ah Yin left, leaving Qingxuan alone by the lake in deep thought. The moonlight was like water, quietly sprinkling on the lake, creating layers of soft ripples. Qingxuan's heart seemed to be illuminated by the moonlight, and those originally tangled and complicated emotions began to slowly become clear.

She was deceived by Tang Hao and sacrificed her own spirit ring and spirit bone. She was then rescued by Lin Feng, who helped her to be reborn.

She had such a past, and she thought that she was in love with Tang Hao, but in the end, everything was just a lie to take advantage of her because she was new to the world and had little experience in the world.

As the Blue Silver Emperor, she had to keep fighting and escaping, and then sacrifice herself. That was what she thought was love. In the process, she was always guided by the man named Tang Hao, but she forgot what she wanted and needed.

And Xiao Zi. Perhaps, we really lack that kind of spiritual connection between us. The relationship between husband and wife may really be just the form of the birth of the God Realm as they said, and it is a role set up to maintain the stability of the God Realm.
Is it right?
Qingxuan tilted her head, her eyes flickering, and her emerald green eyes looked towards the sky. That was the direction of the divine realm, where all the gods were.

Xiao Zi
Why.
Qingxuan spent the night in torment and anxiety. The moonlight gradually faded, the dawn began to appear, and the sky was pale. Qingxuan still stood by the lake, motionless, like a statue. In her heart, those troubled thoughts gradually settled down under the baptism of the night, becoming clear and profound.

She realized that there might be something missing between her and Xiao Zi. They were so careless when they were together, even their names were so careless. If not, why would she inevitably have conflicts with him on many matters in the God Realm?
This realization made her feel a little bitter, but at the same time, it also made her see her true desire deep in her heart.

Qingxuan took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, as if to expel all the boredom of the night.

What would that thing be that could touch his soul? What was he pursuing? As the God of Life, since his birth, he had been pursuing the stability of the God Realm, the tranquility of the subordinate planes, and the harmonious coexistence of all living things.

The definition of destruction seems to be really different from mine.
She shook her head and came to her senses, only to find that it was already daybreak.

Lin Feng and Bibi Dong had also woken up from their beds. Their laughter and conversation drifted in the wind. Bibi Dong's voice had a hint of laziness and satisfaction, which made people's hearts tremble.

"spit"

Qingxuan was shocked. Was it so comfortable and satisfying to do something like that? Bibi Dong's voice even changed, becoming so gentle and charming. Every chuckle of hers carried a hint of indescribable charm.

Bibi Dong greeted her, and Qingxuan nodded and smiled slightly in response.

Did her figure seem different? She looked more radiant than ever before, and her skin was even more delicate, as if it had been moistened by morning dew.

Is this what they call a necessary thing between husband and wife? Qingxuan pursed her lips and saw Lin Feng waving at her with a smile. She was stunned for a moment, then smiled back politely. This guy, it's only a few steps away, why is he waving at her over there?——
"The place where the gods have passed down their legacy?" Lin Feng was stunned, stroking his chin, and asked Qing Xuan, "Why are you talking about this suddenly? Are you going to these places to check something?"

Qing Xuan nodded, "I talked to Bibi Dong yesterday, and I found that Rakshasa God was also using loopholes in the God Test to influence the lower world. Moreover, her situation disgusted me. It is really hard to understand why she tortured her own inheritor like this.

Not to mention Rakshasas, I have discovered that there are fluctuations of divine power left by many gods in Douluo Continent. They are very subtle, but it can be inferred that the time of their arrival is within a thousand years in the Douluo world.

It is clear that during this period of time, except for Shura and a few gods, there were no new gods or successors to the throne on Douluo Star. In this case, it is very likely that they went down to the mortal world secretly, or like Rakshasa, used their divine thoughts to influence the human world.

For this, I need to personally go to the place where the gods have passed down their legacy and explore the remains of these gods one by one to see if I can find evidence that they violated the rules and went to the lower world, or understand why they left these divine power fluctuations. "

Lin Feng frowned, "Where are you going?"

"Ashura, Sea God, Speed, Strength, Fire God, etc."

"Ashura?" Lin Feng nodded, "It just so happens that I know where the dojo of Asura God and Sea God are, we can go together."

(End of this chapter)