The Moon in the Qin Dynasty

Chapter 28 Prepare to return to Qin!
Yan Dan also learned the news that Ying Zheng was returning to his country, and his eyes were filled with tears.

His brother Zheng returned to Qin, leaving him alone in Zhao. How should he survive?

In the past two years, thanks to Ying Zheng's care for him and a lot of financial support, his life in Zhao State was not so difficult.

He is now two years older and more experienced. It is conceivable that if Ying Zheng leaves, his life in Zhao will be extremely difficult.

Before leaving, Ying Zheng went to the Zhi Palace to specifically inform Yan Dan.

As soon as Ying Zheng saw Yan Dan, he said with concern: "Dan, I am going back to my country. You must take good care of yourself after I leave."

"Your father has already secured the throne. You can also send a letter to your father and ask him to take you back. After all, it is not good to stay in Zhao forever."

Yan Dan held Ying Zheng's hand with tears in his eyes. He also knew that it was impossible for Ying Zheng not to go back.

"Brother Zheng, don't forget me when you return to Qin. Write to me often. When I leave Zhao, I will definitely go to Qin to look for you if I have the chance."

"As for my father, I'm afraid it's unlikely that I can wait for him to take me back." When he said this, a trace of hatred flashed in the eyes of the young Yan Dan.

"And they didn't even consider my life or death. You can see it from the attack on Zhao this year. They didn't consider my life or death at all."

"In the past two years, I have written him so many letters, but he only replied to two of them. He never mentioned taking me back, and he never sent me much even for daily necessities."

"I can only figure it out myself later."

Ying Zheng sighed, patted Yan Dan's hand and comforted him: "Dan, when I return to my country, I will also try to see if I can let you return."

Yan Dan nodded repeatedly.

Ying Zheng had several boxes brought in, which contained a lot of valuables and daily necessities.

"Dan, I'm going back now. I'll leave these things to you. You must take good care of yourself. I'm leaving now. See you later."

Ying Zheng also took away the Qin maid who had been sent earlier and replaced her with a maid purchased from the State of Zhao.

When Ying Zheng was leaving the hostage palace, Yan Dan held Ying Zheng's hand reluctantly and walked with him for two streets before returning, looking back every few steps, at Ying Zheng's insistence.

At this moment, Yan Dan felt extremely desolate, as if she had been abandoned by the world.

Without my elder brother's care and money to spend, how can I live here in Zhao State?

In the hostage's mansion, a group of maids and servants were busy packing their things.

Zhao Ji listened to Ying Zheng and asked them to buy many Zhao State's unique gifts, which would be useful when they returned to the country.

All these people from Qin State were overjoyed.

I can finally go home. Although the mistress and the young master are very kind here, I receive many rewards on a daily basis, and there is no danger as imagined, but after all, a foreign country is not as good as my hometown.

As Zhao Ji watched them packing up their things, she couldn't help feeling a little melancholy. After all, she had lived here for so many years.

But now she is leaving to live in a strange country. After all, Zhao is her motherland.

I don’t know what life will be like in Qin.

Sometimes Zhao Ji would think that it would be nice if the days just passed one by one.

With my son by my side, I have enough food and clothing. I can watch my son grow up day by day. There is nothing wrong with living like this.

Every year I have said I would return to Qin, every year I have said I would go back. Now that I can finally go back, it is really hard to describe the feeling in my heart.

When Ying Zheng came back and saw Zhao Ji alone in a daze, he could guess what Zhao Ji was thinking.

He stepped forward, held Zhao Ji's hands, and comforted her softly:

"Mother, Qin is where we should stay forever. It is our real home. Don't worry about the future. We can live well in Zhao. Then, returning to our real home, we will live even better. Zheng'er will always protect you."

"With me here, you don't have to be afraid of anything. Just enjoy every beautiful day."

We should speak our true feelings to the people closest to us.

And you must communicate more and speak your mind openly.

Many people have a misunderstanding that the people closest to them should understand them. But how is that possible?
No matter how close the relationship is, whether it is between husband and wife, father and son, or mother and son, it is impossible to fully understand each other's thoughts and demands.

It is always much more accurate to express it yourself than for others to guess. And it is easier.

Communication is the most important thing between people.

Especially when it comes to caring for their loved ones, many people are embarrassed to express it out loud.

Just like many people may never say the word "love" to their children or parents in their entire lives.

But how ridiculous it is that we don’t express our deepest love to the people closest to us.

After communication, you will find that many things could have been avoided, could have been beautiful, and could have been even better.

In addition, expressing your concern is also providing the best emotional value to the other person.

It is also beneficial to the maintenance of relations between the two sides.

No matter what kind of blood relationship or how close you are, if you want to maintain the relationship and take it to the next level, you need to maintain it well.

All relationships need to be maintained and must be maintained.

Zhao Ji looked at Ying Zheng. Her son was always so calm and composed. Although he was very young, she always felt indescribably safe when he was around her, as if she had taken a tranquilizer.

Zhao Ji instantly swept away the melancholy in her heart: "Yes, as long as my son is by my side, it doesn't matter where I am."

When Zhao Ji smiled, she looked like a hundred flowers blooming, so beautiful.

She smiled and said, "Mother knows. Zheng'er will protect mother. Zheng'er has grown up. As long as Zheng'er is by mother's side, she is not afraid of anything."

Ying Zheng also chuckled: "Come to think of it, mother will be the Crown Prince's wife when you return. How are you happy?"

"Hmph, this is what mother deserves. Ever since she followed your father, she has been living in fear every day."

"He was hiding from place to place in the past few years. He even went back to Qin State alone, leaving us mother and son here in fear. If Zhao State went crazy, we would have died long ago."

"Hehe, only those who have endured hardships can become the best. When we go back, this experience will be our asset."

Zhao Ji sighed: "If I could go back a few years earlier and have fewer worries, I would rather not have this capital."

Ying Zheng smiled and said, "After all, the result is good. When you return to Qin, mother, you can enjoy yourself all day long. And you don't have to worry about no one playing mahjong with you. Mahjong is very popular in the world now."

Then he praised her, "At first I thought you would lose more than you win after learning Mahjong. I was even worried whether the money at home was enough for you to lose. I didn't expect you to be so talented. You win more than you lose when playing with those noble ladies, and you even help with the family expenses."

Zhao Ji raised her head proudly: "That's right, don't you see who I am? How can a mother not be smart to give birth to such a smart son like you? Of course, I am the only one who wins the money, how can I lose the money?"

"Yes, yes, mother is the best." Seeing Zhao Ji's mood improve, Ying Zheng also felt relieved.

The greatest regret and pain in Qin Shihuang's life should be his relationship with his mother.

In this life, we must never make the same mistake again.

No matter how close the relationship is, it needs to be maintained, even if it is between husband and wife, father and son, or mother and son.

Zhao Ji is just a little woman in character, so it is not difficult to take good care of her.

Just pay more attention to her, coax her well, and don't ignore her.

It is not clear in history. The memory of that painful period of history was erased too much by Qin Shihuang.

But in this life, Zhao Ji had never treated him badly. She was considerate and caring towards him in terms of food and warmth.

Naturally, he also had to protect Zhao Ji, his mother.

I don't want to have any regrets in this life!

　Please keep reading, dears. Keep reading is really important. Don't keep it to yourself, or you will die. Thank you for keeping reading.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)