Superstar President: Willing to be your prey

She didn't have breakfast, and when her aunt came up to invite her to eat, she found that she hadn't come out in the bedroom. The aunt didn't disturb her, but kept coming up to see if she was up.

Lin Ke'er didn't sleep for a long time before waking up, and when she woke up, she couldn't fall asleep again. The unpredictable future made her feel a sense of fear all day long, and Qin Shaofeng's failure to return all night made her feel extremely panicked!

She felt that he must have been with Yu Qingyao last night!

Thinking of Yu Qingyao's big belly, the way he supported her to walk, thinking of his thoughtfulness and tenderness to her, her heart felt unprecedentedly uncomfortable, as if countless moths were gnawing at her heart!

Without a mobile phone, she didn't know what time it was. She got up slowly and went out to look at the wall clock on the wall. It turned out that it was past ten o'clock.

Lin Ke'er has no energy at all and doesn't want to dress up. Who should she dress up for?No outsiders came, not even Qin Shaofeng.

She was lying sleepily on the sofa, when the aunt came up and asked her if she wanted to eat now, she shook her head, and the aunt said, "Then let me cook lunch now, or should I cook some porridge for you?"

Lin Keer said, "I won't eat."

The aunt then persuaded her for a while, Lin Ke'er didn't say anything, neither said she wanted to eat, nor said she would not eat, so the aunt took her assent and went down to make porridge for her.

The porridge was ready, and my aunt came up to invite me to eat, but Lin Ke'er didn't move, she still shook her head lazily, expressing that she didn't want to eat, but my aunt advised her to eat more, but she still didn't move and didn't speak.

Since her aunt came here, Lin Keer has always been very polite to her, and she has never been so cold as today, but the auntie understands Lin Keer's current mood and doesn't take it seriously, saying: "You are not feeling well, I will serve you Come up."

Lin Ke'er didn't say anything.Then the aunt brought her the food, and she lay lifeless. The aunt said: "Eat a little bit, it is not good for your health to be hungry like this. You are already sick. If you don't eat, your health will be worse. The porridge I made There are some green leaves in it, you can drink some."

Auntie didn't know that she was pregnant with a child, Doctor Chen wouldn't tell, and Qin Shaofeng and Lin Ke'er didn't tell anyone.So the aunt just thought she was sick.

Lin Ke'er shook her head slightly, but still didn't move.

The aunt sighed and said, "I'll put it here, you can eat as much as you want while it's hot, and I'll collect the bowl later."

Seeing that Lin Ke'er was still not moving, the aunt shook her head, sighed again, and went downstairs.

Lin Ke'er lay down for a long time, thinking that her aunt would come up and persuade her, so she got up and went into the bedroom to lie down.

The auntie came up and saw that the food was not touched at all, and Lin Keer was not in the living room, so she knocked on the bedroom door and asked, "Miss Lin, are you sure you don't want to eat a little?"

She wanted to see what Lin Keer was doing in the room, but it was difficult to open the door to see, so she knocked on the door to test.

Lin Ke'er responded in a low voice: "Don't eat, take it away, I'll sleep for a while."

The aunt had no choice but to take the food away.

In the afternoon, my aunt came up to take a look from time to time, and seeing that the bedroom door was closed, she knocked on the door and asked Lin Keer if she wanted something to eat, and she made it for her, but Lin Keer always replied, "No."

When it was time to get off work, Qin Shaofeng didn't come back, and Lin Ke'er still didn't come out for dinner.

It was completely dark, but Qin Shaofeng still didn't come back.

This night, Lin Ke'er stayed up all night!

Day came again, today's weather was good, there was a round of red sun hanging in the sky early, but it was cold and there was no temperature.

The sun that rises early in winter always has no temperature.

Lin Ke'er hadn't eaten for another day, and the aunt became worried, but no matter how much she persuaded, Lin Ke'er neither spoke nor moved.

The aunt kept sighing, thinking, if Qin Shaofeng didn't come back today, she must call him tomorrow to tell him about Lin Ke'er's situation. If this continues, she will starve to death.

When night fell, Qin Shaofeng still hadn't come back. This was already the third day since he left home.

Lin Ke'er lay quietly on the bed without turning on the air conditioner. She felt too cold in her heart. She wanted to make herself colder. It would be best if she could be frozen, and it would be better if she could freeze her thoughts. Don't even think about it!

Her heart is not only hurt and broken, but dead!

The person she loves so much doesn't come back to see her, doesn't listen to her explanation, doesn't care if she lives or dies, he really doesn't want her anymore!

Without his love, what's the point of her living?

Love is a harmful thing. When you don’t understand love, it can’t hurt you anyway. Only after you love can you deeply appreciate the taste of love. It contains five flavors of sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, and hemp. It has red, orange, and yellow colors. Green, blue and purple, it is rich and colorful, which makes people mesmerized, and it is like marijuana, which makes people feel ecstatic.It can warm your heart like the winter sun, or it can make your heart cold in an instant like frost, snow and rain!

She has loved, hated, hurt, hurt, cried, and laughed. Now, on the road of love, she is too tired and exhausted. She doesn't want to love anymore, doesn't want to be so tired and hurt anymore, she Wanna sleep, sleep forever, never wake up again!

She wants to stay away from this world, from such love and pain!

A person's choice between life and death is often in a single thought. When Lin Ke'er's thinking got into a dead end, she couldn't get out!

There was a voice that seemed to come from the ground or from the void, echoing in her heart over and over again:

"Come! Come here! He doesn't want you, the world has abandoned you! What's the use of you staying there? Come! Come here, where there is no pain, no sorrow, no love, no hate , this is the Paradise of Ultimate Bliss, where you will be forever happy!"

Yes, without Qin Shaofeng's love, she would not have the whole world!

There seemed to be a mysterious force pulling her. She got up, washed her face, combed her hair slowly, and found the most beautiful dress to put on.

She wasn't particularly particular about what she wore, but because Qin Shaofeng said that she wore this dress the most beautiful, so she thought it was the most beautiful.

Then, she sat down in front of a vanity mirror and started applying makeup.

She drew curved eyebrows, light rouge, and light lipstick. She put on makeup very slowly and carefully. She also specially applied eye shadow and lip liner. She had never dressed up like this before. Own.

If you want to go, you have to walk beautifully.

Then she walked into the study, turned on the computer, deleted all the chat records between her and Gangzi, and completely deleted Gangzi from her friend list, and called out the diary in the private space, and read it carefully again.

She originally thought that she would cry when reading these diaries, but she didn't, she just felt that her heart hurt like being torn apart!

Finally, she wrote another entry in her diary:

"When love is a thing of the past, I can't find a way forward. I have been waiting quietly, wanting to wait for you to turn back! Your back is getting farther and farther away, and I can no longer catch up with your footsteps! My thoughts are chaotic, I want to leave but I want to stay! Staying is already a dream, will I be able to have it after I leave!

"Maybe I'm not pretty enough to attract your long-term attention! Maybe I'm not perfect enough to keep your stalwart body..."

After writing this, she stopped, feeling that there was still a thousand words to say, but she didn't know where to start. After a long pause, she tapped again:

"Maybe our love was originally a dream, and everything will come to naught in the end! Maybe the vows are illusory in the first place, which makes the fragile love have no beginning and no end! Why is it always an extravagant hope for eternity, and why is the sea dry and stone rotten? The poet's fantasy, so the love of ordinary people will come and go!

"I'm gone! Honey! I really want to know, will you cry for me when I'm gone?

"If there is an afterlife, I must become beautiful, so that you can fall in love with me again, so that you can love me forever! So that you can never change your mind about me again!

"Dear Feng! Farewell! Kiss you! For the last time, kiss you deeply!"

After finishing writing, she looked at these disorganized sentences and wanted to tidy them up and make them smoother, but she didn't know where to start. These words were like the thoughts in her mind, messy, but there was no way to sort them out!

After looking at it for a while, she finally didn't change it and kept it as it was.

Then she turned off the computer, walked into the living room, took out the fruit knife from the fruit plate, and without any hesitation, slashed down on her wrist.

At this time, her mind was completely blank, she didn't think about anything, Dongzi, godmother, Feng Yixiang, Fang Xiaoyi...all of them were forgotten by her, and there was only one thought in her heart, Qin Shaofeng, I die Will you shed tears for me?

Shao Feng!Honey!I really want to die!

I die, will you cry for me?

can you?

can you?

Her wrist was bleeding, but she couldn't feel any pain. She let her hand hang down naturally, and walked slowly to the sofa.

After standing for a while, her eyes looked out at the sky through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the sky was very pale, just like her pale mood, the sky in winter is always pale.

After watching for a while, Lin Ke'er sat on the sofa, and then slowly lay down.

She lay there with her hands hanging by the sofa, her eyes staring at the ceiling, her consciousness was empty, and her eyes were empty.

Blood flowed down from her wrist, drop by drop, drop by drop... I don't know how long it took, but her eyes gradually couldn't open.

She felt very tired, and closed her eyes tiredly. At this time, her stomach felt a little painful. She thought of the child in her belly, thinking chaotically, child, you are wrong, you should not have come to this world, because you is an unwanted child!

No, it's mom's mistake, mom shouldn't bring you here, mom is wrong, let mom atone, let mom take you away!

child!Mom will walk with you!

A large pool of blood had already accumulated under the sofa, and it began to flow out, meandering, like a red earthworm crawling slowly!

Lin Keer completely lost her last bit of consciousness!