Superstar President: Willing to be your prey

In Qin Shaofeng's eyes, Lin Ke'er has always been a carefree person. She never asked about his company's affairs, and he sometimes went out to socialize at night, but she never cared about him.

Regarding Yu Qingyao's matter, he naturally felt that there was no need to tell her specifically, so he went to Yu Qingyao's place at night, even if Lin Ke'er was awake, he would just say: "I'll go out for a while!" and hurried away up.

But he didn't know that because of their lack of communication, Lin Ke'er was burdened with a heavy burden of thought, so that in the end she even took the road of suicide by cutting her wrists, which almost separated them from each other!

After Qin Shaofeng finished speaking, the two of them didn't speak for a while.

Qin Shaofeng put his hand on Lin Ke'er's face, turned away, and asked her to look at him: "Ke'er, do you understand?"

Lin Ke'er nodded slowly, and said thoughtfully: "I understand, I was wrong! I shouldn't doubt you! But..."

She stopped.

"But what? Why don't you finish?"

"I..." Lin Ke'er suddenly became timid. In the past, she always felt that Qin Shaofeng betrayed her, so she was quite confident, but now she realized that he didn't feel sorry for her at all. With so many things going on, she couldn't help feeling a little cowardly, afraid that if she spoke out, she would be scolded by Qin Shaofeng.

Qin Shaofeng hugged her tightly: "Tell me! Ke'er! If you have anything to worry about in the future, you must say it. I don't want to see you pretending to smile at me even though you are full of thoughts!"

Lin Ke'er mustered up her courage and said, "I...remember I had a child...but why didn't I have one?"

Qin Shaofeng's heart sank for a moment. Lin Ke'er remembered having a child, but she didn't remember that she committed suicide. Her memory hadn't fully recovered, and she was still in a disconnected state.

Qin Shaofeng pondered for a while, knowing that this matter cannot be concealed, and Lin Ke'er will know sooner or later, maybe if she tells her now, all her memories will be restored, which is not a bad thing.

Qin Shaofeng looked at her and said, "Ker, let's go home first, and I'll tell you when we get home, okay?"

Lin Keer nodded: "Yeah."

When they got home, although it was late, they still didn't feel sleepy.

Qin Shaofeng turned on the computer, Gangzi said that Lin Keer wrote a diary, he wanted to see what she wrote, and also wanted Lin Keer to read it for himself.

Lin Ke'er watched Qin Shaofeng turn on the computer, she suddenly felt a little panicked, and pulled him back: "Honey, what are you doing?"

Qin Shaofeng patted her: "Don't be nervous, Ke'er, I know everything."

Qin Shaofeng hung up Lin Keer's QQ, entered the password, wrong.

He looked back at Lin Ke'er: "Have you changed your password?"

Lin Keer glanced at him and blushed: "Yes."

"Say the password." Qin Shaofeng turned his head and fingered the keyboard.

Lin Ke'er babbled for a while, but didn't say anything, Qin Shaofeng didn't look back at her, frowned for a while and thought about it, and then tapped on the keyboard, Lin Ke'er watched in surprise as he entered her modified password , qq hangs up.

Lin Ke'er's head is not at the same level as Qin Shaofeng's. Qin Shaofeng can guess the code she modified just by thinking about it casually.

Qin Shaofeng looked at the chat records between her and Gangzi first, and asked, "What is that Gangzi's screen name?"

Lin Ke'er didn't answer, Qin Shaofeng searched for a while, but couldn't find it, now only he and Feng Yixiang were the three women among her friends.

Qin Shaofeng turned around and asked her, "Did you delete him?"

Lin Ke'er looked at the computer screen and said "hmm".

Qin Shaofeng looked back at her space diary, and sure enough there was none, so he opened the private diary.

What Lin Keer wrote during that time was that she discovered all kinds of contradictions, all kinds of sadness, and countless sorrows in the short messages on Qin Shaofeng's mobile phone. Now they are displayed in front of Qin Shaofeng's eyes one by one. But she felt very embarrassed, as if she had been caught by him for doing something wrong, and couldn't help but want to run away!

She was behind him, watching him read one by one carefully, her feet moved back quietly, slowly moving away from his body, and gently moved towards the door.

Qin Shaofeng read the last article, and his gaze was fixed on the last sentence: "If there is an afterlife, I must become beautiful, so that you can fall in love with me again, so that you can love me forever! Dear Feng ! Farewell! Kiss you! For the last time, kiss you deeply!"

His heart ached so much!

"Ke'er!" He called softly, and turned his head at the same time, but saw that she was not behind him, and his heart tightened again, "Ke'er!" He shouted, and ran out, only to see Lin Ke'er hiding outside the study, with her back on her back. Leaning against the wall, looking at him timidly!

"Ke'er!" He bent down and hugged her: "Don't leave me! I won't let you leave me!"

Lin Ke'er was dumbfounded, still being held by him, without any reaction.

Qin Shaofeng hugged her for a while, calmed down a little, picked her up and walked to the computer, let her sit in his arms, pointed to the line on the computer and asked: "Ker, do you remember this line? "

Lin Ke'er watched, and after a while, said, "I... remember."

"What did you do after you wrote this line?"

Lin Ke'er looked up and thought for a while, but couldn't remember, so she just shook her head: "I...don't remember."

Qin Shaofeng felt that Lin Ke'er was really strange. She remembered everything except the suicide. This is too incredible!

Qin Shaofeng said: "Then let's go back to the bedroom and talk about it."

He turned off the computer, took Lin Ke'er back to the room, and after they were lying on the bed, he hugged her and began to talk slowly, saying that he found out that she was pregnant with the child, but because he suspected that the child was not hers, he angrily said Scolded her, and then did not come back for a few days, and then received a call from the security guard, saying that she committed suicide!

"Suicide?" Lin Keer's eyes widened: "Me? Did I commit suicide?"

Qin Shaofeng said: "Yes, you committed suicide. When Auntie found you, you had already cut your wrist!"

He took Lin Ke'er's left hand, gently stroked the scar on her wrist, and said, "This is the place, you cut this place, bled a lot, and finally passed out!"

"What about... my child?"

"Because you've been in a coma for too long, the child...is gone..." Thinking that it was his flesh and blood, but now it's gone without even knowing whether it's a boy or a girl, his heart ached for a while.

"Then...then..." Lin Ke'er's lips trembled, "You mean...you mean...I killed our child?"

Qin Shaofeng hurriedly hugged her: "No! No! Keer! Don't think about it, it's not you! That was an accident, it was an accident! Maybe he has nothing to do with us!"

"Really?" Lin Ke'er opened her eyes wide and asked faintly.

Qin Shaofeng was very worried: "Ker, it's okay, don't think too much! If you want, we'll have another one! Just another one!"

"Oh." Lin Ke'er said nothing, and closed her eyes.

Qin Shaofeng looked at her for a long time, turned off the light, and hugged her to sleep. After a long time, the two fell asleep one after another.

Qin Shaofeng was soundly asleep when he was suddenly awakened by the crying in his arms. He hurriedly turned on the light and saw Lin Ke'er with her eyes closed, tears gushing down her cheeks, shaking all over from crying.

Qin Shaofeng hurriedly patted her: "Ker! Keer! Wake up! Are you having nightmares again?"

After filming for a while, Lin Ke'er opened her eyes, looked at him with tears in her eyes, and said while crying, "Yes... I killed... our child..."

Qin Shaofeng hurriedly sat up and hugged her into his arms: "Ke'er! Did you have a nightmare? No! You didn't kill him! It's just a dream!"

Lin Ke'er continued to cry, shaking her head: "No! I'm not dreaming! I remembered, because you didn't come back, I thought you didn't want me anymore! I don't want to live anymore! I want to leave with my child, so I cut it off. Wrist... woo woo... I killed him... I killed him..."

Qin Shaofeng knew that her memory had all recovered, but when he heard her cry, he felt very uncomfortable, and tried to persuade her: "Keer! Keer! Keer, listen to me! It's not your fault! It's not your fault It’s my fault! I’m not worthy to be his father, that’s why he left us! Keer! Don’t cry! Don’t think about it anymore! Okay?”

Lin Keer was still crying bitterly.

After a while, Qin Shaofeng hugged her tightly, and said, "Cry! Ke'er! If you feel sad, cry! Without this child, I also... want to... cry..." His throat hardened, and again I can't go on!

Lin Ke'er felt even more uncomfortable when she heard his choked up voice, and she simply burst into tears.

Listening to Lin Keer's mournful cry, the tears in Qin Shaofeng's eyes finally slid down!

Lin Ke'er cried for a long time, tired from crying, her voice gradually lowered, and fell asleep in Qin Shaofeng's arms.

Qin Shaofeng sat with her in his arms for a long time, then put her down gently, and fell asleep in his arms.

Since then, Lin Ke'er has often been in a state of thinking and was very silent. Qin Shaofeng rushed back to take her out every day after work, and tried to say things that made her happy. She would laugh at the jokes he told, but From Qin Shaofeng's point of view, she always looked absent-minded.

Qin Shaofeng wanted Lin Ke'er to conceive a child, maybe she would be happy again after she was pregnant, but seeing Lin Ke'er like this, he dismissed the idea, she is not in good health now, If she conceived another child, he was worried that her body would be even more unbearable.

*The days passed day by day amidst Lin Keer's silence and Qin Shaofeng's anxiety.

That night, Qin Shaofeng hugged Lin Keer, and Lin Keer slowly fell asleep amidst his chatter. I took out my phone and saw it was from Yu Qingyao: "Come and see the child! The old place! I'll wait for you!"

Qin Shaofeng thought for a long time and decided to take Lin Ke'er with him.

Lin Ke'er was sleeping soundly, and Qin Shaofeng patted her, but once Lin Ke'er fell asleep, it was difficult to pat her to wake up, so Qin Shaofeng kissed her, and his use of kisses to wake her up was his great trick.

Lin Ke'er was finally awakened by his kiss, and he said, "Ke'er, let's go see Qing Yao's child!"