As a father, I just want to watch you live forever...

Speak, slow down.

Hey guys, I'm going to say something in the dead of night. I probably won't be able to write the update for Youming Time tonight. My condition is too bad. I feel like I can't breathe.

I wrote the previous chapter until nearly twelve o'clock, and I knew that I might not be able to hold on. I wrote 280,000 words in 17 days this month. I originally owed one chapter and wanted to make up for it, but my state was really not enough. I was in a high-intensity state every day, and my emotional level was somewhat affected. This book has performed very well, and it is considered the best one written by Lao Li in the past two years, so I dare not relax.

A few days ago, the authors were saying that Lao Li's updating was a life-threatening thing. Lao Li also said that except for eating and sleeping, he was basically writing all the time, because his readership was not high, and only by updating more could he get the readers' monthly votes. So he insisted on writing 16,000 a day, in order to maintain his position on the monthly ticket list and stabilize his performance.

However, Lao Li wrote this book seriously, but he couldn't type fast enough. Then he read the comments every day and found out what he wrote was wrong, which made him anxious...

My wife takes the kids out to play, so Lao Li has almost no time. He buries himself in writing every day. He writes until three or four in the morning and can't fall asleep immediately. He is often complained about. It feels like he is trapped in a vicious circle. It feels like the midlife crisis has arrived early...

Mr. Li may need to adjust his state.

The road ahead is long, but Lao Li still hopes to continue writing for a few more years and walk with you.

Today's is a formal leave application. Previously I only applied for leave because I had something I couldn't spare the time to do.

Lao Li is being lazy today and has taken half a day off. I will try to update early tomorrow during the day. My apologies to everyone.

Everyone, go to bed early. Good night.

(End of this chapter)