Me and countless me.

Chapter 65 Tsunade's Suffering

But Li Ke was wrong about Tsunade. In her daze, Tsunade felt four very warm and familiar chakras. That chakra gave her a very kind and safe feeling.

And they were all full of kindness and love towards her.

Three of the four types of chakra made her feel very familiar, as if she was in the arms of her great-grandfather and second grandfather when she was a child.

It was extremely safe and secure. There was no need to think too much. There was no war, no intrigue, and everything was so beautiful. Everything in the world seemed to be moving in a good direction.

Until she came of age.

When she was young, no one dared to invade Konoha Village. Although they trained, they did not train for the purpose of fighting with other ninjas.

The remaining two types, one has a cold feeling, which makes people feel a little scared, like an angry second grandfather, and the last feeling is very similar to the feeling when Jiraiya and Kato Dan look at him...

However, when people are at this vulnerable point, they only think of those closest to them.

So when Tsunade was drunk, she subconsciously thought that the person who carried her was her grandfather, and she wanted to tell her grandfather about her grievances like she did when she was a child.

"Sheng Shu died, and my lover died too. They didn't support me... wuwuwu..."

Tsunade's tears flowed down. She was totally unaware of one thing, that is, although her grandfathers were not very tall, they were still about 1.8 meters tall, which was totally beyond the reach of a 1.63 meter tall girl like her to squeeze into her chest and knead and press!
Li Ke didn't know how to struggle, trying to break free from Tsunade's body, but the other person's whole body was pressed on him and he couldn't move at all. Shizune on the side was in a very bad condition.

Like Xi Ri Hong, she also prefers steady and mature men, so she was a little interested in Li Ke when she was young. However, due to the death of her whole family and a series of problems, her affection for him remained as a friendship.

After all, Xi Ri Kurenai had rushed forward so directly, and if a girl who had a good relationship with her did something else, it would seem impolite.

So even though she didn't want to steal someone's girl, Jingyin also wanted to chat more with Li Ke.

But why would such a thing happen at this time?
Looking at Li Ke who was being held down tightly by Tsunade's breasts, Shizune felt that the world might as well be destroyed.

However, Li Ke did not have so many romantic thoughts. He really couldn't breathe. And after hearing these words, Hashirama Senju, Tobirama Senju, and Uchiha Madara all started to fall into that unsettling mode of silence again.

"Rope Tree... is dead?"

Senju Hashirama scratched his head and asked.

"Rope Tree, is he my grandson? Or great-grandson? Judging from the name, he should be my grandson, right?"

He had never seen Rope Tree, so he was not very clear, while Senju Tobirama spoke in silence.

"He was your grandson, born not long after your death. It was from that time that Tsunade finally got over the shadow of your death, but unfortunately, I died not long after."

When Senju Tobirama said this, he couldn't help but feel sad, because Tsunade's parents might not have had a good end. And if you count it this way, plus the fact that he didn't feel his sister-in-law's chakra before, does that mean that in Tsunade's nearly thirty years of life, she has to face the death of her loved ones every two or three years?
This is indeed the case. In Tsunade's memory, her life took a sharp turn for the worse since her great-grandfather died.

First, my parents had to go out on missions all day, and then my second grandfather died.

Then--

It was a nightmare. First, his father was killed by ninjas from an enemy country while on a mission, and then his mother, the princess of the Fire Country, died of illness due to worry and anger.

Then, there was the destruction of my grandmother's hometown, and the distant relatives who used to visit her often disappeared without a trace.

After that, his younger brother died and his lover died.

In the past two years, due to the change of the Nine-Tails Jinchuriki, her grandmother Uzumaki Mito, the only person who loved her, also died, and Tsunade was completely confused.

The Senju clan no longer exists. The remaining members of the Senju clan either died in battle, formed a new clan, or are staying in Konoha School and no longer participate in any war.

The Senju clan does not need her revitalization.

Family, all her family members were gone, not a single one was left alive.

In the village, almost all of her comrades were killed in the battle, leaving only Orochimaru and Jiraiya.

Jiraiya said that he loved me, but when I was in trouble, Jiraiya was never by my side, and Orochimaru...

Orochimaru was part of her suffering.

Although she knew that Orochimaru was in great pain as well, she couldn't help but think so. She couldn't help but think that if Orochimaru had been more careful, Nawaki would not have died. If Orochimaru had given Kato Dan fewer dangerous tasks for her sake, he would not have died.

However, she was also someone who had walked back from the battlefield, so she naturally knew that the battlefield was changing rapidly. Even the three of them had almost died many times, so Orochimaru could not be blamed for this.

However, she still couldn't help complaining.

She also wanted to continue loving this village, but she could not find a sign or reason to make her love this village.

Even when she came to welcome the ninjas returning from the expedition, she couldn't find a single familiar face.

The fight between the teacher and Orochimaru, Jiraiya's indifference, these people who had shared life and death with her no longer care about her, what is the point of her staying here?

So, holding Li Ke's head, she cried and expressed her inner thoughts.

"Grandpa...it would be great if you were still alive. I'm so tired...I don't want to live anymore...Are you doing well in the Pure Land? I want to go find you...I'm really scared to see blood again..."

Tsunade continued to ramble on.

"My grandmother is dead too. Before she died, she said she had no regrets. But a person can only live in a tower for the rest of his life. Must a ninja endure such pain? She has lost her clansmen and grandchildren. Why should she endure such pain? Why should we endure such pain..."

When her voice came out, Li Ke could clearly feel that Hashirama Senju's chakra became depressed and self-blaming, but it was not the kind of depression that came from being disliked by his younger brother and Madara.

But -

He really felt the pain.

(End of this chapter)