Re:Zero - Jobless Reincarnation: Succubus Sword God? I don't recognize it!

Chapter 119 Her Name

After a long time.

Alan raised the pen and looked at the handwriting that had been completely blurred and Hilda's name could not be seen.

Turn your wrist.

Hilda's name was written outside the circle.

Closely attached to Alice.

【Oh? A kind person?】

Alan's eyes swept across the words that suddenly appeared, and then he focused his gaze on Hilda and Alice's names again, moving back and forth.

'Shaoyin, I think Alice will need her.'

[Alice needs her? Good idea, good idea.]

[Alice does need her.]

[But is this really your rational consideration, or is it mixed with your "good intentions"? Alan? ]

'.'

[Alice needs her, Alice also needs Philip, Alice also needs Shao Luosi, what? Save them all? ]

[Just now, wasn't it because Philip and Shao Ross's calculations towards you, their 'biological son' and biological daughter, were greater than their family affection, which was completely different from your perception of the 'family' of the Greylat family in Buena Village, and completely inconsistent with the 'family' concept you established in Paul's family when you were a child, which was very conflicting and extremely divided, that you chose not to save them? ]

[Since Hilda has been saved, why not save them all at the same time?]

【What's so hard to forgive? 】

[Save them all! Save them all! ]

[Let's dig up the entire Fitoya Territory! Let's save everyone in Buena Village and Fitoli Territory as well! ]

【What is there to hesitate about? 】

[After rescuing him, I will go to the capital to help Philip kill James and promote Philip to the position of head of the family. It will be a matter of convenience, right, Master Allen of the Boreas family? ]

The handwriting was vague, filled with sticky malicious ridicule and mockery, as if admiring the extremely comfortable fun that Alan had seen in his choice of fate.

It was really refreshing.

[Who do you think you are? The Chosen Mother, the top good person in the six-sided world? You can save whoever you want? ]

[Who can you save? ]

'.'

[Save Hilda, who has shown you kindness and is considered a normal person in the Boreas family? After you rescue this mother, will you save her husband? Will you save her father? Will her relatives save her?]

【Would you consider it again?】

[Really not going to consider it again? ]

【you】

[Can you save yourself? ]

With a snap, the pen in Alan's hand broke.

The system panel disappeared instantly.

Alan looked at the smoke and dust that quickly floated away and dissipated in the air, and pinched his forehead helplessly.

'.What is this Gouba system? It's really my phone that has become a spirit. I give up.'

'Sometimes he is serious, sometimes he is not serious, like a schizophrenic. During the day, he looks like I am in the office, seriously making calls to clients, and at night, he looks like I am posting madly on Weibo.'

Alan unconsciously pinched the pen that was broken in two in his hand, his eyes wandering between Hilda, Philip, and Shao Ross.

In the end, he just pinched his forehead helplessly.

He understood the subtext of the system.

The sentence "Can you save yourself?" is a reminder of the price of abandoning "future vision".

"The current situation is a mess. Even if I take my feelings out of it and put myself in Alice's shoes, I think everyone should be saved. But I haven't even decided on the plan for the people I really want to save yet, and I haven't even decided on Paul and Senis yet."

'Am I so arrogant as to think I can save everyone?'

Alan squinted at the writing on the table. In order to save Paul and Senis, he had decided to smash the "disgusting future", but as someone who had read the original novel, he was well aware of the "price" behind this.

The most important thing is - if the impact is too great, and unfortunately it catches the eyes of Boss Long, the other party will "see" him as a person who does not exist in this reincarnation, and then find that the fate of the people who come into contact with him has changed significantly from the previous lives.
What would Orsted do?
Very simple.

He chased me and asked me right in the face, "Have you ever heard of a human god?"

Then everything will be over.

Did he get a chance to explain?

Is the explanation useful?
Will Nanaho be with Orstead this time?

If he were by your side, would you suddenly have the thought of asking him to save you?
The price of abandoning the future vision is Allen's own life.

But even so.

He decided to discard the 'Future Vision'.

The scene of everyone running in the snow valley was frozen in last winter, but the memory is as clear as if it were right in front of me.

some things
In the eyes of Allen, a man who has lacked love since childhood.

After he truly 'recognized' it.

In a sense, more precious than his own life.

The Boreas family
Is it within this 'recognition' range?
Not currently available.

Under the candlelight, the light flickers.

Alan pulled out a pen.

He slowly drew a question mark next to Hilda's name, but did not move Philip and Saulos.

".Let's take another look."

". Three years and three months, there is still time to 'see' more clearly."

A long sigh.

Alan spread his hands on the table and leaned on his arms.

Even though I was very tired, I didn't feel sleepy at all.

In front of me is the curved wood texture on the table.

In sight.

The moonlight flows between the 481 textures on the tabletop.

Alan stared at the table, his pen rubbing against the paper unconsciously.

'system. '

【It’s here. 】

This time the smoke and dust appeared just as quickly, and his tone was indifferent, as if the appearance just now was an illusion.

Alan seemed a little tired and only said someone's name in his mind.

The next moment, a stream of dust and smoke formed a huge world map on the table in front of him, which kept expanding until the all-too-familiar bird's-eye view of the Shillong Palace appeared before his eyes.

[Whether to invest in 'attention', duration, 10 seconds. ]

【Yes. 】

The sight shuttles through the sea of ​​people.

Frozen on a similar table.

The dark blue waterfall falls onto the table, transforming into winding streams flowing between the wood textures.

That's not a river.

It's Roxy's hair.

The soft blue hair fell like a waterfall and scattered on the table, the dark blue hair color and the eye color blended together.

Between the waterfalls are familiar blue eyes.

Alan looked at Loki's pupils.

At this moment, in the night of Asura Continent, two people who were far apart were lying sideways on the table in the same posture, looking at each other at a mirror angle.

Luo Qixi blinked, looking quite distressed.

She pulled her hair on her forehead and raised herself up from the table.

There was a piece of letter paper under his face.

The 'gaze' of the location search cannot receive sound.

But Alan still 'heard' the rustling sound of her pen touching the paper.

That was a journey through time, two years ago when we were sleeping together, under the gaze of Alan holding his chin
The sound of Lokixi writing on the monster encyclopedia with a focused but still somewhat dazed look.

Ten seconds is very short.

But it was enough to make Alan fall into sleep.

At his hand.

The unconscious strokes just now outlined
Loki's name.

(End of this chapter)