So desolate: often pitted by a black-bellied husband

She found her way along the corridor to the top of the stairs. When she reached the top of the stairs, she saw Pei Yifeng's slender back leaning on the handrail of the stairs with a lit cigarette in his hand.

Lu Anyi looked at him distressed, the cigarette in his hand had a very long pile of soot, it had been burning for an unknown period of time and hadn't been touched. It was obvious that Pei Yifeng was preoccupied with his thoughts and had never smoked.

Ever since she was admitted to the hospital, Lu Anyi basically didn't see Pei Yifeng smoking, only a few times when he was nervous to get rid of his anxiety, he smoked a few times.

Lu Anyi knows that Pei Yifeng is addicted to cigarettes now, but she doesn't know when this addiction started, she only knows that the first time she saw Pei Yifeng smoking was that night, he asked her to leave.

She was exhausted from crying at that time, and when she walked out of the living room and saw his gentle back and the lit cigarette in his hand, it was the first time she knew that the great god also had troubles that were difficult to solve. [

After being away for a few years, he seems to be inseparable from cigarettes when he gets along formally again. When he smokes, he gives her a different feeling, a bit more manly, but also feels a little more vicissitudes.

Now he began to work hard to quit smoking for the sake of the child, and suddenly restrained herself, she quickly walked behind him in distress and hugged him, her hands tightly wrapped around his waist.

Pei Yifeng was so engrossed in what he was thinking just now that he didn't know that Lu Anyi had been standing behind him. He suddenly froze when Lu Anyi suddenly hugged him. After knowing that it was Lu Anyi, he relaxed.

"Yifeng, don't think about things alone. I feel uncomfortable when you do this. If you feel uncomfortable, just tell me, cry like me, I feel uncomfortable too."

As Lu Anyi spoke, tears came down. She felt sorry for Pei Yifeng, worried about Lu Zhenyang, and felt sorry for Aunt Qiong.

Pei Yifeng gently grabbed Lu Anyi's hands and hugged him with one hand, "An Yi, I failed to give you a carefree life."

Pei Yifeng's words made Lu Anyi's tears flow even harder, she pressed her head against Pei Yifeng's back and shook her head vigorously, "Yifeng, I'm not as weak as you think, I want to be with you even more, I will love you all my life for what you have done for me I don't think it's enough."

Pei Yifeng turned around slowly, held Lu Anyi's tearful face in both hands, and kissed her forehead, "An Yi, I love you, I failed to protect you and Yang Yang well."

Lu Anyi pursed her lips and squeezed out a relieved smile. She didn't speak, but her eyes were moving and genuine, containing all the emotions in her heart.

The two went back to the ward together, and when they entered the ward, they looked at Lu Zhenyang lying on the bed at the same time, and they were relieved to see that he was still fast asleep.

Sitting on the sofa, Lu Anyi rested her head on Pei Yifeng's shoulder, looking in one direction absentmindedly, "Yifeng, what wish does Aunt Qiong have in her life that she hasn't fulfilled?"

Pei Yifeng didn't answer for a long time, just looking at a certain place absentmindedly, Lu Anyi then asked, "Is Tingyi really Aunt Qiong's daughter?"

Pei Yifeng nodded, and answered without hesitation, without surprise, and Lu Anyi was not curious about Pei Yifeng's attitude, because Pei Yifeng always expressed calmness on his face no matter what feelings he had in his heart.

"That Tingyi...does she know?"

Pei Yifeng shook his head, "I don't know."

Lu Anyi turned her head to look at Pei Yifeng cautiously, and asked in a low voice, "Can I continue asking?"