Superstar President: Willing to be your prey

We were so excited, everyone was laughing in the water, making noise, screaming, fighting in water, fighting fiercely, teasing each other, and getting carried away.

After playing in the water for several hours, we went ashore slowly and walked back. At this time, I suddenly found that Tian Gui was gone!

We hurried back to the water to look for it, and it took a long time to find him. When we fished him up, he was already out of breath!

Neither Tian Gui nor I knew how to swim, but we learned how to swim in the freshman year of high school. Since then, we often go down to the river to play. Tian Gui's water skills have always been very good. I can't figure out why he died in the water!

Later, the doctor said that when he dived to the bottom, his feet suddenly cramped, and he sank before he could surface to call for help!

We had so much fun at that time, chasing each other, you chased him, he swam over, didn’t even notice when he disappeared, there were dozens of people in the water, and everyone swam here and there again , One less person can't see it at all.

So, that time when you were swimming and your feet cramped and sank, I was very nervous, and I was afraid that the same scene would happen again!

It's also for this reason that I don't allow you to go to the swimming pool alone!

After Tian Gui died, I felt very sad. I didn’t want to stay at home in those days, so I went to my classmates’ house to play every day. We talked all about Tian Gui, and we kept talking about him like this. It's as if he's still with us!

When I was feeling sad about Tian Gui, two people called me out of my classmate's house and invited me to dinner. In the restaurant, they said that one of them was my biological father!

I was shocked and couldn't accept it for a while, but my father told me with tears that he had been looking for me so hard all these years, and his tears convinced me that he didn't lie to me, he was really me His biological father!

But I still felt uncomfortable. I thought of my dumb mother and my adoptive father. When my biological father said that he would take me to Hong Kong and let me enter the best school, my heart was very conflicted and even more painful!

I can't bear to part with my mother and adoptive father. They have worked so hard to support me for 18 years. If I leave them now, I feel sorry for them!My conscience is troubled!

But I am also eager to be able to stand out. I know that under the conditions of my mother and adoptive father, I will not achieve much in my life!And the burden on the mother and adoptive father will be very heavy!

On the one hand, the inseparable relationship with my adoptive parents, on the other hand, the tears of my biological father and my future!

I was in a dilemma, I didn't know what to do, and finally I ran out without saying a word.

My heart is very chaotic and irritable, I miss Tian Gui, if he is still alive, at this time, I can talk to him, he can still help me make up my mind, but he is gone!

It's getting dark, I don't want to go home, I know my biological father and the others will definitely wait for me at home, and I don't want to go to any of my classmates' homes, I don't think I can tell them these things!

I was so annoyed that I bought a bottle of white wine and took a big gulp, trying to get myself drunk!

The baijiu was so spicy that my throat and stomach burned together, and it was so spicy that I shed tears!

But this kind of spicy taste makes me feel very irritated. It not only stimulates my lips, tongue, throat and stomach, but also stimulates my brain, heart and nerves, making me slowly numb, and my head is hot and hot. Think about those annoying things again.

I drank while walking, and gradually became a little drunk. I was so suffocated that I wanted to find someone to fight, beat someone to the ground, or let someone beat me to the ground!

While I was drinking with my head up, I bumped into other people, and when I bumped into them, I scolded them. If anyone dared to scold me back, I would immediately throw the wine bottle on his head!

I bumped into a lot of people. I don't know if it was because people saw me drunk and ignored me. I scolded people, but no one responded.

I wanted to urinate, so I turned into an alley. When I came out of the alley, someone bumped into me. I saw that person with braids on his back. I knew it was a woman!

Maybe it was because I drank too much wine. I felt hot all over and felt dizzy. Looking at the woman's blurry back, I suddenly felt an evil thought in my heart. With unspeakable worries and resentments in my heart, seeing that the alley was very quiet, I turned around and followed the woman, wanting to attack her!

At that time, I didn't care what the woman looked like, I didn't care if she was beautiful or ugly, I didn't care if she was young or old, as long as I was sure she was a woman, I would definitely Jump on it!

She looks very small, but I don't think she is a child, because no child would dare to walk outside at such a late hour, let alone a child appearing in that dark alley alone!

I think she's just a very small woman, which suits me, and I'm sure she can't resist me!

I staggered behind her and saw her opening a door. I didn't care if there was anyone else in the door. At that time, my mind was already in chaos, and my mind was full of evil thoughts and the desire to throw her down- Hope, there is no way to think more!

She found me, and was busy closing the door when she entered, but her strength was too weak, and I pushed the door open with almost no effort!

I heard her pulling the lamp, and the sound of the lamp cord breaking. It was very dark in the room, and I became even more unscrupulous. With my drunkenness, I rushed forward!

She didn't cry until finally, just as I was about to enter, she made a little terrified sound, and said, "No! Please! Don't touch me!"

This voice stunned me, because from this voice, I could tell that she was still a little girl!

I stopped, but she struggled immediately, her struggle irritated me, I didn't hesitate any longer, ignored her begging, and brutally raped her!

In that dark hut where you couldn't see your fingers, I was like an inhuman beast, and I stunned the little girl to death!I made the most stupid mistake in my life!

After coming out of that hut, I was still drunk, so I walked forward on the ground. After walking all night, I reached the entrance of the village and met my biological father. Then I went to Hong Kong with my father. With your help and support, I became a generation superstar!

But this incident put a heavy mental shackle on my back!

Although I have never dared to mention this matter to others, in the dead of night, I always think of that little girl!

For so many years, I have been confessing. After entering the entertainment circle, the first song I wrote by myself was "Confession". I always wanted to use this song to free myself from the heavy psychological pressure!

For so many years, a slightly childish voice always echoed in my ears: "No! Please! Don't touch me!"

It was really dark that night, I couldn't see the girl's face clearly, but her voice always lingered in my ears!

That time you called the word 'Ouyang' in front of me, I took off your clothes angrily, and wanted to take possession of you by punishment, just because you said 'Please, don't touch me', reminded me I heard that little girl's voice, a sense of guilt made me let you go!

I dare not mention this to anyone, and try not to think about it, I want to forget it completely!

But how could he just forget the evil things he did?Even though I try not to think about it, every now and then it just creeps into my head by itself!

For so many years, I have been thinking, I don't know that girl, how is she?

Does she have nightmares every night?Do you wake up crying every night?Will you always hate me, hate me forever?To death?

I have always wanted to confess to her face to face, but I don't know who she is, what her last name is, what her name is, how old she is, and what she looks like!

I have always thought, if I can find her, if I have the opportunity to confess to her face to face, I don't know if she can forgive me, can I forgive my youth!Forgive my ignorance!Forgive me for my despicable deeds!

I have sung a lot of songs, and there are many fans who like my songs and imitate me, but I always hope that there will be more people who sing "Confession". I hope this song can reach the ears of that girl, and I hope she can hear it My confessional voice, hope this song will soothe her trembling heart during her nightmares!

* After Qin Shaofeng finished speaking, neither of them spoke for a long time, and the room was silent.

Lin Ke'er was shocked. She really never imagined that the drunk man who raped her 13 years ago turned out to be the superstar Uranus who is now very popular in the entertainment circle. What's more, she and him would still fall in love!

She fell in love with the man who raped her once!

Can this love continue?

Lin Ke'er was in a daze, unable to say a word for a while!

The scene 13 years ago appeared in front of her eyes. She couldn't combine the drunk man who walked upside down with the wine bottle and poured wine into his mouth with this handsome, sunny and domineering man in front of her!She couldn't believe that the man who raped her was really the man who embraced her now and loved her so much!

Qin Shaofeng gently pushed Lin Ke'er away, looked at her, his eyes were red, and said in a hoarse voice: "Ke'er, do you know why I haven't looked at you, ignored you, or talked to you these days? Listen to me After Aunt Luo told about you and Dongzi, I knew that the villain who raped you was me! It was I who caused great harm to you, but I was still cruel because it was not the first time for you Torturing you, I... I feel like I'm not human! I'm not even a beast! I don't know how I should face you! I don't know how I should confess to you! I don't know if I can ask for yours Forgive me! I don't know if you still want me to love you! I don't know...don't know..."

He stopped.