I am not a good person after my rebirth

Chapter 78 Mom, you are not allowed to contact Chen Qingshan anymore
But Chen Qingshan had already talked a lot, and he couldn’t ask him to spit it out again.

Next time, try your best to finish your meal and I’ll even leave some soup for you. Let’s see how you can still be so unhygienic.

Ren Jingyun hummed in her heart, and then watched Chen Qingshan drink up all the noodle soup in her bowl.

Chen Qingshan, you are born in the Year of the Pig! Ren Jingyun couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth slightly.

After dinner, Chen Qingshan cleaned up the dishes. Ren Jingyun was going to wash them, but Chen Qingshan scolded her again.

"Did I ask you to do it? Put the bowl down. As long as I'm here, I won't let you wash a single bowl."

Using the most fierce tone and saying the most gentle words.

Ren Jingyun really has no idea what to do with this bastard.

After putting the remaining ingredients into the fresh-keeping layer, Chen Qingshan said to Ren Jingyun, "Save them for Aunt Jing to eat next time."

"oh oh!"

"I'm home, Aunt Jing." Chen Qingshan waved to Ren Jingyun.

Are you going back so soon? Didn't you want to drink with me before?
Ren Jingyun thought about it but didn't speak, as if she couldn't find an excuse to keep Chen Qingshan. So she sent him to the door.

Chen Qingshan left happily, after all, red wine is not as refreshing as beer.

……

At nine o'clock in the evening, Ren Jingyun was still sitting on the sofa writing the indictment for today's legal aid.

She used to work at the desk at home, but today, after trying this half-lying position on the sofa, she was too lazy to go to the desk anymore.

Although this half-lying posture with bent legs is not very decent, it is really comfortable.

There was a glass of red wine under the sofa, and I could get it with my right hand. The soft cushions supported my back, and I felt lazy and didn't want to move at all.

Click! There was a sound of a door opening.

It was Ren Qingyan who came home.

Ren Jingyun quickly sat up from the sofa, stood up and walked towards the door.

When Ren Qingyan walked in, Ren Jingyun had already put her slippers under her feet and helped put the little white shoes that Ren Qingyan had changed into on the shoe cabinet.

"You're back! Why are you eating so late?"

Ren Qingyan pursed her lips, a little dissatisfied with her mother's nagging, but still replied: "I ate Haidilao with Shen Yu and Xu Huanhuan. Then we went shopping in the mall. They wanted to watch a movie, but I said it was late, so I came back."

"Well, Yanyan still has a good sense of time."

Ren Jingyun praised.

Ren Qingyan snorted proudly and said, "Of course, it's your blessing that your daughter is so sensible."

Ren Qingyan hummed a tune, went to the refrigerator, took out a bottle of Telunsu, and started drinking.

When he was getting the milk, he saw the half bucket of noodles left in the refrigerator and couldn't help but frown and ask, "Mom, is Chen Qingshan coming to our house for a free meal again?"

"What are you talking about? Isn't it normal for Qingshan to come to our house for dinner? And it was Qingshan who gave the meal to mom today."

When Ren Qingyan heard this, she pouted and her face instantly turned gloomy.

In the past, Chen Qingshan only cooked for me, but now you would rather cook for your mother than for me, right?
You take care of Nuannuan and Mom, but you treat me differently, right? Chen Qingshan, you are the most despicable man in the world.

He snorted heavily and said to Ren Jingyun, "Mom, don't contact Chen Qingshan anymore."

"Ah?" Ren Jingyun was stunned by her daughter's words. After a moment of distraction, she frowned and said, "Yan Yan, you haven't reconciled with Qing Shan yet?"

"I will never reconcile with Chen Qingshan in my life. From now on, he is him and I am me. I will not say a word to him again. Mom, you are not allowed to talk to him anymore."

Ren Jingyun didn't expect that the conflict between her daughter and Chen Qingshan was so deep that they had reached the point where they would never have any contact with each other again.

I want to persuade him, but I don’t know how.

In Ren Jingyun's eyes, Chen Qingshan was certainly the best candidate for a son-in-law. But to be honest, she had never been optimistic about the future of her daughter and Qingshan.

The two people have very different personalities. If they are forced to be together, it might be too unfair to Qingshan.

In the past, Qingshan's temperament could tolerate Yanyan's willfulness, but after interacting with Qingshan in recent times, Ren Jingyun knew that there was basically no possibility for her daughter and Qingshan.

Now Chen Qingshan really no longer spoils Yanyan, and even deliberately distances himself from Yanyan.

The two people are like two intersecting straight lines. Having passed the intersection, they can only go further and further away.

At this moment, his daughter was still acting like a little child. After the conflict, the first thing she thought about was not to resolve the conflict, but to gather her good friends to isolate Chen Qingshan, and even did not let her mother go.

But how could Ren Jingyun agree?

She shook her head gently and said calmly, "Yan Yan, I don't care what kind of conflict you have with Qing Shan. But you and him are your business. And Qing Shan and I are our business. You can't force your mother to stop contacting Qing Shan just because you hate him. This world doesn't revolve around you. You have grown up, and there are many truths you should understand on your own. Although mom is not a qualified mother, I believe that I have given you the greatest freedom in your life. A person's freedom is not to do whatever you want. True freedom should be based on others and respect the freedom of others without disturbing them."

"I won't listen. I won't listen."

Ren Qingyan screamed like a shrew, or even more like a stubborn daughter, shaking her head and stomping her feet hysterically. If you love me, you should tolerate me instead of making me suffer.

Ren Jingyun, just treat all these principles of yours as your daughter!
"I don't like you anymore. I hate you as much as I hate you, Chen Qingshan."

Ren Qingyan said something and ran back to her room.

Bang! There was a loud noise. The door slammed heavily.

Ren Jingyun frowned. Why? Is it so hard to listen to your mother? I sent you to school, what did you learn?
Ren Jingyun sat back on the sofa, looking dejected, picked up the red wine glass and drank it all in one gulp.

Only the sourness of alcohol can dilute the depression in my heart.

The mother-daughter relationship between Ren Jingyun and Ren Qingyan has always been a headache for Ren Jingyun. Since entering puberty, her well-behaved daughter has changed. She is completely unable to integrate into her life or enter her world.

Ren Jingyun is an extremely proud person, even when facing her own daughter. If you resist me, I will not lower myself to please you.

The gap between the two people became deeper and deeper.

Do I really not know how to love others? Ren Jingyun asked herself.

It seems to be true that I have irreconcilable conflicts with my parents and my daughter.

"Who can teach me how to love others?" Ren Jingyun felt sad. From childhood to adulthood, her parents did not teach her, and the school did not teach her either. She loved and gave based on her own understanding, but now she realizes that her understanding may be wrong.

Ren Jingyun was eager to know the answer to this question until Chen Qingshan called her.

"Aunt Jing, can you give me some psychological counseling tonight?"

(End of this chapter)